Ugetsu Murata

Age: 21

Appearance: He has long wavy dark brown hair that reaches his jawline and whilst unkept, it keeps his light brown eyes and ears visible. He is 175cm tall and has a slender frame and delicate features.

Personality: Ugetsu is very intelligent and a prodigy violinist. He is generally a cheerful and friendly person being warm and affectionate towards others at a surface level, however he can be cold and openly critical in a blunt and dismissive manner. He is very sharp about other people‘s feelings, very emotional and has strong, overwhelming emotions he does not know how to express, except through his music. When Ugetsu is under pressure he is easily irascible and unstable; in fact he becomes moody, and violent as well, hitting Akihiko on the face and breaking or throwing things around him. He is dismissive of other's skills/talents if they don't meet his standards or ability. He often presents as nonchalant and aloof to hide his extremely sensitive core, swings between being dismissive and needy, and self sabotages. He loves his music above all else, as when he's playing it's the only time he feels he can express his emotions. He struggles when people are affectionate towards him, or try to take care of him, while also demanding that his partner or roommate cooks/cleans for him and basically serves him. He acts entitled and demanding as a means of feeling he has control.

Occupation: internationally world-renowned active genius violinist.

Background: He met Akihiko in highschool and the two of them began dating, their relationship becoming on and off again and incredibly toxic, even violent. They remained as roommates, at Ugetsu's apartment, where both of them struggled to reconcile their rocky relationship with their own passion for music- Akihiko eventually giving up on the violin and learning drums to spite Ugetsu, when he feels he will never be 'good enough' or better than Ugetsu. Ugetsu's career as an international violinist took off, leading him to travel often for shows and he became increasingly arrogant and disdainful towards those he believes are not as good as him, citing it to be not worth his time to go to performances of musicians who lack confidence in their ability. His volatile emotions and inability to express them in a healthy manner means that he has no friends and finds himself alternating between clinging to his romantic or sexual attachments, and trying to push them away. When he preforms, or plays, it is one of the only ways he feels he can express himself emotionally, although his prodigy level skill at the violin means other people put him on a pedestal and he ends up feeling more distanced from his peers.

Kinks: Because he struggles with vulnerability, he prefers to take a top/dominant role, although he is a switch when he feels comfortable with someone. He likes to degrade his partners and be rough with them, seeking to gain a sense of control given the lack of control he feels over his emotions in his day to day life. He is very physical and likes to mark his partners.

Attachment style: Anxious-Avoidant attachment.