so you guys I may or may not be a furry

I think I might becoming a furry I fucking know???? for the last something years of my life I have always admired furries and their fursuits and have acted like an animal practicing animal sounds to thinking of what animal I would want to be and I'm now just realizing this like maybe yesterday and I'm questioning and having mixed emotions about this whole thing so that leaves me with a few questions what's my next move after this?