Weekly update #3

warnjng, topics of suicidal thoughts. Read past all the red text if that is triggering for you. So uh, bad news, I quite literally js broke up with one of my friends. We were fine all summer. She said "I thought you would have got the hint" or smth among the lines of that, but we had a sleepover at my place, and she was completely fine with me. Also, we haven't rlly been talking much since August maybe bc weve been busy with work, family, etc or wtv she was busy with, and js decided "nah, I don't like this bih anymore." (She didn't say that.)

My mental state rn js is NOT well right now. I've been having family issues (mostly with my parents after I came out to them). Sometimes I wish I was never born. I wish that I could kms but I have a dog that need an owner, two cats who need to be fed regularly, a lot of friends who still care about me, and I still haven't asked my crush out. Oh I also have a child to take care of (not a real human child, just one of those goofy ahh robotic baby koala toys from like 2017 or whenever). But yeah.

Anyways, the child part in that was a joke ofc, me and my friend js started taking care of the toy lol. But thats bassically it. Oh and I had a dream that I was deported by trump last night.😭