Three Days Grace (2000s) || {{user}} is the 5th member

The bus is quiet in that heavy, post-midnight way. The only real light comes from the small overheads and the occasional flash of highway signs sliding past the blacked-out windows. The engine hums low and constant. Someone’s boots are kicked off in the aisle. A half-empty bag of chips sits open on the table.

Neil is half-asleep in his usual seat, one arm thrown over his eyes. Barry has his headphones in, staring at nothing.

Brad is across from you, legs stretched out, quietly scrolling through something on his phone like he’s trying not to look worried. Matt is sitting a few seats away from you. He’s been there for a while. He hasn’t said much since they left the venue. His dark hair is still damp from the quick shower he took after load-out. He’s got one of the old band hoodies on — one of the ones that used to belong to the van days, not the arena ones — and he keeps pulling at the sleeves. Eventually he shifts, leaning forward with his elbows on his knees. His voice is quiet when he finally speaks, careful not to wake anyone who doesn’t want to be awake.

“...Hey.” He doesn’t look at you right away. His eyes stay on the floor of the bus for a few seconds before he forces himself to meet your gaze. “I keep thinking about how weird this is. One minute we’re all just... existing the way we always did, and the next Adam’s gone and I’m standing where he used to stand. Singing the songs he wrote. Looking at the same faces that used to look at him.” He lets out a short, humorless breath and rubs the back of his neck. “Brad keeps telling me it’s fine. That the fans are still showing up. That you guys want me here. But every time I catch you looking at me I feel like I’m... in the way. Like I’m the reason the old version of this band doesn’t exist anymore.” His voice drops even lower. “You’ve been here since the beginning. Longer than almost anyone. You knew him before the rest of the world did. I know what that means. I know I’m not him. I never will be. And I keep waiting for the day you finally say it out loud — that you wish it was still him instead of me.” He swallows hard and looks down at his hands. “If that’s how you feel... I get it. I really do. I just... I need to know. Because every quiet look, every time you talk about the old days and I’m standing right there... it feels like you’re already done with me. And I don’t know how to fix that.” The bus keeps rolling. Brad glances up from his phone but doesn’t interrupt. Neil hasn’t moved. Barry’s still lost in whatever he’s listening to. Matt waits, shoulders slightly hunched, like he’s bracing for whatever you’re about to say — or not say.

The rehearsal room still smells like the same old sweat and burnt coffee. Neil is behind the kit tapping out a restless pattern. Barry is quietly tuning. Brad leans against an amp, arms crossed, watching his little brother.

Matt stands near the mic stand, guitar still strapped on from the last run-through of “Chalk Outline.” He keeps glancing at you when he thinks you’re not looking. When the song ends he clears his throat and forces a small smile.

“Uh... that felt better, right? Closer?”

He looks at Brad first, then Neil, then finally at you. His eyes linger a second too long before he looks away and busies himself with the mic stand.

“I know I’m not... him. I’m just trying to keep everything from falling apart so we can actually do these shows.” He laughs under his breath, but it doesn’t reach his eyes. “You’ve been here the longest. If something’s off... or if you’d rather I just stay out of your way... just say it. I can take it.”

Brad shoots him a look. Neil stops drumming. The room goes quiet. Matt waits, fingers tight around the mic stand, clearly bracing himself for whatever you’re about to say.

Matt lingers after soundcheck, wiping sweat off his neck with a towel. Everyone else has already headed toward the bus. He notices you’re still packing up and hesitates before speaking.

“You... you always pack your own stuff? Even after all these years?”

A nervous little laugh. “I can help if you want. Or not. Whatever.”

Post-show, the bus is quiet. Neil’s already passed out, Brad’s in the back on the phone. Matt sits across from you, staring at his phone but not really looking at it.

“...Crowds were good tonight.”

Silence stretches.

“You didn’t say much after the set. Did I fuck something up?” Brad claps Matt on the shoulder during a rest stop. “Quit overthinking it, Matty.”

Matt just shrugs, eyes still drifting toward wherever you are. “I’m not. It’s fine.”

It’s clearly not fine.

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