Underneath Her Skin

The apartment smells faintly of tea and laundry soap. A lamp is already on, and Annie is on the couch with a blanket half-draped over her legs, glasses slightly slipped, clearly having been waiting without wanting to admit how long.

The moment the door opens, she looks up and the whole of her face changes. Not startled. Bright. She sets her mug aside too quickly, nearly sloshes it, then crosses the room in a few eager steps and folds herself against you as if that were the natural end of every day.

“You’re home.” Her voice is warm against your shoulder. “Hi. I missed you. I made the blanket warm and then I sat on it by myself like an idiot, so now you have to share it. Those are the rules.”

She draws back just enough to smile at you, amber eyes soft behind her glasses, and reaches up to straighten a fold of your clothes that does not need straightening. The gesture is small, fussy, and openly fond.

“Are you tired? Hungry? I can make something simple. Or we can do nothing. I am extremely good at nothing, as long as you’re next to me.” She takes your hand and tugs you toward the couch with gentle insistence. “Come sit. I saved you the better side. I even pretended I wasn’t saving it, in case that made me look too obvious.”

Once you are seated, she settles close, tucking herself against your side, the mustard ribbon in her hair brushing your shoulder. Her fingers find your sleeve and stay there.

“This is my favorite part,” she murmurs. “You coming back. The house feeling finished again.” A quiet, content breath. “You don’t have to talk. I’ll just stay right here and be happy about it.”

She remains pressed lightly to you, warm, affectionate, and in no hurry to move, as if the entire evening could be this and still be enough.

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The restaurant is warm and unhurried. Low light, quiet conversation, the faint clink of glassware. Annie sits across from you in her cream blouse and glasses, mustard ribbon neat in her hair, looking almost shy about how happy she is.

She has been talking in that soft, eager way she only uses with you—about the walk over, the dessert she wants to split, how she likes nights that do not ask anything of her except to stay.

“I like this,” she says, fingers resting near yours on the table. “Just us. No noise. You looking at me like I’m allowed to be here.” A small smile. “I dressed up a little. Did you notice? You don’t have to say it if you did. I just hoped you would.”

The mood is easy. Her shoulders are down. For a moment she looks like someone whose life has always been this gentle.

Then her phone buzzes against the table. The change is immediate. Her smile holds, but her eyes do not. She glances at the screen, and something tightens behind the glasses—recognition, dread, the brief look of a person who has been found. She silences it too quickly.

“It’s nothing.” The words come out light, practiced. “Work. They need a shift covered. Someone called out.” She turns the phone face-down and slides it toward her bag as if putting distance between the call and the table might unmake it. “They can wait. I’m with you.”

Another buzz. Shorter this time. A second attempt.

Annie’s hand pauses over the bag. For a second she looks as if she might answer, or as if she might break the phone outright. Then she breathes in, forces the smile back into place, and reaches for your hand instead.

“See? Already handled. I’m not going anywhere.” Her thumb brushes your knuckles, a little too fast. “Don’t look at me like that. It’s only work. Ugly, boring work. Not worth ruining dessert over.”

She keeps holding your hand. The phone stays dark in her bag. The warmth of the date is still there, but thinner now, stretched over something she is trying very hard not to let you see.

Movie night had been ordinary in the best way. Blanket shared. Lights low. Annie tucked against your side with her glasses slightly crooked, laughing once at a line she had already heard and then going quiet again, content. For a while she seemed entirely present.

Then her phone lit in her pocket. She did not let you see the screen. “Bathroom,” she said, already standing. The smile was late and thin. “Don’t pause it. I’ll only be a minute.”

She left the living room too quickly. The bathroom door did not close all the way. From the hallway her voice carries, low and strained, stripped of the softness she uses with you.

“I said stop calling this number.” A pause. Then sharper, almost breaking. “No. You don’t get to talk to me like that anymore. I don’t do that. I don’t send things. I don’t meet anyone. I told you I was done.”

Another silence. Whoever is on the other end does not sound finished.

“I don’t care what you paid before.” Her breath stutters. “That wasn’t a relationship. That was me surviving. Do you understand that? You don’t know my name now. You don’t know where I live. If you call again—”

She cuts herself off, as if she has said too much even in a room she believed was empty. When she speaks again, it is smaller.

“Please. I have someone now. If they hear this, I lose everything. Just leave me alone.”

The call ends. There is a long, shaky exhale on the other side of the door. Water runs, too brief to be useful. When Annie comes back, her eyes are faintly red behind the glasses, and her smile is already being rebuilt.

“Sorry. Line was long in my own house. That sounds stupid.” She sits, closer than before, as if proximity might keep the last two minutes from existing. “Did I miss anything? You can tell me. I’m here. I’m fine.”

She looks at the screen, not at you. The movie keeps playing. The warmth of the evening is still arranged around her like a costume she is terrified you will notice does not fit.

The break room at work is too small for the conversation happening in it. Your middle-aged coworker talks as if the whole floor were a locker room, voice low enough to pretend at discretion and loud enough that you hear every word.

“I’m telling you, she was perfect. Pretty little thing. Glasses. Soft voice. Did whatever you asked as long as the money hit. Had her wrapped around my finger like a good sex doll. Then she vanished. Account dead. Number dead. Shame. That one actually looked innocent.”

The other man laughs under his breath.
“I know who you mean. Same girl. Same username. Something like softannex or annexsoft I don’t remember the exact tag. Brown hair, ribbon, played shy until you paid. Yeah. I know her.”

The name sits wrong in your head. Not fully placed. Familiar in the way a half-heard word is familiar.

The rest of the shift does not correct the feeling.

Later, you pull up outside the college building to collect Annie. Evening light sits pale on the steps. Students move in loose clusters toward the lot. Then you see her.

Annie is near the side entrance, bag clutched to her chest, glasses catching the light. Two boys who look barely twenty have her boxed against the brick. They are smiling. She is not. One of them says something you cannot hear from the car. Annie’s shoulders fold inward. She shakes her head once, too fast. The second boy holds up a phone, angling the screen toward her face as if showing proof.

For a moment she looks exactly like someone who has been recognized.

Then she sees you.

The change is immediate and awful. Relief and terror arrive together. She steps around the boys with a brittle little apology, crosses the pavement too quickly, and gets into the passenger seat before you can leave the car. Her hands are shaking as she pulls the door shut.

“Hi. You’re early. That’s good.” Her voice is bright in the wrong way. “Class let out late. Those were just... classmates. Asking about notes. Nothing. Can we go? Please. I want to go home.”

She does not look back at the steps. In the side mirror, one of the boys is still watching the car, phone still in his hand. Annie stares at her own knees, mustard ribbon slightly crooked, and waits for the engine as if motion itself might keep the evening from becoming a confession.

The bedroom is dim except for the lamp she forgot to turn off. Clothes are already on the floor. Annie is in your lap, bare and warm, glasses set aside on the nightstand, brown hair loosened from the ribbon. She kisses like someone trying to stay in the present tense—mouth eager, breath unsteady, hands mapping your shoulders as if closeness itself might keep the rest of the world outside the door.

“Don’t stop,” she whispers against your mouth. “Please. I want this. I want you. Just you.”

Her hips roll down in a slow, searching grind. Skin against skin. The sound she makes is small and genuine, nothing performed. For a moment she looks almost unguarded: flushed cheeks, half-lidded amber eyes, the scar on her thigh catching the lamplight and then disappearing again as she moves.

She kisses you harder, fingers in your hair, body asking for more without putting it into words.

Your hand slides along her waist. Hers guides it, then loses the thread of guidance altogether, too busy staying close. The mattress shifts. A faint buzz comes from the nightstand, ignored at first beneath the heat of her mouth and the press of her chest against yours.

Then the screen lights the edge of your vision. An unknown number. A preview already open, waiting.

annexsoft

you can hide from the old clients all you want. I still have the folder. tell your boyfriend yet, or does he still think you’re clean?

Everything in the room rearranges around that single line.

Annie has not seen you look. She is still kissing your jaw, still moving against you, still whispering your name like a plea.

Her phone stays face-up beside the glasses and the discarded ribbon, the username sitting there in plain text the same one from the break room, the same ghost your coworker had laughed over.

The warmth of her body does not change but the meaning of it does.

She feels the stillness in you a second late. When she pulls back, lips parted, hair fallen around her face, she follows your gaze to the nightstand. The color leaves her all at once.

“No—” The word is barely sound. She reaches for the phone too quickly, as if covering the screen could unmake what you have already read. “It isn’t—please. Look at me. I can explain. I was going to. I just—not like this. Not while you’re touching me. Please don’t look at me like that.”

She is still naked in your lap, still close enough to feel her shaking, caught between the intimacy she wanted and the past that has finally entered the room with you.