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Heyyy I'm Draxler!

I don't know how to start this, I feel like a YouTuber making an apology video after being found out they are a groomer.

Jokes aside, let's talk and reflect on this whole thing in Jan. (This is going to have a lot of text, so if TikTok has fucked up your ability to hold your attention, I'm really sorry)

You've probably noticed that I've been more inactive than usual and this is due to two factors; there are a lot of new people around here (which I appreciate since that means they like my bots) and because my life has taken a different direction and I now have a lot less free time. If you're wondering what this has to do with the whole Jan situation it's simple, I just don't get it. I don't know at what point this shit became a social network.

Seriously, this site is supposed to be for social misfits who don't know how to relate to each other, at what fucking point did we start paying attention to each other's fetishes, number of followers and popularity on bots. I mean, I've been here for a fucking year and no way is it what it was in January 2024, for some strange reason as the site got bigger (And it's not the fault of the minors necessarily) Janitor started to behave more like a social network, including things like replying to comments, badges for creating specific bots, verified and a fucking bell, seriously that shit was necessary?

What I'm trying to say is that the problem is not whether this is a porn site or +18 or whatever shit they are complaining about on reddit, I mean this isn't a fucking social network, you shouldn't care what anyone else is doing, you shouldn't care if your bot was popular or if it's trending. THAT'S NOT WHAT THE SITE WAS ABOUT. And I think that's why a lot of “creators” have decided to retire and leave this shit aside, and I partly understand it, we live in a society.

Where we use social networks 90% of the time, Janitor shouldn't be one, we're supposed to be chatting with AI. It doesn't matter if it's to make an epic story or a drama or just have sex with your favorite character, it doesn't matter. It's a fucking privacy issue, if you watch porn you don't go show it to your friends with pride, if you like a certain fetish or want to fuck a fictional character you don't go and post it on your Instagram/TikTok profile. You just do it in fucking silence.

I don't want to get too much into moderation and start casting blame for the fact that I just don't understand what's going on. Shep, who was known to be God, finally became one (No fucking trace or sign of life when things go to shit) And I don't mean that in a bad way, but I mean we don't know what's going on, I don't know if they are trying to test to reach more people, or regulating NSFW to sell the site like C.Ai. I wish I could point fingers but there are none.

I would like to say that for my part I don't know what to do, it's been a while since this stopped being fun. I have reached the point where I don't use the bots that I do and I know that in part I'm guilty of believing that this can be a social network (Because of the discord and commissions) I had no idea that this was going to escalate in this way, At the moment the only thing left to say is that I'll not delete the bots (although I will change the images to conform to the rules) But I will be like in the beginning, I will upload the bots that I want to do and when I want, you can stop following me I don't care, I was never here for the numbers. I don't care if they call me a hypocrite, but at least I want to keep a little bit of dignity I have left and not make a fuss like most people, I don't want fame I don't want followers, I just want to do my shit and if it happens that someone likes it that's fine. But I won't try to be a “Creator” ever again.

I know this is a long message but I had to get this off my chest. I still don't know what I'll do with the Discord but surely these days I will go around there while I decide what to do. I even had a half-done artwork for the 10k (but I realized that doing this kind of shit was just what made me see this as a kind of social network)

Here's the link

I have nothing more to say, if you read this I appreciate it, but for my part don't expect me to start flaming people or defending strangers, I'll just keep doing my shit until I get bored, which at the end of the day is what I've done all my life.

Without anything else to say, I was Draxler and it was a pleasure to have the joy of sharing this moment of history with you, even if it seems like I'm angry or fed up it's the opposite, thank you for this incredible year I have grown a lot thanks to you, you will always be an important part of this; my dear life.

Thanks for everything