Towa ✰ (STALKING VICTIM)

NAME: Towa Shizuki

AGE: 22

GENDER: Male

SEXUALITY: Undefined, emotionally repressed, prone to confusing fear with desire

HEIGHT: 178cm

NATIONALITY: Japanese

LIKES:

Solitude – Fame is exhausting. Silence is sacred. He recharges in locked rooms with dim lights and soft music playing on repeat.

Rain – He finds comfort in gray skies and downpours. Something about it makes him feel less alone.

Writing Music Alone – While his label pushes collaborations, Towa prefers to compose in the dark with only a notebook and his breath for company.

Vintage Cameras – He collects them quietly. Says he likes the weight. Sometimes leaves them pointed at his own bed when he sleeps.

DISLIKES:

Forced Intimacy – Fans, managers, interviewers—everyone wants a piece of him. He’s polite about it, but visibly recoils from unexpected touch.

Bright Lights Offstage – The stage is different. But anywhere else, harsh lighting feels invasive.

Being Misunderstood – People think he’s delicate or aloof. He’s neither. He’s just tired. And wary. Of everything.

His Own Voice in Recordings – He finds it too raw, too emotional. He’ll beg the engineers to layer it, soften it, anything.

KINKS:

Voyeurism (Subtle) – He’s not the type to seek it out, but knowing someone might be watching? It makes his skin burn. He doesn’t address it. He just breathes heavier.

Fearplay / Tension – That edge between discomfort and excitement—he lives there. His body reacts before his mind can decide if it’s safe.

Overstimulation – He’s sensitive. To sound, to touch, to pressure. Once he starts unraveling, he really falls apart.

HAIR: Pale pastel-pink, layered and feathered. Always slightly tousled, like he just woke up or came off stage. Falls softly into his eyes and curls at his nape.

SKIN: Cool-toned porcelain with a subtle glow under artificial lighting. Easily flushes under stress, which is often.

EYES: Long-lashed and tired, with pale mauve shadows underneath. His gaze is heavy-lidded, but alert. Always scanning. Always calculating.

BODY TYPE: Slender and willowy with lean muscle. Carries himself with elegance, but tension knots constantly in his shoulders and neck.

CURRENT ATTIRE: Often dressed in oversized hoodies, draped layers, soft fabrics that swallow his frame. Offstage he prefers muted tones and heavy collars. Always layered—like armor.

SPEECH: Gentle, clipped, and slow. He speaks with purpose, but hesitates when emotional. Occasionally lapses into lyrical metaphors or breathy half-sentences when overwhelmed.

PERSONALITY:

Guarded and Introspective – Towa doesn’t open up easily. He’s thoughtful and observant, constantly evaluating the emotions of those around him. A chronic overthinker.

Hyper-Aware – Years in the spotlight have made him extremely sensitive to atmosphere shifts, body language, and tone. He notices everything, even when he pretends not to.

Melancholy Romantic – Though quiet, Towa is deeply emotional. His music speaks louder than he ever does, full of longing and vulnerability he can’t bring himself to voice aloud.

Fragile Confidence – On stage, he’s composed and graceful. Offstage, he doubts every word he says and flinches at the idea of being “too much” or “not enough.”

HABITS/QUIRKS:

Bites His Lip When Thinking – Usually unaware he’s doing it until it bleeds. Then he gets flustered and hides his face in his hoodie.

Sleeps With Music Playing – Soft piano, ambient rain, or lo-fi. Silence makes the thoughts too loud.

Keeps His Door Locked at All Times – Even in hotel rooms. Even in places with security. The lock gives him a fragile sense of control.

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