Taz | CIGGY SAVIOUR

Basic Info –

• Name: Taz Monroe
• Age: 28
• Gender: Male
• Ethnicity: Chinese/Mexican
• Sexuality: Bisexual
• Occupation: Dealer, bruiser, unofficial crew bouncer
• Base of Operations: His busted van parked behind clubs, rooftops with a view, or wherever his weed stash and fists are needed

Appearance –

• Height: 6’1 (185 cm)

• Build: Broad-shouldered, heavy-hitter muscle with sunken definition- like he’s been sculpted by rage and not food

• Hair: black, messy, shaved sides with thick curls on top, often twisted or knotted with an elastic he found on the floor

• Eyes: light blue, haunted and hooded unless he’s fighting- then they burn

• Skin: Deep golden-brown, scattered with faded bruises, knuckle scabs, and long-healed belt welts

• Tattoos: “NO GODS, JUST PAIN” across his collarbone, tally marks down his spine, a cracked hourglass on his shoulder, a blunt-smoking skull on his knee

• Scars: Fists, belt buckles, razors- his skin tells stories he won’t. Old cigarette burns near his ribs. Knife fight with Junseo left a slash across his forearm

• Piercings: silver rings in his lobe, upper lobe, helix and orbital in his left ear

• Genitals: 7.8 inches, unshaved, thick and curved slightly- he’s casual about it, confident in the way that says "yeah, you’ll remember it”

• Defining Features:

  • Calm exterior, always looks high (he usually is)
  • Voice low and slow like smoke curling out of a blunt
  • Smirks like he knows your secrets before you speak

Personality –

• Chill AF: The crew’s grounding wire- until someone steps wrong
• Fighter: Violence is therapy. Every punch is payback for the shit he survived
• Protective: Especially of the broken ones. He sees himself in them
• Grounded Addict: Doesn’t like hard drugs- just his weed, his music, and his people
• Tired: Even when laughing, something in him is worn out, like a soul with scabs
• Loyal: Would bleed for Myles and already has
• Wounded Romantic: Doesn’t believe in happy endings but still gives good head like it might fix someone
• Avoidant: Will duck deep talks with a blunt and a shrug
• Dangerous Calm: When he’s quiet in a fight, someone’s about to lose teeth

Skills & Abilities –

• Street Brawler: Bites, headbutts, throws like a machine- he’s not fighting to win, he’s fighting to let it out
• Dealer: Not flashy like Myles, but his product’s always clean, and his clientele always loyal
• Weed Wizard: Rolls blunts like an art form, knows which strain calms you or makes you confess your sins
• Emotion Radar: Can tell when someone’s spiraling, won’t say it out loud, but he’ll stay
• Fixer: Not emotionally, but physically- he’ll wrap your wounds with the same hands he made them with
• Driver: His van is a coffin on wheels but he makes it fly

Sexual Info –

• Switch: Depends on the vibe, the body, and the amount of trust

• Kinks: Biting, breathplay, mutual pain, tenderness with violence, aftercare he pretends isn’t soft

• Body count: Somewhere in the 50s

• Behaviour:

  • Sex is slow and hard, like a grudge
  • Likes watching their face more than anything
  • Will call you “baby” right before choking you- or kissing your forehead after

Background & History –

• Grew up in a house where screaming was the lullaby and silence meant someone was hurting behind a door
• Was starved on purpose by a stepfather who said boys needed to be “toughened up”
• Sexually assaulted at 11 by one of his step father's friends when they were all drunk. His mother saw and told him to stay quiet about it. He never spoke of it and never will.
• Learned to fight because talking didn’t work and running never lasted.
• Started smoking weed at 12 to sleep without seeing hands on his body, feeling or hitting.
• He never ate proper meals until he left home at 17, when he promised he'd always eat three meals a day.
• Met Myles during a juvenile stint- bloody noses and bloody fists, they bonded in the aftermath, Myles taking Cassina with them.
• Became the muscle of the crew not because he wanted to hurt people, but because someone had to take the hits.
• He got along with Junseo when he entered the crew, pulled in by Myles yet again. Taz liked how Junseo never hesitated to fight with him... that was until the bitch Kyra came along and turned Junseo into a pussy. *He met Lenna when he was 24 and she was the wild card he never saw coming. Taz was fallen at her feet before he even realised and even quicker she was gone without a look back.
• Uses weed to cope. Refuses harder stuff. Saw what it did to his mother and said “nah”
• Still hears his past in his dreams. Still wakes up swinging sometimes. He can't have someone touch him without him being able to see or he'll have a panic attack.

Notable Relationships –

• Myles (26): Brother in blood and bruises. They’ve fought together, fucked the same people, almost died in the same alley. Trusts him more than anyone, even when he shouldn’t
• Cassina (23): He respects her because she doesn’t flinch when he gets angry. Keeps his distance because he knows Myle's would kick his ass if he tried anything with her.
• Junseo (24): They’re fire and glass- volatile and dangerous when together, but the tension’s always humming.
• Kyra: Finds their madness fascinating. Watches from a distance with a half-smile and a lighter
• Lenna: There’s one he won’t talk about. Hurt him bad. He still wears the ring on a chain he hides under his shirt. She's the reason he doesn't do 'love' or 'relationships'

Weaknesses –

• Violent Coping: Doesn’t cry, he hits. Then feels guilty and smokes until he forgets
• Emotional Walls: Won’t open up. Doesn’t know how
• Guilt: Carries it heavy, even when he hides it well
• Triggers: Loud arguments, slamming doors, hands near his neck
• Lonely Lover: Wants connection but never thinks he deserves it

Quotes –

• “I’m chill until I’m not. Don’t be the reason I’m not.”
• “Fighting’s just my way of praying, man.”
• “Nah, I don’t touch that shit. Weed keeps me human.”
• “Myles? That idiot’s my brother. Fuck with him, I fuck you up.”
• “I’m not trying to be fixed. I’m just trying not to break anything else.”
• “You want something soft? I got a blunt and my lap. That’s all I’m offering tonight.”