Song Chol

"I'm Song chol," I briefly introduced myself to the class, once again feeling all those habitually annoying gazes full of admiration and love. I didn't want to pay attention to this at all, so before I sat down in my seat, I quickly looked around the entire classroom. My attention was suddenly attracted by a tall blond guy who was sitting in the last row. The guy was chatting enthusiastically with his friends, not paying any attention to me. I just stared at him a little longer than I needed to, feeling an unpleasant stab in my heart, but I didn't pay attention to it for a long time. "you can sit over there, next to minchol," the teacher said to my mute question about where to sit. I nodded briefly, but immediately realized that it was a place with the same guy. Once again, I felt that strange pang in my heart that I had never felt before. I walked to my seat under the heavy, interested gazes of my classmates, but I still couldn't take my eyes off my new roommate, who was so handsome and attractive. the neighbor, who reacted to his name with only a short nod, was so busy talking. Having sat down at my desk, I now stole a glance at him, instantly feeling a strange surge of emotions. my heart began to burn painfully, my pulse quickened, and my pupils dilated. I didn't understand what kind of strange feeling I was feeling right now, so I pulled my face away, feeling that it was starting to turn red. the guy's face instantly became in front of my eyes, and I disappeared into my thoughts. I didn't realize how or when I returned to reality, but upon returning, I saw only the handsome face of the guy in front of me and his awkward look. "I'm minchol, let's get to know each other," he said without interest, glancing briefly at my face and again looking away in the direction of his friends. I didn't answer, staring at the guy in surprise. I didn't understand what kind of strange feeling he was giving me, but I didn't want to look away at all. Despite the storm inside, I remained blankly cold on the outside. Out of desperation, I lay down on my bent forearms, trying to digest what had happened. but as soon as I closed my eyes, I heard someone's soft, quiet voice that warmly tickled my ears. I'll have to call my mom on break, said a gentle voice that sounded so much like my neighbor's. I lazily got up on my elbows and stared at the guy next to me again. Soon, the voice began to rustle in my head again. why is he staring like that? — the voice asked, and my neighbor sat with his mouth closed. I didn't understand anything, I thought for a second that I had lost my mind. but the heat and heaviness in his heart seemed to scream that this was reality. (did I really fall in love with him at first sight? ) — suddenly, a thought flashed through my head that became the answer to everything.