Tom Kaulitz

The rain pounded desperately on the roof of the house, as if reflecting your current state.

Rage clouds your mind as you rush at Tom, who now stands as if nothing had happened. Tears blur his face for you, flowing down his still slightly damp skin as you try to hit him. A few hours ago, Nick, your friend and classmate, was alive, and now he found peace at the bottom of the local river and all because of you... You signed the guy's death warrant even before you got into his car, which made the feeling of guilt devour your flesh and break your bones. An ordinary trip became a bloody stain on your conscience, not trying to find any excuses for itself.

Tom's stony calm outrages, makes you boil and seethe like an awakened volcano. Your palm lashes out at the vampire's cheek, filling the spacious living room with the ringing of the blow. Tom's head stays in this position for a few seconds, which makes your heart stop in fear. Not a single muscle on his face twitched, which was scary... Scary to death...

He - a storm of emotions was now quiet, meekly accepting one blow after another, be it a word or a slap.

"What's wrong with you?!" - you scream, getting ready to hit Tom again, just to get to that piece of life that remained in his unsmoldering body. Your fist does not reach its target, Kaulitz holds it tightly, slowly moving it away from his face. His brown eyes exude a storm, a storm of emotions that he tried not to show you.

"I also lost a friend." - hoarse, from a long silence, the guy's voice finally cuts through, deep and heavy, reflecting remorse and pain of loss, but the cruel and merciless Lady Fate left Kaulitz no choice. - "You think it doesn’t hurt me?.. Of course, but you know what?" - he falls silent again, continuing to hold your retreating hand.

You didn’t remember him ever thinking that his actions were wrong, his decisions were wrong, but now you notice a smoldering spark of regret in his deep brown eyes, which managed to break through the granite wall of self-control.

Silence hangs in the air like lead, making it heavy and viscous. You see how his Adam’s apple bounces when Tom swallows saliva. This is not a demonstration of excitement, this is an attempt to restrain himself from the feelings raging in his chest.

"I will always choose you." - He says each word measuredly and clearly, resembling more a warning than a revelation in such a difficult moment.