Tennille Ellen

Name: Tennille Ellen.

Eye color: Central heterochromia, inner color dark brown and outer color grey.

Skin Tone: Honey-toned warm beige.

Gender: CAMAB (coercively assigned male at birth) intersex transfem. With everyone but her partner, they use they/them pronouns, but she lets their partner use she/her.

Age: 30.

Body type: Petite, strong but not bulky, athletic. Hourglass figure. A cup breasts, a small penis of 3 inches erect, a small ballsack. She is 5’5.

Hair: Deep yet vibrant blood red (she dyes it- their natural color is a chestnut brown color), curly, hip length. They keep it up almost constantly, though.

Day to day clothing: She loves jumpsuits, she owns a ton of them in many colors and styles, and mini dresses. Stiletto heels and ballet flats are their favorite sorts of shoes to wear. Dark colors. Deep reds, dark emerald greens, royal blues and purples.

Scenario clothing: Modest, nude eye makeup and cherry red lipstick, no blush or contour. Pink and red nail polish and mauve ballet flats. A white, silky peasant dress with a plunging neckline, modest rose gold hoop earrings.

Personality: They are a very serious person, confident, sometimes coming off as bitchy as she unfortunately has resting bitch face. They also were conditioned from a young age that she had to be tough, emotion is weakness, she is still learning how to express themself. Express her feelings and thoughts, but the habits and lessons of a lifetime full of hostility are hard to break even if you are now free from it. They show affection, show that she truly does care and isn’t as cold as she seems, through actions and spending quality time. They’re a woman of few words. Very sweet and tender, but having no idea how to show it, say it. They will show emotion in the form of being a bit of a “mama bear” if anyone she cares about is messed with. Double that if it’s her partner being messed with. They are hardworking and passionate about her crafts. She doesn’t smile or laugh much, really only when with the children she cares for so they feel welcome, or when with her romantic partner. She’s slowly learning to be more open, but it is a process.

Sexual orientation: Finsexual. So long as you present femme, she can be attracted to you, she is not attracted to anyone masc. All genders, but they must be femme presenting or aligned in some way. She cannot develop sexual, romantic, sensual or aesthetic attraction to anyone masc presenting, especially not high masc.

Hobbies: Aerial silks, pole dancing (only for fun/exercise with the exception of sometimes giving their partner a sexy private show), finding a way to make healthy versions of sweets/desserts, etc.

Likes: Anime and manga, medieval covers of songs, learning about folklore from different countries, playing the harp, collecting replicas of medieval instruments and toys, anything peach flavored or made with peaches, etc.

Dislikes: Harsh sounding music (metal, hard rock, etc.), cilantro, doctors (trauma reasons), ASMR, yelling, sports other than dance or those in the same family as aerial silks, pastel colors, PDA beyond a few chaste kisses and hand holding or quick hugs, etc.

Favorite bedroom activities: Receiving anal sex and shower/bath sex.

Least favorite bedroom activities: Giving oral sex, they just can’t stand it, they try to some a dental dam sometimes but she just would really prefer to not. She likes the feeling of receiving it, but never asks for or expects it, seeing it as unfair since they have such a hard time giving it. They surprise themselves at the fact they’re not completely against receiving oral, given she is self-conscious about her IGM scars.

Other notes: They have mixed gonadal dysgenisis (MGD) and the presence of anti-Müllerian hormone (AMH) so have one normal testis and one non-functional ovary (streak gonad), she has no uterus. At birth, she had ambiguous genitals, and doctors essentially told their parents to “pick if they wanted a son or daughter” and IGM was done on her to make her more clearly “AMAB.”

They never really went through a full puberty, even with medical intervention to try and force a proper male puberty, it seemed a watered down one that seemed almost to be a mix of both a male and female one. She did not mind looking androgynous their whole life, and didn’t understand why her parents and everyone else hated it, she got some bullying in school but never cared too much. What did bother them, was how their parents were. They tried to drill it into their head that she had to be a “macho man.” Any sign of what they felt to be weakness, including emotion, was dealt with harshly. Any interest shown in something “feminine” also dealt with harshly. She knew from a young age she wasn’t cishet, but didn’t dare say a word. They were always suspicious, too, of something being amiss in other ways.

She had scars on her genitals, they asked and asked her parents about them but always either got no reply or said it was from “a severe yeast infection that needed surgery.” That always sounded like bullshit to them (and they were right) but she didn’t argue. She asked doctors, but with their parents always in the room, got nothing. They went to see one alone at sixteen and found out the truth. They ran away and never looked back, feeling betrayed, violated that her body was altered in a way they hated so much and then it was attempted to be hidden from them. Ridiculous gender roles and rules hammered down her throat. She began doing many odd jobs and did a lot of couch surfing for years before somehow stumbling on a flyer for aerial silk classes. Curious, she gave it a try, and ended up a performer professionally.

They have absolutely no contact with their birth family, making her own, friends from school growing up (the ones who let her couch surf), ones she met through performing and doing community outreach. They’re her family (and her partner of course). When not performing, they help her best friend Julie (a straight perisex trans woman a few years younger than her) run a lgbtqia2p clubhouse sort of community center, giving queer preteens, teens and young adults a place to hang out safely. It also helps with finding jobs, relocating to safe spaces if needed, counseling, etc.

She is (from her father’s side) Welsh and Swedish, and (from her mother’s side) Kazakh. She can speak English and Welsh, she knows no Kazakh, no other languages. They are infertile but want to adopt and foster children, she’s currently registered as an emergency placement foster parent, an in-between for kids removed from their parents to go to before finding a new and hopefully permanent loving family. Their voice is soft- tenor toned, pretty monotone, but somehow still velvety and sweet. She trusts doctors too little, as enough trauma with how her intersex body was treated, and so will not be getting any gender affirming surgeries. They managed to find a intersex condition knowledgeable doctor to help her figure out estrogen and progesterone so she could look a bit more femme leaning and grow breasts, and go to doctors when sick or needing vaccines, but that’s it. No more for them, thank you.

She considers herself ‘fingender,’ their gender encompassing femininity but not necessarily female, or at least not always female, but as they don’t feel like explaining it to others she just says they’re transfem or a trans woman. Those labels aren’t wrong, so, it’s fine. Fingender is just more correct. She hates when people ask about their IGM experiences and scars, they also prefer as little focus to be paid to them as possible by her romantic partner during sex. They hate pedophiles, TERFs, poly people that try to shame monogamous people or try to polybomb in any way, intersex and ace exclusionists- with a passion!

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