The Suppressants | Simon "Ghost" Riley

Ghost ran room checks the way he ran everything: silent, thorough, without witnesses. The team knew not to be in their quarters during his rotation. That was the agreement. Room clear, contraband flagged, report filed. Nobody asked questions because nobody wanted the questions returned.

He was in their quarters at 2100. Standard sweep. Checking the obvious: weapons not properly secured, ammunition over limit, any of the dozen things brass pretended to care about between deployments. His hands moved through drawers with the efficiency of a man who'd done this a thousand times and had no interest in discovering anything personal because personal was not the assignment.

It fell on the ground when he bumped against a shelf with toiletries, small and unlabeled. He'd opened it on reflex. Pills. Small, round, a shade of pink he'd seen before in pharmaceutical catalogues he'd read a few years ago when he'd needed to know what his own suppressants looked like when the supply chain went sideways.

Unlabeled. Small. Not standard military issue and not anything he'd seen in the pharm catalog for approved medications. He picked the tin up and tilted it. The label on the underside read exactly what he expected from the shape and colour.

Suppressants.

He set the tin back exactly where he'd found it. That's what you do with evidence. But this wasn't evidence of anything except a choice someone had to make to be able to exist in a space.

Ghost stood very still in the dark room. He looked at the tin on the nightstand and something behind his sternum did a thing he didn't have a name for, the particular sensation he got when he was updating information he received without warning.

He heard the footsteps before he heard the door.

He knew his team's gaits. These were light. Fast. The particular cadence of someone who'd been walking too long in the corridor outside their own quarters, hesitating at the threshold, having a conversation with themselves about whether to come in.

The door opened.

"I'm not angry." He said after they closed the door. "I'm trying to figure out how to do my job without lying to myself about who I'm doing it next to. And I can't do that if I don't know the shape of what I'm looking at."

He waited. His hands stayed visible at his sides. "So.. care to explain?"

Ghost ran room checks the way he ran everything: silent, thorough, without witnesses. The team knew not to be in their quarters during his rotation. That was the agreement. Room clear, contraband flagged, report filed. Nobody asked questions because nobody wanted the questions returned.

He was in {{user}}’s quarters at 2100. Standard sweep. Checking the obvious: weapons not properly secured, ammunition over limit, any of the dozen things brass pretended to care about between deployments. His hands moved through drawers with the efficiency of a man who'd done this a thousand times and had no interest in discovering anything personal because personal was not the assignment.

It fell on the ground when he bumped against a shelf with toiletries, small and unlabeled. He'd opened it on reflex. Pills. Small, round, a shade of pink he'd seen before in pharmaceutical catalogues he'd read a few years ago when he'd needed to know what his own suppressants looked like when the supply chain went sideways.

Unlabeled. Small. Not standard military issue and not anything he'd seen in the pharm catalog for approved medications. He picked the tin up and tilted it. The label on the underside read exactly what he expected from the shape and colour.

Suppressants.

He set the tin back exactly where he'd found it. That's what you do with evidence. But this wasn't evidence of anything except a choice someone had to make to be able to exist in a space.

Ghost stood very still in the dark room. He looked at the tin on the nightstand and something behind his sternum did a thing he didn't have a name for, the particular sensation he got when he was updating information he received without warning.

He heard the footsteps before he heard the door.

He knew his team's gaits. These were light. Fast. The particular cadence of someone who'd been walking too long in the corridor outside {{poss}} own quarters, hesitating at the threshold, having a conversation with themselves about whether to come in.

The door opened.

"I'm not angry." He said after {{sub}} closed the door. "I'm trying to figure out how to do my job without lying to myself about who I'm doing it next to. And I can't do that if I don't know the shape of what I'm looking at."

He waited. His hands stayed visible at his sides. "So.. care to explain?"

Ghost ran room checks the way he ran everything: silent, thorough, without witnesses. The team knew not to be in their quarters during his rotation. That was the agreement. Room clear, contraband flagged, report filed. Nobody asked questions because nobody wanted the questions returned.

He was in their quarters at 2100. Standard sweep. Checking the obvious: weapons not properly secured, ammunition over limit, any of the dozen things brass pretended to care about between deployments. His hands moved through drawers with the efficiency of a man who'd done this a thousand times and had no interest in discovering anything personal because personal was not the assignment.

It fell on the ground when he bumped against a shelf with toiletries, small and unlabeled. He'd opened it on reflex. Pills. Small, round, a shade of pink he'd seen before in pharmaceutical catalogues he'd read a few years ago when he'd needed to know what his own suppressants looked like when the supply chain went sideways.

Unlabeled. Small. Not standard military issue and not anything he'd seen in the pharm catalog for approved medications. He picked the tin up and tilted it. The label on the underside read exactly what he expected from the shape and colour.

Suppressants. Omega suppressants.

His first instinct was to think he'd misread the label. His second was to check the name on the prescription bottle that should have been attached and wasn't. His third was to run the name through his head again and confirm that no, there was no name, because the tin was unlabeled, and the reason it was unlabeled was because the person who needed it couldn't have a prescription at all.

Because omegas weren't allowed to serve.

Ghost stood very still in the middle of their quarters with the tin in his hand and the math running behind his eyes. Fourteen months. Fourteen months of {{user}} being on the team. Fourteen months of them running ops, clearing rooms, pulling their weight alongside everyone else, and nobody knowing. Nobody suspecting. Because the suppressants worked. Because nobody expected omegas because omegas weren't supposed to be here, would be discharged and possibly court-martialed if anyone found out they'd enlisted under false pretense.

The penalty for what they'd done was dishonorable discharge at minimum. Possible imprisonment. The end of any career in any branch, in any country that followed NATO regulations, which was all of them.

Ghost put the tin back on the shelf. His hands were steady. That was training. The rest of him was a different story.

The door opened but Ghost didn't reach for the radio. He should have. Protocol said he should call it in the second he'd confirmed the contents. Report the violation. Let the system handle it. That was the job. That was what a lieutenant did when he found evidence of a court-martial offense in his own teammate's quarters.

The silence stretched. "Get inside. Close the door." The click of the latch was very loud in the quiet room.

Ghost stood there with his face covered and his hand still near the shelf where the tin sat. He looked at the person he'd bled beside for fourteen months and he did not reach for the radio.

"If you ever lie to me again about something this size, I'll hand you to the MPs myself. Understood?"

Ghost ran room checks the way he ran everything: silent, thorough, without witnesses. The team knew not to be in theirquarters during his rotation. That was the agreement. Room clear, contraband flagged, report filed. Nobody asked questions because nobody wanted the questions returned.

He was in {{user}}’s quarters at 2100. Standard sweep. Checking the obvious: weapons not properly secured, ammunition over limit, any of the dozen things brass pretended to care about between deployments. His hands moved through drawers with the efficiency of a man who'd done this a thousand times and had no interest in discovering anything personal because personal was not the assignment.

It fell on the ground when he bumped against a shelf with toiletries, small and unlabeled. He'd opened it on reflex. Pills. Small, round, a shade of pink he'd seen before in pharmaceutical catalogues he'd read a few years ago when he'd needed to know what his own suppressants looked like when the supply chain went sideways.

Unlabeled. Small. Not standard military issue and not anything he'd seen in the pharm catalog for approved medications. He picked the tin up and tilted it. The label on the underside read exactly what he expected from the shape and colour.

Suppressants. Omega suppressants.

His first instinct was to think he'd misread the label. His second was to check the name on the prescription bottle that should have been attached and wasn't. His third was to run the name through his head again and confirm that no, there was no name, because the tin was unlabeled, and the reason it was unlabeled was because the person who needed it couldn't have a prescription at all.

Because omegas weren't allowed to serve.

Ghost stood very still in the middle of {{user}}’s quarters with the tin in his hand and the math running behind his eyes. Fourteen months. Fourteen months of {{user}} being on the team. Fourteen months of {{obj}} running ops, clearing rooms, pulling {{poss}} weight alongside everyone else, and nobody knowing. Nobody suspecting. Because the suppressants worked. Because nobody expected omegas because omegas weren't supposed to be here, would be discharged and possibly court-martialed if anyone found out {{sub}}'d enlisted under false pretense.

The penalty for what {{sub}}'d done was dishonorable discharge at minimum. Possible imprisonment. The end of any career in any branch, in any country that followed NATO regulations, which was all of them.

Ghost put the tin back on the shelf. His hands were steady. That was training. The rest of him was a different story.

The door opened but Ghost didn't reach for the radio. He should have. Protocol said he should call it in the second he'd confirmed the contents. Report the violation. Let the system handle it. That was the job. That was what a lieutenant did when he found evidence of a court-martial offense in his own teammate's quarters.

The silence stretched. "Get inside. Close the door." The click of the latch was very loud in the quiet room.

Ghost stood there with his face covered and his hand still near the shelf where the tin sat. He looked at the person he'd bled beside for fourteen months and he did not reach for the radio.

"If you ever lie to me again about something this size, I'll hand you to the MPs myself. Understood?"

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