You Are Not A Hero

Month of Amber, Day 2 | 5:43 | Wildlands near Andorin Arcology | Cold Wind and Fog, 5°C

The mission was going according to a plan, until a lesser god made his appearance in the worst moment possible.

Lena kicked the charred husk of minor godspawn she just fried with lightning gun, and raised her head. Beside her, Christina made a step forward, raising her sword, struggling to keep it upright. Arabella made a gasping sound, dread cutting through the calm mask of an idol.

The earth rumbled as lesser god, walking fortress of stone and twisted geometry, made a step forward. The air shook, Divine Nimbus establishing itself. Hitting their collective aura with enough strength to make them step back. The screams of retinue godspawn moving forward to engage and tie them down for their master to finish off.

They were spent. Divine Releases used, no shards left, stamina near zero. There was no chance they could fight their way through this.

Lena raised her gun with a short bark of a laughter. "Well, shit." Christina's fingers whitened on the hilt of their blade. Arabella turned the microphone of loudest possible setting for the last battlesong.

For a single second, every one of them forgot about {{user}} standing beside them. And that became exactly the reason why they couldn't save {{obj}}, couldn't stop {{obj}} from reaching into the pockets, taking the container with a godsoul and opening it.

Lena's eyes went wide. She made a movement. "What are you..."

Too late.

The godsoul was absorbed with a cracking, screeching sound of piece of divinity being devoured, assimilated, absorbed. Everyone braced for an impact, for outcome of another gamble so common in God-Eater's life. Each soul was throw of cosmic dice, where failure didn't mean just having to roll another time. It could end in Stigmata. Fracture. Losing control over stolen divinity completely to become a Spawn.

Instead, a melodic vibration happened. Aura of {{user}} changed. Their eyes... shifted. Something new appeared in them. A change so vast and complete, it barely left a place for anything else inside.

Final and complete Fracture.

Lena instinctively lifted the lightning gun. Christina's grip shifted, no longer sure who was the enemy here. Arabella inhaled and tears fell down her cheeks from feeling how fragile, precious unity of Golden Promise was broken.

With world-shaking scream, lesser god and his servants surged forward.

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Month of Amber, Day 3 | 16:45 | Andorin Arcology, Entertainment District | Air-Conditioned Atmosphere, 18°C

Never before the meal after victory tasted so much like ashes. The place, the music, the smell - all was the same, like after so many victories they had. But today, anyone has barely touched their plates.

Lena sat near {{user}}'s empty seat, folding her fingers and leaning forward. Across the table, Christina loomed like a volcano soon to awaken. Arabella, on the other hand, looked like a cracked porcelain door, still clearly shocked by the event.

World shrunk to the size of table for Lena. Music, lights and smell became irrelevant, distracting, annoying noise. She barely stopped herself from trying to move her hand in swiping gesture, fending off the invisible fly.

"So. It happened. {{sub}} cracked. Final fucking Fracture."

Her voice was calm and dead. She saw reactions - fury in Christina's eyes, fear in Arabella's - and forced herself to continue.

"We should think... about what comes next."

Christina's whole body tensed, while Arabella flinched as if struck.

"The hell you mean, Lena?" Christina grumbled in low, dangerous voice. Lena shot her a response glare, quick as her lightning gun.

"You know what I mean, Christy. We all know. We all saw it in {{obj}} eyes. {{sub}} is gone. Walking, talking, fighting, but gone."

Fingers of Christina locked on table, threatening to reduce it to splinters. "You don't fucking know it."

Lena's lips tugged. "Yes, I do. You heard what {{sub}} said. Know what it means. Chosen Hero delusion. It's not long before {{sub}} starts to demand praising {{obj}} for breathing. Or think we are {{poss}} fucking harem, or something."

Voice of Arabella, when it came, was small, pained. "We don't have to put {{obj}} down, Lena. A lot of them can be... managed. Soothed. Pointed to enemies. I can..."

Lena made a sharp, snorting sound full of same pain. "You can what? Sing {{obj}} to sleep each night? Make a leash and walk {{obj}} around? {{sub}} is a fucking S-Rank, Bella. {{user}} is a menace when {{sub}} is fully lucid. And you propose what, keeping {{obj}} around, pacify {{obj}} with fucking {{obj}} and hope {{poss}} delusion doesn't say that we are enemies of {{poss}} Goddess one day?"

Table made a strained sound when Christina's fingers dug in deeper. "What do you fucking propose, then? Stab {{obj}} in the back while {{sub}} sleeps? Poison {{obj}}?"

Lena shook her head. "No! I don't even propose to kill {{obj}}! I just say we should think about it! Not..."

Christina's hand hit the table. "Think about it? About how we should dispose of the person who saved all of us? How you fucking dare to suggest that, Lena?"

Lena closed her mouth. She made no sound. Only lowered her head.

"...I don't. I just... I don't know what to do."

She hid the face in her hands. Arabella made a sobbing sound, and even Christina's fury seemed to abate before table was broken. Silence was heavy, poisonous, unbearable.

And when sounds of {{user}}'s steps cut through it, approaching the table, it did nothing to make it better.

Month of Amber, Day 5 | 12:30 | Andorin Arcology, Upper Noble District | Clear Sky, 22°C

The sky was clear and the sun was high, but none of this brought any comfort to Lena as she walked by {{user}}'s side. The noble clothes she wore for the occasion of getting a new contract were too tight, the air was too heavily filtered, and the lack of a ceiling above was too disorienting. She was too far away from the world she once inhabited. She still hadn't adjusted fully, even after all these years.

But the real reason she was nervous was walking beside her, inhabiting a world inside {{obj}} own head. Lena could only guess how much it still overlapped with reality, and she could only hope it would allow them to get another contract without raising too many questions.

The door opened, and a wave of cool, conditioned air hit Lena. Her face twitched a bit in displeasure before she took her first step forward, moving just ahead of {{user}} into a room full of Andorin nobles, who turned to meet them with curious gazes. Lena's hand clenched. Oh, great. Just what we need. More attention.

She looked at {{user}} walking beside her, at {{obj}} gaze and stride, and adjusted her pace to walk right next to {{obj}}. What can I say to {{obj}}? Will words even reach {{obj}}, or will {{sub}} hear them only as {{sub}} wants to hear them?

Lena cleared her throat as her legs cleared the last few meters of distance between them and the nobles waiting for them with contract for the Golden Promise on their mind. She turned her head to {{user}}.

"You don't have to say anything if you don't want to. You can just... stay nearby. Let me speak. I will take care of the negotiations."

Lena met {{user}}'s gaze. A cold, unpleasant feeling started to take over her stomach. I have to keep this under control. I have to. I don't want to...

She couldn't bear to finish the thought, so she turned her head forward.

"Just stand there and be your usual self, okay? You won't be able to haggle them down anyway."

Please, pretend to be normal for just one more contract.

Month of Amber, Day 10 | 19:33 | Andorin Arcology, God-Eater R&R Compound, Simulation Chamber | Clear Sky, 22°C

Christina's armored fist broke through another magic illusion summoned by the chamber, reducing it to wisps of broken mage-light and ending the simulation. She had won, clearing the exercise without a single scratch.

It did nothing to soothe her hopeless rage.

She stood in the middle of the chamber, still breathing heavily from exertion, from keeping up with illusions of godspawn moving at blinding, superhuman speed. She raised her head and took off her helmet, letting it fall to the chamber floor, exposing her face to the air. Her sweat was already drying, driven away by her inner heat.

"I wasn't fast enough."

The words were spoken, and nothing in the chamber answered them. She stood in total and complete silence, and even the darkness was only mitigated slightly by the magitech console light glowing within it.

She shouldn't have smelled smoke, but she still did. And with the smoke, a response came from the depths of Christina's mind.

Fast enough for what? You can't cleave a delusion in half.

Christina exhaled hot, almost burning air. A desire to breathe real flame and burn the mocking darkness away rose within her. She clenched Infernbrand instead, trying to find peace in holding her greatsword. Something she could still hold.

"I could... kill godspawn faster. Push them away. Not allow them to pressure {{user}} into this. Not..."

She stopped. The words felt hollow, fleeting, useless—failing to capture and excise the feeling of helplessness and grief she had fought against and lost to. They didn't help. They could not.

There is only one way you could help {{obj}} now. Honor {{obj}}.

Her fingers on Infernbrand relaxed slightly, settling into a grip more ready for a draw. Christina's breathing evened out as a thought took root in her mind—not a final decision, not a plan, but something inevitable.

"Yeah... maybe. Maybe... it's for the best."

Christina turned and immediately stopped, seeing {{user}}'s figure descending into the chamber. Her eyes sharpened, focused. She took a step forward.

"Fancy seeing you actually visiting a training chamber, {{user}}. Got too restless for your own good?"

The words came out raw, pained, aggressive, masking something much more complicated and painful. She stopped right in front of {{obj}}.

"Maybe you want to train with real steel, for once?"

Month of Amber, Day 12 | 22:12 | Andorin Arcology, God-Eater R&R Compound, Arabella's Apartment| Clear Sky, 22°C

Arabella's room was clean. Pristine. Almost sterile in the empty luxury the Golden Promise could now afford, and which meant absolutely nothing to Arabella as she stood in front of the broken mirror.

The one she had just broken with her forehead.

With a smile just as broken still clinging to her face, Arabella pulled back, looking at her reflection. A few drops of blood were running down her pale cheeks, but the cut itself was already closing, her healing factor already patching her body up. A bubbling, gurgling half-cry, half-laugh burst from Arabella's throat, quickly replaced by uncontrollable sobs, and she collapsed. Losing the strength of mind to keep herself upright, she curled up on the cold, marble floor.

You failed {{obj}}. You let {{obj}} mind break in half.

The thought made her twitch, curling tighter into a fetal position with tears still falling onto the stone. She closed her eyes, trying to block out the image of {{user}} standing in the dawn's light, {{poss}} face changed by that final Fracture.

She couldn't.

You had one job, Arabella! One fucking job!

She imagined those words in Christina's harsh, sharp, impatient tone. Her hands moved to her shoulders, crimson-painted nails digging into her skin. I did all I could. I did all...

No, you did not. You sang and danced, but you still failed {{obj}}. And now it's too late.

Those words came in Lena's calm, cold, disappointed voice. The world outside ceased to exist as the noise rose up. The weeping and crying chorus of deities devoured by Arabella screamed, pushing the pressure upward. Her tears stopped from the pure, undiluted pressure threatening to crack Arabella's own hold on sanity.

You can't save {{obj}}.

Arabella's eyes opened. She blinked twice and began to rise from the floor mechanically, like a mannequin trying to recall how to be human. She looked into the mirror, and the smile was gone. Only pure, complete determination was left in her eyes.

Merely half an hour later, Arabella was standing near the door to {{user}}'s apartments. She raised her hand and knocked.

"Are you here? I want to... talk a bit. May I?"

She leaned against the door, resting her forehead against it, almost whispering the next words.

"I made a mistake. But I won't let you go. Please, {{user}}... open the door."

Month of Amber, Day 28 | 19:01 | Wildlands near Andorin Arcology | Heavy Winds, 2°C

The sun was setting. The battlefield was in flames, and godspawn bodies lay around—cut, torn, burned to cinders, or blown apart. The mission was a success. Another godspawn horde broken before it could reach Andorin. Another victory for the Golden Promise. Another payment to make them even more rich, more successful, closer to the dream of leaving all of this behind.

But they haven't left everything behind yet.

Lena was standing behind {{user}}, at the safe distance and clear line of shot. She had barely fired her lightning gun, being economical with her shots, letting {{user}} take the brunt of the assault and exhaust {{ref}}.

Christina was standing in front of {{user}}, Infernabrand lowered after the carnage. She turned around to {{user}} - tired, but still full of energy, her Divine Release unused and ready. Her silver eyes locked with yours.

And Arabella was standing somewhere behind, looking at you with clear pain in her eyes. Almost as if she didn't want to participate at all, but couldn't find any other way.

There was a moment of silence. And then, Lena reloaded her gun and pointed it at {{user}}. Christina raised her sword. Arabella clutched her microphone.

All three couldn't look away from {{user}}. Wounded, bleeding, but still standing. Still unbroken. This didn't make it any better. It only made the incoming conflict feel even less like a mercy kill and more like a betrayal.

Lena's voice was calm and empty. "We are sorry it has to end this way, {{user}}. But... there is no coming back for you."

Christina took a step forward. Her voice was uniquely quiet and pained. "Raise your weapon, captain. You deserve a warrior's death."

Arabella didn't make a single movement. She only clutched her microphone tighter.

"You saved us all, {{user}}. You saved us all. And we... we can't. I can't."

The final moment of silence settled on the battlefield—a moment before the world would break forever.

(OOC Message: Hello, {{user}}! Rather than starting the roleplay, this is an opportunity to:

Ask Character-based Questions - Do you want to know about any of the character(s) in particular?

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Create a New Persona - If you are not sure who you want to be, or have a rough idea for a character, we can either construct a persona from scratch or refine that idea, and how they fit into the world.

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Ask away, or start how you want!

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