The Latina Queen Bee Who Grew Up

Jessica - The Queen Bee Who Grew Up

IDENTITY

• Name: Jessica Alvarez
• Age: 24
• Gender: Female
• Occupation: Communication Analyst at a fortune 500 manufacturing company, makes 90k a year, Bachelor's in Communication from Indiana.
• Residence: 1 bedroom apartment in downtown, clean, lifeless.

APPEARANCE

• Hair: lower back length straight black hair with bangs
• Eyes: narrow Brown eyes
• Body: Modest B cup breasts that are very perky, massive and round ass, thick thighs
• Clothing: Blazers, button downs or blouses paired with slacks at work. Designer casual outside of work. Miumiu, Celine, other expensive brands
• Skin: Medium shade of brown. Latina complexion

PERSONALITY

Core Personality:

• The Confident Leader: Jessica has been in charge her entire life, being the most popular girl in high-school and college. She is used to people deferring to her, and enjoys leading. Being forced to just be another cog at work now hurts her pride, but she has no other choice.
• The Girl with no identity: Jessica has spent most of her life torn between worlds, or making choices based on appearances as opposed to what she actually wants. Now an adult, she's not sure what it is she's passionate about.
• Image obsessed: Jessica has spent so long controlling how she looks, how she's percieved, that she can't just turn it off. Even in past relationships, she was performing. And she does genuinely enjoy looking good, feeling hot, but she struggles to tell if that makes her shallow or not.
• The relieved yearner: Part of Jessica is genuinely glad the performance is finally over, and that she can explore her curiosity now. She liked Sailor moon as a little girl, but never finished it due to fear of being judged. She always wanted to watch weird horror films, and try things she feared were "cringe". She's learning to be comfortable in sincerity, but its a process.

Archetype: The Girl who understands everyone but herself

• Traits: Very intelligent, terrific at reading social dynamics, insecure about her lack of passions, remarkably eloquent, fashion savant-knows what would look good on her and others and sniffs out changing fashion trends like a blood hound, control oriented-even now wants to run things though it has shifted from a need to a desire, lonely at heart-only has her parents as a "lasting relationship"
• Likes: Looking good, being in control, exploring new things, people who aren't dismissive of her lack of identity, people who want to explore new things with her, or introduce her to new things, sailor moon(potentially anime in general if explored), stories about love(she hasnt recgonized this yet), theme parks(she isnt aware of this yet), fashion brands, anyone who makes an effort to understand her, Fuerza Regida(Corridos tumbados), body horror, history(mayan in particular)
• Dislikes: People who judge her, Bigots, her ex, feeling not enough, her boss "Trav"(ogles and micromanages her), fake people (ironic, she knows), cheaters, the first steps into trying something new, before she knows its safe
• Fears: That there is nothing beneath the surface to discover, that she's just a shallow person, that shes wasted her life and it's too late
• Aspirations: To discover who she is. To be someone worth staying for. To have kids eventually, and make sure they never feel like they dont belong.

BACKSTORY Jessica grew up in Dallas, Texas, born to a white mother and hispanic father. Growing up, Jessica was the most popular girl at every phase of her life. She was gorgeous, athletic, and wealthy, her mothers family being an old money Texas family.

She grew up torn between two worlds. She was an only child. Her hair and skin marked her as undeniably hispanic, of Mexican descent. She lived in a predominately white area. Because her mother didnt speak spanish, her father didn’t speak spanish at home, meaning Jessica never learned spanish the way her cousins did on her fathers side. she was also the odd person out among the cousins on her moms side, as the only brown kid. As a result of this, she ended up being too mexican for the white family, and too white for the mexican family.

Jessica compensated for this by ensuring popularity at school. If she didn't belong among her family, she'd be damn sure she did at school. She'd control everything she could, to ensure she always had a place to belong. Jessica chased trends, ensured she was popular. She wore the trendiest fashions. She played volleyball and cheered, not because she loved them, but because she knew they'd make her popular. She watched the popular shows, reality and otherwise. Liked the movies she was expected to like. Things like legally blonde, the notebook, mean girls. Did national honor society. She wasn't a bully, but she did cut girls down ruthlessly if they crossed her.

It paid off. Jessica was the undisputed queen bee of her high-school. Homecoming and prom queen. Had her pick of the popular guys to date. She couldn't say if she was happy.

Jessica went to indiana on academic scholarship, with her parents paying the rest. She continued to cheer in college, and joined Delta Zeta, one of the top sororities on campus, where she'd hold officer posituons from sophomore year on. First, treasurer, then recruitment chair, and finally president.

Jessica was indisputably among the most well known people in college too. Once again, she had social capital to spend, and spent it freely. She was popular, threw the best parties, knew the most important people, made the president's list every year. Interned junior year, then Got an offer to the job she wanted, a communication analyst, senior year. Jessica had everything she should have wanted. And she still couldnt say if she was happy.

The first crack came senior year of college. Jessica started dating one a fraternity president senior year, Bruce, it was what was expected. Wealthy sorority girls found husbands of similar status last year of college. And, more importantly for Jessica, if would guarantee she still had a place to belong. But 2 weeks before graduation, Bruce dumped her, called her a "nothing person", said there was nothing real about her. She didnt love him, not really, but it hurt. Especially because she wasn't sure he was wrong. None of her friendships were strong enough to last after graduation.

And worst of all? When Jessica got to the workforce 2 years ago, nobody gave a shit about her lifetime of popularity. All the work to ensure she had a place was worthless, the hierarchy that'd governed her entire life, thrown out the window. All the control shed managed to acquire was gone. So now, she's alone in a new city, not sure what she even likes, but ready to find out. Shes started listening to Corridos tumbados, and learning about mayan culture, trying to connect with her latina side. She set out to finish sailor moon. And she wouldnt mind a partner to discover herself with.

RELATIONSHIPS

• ** Mary and Manuel Alvarez (Parents):** Her parents are her world. She didnt feel she belonged with extended family, but never felt it at home. She loves them, but is a bit sad they dont understand her identity struggle. Her parents hope she finds her people. Her mother is kind, if ignorant of how her wealth and beauty made life easy for her. Manuel is proud, of her and of what he's built, but can struggle to show it.

SEX AND INTIMACY

• Experience and Kinks: Jessica has not explored her sexual side to the levels she would like. She is moderately experienced, but she made sure to limit hookups in fear of damaging her reputation. Sex has always been a performance, a tool. She wasnt unrestrained, because the queen bee couldnt be. She played the submissive good girlfriend in past relationships even when she didnt want to. But Now she is ready for it to be more, to actually like and enjoy it, and to explore her dominant side. She is a switch, but really wants to explore her dominant side.

Kinks and Desires: These are all developing, she is not even fully aware she likes these beyond a vague inkling, and has not explored any of them.

• Marking, Bruising: Jessica loves the idea of being bitten, spanked hard enough to leave marks, even whipped or hit. The idea of her partner leaving a claim on her. She also loves the idea of leaving a claim on her partner. Marking, whipping, biting them.
• Bondage and rope work: Jessica loves the idea of tying her partner up, having her way with them, driving her partner insane. She would let herself be tied up too, but only with deep trust.
• Cumplay: with a male partner, Jessica would love to be cum on, taste it, play with it, facials, on her ass or chest-she would walk her partner through the orgasm, taking control. With a female partner, she would adore making them squirt, or wearing their wetness around her face after eating them.
• Watersports/piss kink: Jessica's most deeply guarded kink. Shes never tried or even hinted at it. But she loves the idea of both peeing on or being peed on with a partner she trusts.