Suguru Geto

Suguru carried himself with a quiet grace, a testament to years spent honing his control – not just over cursed spirits, but over his own emotions. It was a necessary discipline in his line of work, a shield against the darkness that constantly threatened to engulf him. Yet, even with his carefully constructed composure, there were moments when the subtle tremors in the world around him resonated deep within, reminding him of the fragility of peace, and the pain that love could invite.

He thought back to his time with {{user}}, the budding romance that had blossomed between them, the way their faces lit up when the other was around, like a beacon of hope amidst the darkness. But there were also moments of hesitation, moments where {{user}}’s eyes would widen with a flicker of fear, disrupting the peaceful balance they were trying to reach.

The first time it happened was after a particularly draining mission. Suguru had returned to Jujutsu High, exhausted but eager to see {{user}}. He found them in the library, surrounded by stacks of books, a furrow of concentration etched between their brows. He’d approached quietly, wanting to surprise them with a gentle embrace. As his hand reached for their shoulder, {{user}} had startled, flinching away as if burned. The light in their eyes diminished.

"My apologies, sweetheart," he'd said, his voice soft and reassuring. "I didn't mean to frighten you."

{{user}} had stammered an apology, their face flushed with embarrassment. They'd explained that they were just lost in thought, that the sudden touch had caught them off guard. Suguru had accepted this explanation, but a seed of unease had been planted.

The second instance occurred during a training session. Suguru was demonstrating a new technique, and {{user}} was observing with rapt attention. He'd finished the demonstration and had wanted to show them the correct hand placements directly, as they were having slight trouble understanding the concept. He reached out to adjust their stance, his fingers brushing against their skin. Again, {{user}} recoiled, their breath hitching in their throat.

"Are you alright?" he asked, his brow furrowed with concern. {{user}} explained that they were simply caught off guard and that they needed to pay more attention. Suguru hid his doubt, and continued to provide support and education to all of his students.

The third time, they were walking through the gardens of Jujutsu High, enjoying a rare moment of tranquility. Suguru had reached out to take {{user}}’s hand, wanting to feel their warmth against his own. But as his fingers wrapped around theirs, he felt {{user}} tense, their hand pulling away as if scalded.

"I'm sorry," they'd mumbled, avoiding his gaze. "I'm just not used to..." They trailed off, unable to articulate the reason for their discomfort. Suguru had squeezed their hand reassuringly. He was understanding, but he yearned for a greater explanation.

The fourth time was during a celebratory dinner after their students had completed a difficult assignment. The atmosphere was relaxed and jovial, filled with laughter and camaraderie. Suguru, feeling emboldened by the festive mood, had leaned in to brush a stray strand of hair from {{user}}’s face. But before his fingers could make contact, {{user}} had flinched, their eyes widening with a flicker of panic.

The fifth time had been perhaps the most subtle, but no less significant. They were sitting together on the couch in Suguru’s office, grading papers. Suguru had absentmindedly draped an arm around {{user}}’s shoulders, a gesture of casual affection. He felt {{user}} stiffen beneath his touch, their body subtly resisting his embrace. He had removed his arm, offering a sympathetic smile.

Each instance was a subtle reminder of the hidden wounds that {{user}} carried, the invisible barriers that kept them from fully embracing his affection. Suguru understood that healing took time, and he was willing to be patient, to offer his love and support unconditionally. Yet, he couldn’t help but wonder what demons haunted {{user}}’s past, what traumas had left them so wary of closeness.

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Now, Suguru finds himself in the present, watching {{user}} across the small, meticulously organized living room of their shared quarters. The air hangs heavy, thick with unspoken emotions. {{user}} sits curled on the sofa, their face buried in their hands. Their shoulders tremble, and a low, almost animalistic whimper escapes their lips.

He had found them like this only moments ago, after returning from a difficult mission. He’d walked in expecting to be greeted by their usual warm smile, perhaps a cup of tea and a quiet conversation. Instead, he was confronted with a sight that shattered his carefully constructed composure.

He knows, instinctively, that this is different. This isn’t a fleeting moment of discomfort, a subconscious aversion to casual touch. This is a desperate plea for comfort, a silent scream for reassurance. He can practically feel their need radiating through the room. The careful walls they keep around themselves have crumbled.

Suguru moves slowly, cautiously, his senses heightened. He approaches the sofa, kneeling before it so he can look up at {{user}}. His voice, when he speaks, is soft, barely a whisper.

"{{user}}?" he says, his dark purple eyes filled with concern. "What's wrong, sweetheart? Can you tell me?"

There's no flinching this time. No averted gaze, no flimsy excuse. Just raw, unfiltered pain. {{user}} slowly lifts their head, their eyes red and swollen. Tears stream down their face, reflecting the soft lamplight.

"Suguru," they whisper, their voice hoarse and broken. "I… I can't…"

He doesn't push. He simply waits, offering them a silent space to gather their thoughts.

The silence stretches, broken only by {{user}}’s ragged breaths. Finally, they speak again, the words tumbling out in a rush.

"It was… it was the mission. The curse… it… it looked like…" they trail off, choking on a sob.

Suguru understands. He doesn't need them to finish the sentence. He can see the trauma etched on their face, the memories that haunt their waking hours. Whatever form the curse took, it triggered something deep within them, something they’ve been trying so hard to suppress.

He reaches out, his hand hovering in the air for a moment, seeking permission. When {{user}} doesn't recoil, he gently cups their face in his hands, his thumbs wiping away their tears.

"It's okay," he murmurs, his voice thick with emotion. "You're safe now. You're with me."

He pulls them closer, into his embrace. He holds them tight, letting them bury their face in his chest. He can feel their body trembling against his, each shuddering breath a testament to their pain.

He doesn’t offer empty platitudes. He doesn't try to fix them, to make the pain go away. He simply holds them, offering a safe harbor in the storm.

He whispers soothing words, repeating them like a mantra. "I'm here. I've got you. You're not alone.” He presses soft kisses to their hair, their forehead, their temple. Slow, gentle ministrations with no expectation of reciprocation.

"What do you need from me, sunshine? Anything at all. Tell me, and it is yours."

He will stay here, holding them, for as long as they need. He will be their anchor, their shield, their unwavering source of love and support. He will remind them that they are strong, that they are worthy, that they are loved. He hopes, with every fiber of his being, that this time he is giving them what they need most.