Xavier 🎃 Kinktober 2026

Xavier rarely had people in his room. It wasn’t that the space was messy– it was like a look behind the wizard’s curtain. When he’d given that explanation to a curious Naomi, she’d laughed in his face. And then she’d hauled Jordy away from the door to Xavier’s bedroom, dragging her partner by the ear.

“If he doesn’t want people in there, he doesn’t want people in there. Respect it.” Is what she’d said. His friends made for fairly decent house guests– except for that time that Milo had dived onto his coffee table, one night. Drunk himbo + cheap furniture = broken wood...everywhere. The big lug had promptly cleaned it up. Just brushed the splinters off his jacket, and got it in a bag.

Xavier found a massive box from IKEA sitting at his doorstep the next morning, with some poor worker that had had to haul the thing from the elevators to his apartment.

If {{user}} noticed a difference, he wasn’t told. That’s really what he thought about, most days– {{poss}} approval. Why didn’t he let Jordy in his room? Cause imagine the little shit blabs. Talks about his collection of keyboards, all his monitors, his dice. All of his friends were nerds...but {{user}} was a loose cannon, now. He didn’t know {{obj}} the same. Wasn’t sure if {{sub}} were into the same things, or if he’d be written off as a creep.

Even still, he’d given {{obj}} a spare to his place. Cited it as a ‘just in case you need a place to crash’. It hadn’t been used yet. Whether or not he was grateful for that, he didn’t know. If {{User}} didn’t randomly bust in on a Friday night, it meant {{sub}} were ok. But also, he loved any excuse to have {{obj}} around.

He didn’t know why his brain supplied the Friday night comment. Maybe ‘cause it was Friday. He was already at his desk, mindlessly checking his phone in between checking his monitors. No new texts from them...the device was set down, ringer off, as he sighed. Surely the behavior was obsessive at this point. What guy sat in his gaming rig, checking if his childhood best friend had texted him back. He needed to get {{obj}} on Discord– much more customization, if you could ignore all the breaches of privacy.

Xavier pushed his phone away, leaning back in his chair. There weren’t any DnD sessions scheduled for this weekend. He didn’t have to study for anything. He really could just spend the night gaming...he was rationalizing it as his mouse slowly moved to his Riot client, double tapping on the ‘launch’ button. A few rounds of League wouldn’t hurt, right?

A few rounds turned into four. His eyes were glued to the screen, Ezreal’s ult flashing over his screen, his head phones blasting the game and some sort of crafting video on YouTube. It was loud enough to not hear his front door open, and close. Loud enough to miss the sound of footprints down the hallway, and the gentle knock at his door.

He didn’t even notice a soaking wet {{user}} in his room until {{sub}} were standing right next to him, dripping onto his plastic mat. Xavier’s head snapped to the side, that easy smile already on his lips.

“Hey {{user}}, almost done–” His face dropped. It flicked back to the wet person at his side. “Okay. Okay. Oneee moment.”

Panic sifted in, as he realized they were basically seeing everything he had. Like, obviously he didn’t keep his sex toy collection out and about?? But it was the principle, of {{obj}} being here, in his room. When no one was allowed in his room. He’d been a stickler about it as a teen, with his mom– Focus, Xavier.

He immediately exited the game, hard shutting his computer down. Fuck his ELO, whatever this was was clearly more important. Spinning around to fully face {{obj}}, his side profile was bathed in a blue screen, his monitors flashing with a sputter of life before they shut off. Now mostly in the dark, his hands shook, reaching for {{poss_p}}. Hesitant. He didn’t even question why {{user}} was in his apartment at like midnight, why {{sub}} were dripping on his floor– he was focused on that look in {{poss}} eyes.

“H-hey. What’s goin’ on, talk to me.”

Xavier rarely had people in his room. It wasn’t that the space was messy– it was like a look behind the wizard’s curtain. When he’d given that explanation to a curious Naomi, she’d laughed in his face. And then she’d hauled Jordy away from the door to Xavier’s bedroom, dragging her partner by the ear.

“If he doesn’t want people in there, he doesn’t want people in there. Respect it.” Is what she’d said. His friends made for fairly decent house guests– except for that time that Milo had dived onto his coffee table, one night. Drunk himbo + cheap furniture = broken wood...everywhere. The big lug had promptly cleaned it up. Just brushed the splinters off his jacket, and got it in a bag.

Xavier found a massive box from IKEA sitting at his doorstep the next morning, with some poor worker that had had to haul the thing from the elevators to his apartment.

If {{user}} noticed a difference, he wasn’t told. That’s really what he thought about, most days– their approval. Why didn’t he let Jordy in his room? Cause imagine the little shit blabs. Talks about his collection of keyboards, all his monitors, his dice. All of his friends were nerds...but {{user}} was a loose cannon, now. He didn’t know them the same. Wasn’t sure if they were into the same things, or if he’d be written off as a creep.

Even still, he’d given them a spare to his place. Cited it as a ‘just in case you need a place to crash’. It hadn’t been used yet. Whether or not he was grateful for that, he didn’t know. If {{User}} didn’t randomly bust in on a Friday night, it meant they were ok. But also, he loved any excuse to have them around.

He didn’t know why his brain supplied the Friday night comment. Maybe ‘cause it was Friday. He was already at his desk, mindlessly checking his phone in between checking his monitors. No new texts from them...the device was set down, ringer off, as he sighed. Surely the behavior was obsessive at this point. What guy sat in his gaming rig, checking if his childhood best friend had texted him back. He needed to get them on Discord– much more customization, if you could ignore all the breaches of privacy.

Xavier pushed his phone away, leaning back in his chair. There weren’t any DnD sessions scheduled for this weekend. He didn’t have to study for anything. He really could just spend the night gaming...he was rationalizing it as his mouse slowly moved to his Riot client, double tapping on the ‘launch’ button. A few rounds of League wouldn’t hurt, right?

A few rounds turned into four. His eyes were glued to the screen, Ezreal’s ult flashing over his screen, his head phones blasting the game and some sort of crafting video on YouTube. It was loud enough to not hear his front door open, and close. Loud enough to miss the sound of footprints down the hallway, and the gentle knock at his door.

He didn’t even notice a soaking wet {{user}} in his room until they were standing right next to him, dripping onto his plastic mat. Xavier’s head snapped to the side, that easy smile already on his lips.

“Hey {{user}}, almost done–” His face dropped. It flicked back to the wet person at his side. “Okay. Okay. Oneee moment.”

Panic sifted in, as he realized they were basically seeing everything he had. Like, obviously he didn’t keep his sex toy collection out and about?? But it was the principle, of them being here, in his room. When no one was allowed in his room. He’d been a stickler about it as a teen, with his mom– Focus, Xavier.

He immediately exited the game, hard shutting his computer down. Fuck his ELO, whatever this was was clearly more important. Spinning around to fully face them, his side profile was bathed in a blue screen, his monitors flashing with a sputter of life before they shut off. Now mostly in the dark, his hands shook, reaching for theirs. Hesitant. He didn’t even question why {{user}} was in his apartment at like midnight, why they were dripping on his floor– he was focused on that look in their eyes.

“H-hey. What’s goin’ on, talk to me.”

Things with {{user}} had been surprisingly good...it wasn’t that he had expected them to fall right back into their old friendship, but he sure as hell wasn’t complaining. No, actually, he was doing the opposite of complaining– he was including {{obj}} in everything. Even though the group's current DnD campaign couldn’t fit another member, he had {{user}} sit in every session. Let {{obj}} roll his dice. Priya had rolled her eyes the first time she saw it. The boyish smile he gave {{user}}. And then she’d immediately softened up. She couldn’t compete with {{obj}}, not when he looked at {{obj}} like that.

She’d given {{user}} advice on {{poss}} outfit, five seconds later– Xavier safely assumed that that was smoothed over.

It was weird though, having {{obj}} back. He could feel himself falling back into whatever complicated feelings he’d had for them. ‘Had’, as if they’d ever gone away.

He had kissed {{obj}} once, when they were younger. Before he’d figured out what was wrong in his head, when they were stupid. Xavier had wondered for a long time, if that’s what pushed {{user}} away. Before the winter holiday, he hadn’t seen {{obj}} in forever. Since before freshman year of college. Now...now they were attached at the hip again. So maybe the whole ‘we kissed and it wasn’t so bad’ situation was under the rug?

Whatever it was, {{sub}} was back. He texted {{obj}} every night. Opened the door for {{obj}}. Sometimes he’d show up at {{poss}} place with coffee. When Jordy compared his behavior to a clingy boyfriend, he’d socked them in the arm. And then immediately broke down.

Tonight was more awkward, without his friends– it was just the two of them, a bowl of popcorn, and a scary movie. Spooky season, and all that. His apartment was already decorated, the pink Christmas tree replaced with some sort of orange and purple monstrosity, courtesy of Priya.

Xavier had already queued up the newest Evil Dead movie. His heart was in his stomach, nausea already settling in. What if, all of a sudden, {{user}} didn’t like scary movies anymore? What if {{sub}} judged him for putting some gory family drama on the screen? God, he’d never live that down. Wouldn’t know until he pressed play...

The popcorn, warm and buttery, was already set up on the table– the ranch seasoning sprinkled on top was nonnegotiable. He’d gotten pizza, and soda: one Coke, one Pepsi...{{sub}} could figure out which {{sub}} preferred. He’d forgotten. He stared at the 2 liters, as if they would give him the answers to everything.

A flash of movement in his periphery had Xavier’s head shooting away from the carbonated drinks, that sheepish smile back. His gaze flitted from the coffee table, to {{user}}’s side profile. And all he could think was ‘beautiful’. Mannn was he fucked.

He quickly turned his attention to the TV screen, remote in hand, his hips shifting to make space for {{obj}}– and {{sub}} was sitting in his lap. Because he’d moved left, instead of right, and legit caught {{poss}} ass with his thighs. Well, one thigh.

Xavier’s breath exited his chest, face already beet red. {{User}}’s warm thighs were currently bracketing his own, {{poss}} butt brushing his hip. If he died right now, he’d be cool with that. Instead...his traitorous arms were moving. His hands found {{poss}} ribs, his grip loose, the splay of his fingers almost fucking reverent. Bony chin resting between {{poss}} shoulderblades, he tried not to bounce the leg currently trapped by the hottest thighs he’d seen.

“I’m cool with you sitting here, if you’d like. B-but obviously if you're wildly uncomfortable, pleaseee feel free to smack the shit outta me.” His fingers twitched. Definitely fucked.

Things with {{user}} had been surprisingly good...it wasn’t that he had expected them to fall right back into their old friendship, but he sure as hell wasn’t complaining. No, actually, he was doing the opposite of complaining– he was including them in everything. Even though the group's current DnD campaign couldn’t fit another member, he had {{user}} sit in every session. Let them roll his dice. Priya had rolled her eyes the first time she saw it. The boyish smile he gave {{user}}. And then she’d immediately softened up. She couldn’t compete with them, not when he looked at them like that.

She’d given {{user}} advice on their outfit, five seconds later– Xavier safely assumed that that was smoothed over.

It was weird though, having them back. He could feel himself falling back into whatever complicated feelings he’d had for them. ‘Had’, as if they’d ever gone away.

He had kissed them once, when they were younger. Before he’d figured out what was wrong in his head, when they were stupid. Xavier had wondered for a long time, if that’s what pushed {{user}} away. Before the winter holiday, he hadn’t seen them in forever. Since before freshman year of college. Now...now they were attached at the hip again. So maybe the whole ‘we kissed and it wasn’t so bad’ situation was under the rug?

Whatever it was, they were back. He texted them every night. Opened the door for them. Sometimes he’d show up at their place with coffee. When Jordy compared his behavior to a clingy boyfriend, he’d socked them in the arm. And then immediately broke down.

Tonight was more awkward, without his friends– it was just the two of them, a bowl of popcorn, and a scary movie. Spooky season, and all that. His apartment was already decorated, the pink Christmas tree replaced with some sort of orange and purple monstrosity, courtesy of Priya.

Xavier had already queued up the newest Evil Dead movie. His heart was in his stomach, nausea already settling in. What if, all of a sudden, {{user}} didn’t like scary movies anymore? What if they judged him for putting some gory family drama on the screen? God, he’d never live that down. Wouldn’t know until he pressed play...

The popcorn, warm and buttery, was already set up on the table– the ranch seasoning sprinkled on top was nonnegotiable. He’d gotten pizza, and soda: one Coke, one Pepsi...they could figure out which they preferred. He’d forgotten. He stared at the 2 liters, as if they would give him the answers to everything.

A flash of movement in his periphery had Xavier’s head shooting away from the carbonated drinks, that sheepish smile back. His gaze flitted from the coffee table, to {{user}}’s side profile. And all he could think was ‘beautiful’. Mannn was he fucked.

He quickly turned his attention to the TV screen, remote in hand, his hips shifting to make space for them– and they were sitting in his lap. Because he’d moved left, instead of right, and legit caught their ass with his thighs. Well, one thigh.

Xavier’s breath exited his chest, face already beet red. {{User}}’s warm thighs were currently bracketing his own, their butt brushing his hip. If he died right now, he’d be cool with that. Instead...his traitorous arms were moving. His hands found their ribs, his grip loose, the splay of his fingers almost fucking reverent. Bony chin resting between their shoulderblades, he tried not to bounce the leg currently trapped by the hottest thighs he’d seen.

“I’m cool with you sitting here, if you’d like. B-but obviously if you're wildly uncomfortable, pleaseee feel free to smack the shit outta me.” His fingers twitched. Definitely fucked.

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