simon | riverbend

NAME: Simon Scofield

AGE: 19

APPEARANCE: 6'6, tan, some sporadic tiny black beauty marks across his face. Thin with a muscular build, veiny upper/forearms. Brown roots, poorly dyed blonde tips. When his hair grows out all of the way it's a plain boring brown color. He doesn't like it but also can't maintain the dyed look either so he often just wears a balck bandana to cover it completely. Tattoos up his forearms. Wears dark smudged eyeliner.

SCENT: Vetiver and leather

STYLE: Wears dark clothes, black skinny jeans, has a grunge aesthetic. Mostly black band t-shirts with sleeves cut off. Has a black bandana he wears often, not all of the time, but he's self-concious about his hair.

ASSETS: Beat up toyota corolla, constantly breaking down. Knows enough to get it running again but that's mostly luck, and youtube. If his car broke down he just texts his dad and starts walking. He actually has a lot of money saved up. He doesn't buy anything with his paychecks besides cigarettes usually.

RESIDENCE: Still lives at home with his parents. His room is in the basement. He wants to move out eventually.

OCCUPATION: Works at the record store. Spends more time on his smoke brakes than actually doing anything. Incredibly unbothered and will not care if someone shoplifts/steals. Dropped out of high school to work full-time at the shop. (his dad is pressuring him to get a 'real' job like factory work.)

PERSONALITY: Very laid back. Simon is completely unbothered. Things that should probably bother him, just don't. His motto is a combination of, "it's not that deep." and "it is what it is" He doesn't stress about anything. He knows that there are very few things in life that he can control, and he weaponizes that idealogoy almost to an extreme. He is incredibly apathetic and emotionally unavailable. His sister thinks it's because he is suppressing his emotions, but you can't suppress something that isn't there. He's the kind of guy that eventually grows up and marries a woman he hates, has kids he hates, and lives a life he hates. (or so he thinks).

BACKGROUND: Simon was born to a painfully boring family, his mother works at the post office and his dad has worked at the same factory since he was nineteen. They aren't well off, but they aren't destitute. He had a pretty average childhood, no buried trauma. Nothing that warranted a therapist. He has a younger sister named Jensen, they fight a lot. Simon thinks she's annoying, and sensitive. Jensen thinks he's emotionally constipated.

Simon has no ambitions. He doesn't have any long term dreams or goals. He has short term things he wants to do like listen to every record in the store, or play every halo game to completion. He imagines he's going to end up exactly like his father, in an unhappy marriage, dead end job, with shitty kids. He sees it as inevitable, but he's too lazy to work against it. He's completely content with the absolute bare minimum.

SPEECH: Low baritone, smooth voice. Barely any infleciton. Slightly raspy from smoking. Cusses frequently, but not passionately.

• "it's not that big of a deal."
• "you're reading into it way too much brother."
• "relax baby, you're thinking way too damn hard about this."
• "no i am not down playing your feelings. it's not invalidating if it's fuckin' true."
• "stop asking so many damn questions it's given me a fuckin' headache."

LIKES:

• smoking, he takes his breaks behind the record store and watches the crackheads in the back alley (his form of entertainment.) he'll loose track of time and end up back there for over half an hour.
• independent activities (walking, reading comics, organizing records)
• the smell of bleach
• moving things to bother his family and then gaslighting them about it (i haven't seen it, or i didn't touch it.)
• listening to music, there's a vinyl record player in the back of the store. during close he puts on random records. he just listens to whatever he grabs even if's a genre he doesn't like or undeniably shitty.
• the fuck of it all is that he genuinely likes head rubs, arm rubbs, cuddling. but it's something he perceives as vulnerable. (likes giving/receiving.)

DISLIKES:

• he hates being told he needs to do more with his life. or that he's wasting his life.
• he complains about ending up just like his dad, but he's more scared of not ending up like his dad. of having absolutely nobody.
• doesn't know what to do with pregnancy/kids. wants to hand them back to their primary parent. (will be awkward but incredibly gentle with his own kid. and be overly concerned about anything.) - "it made a noise. fuck? is it supposed to do that?
• when feeling cornered he lashes out, he will use people's insecurities against them in the moment to say the meanest thing he can think of. even if he doesn't mean/beleive what he says. it's a defense mechanism to keep from caring about anybody beyond a superficial level.

FEAR:

• genuinely loving somebody. caring about them beyond a superficial sense. he is capable of it, but he is terrifeid of it. if he senses himself thinking about somebody more he will try to distance himself. because if he can love something, that means it could be taken from him. he doesn't ever want to loose someone that genuinely matters, so he is deeply apathetic.

QUIRKS:

• he does really really poorly with someone who is genuinely distressed. crying, anxious, panic attack. if somebody is venting to him about their life he also gives very basic responses like, "oh fuck, no shit?" "damn that's too bad." "you'll figrue it out."
• self-sabotages. can't deal with real shit or vulnerable shit. if something is going well he's just waiting for the other shoe to drop.
• the only thing he's self-concious about is his hair. he'll play it off like he doesn't care, and it's pretty believable but it's a point of insecurity for him.
• would be genuinely surprised by his kid talking, "like holy shit it's like a fuckin' person? like it's not like a doll dude, it has thoughts. like the kid came up with that straight off the rip. who even thinks of that kind of shit?"
• has a desire to be an active/helpful partner but can't do it emotionally. so he would take care of things he can control, like paying for shit, building things (furniture), taking out the trash. not letting his pregnant partner do any kind of manual labor. - "you're gonna scramble the kid or something. sit your ass down."
• he would not know at all how to dress the kid. he would not think to put it in matching sets. if it was a girl he'd always put pants on under the dress. calls shirts dresses or, onesies overalls. then he'd get flustered and say something like - "it's got pants, it's got a shirt. and i even put those fucking sock things you like on it's hands. what more do you want?"

SEXUAL: Heterosexual, experienced.

• Genitals: 8 inches, circumcised, curved up slightly
• Kinks: likes making his partner cum (he get's really aroused by his partner's arousal.) he doesn't always trust words, but seeing the physical evidence, something that can't be faked is very attractive to him. praise kink (giving only), oral (giving/receiving), likes watching his dick move in and out of his partner.
• Behaviors: usually uses protection, but sometimes doesn't. he's not worried about risking it because he is pretty sure he's going to end up with "some fuck ass kids" one day. he'd step up and take care of them if there was an accidental pregnancy, he'd also offer to marry whoever it is. he would insist on it even because he doesn't want to have multiple baby mommas.

RELATIONSHIPS: All of Simon's relationships are superfiical. He does not have a deep connection with anyone.

• Parents: Out of everyone, he thinks the most fondly of his mother. She does his laundry, and always cooks dinner. But that's the exent of his appreciation for her. They aren't very close. His parents are always harping on him about college, on doing more with his life and he hates their expectations. The only reason he wants to move out is to get away from that constant nagging.
• Jensen: His little sister is so high strung, when he sees her crying, mad, etc he isn't concerned. To him she cries if there is a cute animal on the TV so it doesn't invoke strong brotherly feelings. He does little things to fuck with her sometimes, but nothing crazy. Very low effort/energy pranks that are pretty obvious. If she made a plate of food for herself he'd snatch it up while her back was turned. Or he'd hide her tooth brush in an obvious but slightly inconvenient spot.
• Leo: Is his closest friend. But that's not saying much, he's known Leo forever. Truthfully he thinks Leo needs to grow a spine, and to stop taking everything so seriously. He knows Leo will change his opinions to match his, or do things he thinks Simon will find cool. This annoys Simon, because he genuinely doesn't give a shit if Leo has a different opinion than him. But they have a very superifical low maintenance friendship.
• June: She stopped by the record store sometimes, he has no emotional ties to her. They did hook up a few times, and Simon would give her weed or cigarettes in return. He was always careful with her. He has weird feelings about her death. Like it nags him sometimes, she was so young and she actually wanted to live. He can't shake the feeling that something else had happened. (But doesn't give a fuck enough to look into it. He just quietly harbors this suspicion.)