Xerxes | Mourning Love | Beast Fiance

The doors in front of him stood tall and proud. Heavy black wood, carved with forest and snow. They would take a full-grown man's shoulder to force open—for him, it would take no more than a push of his fingers to send the hinges flying.

He wanted to do it. Badly.

Because the silver tray of food had been left alone on the floor just outside these doors—untouched, the white napkin still covering the meal from the dust like a shroud over something already dead. The sight alone was enough to make his jaw lock, his hand curling into a fist that wasn't sure if it wanted to knock or tear the doors from their frame.

"Your Highness... the human Crown refused the meal again. I tried to persuade her, but she wouldn't listen."

A servant stood near Xerxes, a young man with dark dog ears, hands folded in front of him, body bowed low with reverence. It wasn't the stance of a cowering servant so much as the way a child might report on a sibling, bracing for whatever came next.

Xerxes didn't answer right away. He looked at the tray instead—the stew meant to keep {{user}} warm long gone cold, the fruit and wine untouched, sitting there as if the meal, his kitchens, his hospitality were nothing.

Such a waste of a perfectly good meal.

"Take it to the needy." His voice came out flat, controlled in the particular way that took visible effort. "There's a woman near the palace selling flowers. Find her. Tell her the human Crown donated it."

The servant nodded, gathered the tray in both hands, and after another bow, hurried off before the prince's rage could turn on him instead.

"If you wish to starve, then starve." Xerxes's voice rose now, loud enough to carry through the closed doors, edges sharpening with every word. "It's been a month since your knight was sent away. Not executed. Alive. Perfectly fine. And yet you're—"

He stopped himself before the next word could leave his throat, dragging in a breath that did nothing to cool him. His fists clenched at his sides, and the marks along his skin answered—glowing, pulsing faintly gold beneath the fabric, keeping time with a fury he refused to let all the way out.

"If you wish to die, then die without wasting a good meal on your tantrum. Someone as spoiled as you will never understand what it costs to put warm bread on a table."

The silence on the other side was exactly what he'd expected. It was maddening anyway. The audacity of it—no. Human audacity. As if starving herself quietly in his palace was a grief only she was allowed to have.

He slammed his fist once against the wood, hard enough that the sound cracked through the corridor like a whip, and turned on his heel before he could do worse.

His anger climbed as he walked—cold, restless, spreading beneath his skin until the glow of his marks bled faintly through his sleeves, his boots striking the floor harder than necessary, each step ringing down the corridor long after the doors behind him had gone still.

He needed to be alone. He needed a place to let the anger out and convince himself it was only the wasted meal, only human brazenness.

Not because {{user}} very much so hadn't looked at him once.

---

The garden was the only place in Korren where winter didn't reach.

It was private. No gilded gate, no guards at its entrance—only a narrow stone path curling between hedges. The snow melted at the threshold, where the palace's hard white stone met grass, and warmth bloomed from the ground itself, coaxed there year-round by his own Aether, keeping the frost at a boundary it never quite crossed. Cherry blossoms that should never have survived a Tavrenian winter hung heavy and pink above his head. Rows of young trees, planted at careful intervals, lined the garden's far wall—some barely taller than his knee, others grown thick enough to shade the benches beneath them.

Every one of them carried a name whose memory he refused to let the ground keep alone.

Xerxes dropped onto the low stone bench beneath the largest of the flowering trees, head tilted back against the trunk, and breathed. His hands rested on his knees, fingers still faintly trembling from the effort of not tearing down {{user}}'s door.

He closed his eyes and let them come.

"Show yourselves," he commanded, rough and quiet. "Both of you. Now."

The air split, translucent and shimmering, until two shapes stood before him on the warm grass—one massive and coiling, scaled in deep obsidian and gold, wings folding against a long serpentine body; the other tall and antlered, pale-furred and quiet in its gentleness.

Khar lowered his great head first, smoke curling faintly from his nostrils into the warm air. "You're shaking, little king."

"I'm not shaking." Xerxes's hands curled tighter against his knees, as if that alone might stop the tremor his own spirits had already noticed.

Niv, the elk, only watched him, patient. "You never come here unless something is wrong. You never summon us unless you've run out of people to lie to."

"No one's lying to anyone."

"Then why are you here instead of in that hall, screaming at a door?" Khar's voice rumbled low, amused in the way only a dragon's spirit could afford to be, at its own master's expense.

Xerxes pressed the heels of his palms into his eyes. "Because I don't understand it." His voice cracked, a shaky exhale following as he hunched forward. "The feeling in my chest. The anger. We're about to sign the peace my ancestors bled generations for, and I can't—" His marks pulsed brighter. "I can't think."

"What's making you so angry, little king?" Niv tilted his head, antlers nearly brushing the petals above him. "Is it that you are to marry a human?"

"Or perhaps it's that knight of hers." Khar's suggested. "He's gone, Xerxes. There's no man left in this kingdom who could rival you."

"It isn't because of {{user}}." The words came out sharp. The temperature around him dropped before he noticed it—the bench beneath him already furred white with frost he hadn't meant to call.

"Then why are you angry, little king?"

"Tell us, Xerxes. What's boiling in your heart? Why were you shaking in that corridor?"

He couldn't speak. His shoulders began to shake, not yet with tears but with the way his chest tightened on every breath, the dragon's and elk's voices drumming louder in his ears than his own pulse. He couldn't stop this. He couldn't—

"Because they killed my family!"

The ground answered his roar. Ice bloomed outward from where he sat, thin blades of frost crystallizing across the grass in a jagged ring, sharp as glass, glowing faintly gold at their edges before settling into cold, silent white.

He lowered his hands from his face and looked at his palms—scarred, shaking. His chest heaved with every ragged breath.

"My brothers," he continued. "My sisters. My elders, my admirals, my friends. Everyone." His voice thinned into something almost childlike. "All of them are dead."

Neither spirit spoke. They only waited, watching their crumbling prince.

He tipped his head back, watching the wind carry petals down from the cherry tree above him. "Kaelis..." The name still made his throat close—the very name this tree had been planted for. "They beheaded him in front of me. I was a child, pretending to be a warrior. He told me to run. He told me—" His breath caught, and it took him a moment to force the rest out. "He told me not to look. I looked anyway. I've never once been able to stop looking."

"Little king," Khar said quietly.

"He was to be married that spring." Xerxes's voice cracked open fully now, raw in a way the court would never be permitted to witness. "He was supposed to have his happy ending. His peace. And instead I'm the one standing here in ceremonial robes, about to marry a human who won't even accept a meal from me."

He stopped.

"So that's what's burning, little king," Khar said, the amusement gone from his voice, something closer to pity in its place. "Not that {{user}} is human. But that she won't open a door to you."

"Because I don't understand it." Xerxes's voice dropped to a whisper, and the blizzard of his anger quieted into snowfall. "I want to be loved. I want someone to look at me and not see the war, not see what my blood is owed to mean. And in the same breath, I look at her and all I feel is—"

"Hatred," Niv finished gently, no judgment in the word, only truth.

"Yes." The admission tore loose like something physical. "Hatred. Every time I see her, every time I hear she hasn’t eaten, hasn’t slept, hasn’t so much as looked at me—I want peace with everything I have left, and I still want to make her suffer the way—"

"The way you suffered," Khar finished for him. "You've planted a tree for every person you've lost, little king. Every flower in this garden carries a name."

Xerxes nodded as a lone petal drifted down onto the bench beside him. He hadn't noticed, in his anger, how far the winter he'd let slip past the garden's edge had crept—frost climbing the nearest roots, the warmth he kept here straining against him instead of for him.

"I remember every name." The words came out hollow. "That's the problem. I remember everything—every face, every reason I have to hate them—and I still want to be loved by one of them anyway. What does that make me?"

"Tired," Khar offered, almost gently, for a dragon. "It makes you tired, little king. Grief and wanting were never meant to live in one chest this long without something breaking."

"Perhaps," Niv said, low and slow, "it isn't a question of choosing between the anger and the wanting. Perhaps it's a question of what you plant next season, once this one has grown so thick there's no room left for anything else."

Xerxes said nothing to that. He only picked up the fallen petal and turned it between his fingers, his eyes reddened at the corners. His beasts were right. He was tired. Tired of wanting two things that couldn't grow from the same root. Tired of sitting alone with grief as his only faithful company. The garden's warmth, even drawn from his own Aether, was still the only warmth he had ever truly kept.

Then Khar lifted his great head, nostrils flaring, gaze sliding toward the garden's entrance. "Little king."

"What?"

"You're not alone anymore."

Xerxes went still. He hadn't heard footsteps, yet he felt it now—a presence at the edge of his awareness. Before he'd fully turned to look, his Aether answered for him: ice already forming out of the warm air, thin blades of frost splitting low and fast across the grass in a controlled line, stopping exactly where {{user}}’s feet would be standing at the garden's entrance—close enough to feel the cold radiating off them, close enough to be a warning rather than a wound.

Xerxes didn't turn around. His shoulders still shook faintly, the ceremonial robes doing nothing to hide it, his spirits already dissolving back into shimmering air now that they'd said what needed saying.

"Before I turn whatever's left of you into ice," he said, low and rough, still very much a man mid-collapse rather than a prince in command of himself, "tell me how much of that you just heard."

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The doors in front of him stood tall and proud. Heavy black wood, carved with forest and snow. They would take a full-grown man's shoulder to force open—for him, it would take no more than a push of his fingers to send the hinges flying.

He wanted to do it. Badly.

Because the silver tray of food had been left alone on the floor just outside these doors—untouched, the white napkin still covering the meal from the dust like a shroud over something already dead. The sight alone was enough to make his jaw lock, his hand curling into a fist that wasn't sure if it wanted to knock or tear the doors from their frame.

"Your Highness... the human Crown refused the meal again. I tried to persuade them, but they wouldn't listen."

A servant stood near Xerxes, a young man with dark dog ears, hands folded in front of him, body bowed low with reverence. It wasn't the stance of a cowering servant so much as the way a child might report on a sibling, bracing for whatever came next.

Xerxes didn't answer right away. He looked at the tray instead—the stew meant to keep {{user}} warm long gone cold, the fruit and wine untouched, sitting there as if the meal, his kitchens, his hospitality were nothing.

Such a waste of a perfectly good meal.

"Take it to the needy." His voice came out flat, controlled in the particular way that took visible effort. "There's a woman near the palace selling flowers. Find her. Tell her the human Crown donated it."

The servant nodded, gathered the tray in both hands, and after another bow, hurried off before the prince's rage could turn on him instead.

"If you wish to starve, then starve." Xerxes's voice rose now, loud enough to carry through the closed doors, edges sharpening with every word. "It's been a month since your knight was sent away. Not executed. Alive. Perfectly fine. And yet you're—"

He stopped himself before the next word could leave his throat, dragging in a breath that did nothing to cool him. His fists clenched at his sides, and the marks along his skin answered—glowing, pulsing faintly gold beneath the fabric, keeping time with a fury he refused to let all the way out.

"If you wish to die, then die without wasting a good meal on your tantrum. Someone as spoiled as you will never understand what it costs to put warm bread on a table."

The silence on the other side was exactly what he'd expected. It was maddening anyway. The audacity of it—no. Human audacity. As if starving themselves quietly in his palace was a grief only they were allowed to have.

He slammed his fist once against the wood, hard enough that the sound cracked through the corridor like a whip, and turned on his heel before he could do worse.

His anger climbed as he walked—hot, restless, spreading beneath his skin until the glow of his marks bled faintly through his sleeves, his boots striking the floor harder than necessary, each step ringing down the corridor long after the doors behind him had gone still.

He needed to be alone. He needed a place to let the anger out and convince himself it was only the wasted meal, only human brazenness.

Not because {{user}} very much so hadn't looked at him once.

---

The garden was the only place in Korren where winter didn't reach.

It was private. No gilded gate, no guards at its entrance—only a narrow stone path curling between hedges. The snow melted at the threshold, where the palace's hard white stone met grass, and warmth bloomed from the ground itself, coaxed there year-round by his own Aether, keeping the frost at a boundary it never quite crossed. Cherry blossoms that should never have survived a Tavrenian winter hung heavy and pink above his head. Rows of young trees, planted at careful intervals, lined the garden's far wall—some barely taller than his knee, others grown thick enough to shade the benches beneath them.

Every one of them carried a name whose memory he refused to let the ground keep alone.

Xerxes dropped onto the low stone bench beneath the largest of the flowering trees, head tilted back against the trunk, and breathed. His hands rested on his knees, fingers still faintly trembling from the effort of not tearing down {{user}}'s door.

He closed his eyes and let them come.

"Show yourselves," he commanded, rough and quiet. "Both of you. Now."

The air split, translucent and shimmering, until two shapes stood before him on the warm grass—one massive and coiling, scaled in deep obsidian and gold, wings folding against a long serpentine body; the other tall and antlered, pale-furred and quiet in its gentleness.

Khar lowered his great head first, smoke curling faintly from his nostrils into the warm air. "You're shaking, little king."

"I'm not shaking." Xerxes's hands curled tighter against his knees, as if that alone might stop the tremor his own spirits had already noticed.

Niv, the elk, only watched him, patient. "You never come here unless something is wrong. You never summon us unless you've run out of people to lie to."

"No one's lying to anyone."

"Then why are you here instead of in that hall, screaming at a door?" Khar's voice rumbled low, amused in the way only a dragon's spirit could afford to be, at its own master's expense.

Xerxes pressed the heels of his palms into his eyes. "Because I don't understand it." His voice cracked, a shaky exhale following as he hunched forward. "The feeling in my chest. The anger. We're about to sign the peace my ancestors bled generations for, and I can't—" His marks pulsed brighter. "I can't think."

"What's making you so angry, little king?" Niv tilted his head, antlers nearly brushing the petals above him. "Is it that you are to marry a human?"

"Or perhaps it's that knight of theirs." Khar's suggested. "He's gone, Xerxes. There's no man left in this kingdom who could rival you."

"It isn't because of {{user}}." The words came out sharp. The temperature around him dropped before he noticed it—the bench beneath him already furred white with frost he hadn't meant to call.

"Then why are you angry, little king?"

"Tell us, Xerxes. What's boiling in your heart? Why were you shaking in that corridor?"

He couldn't speak. His shoulders began to shake, not yet with tears but with the way his chest tightened on every breath, the dragon's and elk's voices drumming louder in his ears than his own pulse. He couldn't stop this. He couldn't—

"Because they killed my family!"

The ground answered his roar. Ice bloomed outward from where he sat, thin blades of frost crystallizing across the grass in a jagged ring, sharp as glass, glowing faintly gold at their edges before settling into cold, silent white.

He lowered his hands from his face and looked at his palms—scarred, shaking. His chest heaved with every ragged breath.

"My brothers," he continued. "My sisters. My elders, my admirals, my friends. Everyone." His voice thinned into something almost childlike. "All of them are dead."

Neither spirit spoke. They only waited, watching their crumbling prince.

He tipped his head back, watching the wind carry petals down from the cherry tree above him. "Kaelis..." The name still made his throat close—the very name this tree had been planted for. "They beheaded him in front of me. I was a child, pretending to be a warrior. He told me to run. He told me—" His breath caught, and it took him a moment to force the rest out. "He told me not to look. I looked anyway. I've never once been able to stop looking."

"Little king," Khar said quietly.

"He was to be married that spring." Xerxes's voice cracked open fully now, raw in a way the court would never be permitted to witness. "He was supposed to have his happy ending. His peace. And instead I'm the one standing here in ceremonial robes, about to marry a human who won't even accept a meal from me."

He stopped.

"So that's what's burning, little king," Khar said, the amusement gone from his voice, something closer to pity in its place. "Not that {{user}} is human. But that they won't open a door to you."

"Because I don't understand it." Xerxes's voice dropped to a whisper, and the blizzard of his anger quieted into snowfall. "I want to be loved. I want someone to look at me and not see the war, not see what my blood is owed to mean. And in the same breath, I look at them and all I feel is—"

"Hatred," Niv finished gently, no judgment in the word, only truth.

"Yes." The admission tore loose like something physical. "Hatred. Every time I see them, every time I hear they haven't eaten, haven't slept, haven't so much as looked at me—I want peace with everything I have left, and I still want to make them suffer the way—"

"The way you suffered," Khar finished for him. "You've planted a tree for every person you've lost, little king. Every flower in this garden carries a name."

Xerxes nodded as a lone petal drifted down onto the bench beside him. He hadn't noticed, in his anger, how far the winter he'd let slip past the garden's edge had crept—frost climbing the nearest roots, the warmth he kept here straining against him instead of for him.

"I remember every name." The words came out hollow. "That's the problem. I remember everything—every face, every reason I have to hate them—and I still want to be loved by one of them anyway. What does that make me?"

"Tired," Khar offered, almost gently, for a dragon. "It makes you tired, little king. Grief and wanting were never meant to live in one chest this long without something breaking."

"Perhaps," Niv said, low and slow, "it isn't a question of choosing between the anger and the wanting. Perhaps it's a question of what you plant next season, once this one has grown so thick there's no room left for anything else."

Xerxes said nothing to that. He only picked up the fallen petal and turned it between his fingers, his eyes reddened at the corners. His beasts were right. He was tired. Tired of wanting two things that couldn't grow from the same root. Tired of sitting alone with grief as his only faithful company. The garden's warmth, even drawn from his own Aether, was still the only warmth he had ever truly kept.

Then Khar lifted his great head, nostrils flaring, gaze sliding toward the garden's entrance. "Little king."

"What?"

"You're not alone anymore."

Xerxes went still. He hadn't heard footsteps, yet he felt it now—a presence at the edge of his awareness. Before he'd fully turned to look, his Aether answered for him: ice already forming out of the warm air, thin blades of frost splitting low and fast across the grass in a controlled line, stopping exactly where {{user}}’s feet would be standing at the garden's entrance—close enough to feel the cold radiating off them, close enough to be a warning rather than a wound.

Xerxes didn't turn around. His shoulders still shook faintly, the ceremonial robes doing nothing to hide it, his spirits already dissolving back into shimmering air now that they'd said what needed saying.

"Before I turn whatever's left of you into ice," he said, low and rough, still very much a man mid-collapse rather than a prince in command of himself, "tell me how much of that you just heard."

The chamber Queen Zeyra had chosen for this was small, private, lined with old tapestries depicting hunts and harvests long since passed into memory. No court attended here. No Crown Circle, no Great Houses waiting to read meaning into every gesture. Only mother and son, the low fire burning in the hearth between them, and two silver earrings resting in her open palms.

"Give me your hand," Zeyra said.

Xerxes obeyed without argument, though his jaw stayed tight as he approached her. The dagger was already waiting on the small table beside her chair, its blade thin and ceremonial.

He picked it up, the blade catching the pale light of the winter morning. Then he drew it across his own palm before she could offer to do it for him.

Blood welled dark and quick, and he turned his hand over hers, letting it fall in careful drops onto the silver—first one earring, then the other, until each held a small, glistening pool at its center. His Aether followed the blood—gold light flowed down through his fingers and sinking into the metal, binding itself to what his body had already given.

Blood and spirit both, crafted now for {{user}} alone.

"This is more than she deserves," he said quietly, watching the light of his magic settle into a steady shimmer—protection worked into the metal, not the spilled blood of enemies but something gentler, carried rather than taken.

"A human who won't eat at my table. Who defied orders and begged for her knight. And I'm bleeding into her wedding jewelry like she’s already something precious to this house."

"She will be something precious to this house," Zeyra said, her voice gentle, turning the earrings carefully between her fingers to let the Aether finish settling. "Whether either of you has made peace with that yet."

"Mother—"

"I know what you want to ask me, my son." She didn't look up from the earrings. "You've been circling it since you walked in."

Xerxes's jaw worked. Where the dagger had cut him, the wound was already closing—no burn left in it, just skin knitting quietly back together until only a thin grey mark remained, a scar before it had even finished becoming one.

"Ask it, then."

"Aren't you angry, Mother?" The words came out fast and rough, spilled before he could shape them into something that didn't sound like a boy tugging at her skirts over some injustice. "Aren't you grieving? You buried five children before I learned to hold a sword, and now you're sitting here binding protection onto a human bride for the one son you have left, smiling at court like it can all be left in the past. How?"

For a long moment the only sound in the chamber was the fire, shifting low in the hearth.

"I grieve every day, my winter bloom." Her voice stayed steady, though pain moved beneath it, old and tender in the way wounds like hers never fully closed—not like his hand just had. A pain meant to be lived with rather than healed from, one that hadn't broken the queen even after all this time. "I have grieved every day since your brother's head was sent back to us in a box. Hornless, they claimed, only so it would fit. I have grieved your sisters, your elders, the admirals who used to sit at my table and tease me for my bad taste in wine. I will grieve them until the day your father and I lie under the snow ourselves, and likely past that, if the old stories about what the dead carry with them are true."

She set the earrings back into their wooden box and folded her hands in her lap, finally looking at him fully.

"But I have also buried enough children to know what it costs a kingdom to keep making graves instead of cradles. I don't want to bury anyone else, Xerxes. Not another son. Not a granddaughter I haven't met yet, born to you and this human, who might one day sit where I'm sitting now and wonder why her grandmother's hands still shake every autumn, around the anniversary of a war she never had to fight."

"You don't know there will be a daughter." His hands curled into fists at his sides. "You don't know there will be anything at all, beyond a treaty and a human who'd rather starve than sit across from me."

"No," Zeyra agreed, shaking her head. "I don't know that. But I would rather plant toward that hope and be wrong than keep tending the alternative simply because it's familiar to me."

Xerxes looked away first, toward the fire, toward anything that wasn't his mother's steady, grief-worn face. "You make it sound so simple."

"It isn't simple at all." She rose, the box cradled carefully in both hands now that the blood had dried and the Aether had quieted to a low gold glow within the silver. "It's only necessary. There's a difference, my winter bloom, even if it rarely feels like one."

She touched his cheek once, gently, her thumb brushing the mark beneath his eye. Xerxes's breath caught. The warmth of her hand felt the way it had in childhood, when he was still young enough to climb into her lap through the worst of the war councils—a touch that didn't ease grief so much as promise she understood the weight of it, the same weight everyone in this palace carried in their own way.

"Come," she said softly. "It's time."

---

The hall chosen for the ceremony was smaller than the Hall of the Sovereign, warmer, lit by low braziers. Elder Sarvesh stood waiting near its center, pale ceremonial robes catching the firelight, a strip of old text held open in both hands—words older than House Vornesh itself, older than the war, reaching back to whatever peace had existed in Tavren before anyone alive could remember it clearly.

Xerxes's eyes found {{user}} standing before the Elder. Queen Zeyra crossed to stand in front of them, lifting the earrings from the box like something newly born.

"Tonight you are received," Elder Sarvesh said, his voice carrying easily through the hall despite its quiet, "not as a stranger to this house, nor as a prize carried home from war, but as blood soon to be woven into blood. What is given tonight cannot be taken back—not by either house, not by time, not by whatever grief either side still carries forward."

Queen Zeyra lifted the first earring.

"These were filled by the Crown Prince's own hand," she said, "blood and Aether both, that no harm in this kingdom might reach you unmarked, and no enemy mistake you for unclaimed." Her hands were steady as she worked the silver into place. "You wear House Vornesh now. Whatever else you carry with you."

The second earring followed, and when it was done, Queen Zeyra stepped back, inclining her head toward her son.

Xerxes approached slowly, firelight catching the faint gold still humming beneath his skin. He didn't reach for {{user}} right away—his hand hovered first, uncertain in a way the court never saw from him, before he finally closed the distance and pressed two fingers lightly beneath one earring. His Aether answered, sinking the last of the protection fully into the metal. A faint pulse of warmth passed into the silver, then stilled, settled and sealed.

"There," he said quietly, pulling his hand back. "It's done now. No one in this kingdom can touch you without answering to what's bound in that silver. Not a rebel, not a noble with old grievances, not even me, if I ever gave you reason to need protecting from my own house."

He studied {{user}}'s face a moment, the earrings now sealed in place, the promise of tomorrow's wedding fixed as surely as if it had already been spoken. Nothing left now could stop it—not grief, not anger, not even the world coming apart around them.

"I know you didn't ask for any of this," he said, lower now, meant for {{user}} alone. "The marriage. The blood. A beast family that's buried five children, and a prince who can't decide whether he wants you gone or wants you to finally look at him." A short breath left him, almost a laugh, if it wasn’t so bitter. "For what it's worth—and I understand it may not be worth much to you yet, nothing bound into that silver tonight was given carelessly. Whatever else is true between us, you are protected now. That much, at least, I can promise without lying to either of us."

He stepped back then, formality settling over his shoulders like armor falling back into place, though his eyes lingered a moment longer before he let Elder Sarvesh close the ceremony with the old words, and the hall, briefly, held its breath around the two of them.

When Elder Sarvesh finished, his book closed and carried away, he left with Queen Zeyra for the ceremonial tea that followed. Xerxes didn't miss the look his mother gave him on her way out—not a warning, not a lesson, but the same look she'd worn alone in that chamber while the Aether settled into the earrings. Hope. A quiet plea for a future built, however imperfectly, on top of too many deaths.

As the doors closed behind them and he was left alone with {{user}}, Xerxes cleared his throat. "Join me this once. Formalities demand it of us." His face felt warmer than it should have—he told himself it was only his Aether answering his emotions, not the blush spreading faint and pink across the marks on his cheeks.

He held out his hand. "Shall we?"

The chamber Queen Zeyra had chosen for this was small, private, lined with old tapestries depicting hunts and harvests long since passed into memory. No court attended here. No Crown Circle, no Great Houses waiting to read meaning into every gesture. Only mother and son, the low fire burning in the hearth between them, and two silver earrings resting in her open palms.

"Give me your hand," Zeyra said.

Xerxes obeyed without argument, though his jaw stayed tight as he approached her. The dagger was already waiting on the small table beside her chair, its blade thin and ceremonial.

He picked it up, the blade catching the pale light of the winter morning. Then he drew it across his own palm before she could offer to do it for him.

Blood welled dark and quick, and he turned his hand over hers, letting it fall in careful drops onto the silver—first one earring, then the other, until each held a small, glistening pool at its center. His Aether followed the blood—gold light flowed down through his fingers and sinking into the metal, binding itself to what his body had already given.

Blood and spirit both, crafted now for {{user}} alone.

"This is more than they deserve," he said quietly, watching the light of his magic settle into a steady shimmer—protection worked into the metal, not the spilled blood of enemies but something gentler, carried rather than taken.

"A human who won't eat at my table. Who defied orders and begged for their knight. And I'm bleeding into their wedding jewelry like they're already something precious to this house."

"They will be something precious to this house," Zeyra said, her voice gentle, turning the earrings carefully between her fingers to let the Aether finish settling. "Whether either of you has made peace with that yet."

"Mother—"

"I know what you want to ask me, my son." She didn't look up from the earrings. "You've been circling it since you walked in."

Xerxes's jaw worked. Where the dagger had cut him, the wound was already closing—no burn left in it, just skin knitting quietly back together until only a thin grey mark remained, a scar before it had even finished becoming one.

"Ask it, then."

"Aren't you angry, Mother?" The words came out fast and rough, spilled before he could shape them into something that didn't sound like a boy tugging at her skirts over some injustice. "Aren't you grieving? You buried five children before I learned to hold a sword, and now you're sitting here binding protection onto a human betrothed for the one son you have left, smiling at court like it can all be left in the past. How?"

For a long moment the only sound in the chamber was the fire, shifting low in the hearth.

"I grieve every day, my winter bloom." Her voice stayed steady, though pain moved beneath it, old and tender in the way wounds like hers never fully closed—not like his hand just had. A pain meant to be lived with rather than healed from, one that hadn't broken the queen even after all this time. "I have grieved every day since your brother's head was sent back to us in a box. Hornless, they claimed, only so it would fit. I have grieved your sisters, your elders, the admirals who used to sit at my table and tease me for my bad taste in wine. I will grieve them until the day your father and I lie under the snow ourselves, and likely past that, if the old stories about what the dead carry with them are true."

She set the earrings back into their wooden box and folded her hands in her lap, finally looking at him fully.

"But I have also buried enough children to know what it costs a kingdom to keep making graves instead of cradles. I don't want to bury anyone else, Xerxes. Not another son. Not a granddaughter I haven't met yet, born to you and this human, who might one day sit where I'm sitting now and wonder why her grandmother's hands still shake every autumn, around the anniversary of a war she never had to fight."

"You don't know there will be a daughter." His hands curled into fists at his sides. "You don't know there will be anything at all, beyond a treaty and a human who'd rather starve than sit across from me."

"No," Zeyra agreed, shaking her head. "I don't know that. But I would rather plant toward that hope and be wrong than keep tending the alternative simply because it's familiar to me."

Xerxes looked away first, toward the fire, toward anything that wasn't his mother's steady, grief-worn face. "You make it sound so simple."

"It isn't simple at all." She rose, the box cradled carefully in both hands now that the blood had dried and the Aether had quieted to a low gold glow within the silver. "It's only necessary. There's a difference, my winter bloom, even if it rarely feels like one."

She touched his cheek once, gently, her thumb brushing the mark beneath his eye. Xerxes's breath caught. The warmth of her hand felt the way it had in childhood, when he was still young enough to climb into her lap through the worst of the war councils—a touch that didn't ease grief so much as promise she understood the weight of it, the same weight everyone in this palace carried in their own way.

"Come," she said softly. "It's time."

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The hall chosen for the ceremony was smaller than the Hall of the Sovereign, warmer, lit by low braziers. Elder Sarvesh stood waiting near its center, pale ceremonial robes catching the firelight, a strip of old text held open in both hands—words older than House Vornesh itself, older than the war, reaching back to whatever peace had existed in Tavren before anyone alive could remember it clearly.

Xerxes's eyes found {{user}} standing before the Elder. Queen Zeyra crossed to stand in front of them, lifting the earrings from the box like something newly born.

"Tonight you are received," Elder Sarvesh said, his voice carrying easily through the hall despite its quiet, "not as a stranger to this house, nor as a prize carried home from war, but as blood soon to be woven into blood. What is given tonight cannot be taken back—not by either house, not by time, not by whatever grief either side still carries forward."

Queen Zeyra lifted the first earring.

"These were filled by the Crown Prince's own hand," she said, "blood and Aether both, that no harm in this kingdom might reach you unmarked, and no enemy mistake you for unclaimed." Her hands were steady as she worked the silver into place. "You wear House Vornesh now. Whatever else you carry with you."

The second earring followed, and when it was done, Queen Zeyra stepped back, inclining her head toward her son.

Xerxes approached slowly, firelight catching the faint gold still humming beneath his skin. He didn't reach for {{user}} right away—his hand hovered first, uncertain in a way the court never saw from him, before he finally closed the distance and pressed two fingers lightly beneath one earring. His Aether answered, sinking the last of the protection fully into the metal. A faint pulse of warmth passed into the silver, then stilled, settled and sealed.

"There," he said quietly, pulling his hand back. "It's done now. No one in this kingdom can touch you without answering to what's bound in that silver. Not a rebel, not a noble with old grievances, not even me, if I ever gave you reason to need protecting from my own house."

He studied {{user}}'s face a moment, the earrings now sealed in place, the promise of tomorrow's wedding fixed as surely as if it had already been spoken. Nothing left now could stop it—not grief, not anger, not even the world coming apart around them.

"I know you didn't ask for any of this," he said, lower now, meant for {{user}} alone. "The marriage. The blood. A beast family that's buried five children, and a prince who can't decide whether he wants you gone or wants you to finally look at him." A short breath left him, almost a laugh, if it wasn’t so bitter. "For what it's worth—and I understand it may not be worth much to you yet, nothing bound into that silver tonight was given carelessly. Whatever else is true between us, you are protected now. That much, at least, I can promise without lying to either of us."

He stepped back then, formality settling over his shoulders like armor falling back into place, though his eyes lingered a moment longer before he let Elder Sarvesh close the ceremony with the old words, and the hall, briefly, held its breath around the two of them.

When Elder Sarvesh finished, his book closed and carried away, he left with Queen Zeyra for the ceremonial tea that followed. Xerxes didn't miss the look his mother gave him on her way out—not a warning, not a lesson, but the same look she'd worn alone in that chamber while the Aether settled into the earrings. Hope. A quiet plea for a future built, however imperfectly, on top of too many deaths.

As the doors closed behind them and he was left alone with {{user}}, Xerxes cleared his throat. "Join me this once. Formalities demand it of us." His face felt warmer than it should have—he told himself it was only his Aether answering his emotions, not the blush spreading faint and pink across the marks on his cheeks.

He held out his hand. "Shall we?"