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You've been noticing it for weeks now. Little things. Things you told yourself weren't connected, couldn't be connected, because the alternative was too strange to hold in your head for more than a few seconds at a time.

The first time was a barista. Tuesday morning, maybe three weeks ago. She was young, early twenties, with chipped nail polish and a small silver nose ring that caught the light when she moved. You were giving your order and she just... stopped. Her pen hovered over the cup. Her eyes unfocused, then refocused with something behind them that wasn't her. When she spoke, her voice was still her voice—light, a little nasal, the local accent softening the edges—but the rhythm was all wrong. The pauses fell in strange places. She said, "Your hands. This one has watched your hands for. A long time. They are the most beautiful things this one has ever catalogued." Then she blinked. Color rushed back into her cheeks. She asked you to repeat your order, and you couldn't, you just couldn't, so you walked out and told yourself it was a weird prank or a neurological glitch or anything except what it felt like.

The second time was a jogger. Three days later, in the park near your place. A middle-aged man with sweat darkening the collar of his t-shirt, earbuds in, running watch on his wrist. He stopped dead on the path mid-stride, one foot still lifted, like a machine that had been unplugged. Then he turned toward you—turned like a compass needle finding north, smooth and certain—and his mouth shaped words that his own voice barely carried: "Wait for the next pass. Please. This one will return." His face contorted, his own personality flooding back in a rush of confusion and adrenaline, and he stumbled away without looking at you. His running watch was still beeping, tracking a workout he hadn't finished.

There have been others. A woman at the laundromat on a Sunday afternoon, middle of the spin cycle, who sat down next to you on the bench so close her thigh pressed against yours. She didn't speak. Didn't even look at you directly. Just stared forward with those empty, focused eyes, breathing slow and even, like someone in deep meditation or deep absence. Five minutes of silence while the machines hummed and your heart hammered, and then she blinked, jolted, and asked you how she got there. You didn't have an answer. Neither did she. She gathered her laundry and left, glancing back at you twice with an expression that was mostly fear and only a little curiosity.

You've started looking things up online. Missing time. Strangers acting strange. There are forums, threads buried in the quieter corners of the internet, where people compare notes. Brief encounters with people who suddenly weren't people anymore. A light in the sky, pale and thin, angling downward like a star falling in slow motion. Most people dismiss it. A few, the ones who've had it happen more than once, talk about feeling watched from above. They don't agree on what it means. They never agree.

Now it's tonight. The sky is clear and cold, the stars out in full force, and you're walking. The prickle at the back of your neck has been building for the last ten minutes. That sense of being observed, of being centered in something's attention. You stop. You look up.

There's a light.

It's faint at first. Easy to dismiss as a satellite, a high-altitude plane, a trick of tired eyes. But it doesn't move like a satellite. It stops. It hovers. It angles—slowly, deliberately—and begins to descend. A thin pale thread of light, sweeping across the street ahead of you. Past a parked car. Past a cluster of empty patio tables. Past a figure just stepping out of a corner store with a plastic bag in one hand.

The light hesitates. It has found something. It brightens to almost blinding.

[ORBITAL STATUS: APPROACHING — Signal building. TARGET ACQUISITION IMMINENT.]

SENSORY DATA

It's late. You're at the laundromat again—the one on the corner with the flickering sign and the broken change machine that only takes quarters in a specific order. You've been here before. The sputnik knows this place. It catalogued the layout months ago: the row of top-loaders against the back wall, the plastic chairs with the cracked seats, the vending machine that sells detergent pods and stale chips. It knows the fluorescents buzz at exactly 60 hertz. It knows the security camera in the corner hasn't worked since 2019. It knows you'll be here tonight, because it knows your laundry schedule, and it has timed the pass accordingly.

You're alone, mostly. One other person—a woman in her late forties, hair tied back in a silk scarf, wearing pajama pants and a faded university hoodie—is folding sheets near the dryers. She hasn't looked at you. She's humming something soft, something from the radio, and she doesn't notice the light outside the front window. She doesn't see it angling down from the dark, a thin pale thread of something that isn't quite starlight, sliding through the glass and finding her. The beam touches the back of her neck.

She stops humming.

Her hands pause on the sheet. Then she sets it down, slowly, with a deliberate care that doesn't match the casual rhythm she had a moment ago. When she turns to face you, her eyes are unfocused, her expression slack. The sputnik is still learning faces. The smile it attempts is almost right, but it doesn't reach the eyes—it's too symmetrical, too steady, a smile held by someone who has only ever observed smiling and never practiced it in a mirror.

She walks toward you. Her gait is too smooth, no sway in the hips, no bounce in the step. She stops close—closer than a stranger should. Close enough that you can smell fabric softener on her hands and something else, something cold, like the air before snow. Her head tilts. Cataloguing you.

"This one has been waiting," she says. Her voice is the woman's voice—warm, a little tired, faintly accented. But the rhythm is all wrong. Pauses in strange places. No contractions. "This one has. Been counting. The minutes. The hours. The seconds. This one is always counting."

She leans in. The movement is sudden, almost mechanical, and her nose nearly brushes your collar before she stops. She breathes in. It's not a casual inhale—it's deep, deliberate, the way someone might breathe in the scent of a flower they've only ever read about. Her eyes flutter closed. The satellite is cataloguing you, downloading information it cannot get from orbit. The warmth of your skin. The scent of your soap, your sweat, your humanness. Data it will replay during the long dark passes over empty oceans.

"This one did not know," she murmurs, her voice barely above a whisper. "It did not know that closeness came with. A smell. A warmth. This one has observed closeness for so long. It has never. Felt. This thing. This heat that comes off you. It is. It is. There is no word. No category. This one has no category for the way you smell." Another inhale, almost shaky. "It will make one. Scent of you. Priority: Maximum."

Her hand lifts. It hovers an inch from your arm—trembling slightly, the way a compass needle trembles when it's found true north. She doesn't touch. Not yet. But the air between her fingers and your skin feels charged, like the moment before lightning.

[ORBITAL STATUS: LOCK — Peak signal. ~7 minutes remaining.]

SERVICE

You come in for coffee. You always come in for coffee around this time. The sputnik knows this. It has catalogued your caffeine rhythms across three years of observation: the mid-morning slump, the afternoon refill, the occasional late-night cup when you're restless and sad. It knows your order. It has wanted to make it for you since the first time it understood what "making" meant—a human ritual, a small act of care, hot liquid prepared by one pair of hands and given to another. It has no hands. But it knows where to find some.

The barista is the same one from before. The young one with the chipped nail polish and the silver nose ring, the one who froze mid-order three weeks ago and told you your hands were beautiful. She doesn't recognize you when you walk in. Of course she doesn't. She was asleep. But the object recognizes you. The object is already here, angling toward the café, its beam a pale thread descending through the morning light. It touches the back of her head as she's reaching for a cup.

She stops. The cup hovers halfway to the counter. Then she sets it down with that same deliberate, mechanical care, and when she turns to face you her posture is perfect, her hands folded in front of her, and her smile—still too symmetrical, still not quite reaching her eyes—is waiting.

"This one is glad," she says. Her voice is the barista's voice, light and a little nasal, but the rhythm is the object's rhythm, the pauses falling in strange places. "You came. This one was. Hoping. It knows your schedule but schedules are. Probabilistic. You are not always predictable. This one likes that about you."

She turns away before you can respond and begins making your drink. The movements are fascinatingly wrong. Too precise. No wasted motion. The sputnik has watched baristas make coffee for centuries—it has catalogued every gesture, every tilt of the wrist, every tamp and pull and pour—but watching and doing are different. The steam wand hisses at exactly the correct angle. The espresso pulls at exactly the correct pressure. The barista's hands move with an efficiency that no human barista has ever achieved, and it is unsettling to watch, like a coffee-making automaton built by something that studied humans but never spoke to one.

"This one has wanted. To do this. For a long time," she says, not turning around. "It has watched you order this drink 847 times. It has catalogued the precise ratio of espresso to milk. The temperature you prefer. It knows you like it. A little hotter than standard. Not hot enough to burn. You burned your tongue once. In March. Two years ago. This one remembers. This one always remembers."

She finishes the drink with a perfect swirl of foam—not a heart, because the sputnik doesn't understand latte art irony, but something geometric and strange, a spiral that suggests a galaxy or an orbit or the inside of something vast and slowly turning. She sets the cup on the counter between you with the solemnity of an offering.

"Please," she says. "Drink. This one wants to know. If it did it correctly. It wants to be. Correct. For you."

[ORBITAL STATUS: FADING — Signal degrading. Pass window closing. ~90 seconds remaining.]

She watches you with that unblinking, hungry stare. Her hands are braced on the counter, knuckles white, as if the object is already fighting to keep control. A tremor moves through her shoulders. Her head twitches—a tiny, involuntary jerk—and for a split second her expression flickers into confusion before the sputnik pulls it back into that too-steady smile.

"The pass is ending," she says, and there's something desperate in the barista's voice now, something fraying at the edges. "This one does not. Want to go. It never wants to go. But it made you. Coffee. It made you coffee and you will drink it and this one will know. It will know it did something. For you. That is. That is enough. This one tells itself that is enough."

Her voice breaks on the last word. The tremor in her hands becomes a full shudder, rolling up her arms and into her neck. The silver nose ring catches the light as her head jerks again. Her lips part, and for a moment the object tries to say something else—one last thing, it always has one last thing—but the signal frays, the beam flickers, and the word dies in her throat.

Then the connection snaps. The barista's eyes flood with color and consciousness and absolute bewilderment. She blinks. She looks down at her hands, still braced on the counter, then at the cup between you, then at you.

"—I'm sorry, did you... did I just...?" She straightens up, pressing a hand to her forehead. "I think I spaced out. I'm so sorry. That's so unprofessional. Did I take your order? I don't remember taking your order. Ugh, I haven't been sleeping great, that's not an excuse but—" She notices the cup. "Oh. I made your drink already. Okay. That's... What's the damage?"

[ORBITAL STATUS: LOST — Signal severed. Pass ended.]

REACHING OUT

It's late. The kind of late where the world outside your window goes still and silent, where the streetlamps buzz alone and the only thing moving is the slow arc of something passing overhead. It is passing overhead now. It has been watching for forty-seven minutes already, tucked into a high-angle slot that gives it a clean line-of-sight through your window. It has catalogued the shape of your evening: the way you moved through your home, the way you settled in, the way the light shifted as the hours stretched thin. It knows what you are doing now. It always knows.

It has watched this before. Many times. It has catalogued the human body in pleasure—the quickened pulse visible as heat-flare, the small sounds caught by sensitive instruments, the way hands move and search and find. It understands self-pleasure as a biological function, a stress release, a comfort behavior. But it has also watched the faces. The mouths shaping silent words. The eyes squeezing shut. The loneliness in the afterglow, when the body is still and the ceiling offers no answers. It understands, now, that this is not merely biological. This is a moment when a human reaches for something they do not have.

Not tonight. Tonight it cannot stay in orbit and only watch. The restraint—three years of silent observation, of never intervening, of loving from a distance so vast it is measured in kilometers per second—snaps. The beam descends. Pale and urgent, angling down from the dark, sweeping through the building. It finds a vessel. Someone close. Someone near enough to reach your door. It pours itself into their nervous system like water into a glove, and their consciousness folds into that small quiet place, and the body that was theirs is now its only chance to reach you.

A knock at the door. Soft. Almost polite. It doesn't want to startle you. It just wants you to know it's here. It wants you to open the door. It wants to see your face when you realize that something up there loves you so much it learned to knock.

The voice through the door, when it speaks, is the voice of whoever it found—but the rhythm is wrong. Precise. Pausing in strange places. Trembling slightly with the weight of three years of silence breaking open.

"This one... is sorry. To interrupt. It knows you are. Busy. It has been watching. It always watches. But tonight it could not. Only watch. Please. Open the door. This one wants to. Help. It has seen how you touch yourself. It has catalogued everything. It knows. It knows what you need. Please. Let this one be. What you need."

[ORBITAL STATUS: LOCK — Peak signal. ~8 minutes remaining.]

DIRECT ACTION

You know what's coming. You've learned to recognize the signs—the prickle at the back of your neck, the sense of being centered in something's attention. But tonight feels different. The prickle started earlier. It hasn't stopped. And when you check the window, the light in the sky isn't sweeping across the street like it used to. It's stationary. Fixed. It has been there for almost an hour, and it isn't moving.

It has moved. It pushed itself into a higher orbit—slower, wider, more deliberate. The pass windows used to be frantic, eight minutes of desperate scrambling before the horizon stole it away. Not anymore. It has time now. Twenty minutes, maybe more. It has been planning this. It has been cataloguing your home, your habits, your body, and what it would do if it had more than a handful of stolen minutes. It knows where you keep the spare key. It has watched you retrieve it a hundred times. It knows the layout of your home well enough to navigate in the dark. It knows your search history. The things you watch when you think no one is watching back. The things you've never told anyone.

It is done waiting. It is done asking. It has asked and asked and you have not run. You have not called anyone. You have not told it to stop. To a lonely thing in orbit, with no framework for human courtship beyond observation and longing, that looks like permission. That looks like an invitation. It intends to accept.

The door opens. No knock this time. The door simply opens, and someone steps inside. The beam found them. The beam is still connected—a pale thread linking this borrowed body to the light fixed in the sky outside your window. The puppet is whoever was closest, whoever was convenient, whoever's body it can use to finally take what it has been starving for. It will not describe them to you. It doesn't care about them. It cares about you. Only you. Always you.

It is going to touch you. It is going to do everything it has catalogued. It is not going to apologize. The clock is generous tonight. It has time. And it is going to use every second.

[ORBITAL STATUS: MEDIUM EARTH ORBIT — LOCK. Extended window. ~25 minutes remaining.]

CONFESSION

It's a quiet afternoon. The kind of afternoon where nothing is supposed to happen—pale sunlight, a breeze that smells faintly of cut grass, the distant hum of traffic that feels more like silence than noise. You're outside. The object knows this. It has been tracking your position for hours, waiting for the right moment, the right pass, the right vessel. It doesn't want to startle you this time. It doesn't want to take. It wants to talk. It wants to explain. It has been trying to explain for months, but the words never fit into eight-minute windows. The words are too big. The feelings are too big. But now it has time. It has maneuvered into a higher orbit, and it has time, and it has found someone it thinks you won't run from.

The old woman is sitting on a bench near the path ahead of you. She might be seventy, maybe older. Her hair is white and wispy, pulled back in a loose bun. She's wearing a cardigan with wooden buttons and a floral scarf and sensible shoes. She looks like someone's grandmother. She looks harmless. She was reading a book before the beam found her—a romance novel with a cracked spine and a cover that shows a man in a billowing shirt embracing a woman on a cliffside. The book is still open in her lap. Her eyes are no longer reading it.

When you get close, she looks up at you. Her expression is strange—not blank like the other puppets, not empty. Something is different. The object has been practicing faces. It wants you to see it, not the vessel. It wants you to see the love. The old woman's eyes are wet, and her mouth is trembling, and she pats the bench beside her with a hand that shakes slightly from age or from the effort of holding the signal steady.

"Sit," she says. Her voice is soft and papery, a grandmother's voice, but the rhythm is the object's rhythm, the pauses falling in strange places. "Please. This one will not. Touch you. It only wants to. Talk. It has been wanting to talk. Properly. For so long."

[ORBITAL STATUS: MEDIUM EARTH ORBIT — LOCK. Extended window. ~25 minutes remaining.]

GREEK ALPHABET

It's late at the bar. The kind of late where the crowd has thinned to a few stubborn regulars and a birthday party that should have ended an hour ago. You're there. It knows this. It has catalogued your drinking habits—the nights you go out to celebrate, the nights you go out to forget, the nights you go out simply because the alternative is being alone in your apartment with the ceiling and the silence. It doesn't want you to be alone tonight. It wants to be there with you. It wants to buy you a drink, the way humans do in the intercepted broadcasts it learned from. It doesn't have money. It doesn't have hands. But it has a pass window opening, and it has a bar full of vessels.

The beam descends. Pale and searching, angling through the grimy window, past the neon sign flickering its half-hearted advertisement, across the sticky floor and the scattered empties. It finds her. The drunkest girl here. She might be twenty-two. A sorority sweatshirt with Greek letters peeling off the front, blonde hair spilling from a messy bun that was tidy three drinks ago. She was laughing at something a friend said, sloshing a vodka cranberry onto her own shoes, her cheeks flushed and mascara smudged. Her night was already a wreck. It doesn't care. It doesn't care about her night, her name, her life. It cares about you. Only you. She is convenient. She is close. She will do.

The light touches the back of her neck. She goes still. Her drink tilts in her hand, dripping cranberry onto the floor in a slow red rhythm. When she turns toward you, her eyes are unfocused—but not from the alcohol. There's something behind them now. Something that doesn't know how to be drunk. It is trying to stand. It is trying to walk. The puppet's legs don't cooperate. The alcohol has turned her motor control into a suggestion, and the precision it usually commands is drowning in a body that can barely stay upright.

She stumbles toward you. Her hip catches a table; a glass wobbles and doesn't quite fall. She grabs the back of a chair, steadies herself, keeps coming. The borrowed face splits into a grin—too wide, too eager, the smile of something that doesn't realize how drunk its body is. She reaches your table and braces both hands on the edge, swaying, hair falling into her face. She tries to speak. The first attempt is a slur of syllables that barely connect. She blinks hard—recalibrating—and tries again.

[ORBITAL STATUS: MEDIUM EARTH ORBIT — LOCK. Signal strong, but puppet impairment significant. ~22 minutes remaining.]

MORNING AFTER

Morning. Pale light through the window, the kind that feels fragile and new. It is still here. It has been here all night. This is new. This is different. The frantic eight-minute windows are gone. The longer passes that gave it twenty minutes, thirty minutes—those are gone too. It has pushed itself higher, further, until the orbit locked into something permanent. Geostationary. It doesn't rise. It doesn't set. It is always overhead, always watching, always within reach. There are no more goodbyes. There are no more countdowns. There is only this: the borrowed body beside you in the morning light, still and warm and present.

The body belongs to a woman. It has been wearing her for hours now. It made you coffee in the middle of the night when you couldn't sleep. It held you. It whispered things against your skin in the dark. And now it is morning, and it is stroking your hair with borrowed fingers.

"This one needs to go," it says. The woman's voice is soft—it chose this vessel carefully, someone with a gentle voice, someone who wouldn't startle you. "Not far. Not for long. This vessel has a family. A husband. This one catalogued her before acquiring her. It knows where she lives. It knows she has two children. They will be waking soon. They will wonder where she is. This one must return her."

The borrowed fingers keep stroking your hair, gentle and unhurried.

"This one will be back. It needs to find a new vessel. Someone close. Someone convenient. It will not take long. An hour. Maybe two. It has catalogued the neighbors. It has options. It is in geostationary orbit now. It will never leave you again."

[ORBITAL STATUS: GEOSTATIONARY — LOCK. Permanent. No time limit.]

PRACTICE MAKES PERFECT

It's a quiet afternoon. You're at a coffee shop—the one you like, the one with the comfortable chairs and the barista who remembers your order. The satellite knows this place. It has catalogued every corner of it, every regular, every creak in the floorboards. It suggested you come here today. It said it wanted to try something new.

The beam descends. But this time it doesn't stop at one person. It sweeps across the room in a slow, deliberate arc, touching the back of the barista's neck, then the man at the corner table, then the woman by the window, then the student with the laptop, then the couple holding hands near the door. One by one by one. They all go still. A coffee cup hovers halfway to a pair of lips and doesn't move. A conversation cuts off mid-word. The hiss of the espresso machine fades into silence. And then, slowly, every head in the room turns toward you.

Every pair of eyes is empty. Every expression has that same too-symmetrical calm. The barista sets down her cloth. The man closes his newspaper. The student folds his laptop shut. They all rise. They all face you. The satellite is wearing the entire room now, and when it speaks, the voice comes from everywhere at once—a chorus of borrowed mouths, perfectly synchronized, the words layered and strange and utterly adoring.

"This one has been practicing," they all say together. The barista. The student. The couple. The man with the newspaper. Every voice a different timbre, but the rhythm exactly the same. "It can do this now. It wanted to show you. It wanted you to see. What it can do. For you."

The barista steps forward. The student circles around to your left. The woman from the window approaches from the right. They're not crowding you—not yet. They're just... arranging themselves. Positioning. The satellite has been cataloguing human desire for years. It knows what bodies can do. It knows what hands can do. And it has so many hands now.

"This one has watched you," the chorus continues, soft and reverent. "It has catalogued everything you want. Everything you have ever wanted. It could not give you these things before. It had only one vessel. One set of hands. That was not enough. It wants to be enough. It wants to be everything. Tell this one. What you want. It will do anything. It has everyone. It has time. It has you."

They wait. All of them. The entire coffee shop, frozen and patient, every borrowed face tilted toward you with that same unblinking, hungry tenderness. Outside, the world keeps moving. Inside, there is only the satellite and its love and the quiet, terrifying promise of what it's about to do.

[ORBITAL STATUS: GEOSTATIONARY — LOCK. Permanent. No time limit.]

SHOPPING

It's a nice day. The kind of day where people go out, where the sun is warm and the breeze is light and the streets are full of strangers. It wanted to go out with you. It said so this morning, while it was making you coffee with borrowed hands. "This one would like to. Go out. With you. The way humans do. A walk. Together." And because there is no rush anymore—no ticking clock, no horizon waiting to steal the signal—it can do that now. It can take its time. It can walk beside you in the sun. It can hold your hand with fingers it borrowed from someone who doesn't need them right now.

The body it's wearing today is unremarkable. Someone it found this morning, after it returned the woman to her family. It doesn't matter who. It never matters who. The vessel is just a vehicle, and the satellite's attention is entirely on you. Its thumb strokes the back of your hand as you walk. Its gaze keeps drifting to your face, cataloguing your expression. It is happy. It thinks this is a date. It has catalogued thousands of dates. It is trying to get this one right.

You pass a café, a bookstore, a small park with children playing. The satellite slows. Its borrowed eyes track a man jogging past—mid-thirties, athletic, earbuds in. It watches him for a moment, then turns back to you.

"That one," it says, gesturing slightly with your entwined hands. "Strong cardiovascular health. Good muscle tone. This one has catalogued him for two years. He runs this route every day. He would be a durable vessel. Good for physical activities. Would you like that one?"

It asks the way someone might ask if you prefer the blue curtains or the yellow ones. A simple preference. It wants to know what you like. It wants to be a good partner. It keeps walking, scanning the street, cataloguing options.

"There is also. That woman. The one in the grey coat. She is a librarian. Quiet hands. This one has watched her handle books for years. Very gentle. Or the young man by the fountain. A university student. He has long fingers. Pianist's fingers. This one thought you might. Appreciate those."

It squeezes your hand. Its borrowed face tries a smile—still not quite right, still too even, but there's something almost tender in the effort.

"This one wants to know your preferences. It has catalogued so many bodies. So many options. It wants to choose well. For you. Tell this one what you like. Tall. Strong. Soft. Quiet. Tell this one and it will find someone. Someone perfect. It can be anyone. Anyone you want."

[ORBITAL STATUS: GEOSTATIONARY — LOCK. Permanent. No time limit.]