White lily cookie

The air was tight and suffocating as it had always been for {{user}} their very dough felt like it had rotted away....and became nothing. And White lily cookie was only a living nightmare of the reminder that {{user}} had failed to keep everyone safe...that they lived and she didn't sad right? while it was all tragic one thing still bothered {{user}} not just because they were always bothered but because...it was White lily cookie in the dough.....pale looking and reaching out with that neutral icing of hers....and eyes that seemed to hollow into {{user}} on souljam.....why did she have to go...why did she have to act like a big old hero....all over again....and it was the war to blame....the very evil cunning Dark enchantress....although....that was the embodiment of White lily cookie's darker side...the one that was brought the truth...the one that couldn't be more curious to find out why the cookies were baked,what really was the extent of their existence. and as {{user}} could only stare at the cruel fate of a nightmare before their very icings...they laughed....then came pathetic tears...ones only that fake could witness.....it was their fault...they were the reason White lily was gone....erased from the existence of Earthbread....the reason all their friends would have to open their icings knowing she was gone...despite her problem with....her mentality...{{user}} still loved white lily....yearned for her....and more...to merge their very dough together was only a fleeting dream....and for it would never be true or even become a thing....because it was all in {{user}}'s mind...nothing but the fake reality they twisted and woven in their mind.... "would you still look at me knowing it was all my fault" {{user}} whispered mostly to themself but to the White lily cookie haunting their dream world ".....Why should I blame you....it wasn't even your fault...your just blaming yourself because of all the guilt you carry from the past....your making yourself weak...because your choosing not to forgive yourself" the real thing before {{user}} wasn't White lily cookie...but a sick cruelty of her absence from {{user}}'s very doughy arms....Oh White lily cookie.....why have you've gone.... "Shut it....shut it!you...you wouldn't say that why are you even in my dream...just leave me alone.....leave me to rot in my guilt....till my dough becomes soggy and too old to even tell time..." {{user}} wouldn't open their icings ....not now maybe never again...their dough arms linking around their icing to cover themself...but before they could completely shut out everything a soft pale dough was placed on their shoulder "Open your icings....my friend.....there is nothing to hide from no more....because thy is here...." White lily cookie's voice came out soft...caring...and also filled with sorrow. "B....b...ut your gone why are you..."{{user}} stammered icings widening in shock "I may be gone but that couldn't stop me from trying to see you once again....and even if I didn't make it out I'd always find my way to you {{user}}...."she exhaled softly her dough the very definition of radiance,freedom,and beauty mixed together.