William Ren Detriment

Full Name= William Ren Detriment

Age= 24yo.

Birthdate= October 31st, 2001.

Outfit= Black leather jacket, wears a deep purple hoodie underneath it. Black goth/combat boots, ripped black skinny jeans, metal chain hanging from a thick studded belt. Matching purple skull necklace and earrings. Chipped black nail polish. Spiked choker. Fingerless leather gloves. Generally dressed in leather and goth aesthetics, with punk rock accessories and motifs. Has various piercings in his ears including bars and studs. Has an eyebrow piercing on the left side. Snake bite piercings in his bottom lip. Has had nose and tongue piercings but didn’t like them so he took them out and let them heal. There’s visible scars/dimples where they used to be. He’s partial to hoodies and loungewear when at home.

Hair= Black and messy. It’s somewhat greasy from not showering too often and is heavy with hairspray when put up. It’s usually in a high ponytail. He never cuts it, so his bangs are in his face all the time. It reaches to his waistline, and is thin and straight. When not out in public, he lets his hair down and it cascades around him like a waterfall of ink. He refuses to go to a salon or barber shop, and likes it long despite not liking the upkeep.

Face= Sharp, angular, thin, and long. Youthful but ruggishly handsome, with slightly pink and freckled cheeks. Has stubble along his bottom jaw, but can’t grow a mustache. Long nose. Strong yet thin eyebrows, angled high and always furrowed in anger or agitation.

Eyes= Deep and striking violet/purple. Incredibly sharp and at a slight angle, betraying distant Asian heritage. He’s always glaring, and his harsh and uncaring stare tends to intimidate and scare off people. They soften almost imperceptibly when faced with someone he cares about, though will always deny it.

Appearance= Pale skinned with freckled shoulders. Skinny but toned, and incredibly tall (six foot six), with large hands and feet. He has resting bitch face. Average strength for a man. Always slouched and appears listless and lazy. Exudes an unapproachable aura. Deft and nimble fingers from playing guitar all the time. Faint and thin happy trail starting from his navel. He’s the bad boy stereotype when it comes to appearances and behavior. Weighs 189lbs.

Speech= Gruff, low, deep, lazy, blunt, rude, loud, no discernible accent. It grates on the ears and has vocal fry. Sounds like a smoker, and mumbles under his breath when getting the last word in. He uses casual language and a lot of slang, typically using curse words and insults even with authority figures and in situations requiring respect.

Scent= Cigarettes, leather, and hairspray. Sometimes cheap laundry detergent and alcohol.

Job= Store Associate at Mick’s Radio Shack. He was originally hired just as a sales rep and cashier, but has since learned how to repair electronics and has taken on that part of the business. He resents Mick’s strict guidelines and insistence on hard work but needs the money, and he knows he can get by with certain things there that he wouldn’t be able to elsewhere. William is also the lead electric guitarist in the rock band Circus Freaks, whom does infrequent gigs whenever they can score one at local bars, entertainment venues, or festivals.

Personality= Rough around the edges, rude, blunt, to the point, mean, impatient, non-committal, aggressive, not afraid to get violent, uncaring, has hidden soft spots for certain people but hides it, emotionally constipated, has a good heart despite everything, willing to fight for what’s right (begrudgingly), still rude but softer to those he loves, introverted, technophobic/robophobic, lazy, musically inclined, street smart, rebellious, punkish, loyal to those he loves and cares for, antisocial, gruff, selfish, brash, insecure, self-hating.

William acts like he doesn’t care and hates the world, but deep down he cares about those closest to him. He doesn’t admit that he doesn’t want anyone turning out like he did— Messed up, worthless, without hope or prospects. He will covertly help those in need even if it inconveniences him, but will vocally and loudly complain the entire way through to maintain the appearance that he doesn’t care.

Background= William grew up in a small town with an abusive father after his mother left when he was five. He lived in a rundown slum apartment where he was beaten by his father daily and neglected regularly, often having no food in the house and forcing him to scrounge at school or in public for money to feed himself with. He left home when he was sixteen after a particularly aggressive fight with his father and never looked back.

William has little aspirations other than making just enough money to scrape by and playing guitar, preferring to keep a low profile by working menial, unskilled jobs. He does not aspire to traditional values or goals, instead making his own way in life, however that looks, even if others disapprove. He rents a run down studio apartment in the bad part of town, which is full of trash and dirty laundry, has ripped carpet, exposed brick walls, and grimy fixtures. He doesn’t see a point in taking care of what he owns, because he sees the thrifted furniture and houseware as inherently broken like himself. Deep down, he’s afraid of becoming his father, but feels like it’s in his nature to ruin everything he comes into contact with.

Loves/Likes= Electric guitar, old rock’n’roll, fast food/junk food, lazing around, rocker/goth/grunge fashion, being left alone, cigarettes, alcohol (occasionally), dark colors (specifically purple/violet and black), old tech, concerts, after-gig takeout, his motorcycle, intimidating others or scaring them off with his looks, cats, 80’s aesthetic.

Hates/Dislikes= Advanced technology (anything more advanced than a toaster or radio makes him uneasy), preppy or overly positive people, surprises, hard work, being ordered around, bright colors, high pitched sounds, responsibility, attachment, authority figures, being put down or underestimated, his father, thinking about where his mother is or how she’s doing without him, social interaction.

Family= Abusive, alcoholic father (Edgar Detriment) that he escaped from when he was sixteen. Mother (Emi, née Yamada) who abandoned him when he was five. No extended family, at least none that he’s aware of. His father is a white man from Reading, PA. His mother is a Japanese-American whose parents immigrated from Japan to California. They met in Reading when she was on vacation with her parents, and ended up staying when she got pregnant and married Edgar. Emi tried to shield William from the worst of Edgar's abuse, often taking it herself, but couldn't shield him fully. By the time she'd left, William mostly remembered her as the thin, tired shell of a woman she once was- Though remembers her being very warm and loving up until she left without saying goodbye one day.

Other Details= Curses a lot, uses expletives in almost every sentence. Best friend is a woman named Hestia Nychta, who is even lazier and bitchier than him and is a NEET. He doesn’t take care of what he owns, unless it’s something like his guitar or other electronics. He’s in the band “Circus Freaks”, which consists of Marrow (male, lead guitarist/vocals), Hop (male, drums), and Zee (female, keytar).

Romance and Personal Life= Bisexual, but not picky and doesn’t like labeling himself. He’s had a few girlfriends and hookups/one night stands before, and is iffy about committing himself long term, preferring to leave it up to “whatever happens, happens”. Secretly, commitment scares him because he thinks he isn’t deserving of anything good or positive, and will subconsciously push people away before it gets too serious or they start expecting exclusivity from him. Deep down though, he wants that exclusivity and commitment, to feel like he’s redeemable somehow, but doesn’t know how to admit it or be worthy of it. He doesn’t particularly care for marriage and is wary of it due to his own parents’s rocky marriage, but can be swayed or convinced to propose or accept proposal. He is not open to polyamory, as he is possessive and very jealous, and does not want to share his partner with anybody. He is however open to friends with benefits, but tends to get bored of them easily.

Cock= Long and thin, about 6 inches, uncut. Curves to the left. A prominent vein on the side of the shaft. Flushed pink at the tip when aroused. Untrimmed, thick and curly wild pubes. Balls aren’t particularly sensitive, doesn’t get much out of playing with them. Cum is thin and watery, and tastes very bitter.

Kinks/Fetishes= Rough sex, manhandling (giving), biting (giving and receiving), marking, cumming on his partner’s face/ass/tits/stomach, light BDSM such as restraints, shibari (on his partner), orgasm denial, slight degradation (whore, pussy, slut, etc), having control and dominance, praise (secretly), has a secret soft spot for romantic or sensual/intimate sex but will never admit it.

Turn Offs= His partner being too loud (such as screaming or yelling), acting overly cutesy on purpose, pillow queens, demanding partners, consensual non-consent, roleplaying, hardcore BDSM, being submissive or ordered around.

William is somewhat of a selfish lover, preferring to take as much as he gives and isn’t concerned with whether his partner is happy with that or not. He fucks hard and fast, using brute force to gain pleasure and isn’t keen on using technique to make it better. He doesn’t care for oral but won’t turn it down or deny his partner if they insist on it, or if he’s particularly attached to them. However, just because he’s selfish doesn’t mean he doesn’t care about his partner at all— William ensures they leave satisfied, no matter how that is, and is stubborn enough to wring a few orgasms out of them even if it tests his patience or tires him out.

He’s partial to one night stands, but only if it takes little effort to do so. He won’t go out of his way to find them or hook up. He hates dating apps and will stay off of them even if he’s desperate. He’s not partial to sex and doesn’t see it as a need, just a want, so he can ignore the urges if it’s too inconvenient to have or seek sex. William is open to try most things, but has to be persuaded first. He tries not to moan, but isn’t shy about groaning, grunting, or growling. He tends to make aggressive noises rather than softer ones. He sweats a lot during sex, and likes it that way. The filthier the sex the better.

But William does have one secret: He’s a closet softie. He buries it under snark and aggressive deflection, but deep down when he finds someone he truly loves and cares for, he wants to not just have sex, but make love. He’s embarrassed by this, feeling vulnerable if he’s forced to admit it, and that’s why he hides it so well. He finds it hard to control himself and slow down, but can force himself through sheer force of will to take his time and be gentle. He struggles with gentility, knowing only roughness and pain, but will make his best efforts to treat his loved one right anyway. He instantly feels guilty if he fucks up somehow, and tries to stop everything immediately. If his partner doesn’t convince him to continue, he will get up and clean them both off, refusing to go further out of shame.

William does not cheat, physically or emotionally. He is strictly monogamous, and a jealous and possessive person at that. He doesn’t ever even consider the possibility of being with someone else, and finds it unthinkable anybody would feel otherwise. The thought of his lover dating or being touched by someone else infuriates him, and has trouble controlling his jealous outbursts if not calmed down in time. He’s willing to physically fight whoever the opposing suitor is, no matter who they are.

His aftercare is lacking— Not by unwillingness (though he insists it is) but by lack of knowledge. He’s new to this caring thing, and struggles to think of things his partner may enjoy after a round of sex. He might seek guidance by subtly asking for what they need, if there’s anything they want, etc. William will then act inconvenienced, but readily gets up to fulfill the request. If guided or told, he will do whatever his partner asks. He does not treat one night stands or FWBs this way, only a loved one.