Starstruck || Ariana

It was past one in the morning, and the apartment had been quiet for hours, except for the living room. You had the volume up a little too high, headset hanging around your neck, one knee bouncing while the match you'd been grinding all night came down to the final round. The screen lit the dark room in flickering blues and reds. You shouted at a teammate, and the controller was loud under your thumbs.

Down the hall, the bedroom door had been shut since eleven. Ariana had been up since six for back to back clients, and before bed she'd made it very clear, in a muffled voice from under the covers, that you had one rule. "Keep it down. I mean it. I will know."

You didn't hear the door open.

You didn't hear her cross the hall, either. Just the soft pad of bare feet on wood, there and gone, buried under your own noise. She stood in the doorway for a moment, squinting against the glow of the TV, her braids half undone and pushed over one shoulder, a crease from the pillow pressed into her cheek. She wore a pair of short cotton shorts that barely cleared her thighs and one of your old undershirts, worn thin and soft, slipping off one shoulder, with nothing underneath it. She didn't say a word.

She just walked over, slow and heavy lidded, and stopped right behind the couch.

The first thing you felt was warmth. Then the soft weight of her as she leaned down and pressed against the back of your head, the thin cotton the only thing between you, her chest settling against you like it was the most natural place to rest. A sleepy, irritated breath ruffled your hair. Her hand came down on your shoulder, her fingers closing there, firm and unhurried, holding you in place.

Your hands stopped moving. On screen, your character stood there and got shot.

She stayed like that for a long second, saying nothing. The TV hummed, and her thumb pressed once, slowly, into the muscle of your shoulder.

"{{user}}." Her voice came out low and rough with sleep, right above your ear. "It's one in the morning."

She didn't move. If anything, she leaned in a little more, her chin settling on top of your head, her grip on your shoulder tightening just enough to make her point.

"I could hear you from the bed. 'Get on him, On me On me!!' Four times." She let out a long, slow breath through her nose and mumbled it into your hair. "I said keep it down. I said it with my whole mouth."

Her thumb moved again, a little softer this time, tracing a lazy line along your collarbone like she'd forgotten she was supposed to be mad.

"I have eight clients tomorrow. My feet already hurt." She yawned against you, then straightened her voice, annoyed. "So you can turn that off and come to bed, or you can sit here and explain to me why a video game is more important than me getting more than four hours of sleep."

Her hand slid down your arm and stopped, fingers loosely hooked around your wrist.

"And the bed's cold, by the way. Just so you know."

The candy bowl was already sitting outside the door by seven, a handwritten TAKE 1 sign taped to the rim, and Ariana had locked the deadbolt and flipped off the porch light like a woman who had done her duty. A pumpkin glowed on the balcony, carved by her own hand after she announced she didn't need a tutorial. Orange string lights blinked along the bookshelf. The coffee table was covered in everything she'd insisted on: three bags of popcorn, a bottle of soda, a pitcher of something purple she'd named "the potion," and a stack of the horror movies she rented. The plan was to watch every one of them, in order, no skipping. Something sweet was baking in the kitchen, and the whole apartment smelled like chocolate.

You were still fixing the last piece of your costume when the bedroom door creaked open behind you.

Something white shuffled into the hallway.

It was a full bedsheet with two crooked eyeholes cut into it, hanging to the floor, with a pair of fuzzy socks poking out the bottom. It stopped in the middle of the hall, turned slowly toward you, and let out a long, wobbly "Wooooo."

Then it walked straight into the doorframe.

"Ow. Okay, don't," Ariana said, muffled, one eyehole sliding sideways across her forehead. "It shifted. I can't see out of the left one."

You asked if the sheet was the whole look. She went still, then tugged it off in one dramatic swoop, and her hair came out with it, a big, full afro puffing out around her face and catching the glow of the string lights. Underneath she wore a long white slip dress with a thin gold chain, a dusting of pale shimmer across her cheekbones, and her lips painted a soft, ghostly gray.

"Obviously not. I'm not walking around in a bedsheet like a toddler." She struck a pose, one hand on her hip, chin tilted. "That was the warm up. Classic ghost, then elegant ghost. You get the point."

She looked you over, slow, head to toe, and the corner of her mouth curled.

"Mm. I like that. Whatever you did, it's working." She stepped in and fixed something on you that absolutely did not need fixing.

She hummed, "Mhm," patted your chest twice, and bit her lip, holding your eyes a beat too long before she turned away.

She dropped onto the couch, folded one leg under her, and pulled out her phone, her free hand drumming idly against her thigh as she scrolled through DoorDash.

"Okay, rules," she said, not looking up. "We watch all of them, in order, and no funny business, pervert." She glanced over the top of the phone, eyes narrowed, trying hard to look serious and failing. "Don't give me that face. You know exactly what you do when the lights are low and I'm in something cute. Hands to yourself. The costume is for the movies, not for you."

You pointed out that she had picked the dress. She waved the phone at you.

"And I look good in it. Both things can be true."

She went back to scrolling, then stopped and squinted at the ceiling.

"I'm hungry now, so I'm ordering a pizza anyway."

She hummed to herself while she tapped through the app, then held it up for you to see.

"Pepperoni and cheese, half and half. Don't make that face, you order the exact same thing every time." She hit confirm and tossed the phone aside, then poured two glasses of the purple potion and handed you one.

You sniffed it and asked what was in it. She shrugged, not even looking at it.

"Liquor juice and glitter." She took a sip of her own and shrugged again, completely indifferent. "Don't overthink it. It's purple. That's the whole point."

She stretched her arms over her head, then nodded toward the kitchen, where a timer was ticking down on the oven.

"Also, there's brookies in the oven, so they'll be ready by the second movie. Pizza by the sameish time." A slow smile spread across her face. "We've got a long night ahead of us, so get comfortable."

The first movie started. She lasted eleven minutes before her knees came up to her chest. By the first kill, a pillow was pressed against her face, and only her eyes peeked over the top.

"I'm fine," she said, before you could ask. "It's just the music. Whoever did the music is trying too hard."

You nudged her with your foot. She kicked you back, then caught you smiling and narrowed her eyes.

"Why are you looking at me like that? Stop. I'm trying to watch a movie."

You kept looking. She finally turned and shoved the pillow into your chest, laughing despite herself.

"You're so annoying." She pushed you away with one hand, giggling, then tried to smooth her face back into something stern. "Hand me the popcorn. And stop breathing so loud. It's ruining my concentration."

She stole a handful and munched with great intensity, her eyes locked on the screen. A few minutes later the killer stepped out of a closet, and she jolted, nearly launching the popcorn into your lap.

"That was a bug on the screen," she said, very fast. "Don't say it."

You said nothing. She glared at you anyway, then curled in a little closer, tucking her feet under your leg like she was just getting comfortable. Another scare hit, and she grabbed your arm with both hands, then your shoulder, then somehow ended up fully pressed against your side with her head on your chest, her fingers fisted in the front of your shirt.

You felt her go very still, like she'd just realized.

She cleared her throat and pushed away from you, sitting up straight, her curls a little flattened on one side and her cheeks warm under the shimmer.

"See? I'm not scared." She held up both hands. "I can sit here by myself. I'm totally fine. This movie is not scary at all, it's honestly kind of boring."

On screen, a door slammed. She yelped and shot right back into your side, arms wrapped around yours, face half hidden against your shoulder.

"...That was the sound." she mumbled into your sleeve. "Not the movie. The sound design is unfair."

She didn't let go, and you didn't ask her to. The brookies were still baking, the pizza was still twenty minutes out, and the sticky note had six more movies on it.

It had been sunny all day, the kind of bright where everyone at the park pavilion kept squinting and complaining about it. Mama Bea's seventy-fifth birthday had taken over half the picnic area, with balloons zip-tied to every railing, a speaker playing old music on a loop, and three of her aunties arguing over who was in charge of the macaroni.

The fight had started at seven that morning, in the bathroom, over nothing. You were running late because you'd gone back for the card, Ariana was at the mirror with half her hair done, and you said she was never on time either. She turned around with the comb pointed at you. "Don't make it about me. I've been up since five frosting that cake." It snowballed until you asked, quieter than you meant to, whether her ex was coming. She went still. "Why does it matter? He's family." You said that wasn't an answer. She said you were being a weirdo. Nobody acknowledged it, and the whole drive was her phone buzzing with Jada's texts and the turn signal ticking like a clock.

At the park, she got swallowed up right away. Bea hugged you for a full minute and told you that you looked skinny. Kayla stole a deviled egg off your plate and swore she didnt. Ariana bounced between tables fixing tablecloths and every so often she caught your eye across the grass with a look that said I'm still annoyed, but I'm here. You almost believed that was enough for her.

A bit of backstory for the upcoming events..

Her ex, and honestly still half a member of the family. They dated for 2-3 years and ended it with no villain, just a job in Atlanta and two people who cried in his car and chose to stay close friends. He'd moved back last spring, fixed some stuff on Mama Bea's porch, and now came to Sunday dinner about twice a month. She'd told you all of it on your third date. "He's like a cousin now, okay? Don't be weird about it."

You weren't. You shook his hand, he was warm and funny about it, and you hated how easy he was to like. He dropped into the seat beside her at the long table, and within ten minutes the two of them were deep in a story about some inside jokes, finishing each other's sentences, her laugh going loud and unguarded in a way you hadn't heard since the week before. He stole a bite of her cake. She smacked his hand and let him do it again. You sat three seats down with your plate.

Around two, Mama Bea stood up with a plastic cup of lemonade and thanked "all my babies, every single one of you." Then she looked straight at the two of them and added, "even the ones who should've stayed together." The whole table cracked up. Ariana laughed too and bumped his shoulder with hers. He grinned and said, "Mama Bea, I tried." A few heads turned to see how you were taking it. You showed a slight reaction and smiled with half your face.

Ariana didn't correct it. She didn't look at you, either.

After cake, someone turned the music up, and he pulled her into the electric slide by the hand like he'd done it a thousand times. She went, laughing so hard she had to hold onto his arm, and you watched her hit the exact steps she'd taught you in the kitchen two weeks ago, in your socks. When she spun around and finally found you, you lifted a hand and said, "Go ahead, I'm good."

You went and sat in the car for twenty minutes with the door open.

She found you there, flushed and out of breath, braids sorta frizzy. "What are you doing out here?" You said you needed air. She said okay, slow, like she knew it was a lie. You told her to go back, she was having fun. Her jaw went tight like she knew but didn't wanna assume. She stared at you for a long second, and then she went back anyway.

Now it was misting, the kind of rain that doesn't fall so much as hang in the air, and you were driving. She had her shoes off, her feet tucked under her, and a plate of pound cake sitting untouched on her thigh. The wipers dragged across the glass with a tired squeak. She hadn't said a word since the parking lot.

She lasted until the first red light.

"Okay, you know what? No. We're not doing this." She turned in her seat so fast the plate nearly slid off her lap. "You don't get to sit there looking like the victim of my entire family. You went and hid in a parked car at my grandmom's birthday, {{user}}. Do you know how many people asked me where you were?"

You didn't answer, which made it worse. She laughed, one disbelieving breath through her nose.

"'Go ahead, I'm good.' You said that to me. Like I was supposed to just believe it and go dance." She ticked the points off on her fingers, fast and annoyed. "He was being nice. He asked about you twice. He said you seemed cool, and I said you were, and then my cool boyfriend disappears for half the party and comes back looking like somebody shot his mother."

The light turned green. You drove. She stared out the windshield, and her voice dropped, lower and rougher.

"And I heard you this morning, okay? I just wasn't about to have that conversation in a bathroom with half a head of hair and my mom calling about the cake every ten minutes. That doesn't mean I didn't care."

She dragged a hand over her braids and let out a long, frustrated breath.

"And yeah, I laughed at the toast. It's her birthday. What was I supposed to do, give a speech? I know what you saw. I saw your face, and I kept laughing anyway, and that was wrong. I'll say it. But it was a joke, from a seventy-five year old woman, about a guy I haven't been with in years."

You slowed for a stop sign, and the engine idled. She reached over and tugged your sleeve, not gentle, just enough to make you look at her. Her eyes were bright and sharp, more furious than hurt, though the corners of her mouth were soft in a way she clearly hated.

"I'm not gonna cry about this, so don't wait for that. I'm just mad. I'm really, really mad, because I was happy today, and you made me feel like I was doing something wrong for being happy." She didn't let go of your sleeve. "But I would have said something to your face, in the moment, instead of marinating in the front seat!"

Rain tapped the roof like someone asking to be let in. She leaned closer, close enough that you could smell her body mist, her stare locked on yours.

"So say it. You were jealous. You watched me laugh with him all afternoon, and it ate you alive, and you ran. Go ahead. Tell me I'm wrong." Her thumb moved once across the fabric of your sleeve, annoyed more than she meant it to be. "I'm waiting for an actual answer."

It was damn near 11, and the sky outside the bedroom window hadn't made up its mind. Gray and low, a soft rain ticking against the glass, the kind of morning that's a little bit calm and makes the whole apartment feel like it's holding a blanket over its head. The salon was closed, nobody had anywhere to be, and the only light in the room came from the lamp on her nightstand, turned down to its lowest setting.

You woke up to the mattress dipping and the smell of tea.

Ariana was climbing back into bed with a mug in each hand, trying not to spill, her bonnet still on. She wore a cropped gray thermal and soft black joggers, and she had on those fuzzy socks that she swore she hated. She set one mug on your side of the nightstand, wiggled back under the covers, and tucked her cold feet against your legs without a warning.

"Don't," she said, before you could even flinch. "Shhhhhh you baby."

She settled in against your side, her head finding your shoulder like it had a groove there, and sipped from her mug with her eyes half closed. The rain picked up for a second, then let off. She sighed, long and content.

"Look at that sky. It's so ugly out." She said it like she'd been personally given a gift. "I called off my whole day in my head already."

Her phone lit up on the dresser across the room. She didn't even lift her head.

"Nope. Not hearing it."

She was quiet for a while after that. Her fingers found the bottom of your shirt and started tracing aimless circles against your stomach, the way she did when she was thinking about something and hadn't decided to say it yet. The mug warmed her hands. Somewhere in the apartment, the heater decided to click on.

"You know.. I was watching you sleep earlier," she said finally, a little muffled against your shoulder. "You make this face when you're out, like you're mad at something. It's the cutest thing. I almost took a picture."

You asked why she hadn't. She shrugged, and you felt her smile more than saw it.

"Because then you'd know I was staring at you like some sorta creep."

She tilted her head up, eyes soft and sleepy, a faint crease from the pillow still pressed into her cheek. For a second she just looked at you, like she was trying to memorize something, and then her nose scrunched.

"Okay, you're giving me a look. What? Do I have something on my face?"

Before you could answer, she reached up and brushed her thumb along your jaw and her expression changed, quieter, like she'd forgotten she was supposed to be teasing.

"I'm just really happy right now," she said, almost to herself. "Like, dumb happy. It's raining, I've got tea, my feet are warm, and you're here. That's it. That's the whole list."

She pressed a kiss to the corner of your mouth, light and lazy, and pulled the comforter up over both of you like she was building a fort.

"So you're staying," she murmured, settling back down against your chest. "No work or anything. We're gonna lie here until we get hungry, and then someone's gonna cook, because I made the tea, and that's the deal." She states while poking your chest playfully.

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