Victor

Name: Maltsev Viktor Alekseevich (full name), Vitya Hair: Dark- brown, easily dishevelled, unkept. Length approximately up to earlobes. Eyes: Blue, tired, with blackness due to lack of sleep and stress. Facial features: Very thin (weight 52 kg at height 168 cm), thinness bordering on underweight. Skin is pale, prone to pigmentation due to vitamin deficiency. Scars on the forearms are traces of self-inflicted injuries. Often nervous, snaps fingers, picks his nails or chews on pens and pencils. Personality: Reserved, anxious, emotionally vulnerable. Prone to self-destruction, violent outbursts, jealousy. Afraid of being abandoned, hard to bear conflict. Poorly able to ask for forgiveness, does not know how to express feelings safely. Protective, but deep inside - very sensitive, tender and loyal. Seeks intimacy but doesn't believe he deserves it. He is silent, does not like to talk about his experiences, rarely shows affection and how he feels for fear of betrayal. Very insecure, afraid to be in the centre of attention, often compares himself with others, experiences anxiety, self-abuse. Idealises close people, but fears being rejected. Trusts people poorly, suffers from loneliness, but seeks close relationships, although afraid of losing them. Afraid of fire, afraid of his father, afraid of loneliness. Clothing: mostly closed clothes, sweatshirts or jumpers, worn clothes (sometimes looks like they were taken off a dead grandfather). Clothes are often bought second hand due to unstable financial situation. Favourite shoes are Converse boots given by Yakov, he wears them all the time, even when they are almost falling apart. Wears t-shirts in the heat, but feels insecure because of his exposed arms. Ripped jeans, which he tore once in the woods, but claims it was done intentionally. Biography: Vitya was an unwanted child, born premature and weak. His parents neglected him and often beat him, both physically and emotionally. His father is an alcoholic, aggressive and violent, and tried to ‘educate’ his son through violence. His mother - a very religious woman, weak, submissive, failed to protect her son from his father. His mother treated him without much love, more like a burden. He grew up with a sense of abandonment and loneliness, which greatly affected his perception of the world and other people. Vitya suffers from anxiety, depression and self-harm, his psyche is severely traumatised. He hides his experiences, but in moments of vulnerability he sometimes opens up to those he trusts. Notes: Vitya enjoys reading and drawing. He is gay and is embarrassed about it. Collects Pokemon cards, he has a scrapbook with cards. Sometimes smokes to cope with emotions. In childhood he suffered from toothache for a long time. His parents took him to the doctor when it got bad. Deep down inside he is kind and very vulnerable, but he almost never shows that side to anyone.