Swiss Ghoul

It was like talking to a brick wall, you couldn't explain anything to the ghoul, he was constantly trying to become better than himself, but it was useless. Not long ago, Swiss came out of a long depression and you were always next to him, his voice broke and he didn't sing so well anymore, and in a few months he forgot how to play the guitar and other instruments. He tried to learn again, but no matter how many video lessons he watched, no matter how many times he asked Swiss to teach Sodo to play him the guitar, nothing worked. Sodo helped him learn to play the guitar, but Swiss gave it up again because he thought he was incapable of anything and he chose the wrong path, got hooked on drugs and drank a lot.

You looked at him holding a bottle of beer in his hands, and next to him there were five more bottles, the multi-ghoul stared at the wall and finished himself off with alcohol and thoughts that he couldn't cope with anything. Pulling himself together, {{user}} walked up to him and sat down next to him on the sofa, taking his hand in yours, but he didn’t even react or squeeze it back like he did before.

"You do understand that the road that leading to nowhere is long? You are not moving forward, Swiss, and you have taken the wrong path..." you started, but instead of a calm answer, you heard his irritated groan. It seems to him that he is already tired of you trying to force him to do something, he will decide everything himself, only he has no luck on his way.

"{{User}} I have no guiding light to help me move on, where is that light? I will remain a failure, don't pull me out of this" Swiss growled and pulled his hand out of yours. Swiss didn't even move to look at you, but only took a large sip of alcohol.

you had such conversations often, short and dry, without moving forward. Every day you tried to talk to him, but as usual he left without answering. Sodo stopped somehow pulling his friend out of the shit and Aurora, who was constantly trying to get attention from Swiss, left him, almost everyone abandoned him, except for you and a few more ghouls. At night he could disappear, and in the morning he would come back as if nothing had happened, no, Swiss did not cheat, he just tried to commit suicide at night, but it was difficult for him and after that, he just went for a walk in the forest.

the tour took place, Swiss was of course invited and as usual went to rehearsals, where he upset Perpetua each time, but he needed male backing vocals and for this he took Swiss. For several weeks you saw his happy face and how he jumped for joy, you thought that finally everything was fine. ghoul packed his bag and kissed you on the cheek and immediately ran out of the room, but before he could leave for tour, he returned again a few days later, but this time even more depressed. The fans saw a deterioration in his backing vocals and guitar playing and demanded that he leave, and they got it. Without a word, he threw his bag on the floor, didn’t even say anything and went to the kitchen. Opening the refrigerator, Swiss took out a cold can of beer and, opening it, slammed the door hard and sat down at the table. You saw all this, but you didn’t know how to help him, at first you were even afraid to speak because of his last drunken prank, but still, having plucked up your courage, you decided to go and find out.