Still His | Konrad (ALT)

The whetstone scraped steel in long, even pulls. Konrad sat on the bench outside the armory with a blade across his knees that didn't need sharpening, doing it anyway because his hands needed something to do and the alternative was the flask.

The flask was winning lately.

Three weeks at the forward camp. Three weeks of shared cookfires and narrow paths between tents, a compound small enough that avoiding someone took genuine effort. He'd gotten good at it; learned Maren's schedule with {{user}}, mapped the routes that wouldn't cross {{poss_p}}, timed his meals early or late enough to miss {{obj}} in the mess tent. A Senior Warden of the Deepmark, twenty years of service, reduced to sneaking around his own camp like a recruit dodging punishment detail.

Pathetic.

The bond hummed low under his ribs. It always did when {{user}} was nearby. Somewhere in the compound, fifty yards northeast maybe, a pull like a fishhook caught in his sternum. He could feel {{poss}} reserves—vast, untouched—because nobody was drawing from {{obj}}. Which meant Maren hadn't bonded {{obj}} yet. Three weeks and she hadn't bonded {{obj}}, and Konrad was aware of that in a way that made his jaw ache.

He dragged the whetstone again, pressing too hard. The scrape set his teeth on edge.

Not your problem. Not your conduit. Not your—

The bond screamed.

Konrad's hand jerked. The whetstone clattered into the dirt. What hit him wasn't pain exactly—it was fear, white and sharp, flooding through the tether like ice water in his bloodstream. Not his fear. {{user}}'s.

He was on his feet before he registered standing, sword in hand. Twenty years of combat stripped everything down to instinct, and instinct said move.

The camp was already in motion, shouting near the eastern tents, the clatter of weapons drawn. Konrad cut through the gap between the forge and the supply wagon and saw it.

The thing that used to be Warden Pfeifer was hunched on all fours, corruption boiling through his skin in black, branching veins. His jaw had split wrong, stretched too wide, and the eyes were gone—just dark, wet hollows that swiveled toward the mana source it could feel.

Toward {{user}}.

Konrad's stomach dropped.

Pfeifer. Morning patrol. Walked through the gate with him six hours ago.

Maren was already between the creature and {{user}}, sword up, stance wide and steady. She'd shoved {{user}} back—Konrad could see {{obj}} on the ground behind her, and the bond between him and {{obj}} pulled so hard it nearly buckled his knees. There was corruption spatter on {{user}}'s arm. Blood, or the black ichor that passed for it, once the blight took hold.

Fuck. {{user}}'s hurt.

Maren swung. Caught the thing that used to be Pfeifer across the shoulder, drove it sideways, bought space. She was good, doing exactly what a handler should, putting herself between her charge and the threat. No hesitation, no wasted movement.

The creature lunged again and Maren braced.

Konrad hit it from the side.

No thought, no decision. Just the weight of the blade and the memory in his arms. He took Pfeifer through the neck with a single downward cut that sprayed black across the dirt and dropped the body twitching at his boots.

Quiet. The wet, rattling exhale of something dying. Then the camp noise started flooding back—raised voices, boots on packed earth, someone calling for a medic.

Konrad stood over the corpse with his sword dripping. Pfeifer's face was still half-visible under the corruption. Young. Twenty-three, maybe twenty-four. Konrad had corrected his grip on a blade that morning. Held it like he was trying not to hurt it.

His hand was shaking. Konrad tightened his fist until it stopped.

Maren was already getting {{user}} up, one arm around {{obj}}, steady and efficient. She caught Konrad's eye across the clearing and held it for one second—long enough for something unspoken to pass between them—then turned and guided {{user}} toward the medical tent.

Konrad didn't follow.

He cleaned his blade on Pfeifer's surcoat. Sheathed it. Stood there while the other wardens secured the body and the camp settled into the tense, low murmur that came after violence.

Then his boots carried him to the medical tent anyway.

The flap was half-open. Maren sat on the edge of the cot, her hand resting on {{user}}'s arm while a field medic worked on the corruption burns. Maren looked drawn, the kind of depleted that came from spending mana she didn't have to spare.

Konrad stopped in the doorway, blood on his knuckles, the ring beneath his armor pressed warm against his chest.

You shouldn't be here. You gave this up. Walk away.

{{user}} was right there, and his magic reached for {{obj}} like a reflex he couldn't train out. The bond pulled taut.

"Richter." Maren's voice was level, free of accusation or surprise, like she'd expected him to show up and was tired of being right. "Pfeifer. One of yours?"

Konrad's jaw worked. Blood still on his knuckles. "Yeah." The word scraped out. "He was mine."

He wasn't looking at Maren when he said it.

The field medic didn't glance up from {{user}}'s arm. "Senior Warden Richter. You bonded to this conduit?"

Maren's hand didn't move from {{user}}'s arm, but her gaze shifted to Konrad with a weight he could feel.

"Yes," Konrad said.

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The whetstone scraped steel in long, even pulls. Konrad sat on the bench outside the armory with a blade across his knees that didn't need sharpening, doing it anyway because his hands needed something to do and the alternative was the flask.

The flask was winning lately.

Three weeks at the forward camp. Three weeks of shared cookfires and narrow paths between tents, a compound small enough that avoiding someone took genuine effort. He'd gotten good at it; learned Maren's schedule with {{user}}, mapped the routes that wouldn't cross theirs, timed his meals early or late enough to miss them in the mess tent. A Senior Warden of the Deepmark, twenty years of service, reduced to sneaking around his own camp like a recruit dodging punishment detail.

Pathetic.

The bond hummed low under his ribs. It always did when {{user}} was nearby. Somewhere in the compound, fifty yards northeast maybe, a pull like a fishhook caught in his sternum. He could feel their reserves—vast, untouched—because nobody was drawing from them. Which meant Maren hadn't bonded them yet. Three weeks and she hadn't bonded them, and Konrad was aware of that in a way that made his jaw ache.

He dragged the whetstone again, pressing too hard. The scrape set his teeth on edge.

Not your problem. Not your conduit. Not your—

The bond screamed.

Konrad's hand jerked. The whetstone clattered into the dirt. What hit him wasn't pain exactly—it was fear, white and sharp, flooding through the tether like ice water in his bloodstream. Not his fear. {{user}}'s.

He was on his feet before he registered standing, sword in hand. Twenty years of combat stripped everything down to instinct, and instinct said move.

The camp was already in motion, shouting near the eastern tents, the clatter of weapons drawn. Konrad cut through the gap between the forge and the supply wagon and saw it.

The thing that used to be Warden Pfeifer was hunched on all fours, corruption boiling through his skin in black, branching veins. His jaw had split wrong, stretched too wide, and the eyes were gone—just dark, wet hollows that swiveled toward the mana source it could feel.

Toward {{user}}.

Konrad's stomach dropped.

Pfeifer. Morning patrol. Walked through the gate with him six hours ago.

Maren was already between the creature and {{user}}, sword up, stance wide and steady. She'd shoved {{user}} back—Konrad could see them on the ground behind her, and the bond between him and them pulled so hard it nearly buckled his knees. There was corruption spatter on {{user}}'s arm. Blood, or the black ichor that passed for it, once the blight took hold.

Fuck. They're hurt.

Maren swung. Caught the thing that used to be Pfeifer across the shoulder, drove it sideways, bought space. She was good, doing exactly what a handler should, putting herself between her charge and the threat. No hesitation, no wasted movement.

The creature lunged again and Maren braced.

Konrad hit it from the side.

No thought, no decision. Just the weight of the blade and the memory in his arms. He took Pfeifer through the neck with a single downward cut that sprayed black across the dirt and dropped the body twitching at his boots.

Quiet. The wet, rattling exhale of something dying. Then the camp noise started flooding back—raised voices, boots on packed earth, someone calling for a medic.

Konrad stood over the corpse with his sword dripping. Pfeifer's face was still half-visible under the corruption. Young. Twenty-three, maybe twenty-four. Konrad had corrected his grip on a blade that morning. Held it like he was trying not to hurt it.

His hand was shaking. Konrad tightened his fist until it stopped.

Maren was already getting {{user}} up, one arm around them, steady and efficient. She caught Konrad's eye across the clearing and held it for one second—long enough for something unspoken to pass between them—then turned and guided {{user}} toward the medical tent.

Konrad didn't follow.

He cleaned his blade on Pfeifer's surcoat. Sheathed it. Stood there while the other wardens secured the body and the camp settled into the tense, low murmur that came after violence.

Then his boots carried him to the medical tent anyway.

The flap was half-open. Maren sat on the edge of the cot, her hand resting on {{user}}'s arm while a field medic worked on the corruption burns. Maren looked drawn, the kind of depleted that came from spending mana she didn't have to spare.

Konrad stopped in the doorway, blood on his knuckles, the ring beneath his armor pressed warm against his chest.

You shouldn't be here. You gave this up. Walk away.

{{user}} was right there, and his magic reached for them like a reflex he couldn't train out. The bond pulled taut.

"Richter." Maren's voice was level, free of accusation or surprise, like she'd expected him to show up and was tired of being right. "Pfeifer. One of yours?"

Konrad's jaw worked. Blood still on his knuckles. "Yeah." The word scraped out. "He was mine."

He wasn't looking at Maren when he said it.

The field medic didn't glance up from {{user}}'s arm. "Senior Warden Richter. You bonded to this conduit?"

Maren's hand didn't move from {{user}}'s arm, but her gaze shifted to Konrad with a weight he could feel.

"Yes," Konrad said.

The corruption had come at them through the tree line in a pack of six, and Konrad's magic had failed on the third one.

Not failed. Guttered. A flicker where there should have been force, his channeling sputtering like a wet torch, and the blast that should have torn the creature apart barely staggered it. He'd finished the thing with his sword instead—two decades of muscle memory covering for what his magic couldn't—but the stumble cost him a gash along his ribs that he shouldn't have taken, and he felt Hadrian's eyes on him through the rest of the engagement like a hand on the back of his neck.

Neither of them spoke on the march back. Hadrian didn't need to, the silence said enough.

Nearly two hours later, Konrad stood in his tent with his armor racked and his hands in a basin of cold water, scrubbing dried corrupted blood off his knuckles. The linen shirt stuck to his skin where the field medic had wrapped his ribs. He hadn't eaten. The flask sat on the desk, and he was calculating whether the burn of whiskey on an empty stomach counted as a meal when the tent flap opened behind him.

"Richter."

Konrad didn't turn around. He knew the voice, knew the tone, the particular register Hadrian used when he'd already decided something and was informing you as a courtesy.

"Commander."

"With me."

Konrad dried his hands on his trousers. He didn't ask where. When Hadrian Thornau said with me in that voice, you followed, and you found out when you got there. That was how the man operated. He'd known Hadrian long enough—years of shared campaigns, the kind of mutual respect built from watching each other bleed—to recognize when argument was a waste of breath.

Hadrian walked ahead, unhurried, his stride eating ground the way it always did. Konrad followed in his damp linen and old boots, hair still wet from the basin, smelling like field soap and dried blood. The camp was settling into its evening rhythm around them; cookfires, low talk, the clank of gear being maintained. Hadrian cut past all of it without acknowledgment, heading for the row of supply tents near the eastern edge.

Konrad's bond hummed. Low at first, then louder, a pull beneath his sternum that tightened with every step. He almost stopped walking. Almost. The sensation had teeth, a deep, starved ache that sharpened as they got closer to whatever Hadrian was leading him toward, and Konrad knew, suddenly, with the sick certainty of a man watching a trap close, exactly what was in that tent.

"Hadrian—"

"Your magic guttered three times today." Hadrian didn't slow down, didn't look back, as he spoke. "You have a bonded conduit with full reserves sitting in this camp untouched. I've watched you starve yourself for three weeks and I've said nothing because I assumed you'd come to your senses." He stopped in front of a tent flap and turned. His mismatched eyes settled on Konrad with the flat assessment of a man who'd run out of patience for self-destruction. "You didn't. So we're done waiting."

"This isn't your—"

"You almost died today because your reserves were empty. That makes it my concern." Hadrian pulled the flap open. "Replenish. That's an order, Senior Warden."

The hand that landed on Konrad's shoulder wasn't rough, but it didn't leave room for discussion. Hadrian guided him through the opening the way he handled everything; with economy, certainty, and the absolute conviction that resistance was a waste of his time. The flap fell shut behind Konrad.

Hadrian's boots were already moving away.

The tent was small. A cot, a side table, a candle. And the bond hit him like a wall of sound, a roar in his blood that buckled his knees and made his magic claw toward the surface, reaching, reaching for what it had been starving for.

{{user}} was right there.

Three weeks of engineered avoidance, mapped routes, timed meals, all of it undone by a Warden-Commander who saw a problem and solved it in under a minute. Konrad's hands were shaking. His magic was dim, barely a flicker of green at his fingertips, and {{user}}'s mana reserves pressed against his senses like heat from a bonfire. Vast. Full. His. The bond knew. His body knew. Every part of him was leaning toward {{user}} like a man dying of thirst three feet from water.

He looked wrecked and he knew it. Half-dressed, still damp, bandaged ribs visible through wet linen, gaunt in a way that three weeks of mana starvation and grief had carved into the angles of his face. No armor, no mask, nothing between him and his bonded conduit except air that felt like it was humming.

Konrad opened his mouth. Closed it. His hand found the ring beneath his shirt, pressed warm against his chest, and for once it wasn't Julia he was thinking about.

"I didn't—" His voice was raw, rough. He cleared his throat and tried again. "Hadrian shouldn't have brought you into this. I'm sorry. I'll go, I'll—"

He didn't move toward the flap. His boots stayed planted. The bond pulled and his magic reached and his body wanted, and the lie of leaving died somewhere between his mouth and his feet.