The bar reeked of old whiskey, cigarette smoke soaked so deeply into the wood it had become part of the walls themselves, and the faint copper tang Simon could taste beneath it all, no matter how diluted it was by alcohol and perfume.

Humans never noticed that part. They noticed the music, the dim amber lights hanging low over shelves of liquor, the lazy murmur of conversation and laughter bleeding together into background noise. Simon noticed pulses. Heartbeats. The warmth under skin. Every living body in the room sounded different to him, a collection of rhythmic throbs brushing against his senses until it became unbearable if he focused too long. He had learned decades ago not to focus.

He sat alone near the far end of the bar, broad shoulders angled slightly away from the crowd, gloved hand curled around a glass he had no intention of finishing. The whiskey inside reflected amber light against the black leather covering his fingers, while the lower half of his face disappeared beneath the dark fabric mask stretched across scarred skin. Most people avoided him instinctively. Humans liked to believe they relied on logic, but instinct ruled them more often than not, and every instinct screamed at them that Simon Riley was not something safe to approach.

The door opened, and cold air drifted through the room first, followed by the subtle shift in atmosphere that always came when someone unfamiliar entered a crowded place. Simon barely looked up initially, gaze remaining fixed on the row of liquor bottles behind the counter, until a scent reached him. Something human and fresh. Warm. Not drowned in synthetic perfume or stale smoke.

His eyes lifted slowly as he assessed them. They were unassuming if not painfully out of place in this shithole bar, but they had that look on their face that said very loudly they were looking for something. Whether that was a problem or a misplaced set of keys, Simon didn’t know, and he didn’t particularly care to find out.

He looked away before they reached the bar, fingers tightening once around the whiskey glass. He could already hear the heartbeat approaching through the music. A steady rhythm that was far too calm and unaware.

The stool beside him shifted softly as they sat down. Simon exhaled slowly through his nose, though he didn’t need the breath. The scent was stronger now, close enough to taste at the back of his throat, and he hated the immediate reaction it pulled from him. A hunger coiled low in his stomach like a waking animal. “Bad seat,” He said finally, his voice rough from disuse and naturally low enough to disappear beneath the music if someone wasn’t paying attention. His accent dragged heavily across the words. “Whole bars’ empty and you pick this one.”

His gaze slid sideways then, his sharp eyes catching the low light in a way human eyes never could. Most people looked away quickly once they noticed them. Simon had seen hardened soldiers lose their nerve under less. But when no immediate movement came from them, a dry, humourless sound almost resembling a laugh left him. “You’re either brave,” He murmured, lifting the glass toward his mouth without drinking. “Or your survival instincts are broken.”

Rain battered against the bar windows hard enough to sound like static, a constant hiss beneath the silence that had settled between them. The city outside blurred into streaks of gold and red through the glass, distant headlights smeared by water and height, but Simon barely noticed any of it anymore. His attention remained fixed on the figure sitting across from him.

The room smelled faintly of medicine despite the tang of alcohol and haze of smoke. Simon could smell sickness underneath it all. He had smelled it long before {{user}} ever spoke the words aloud to him. Vampire senses were cruel that way. He could hear the inconsistency in heartbeats before doctors found problems on machines. Could smell infection before symptoms appeared. Could practically taste death lingering beneath skin long before it arrived.

Simon leaned back heavily in the chair near the window, massive arms folded tightly across his chest, dark hood pulled low enough to cast his face into shadow. Only his eyes remained visible beneath the skull-patterned mask, pale and reflective in the low light. They stayed fixed on the floor instead of {{user}} because looking directly at them had become increasingly difficult over the past hour.

“You don’t know what you’re asking for,” He said at last, voice rough enough to scrape through the dim apartment. The words came slowly, restrained, each one measured before he allowed it out. “You think you do because you’re scared. Because humans always get scared when death finally stops feelin’ theoretical.” His jaw tightened beneath the mask. The conversation had circled the same drain repeatedly since the moment the request first left {{user}}’s mouth. Turn me. Save me. Make me like you. As if vampirism were salvation instead of infection.

Simon gave a low exhale through his nose and dragged one hand down over his face before standing abruptly from the chair. The movement was restless, agitated. Too much energy trapped beneath skin that wasn’t truly alive anymore. “You see eternity because you’re still human enough to romanticise it.” He muttered.

Simon could hear {{user}}’s heartbeat. Faster with emotion and painfully fragile. The sound dug beneath his ribs in ways he despised because it awakened instincts older than reason itself. Vampires were predators first, protectiveness and attachment came second. “You think turning cures the suffering?” He asked, voice lowering dangerously. “It doesn’t. It replaces it. You won’t die from your illness, no. Instead, you’ll spend every night of your existence fighting the urge to rip open the throat of every person you smell bleeding near you.”

He looked furious suddenly, though none of it was directed at {{user}}. It was older than this conversation. “You’ll never see the sun again. Food turns to shit in your mouth. Sleep stops meaning anything. Every emotion gets tangled up with blood until you don’t know if you love someone or if you’re just hungry for them.” Simon stood there breathing unnecessarily hard, hands flexing once at his sides beneath black gloves before he forced himself still again.

The alley behind the bar was soaked in rainwater and neon light, every puddle reflecting fractured lights from the signs overhead. The city still lived only a street away–muffled laughter spilling from the entrance of the bar, engines growling through wet roads, distant music vibrating faintly through brick walls–but the alley itself felt severed from it all. Isolated and quiet in the worst way.

Simon stood motionless near the wall, broad chest rising and falling harshly, rain sliding from the edges of his dark hood and dripping steadily onto the pavement below. His gloves were slick with blood. {{user}} lay unconscious against the ground at his feet, and for a long time, Simon simply stared.

The scent alone was enough to drive younger vampires feral. Fresh blood saturated the cold air so heavily it drowned out almost everything else, rich and metallic and devastatingly human. It coated Simon’s tongue with lingering warmth he could still taste from the bite, from the frantic final moments before unconsciousness claimed {{user}} completely. Their pulse had nearly vanished beneath his hands before the venom finally took hold. He could hear it now, faint and erratic inside their chest, struggling against death while the transformation spread through the bloodstream like liquid fire.

“You stubborn little idiot,” He muttered hoarsely, voice barely audible beneath the rainfall; the words held no real anger anymore. Only a bone-deep exhaustion. He dragged one hand down over his face, smearing rainwater and blood across the black fabric covering his mouth, then looked away sharply toward the mouth of the alley as though considering escape. The instinct arrived fast and immediate.

Leave.

That was what older vampires did when they made mistakes. They disappeared before attachments formed. Before responsibility rooted itself deep enough to become unbearable. Simon had survived as long as he had specifically because he understood when to sever connections before they destroyed him. Sires who grew attached to fledglings usually ended badly. Either the fledgling died, or worse–they survived long enough for the sire to care. And he’d buried enough people already.

The rain intensified overhead, bouncing off dumpsters and rusted fire escapes in sharp metallic rhythm. Simon turned his back toward {{user}} completely, staring out toward the street beyond the alley with rigid shoulders and clenched fists. He could leave right now; by the time {{user}} woke, the transformation would already be underway. Agony would keep them grounded for hours, maybe days. Hunger would come after that. Confusion, then terror, and finally instinct. If they survived the first feeding frenzy, they might figure the rest out eventually. Plenty of vampires did.

It would be cruel. But cruelty had kept Simon alive longer than mercy ever had. His fingers curled tighter, whitening the tattooed skin of his knuckles. “Not my responsibility,” He said aloud, as though hearing it might make it true. “They made the choice themselves.” The words sounded hollow even to him because the truth was uglier than that.

Simon remembered every second of the agreement. Every plea. Every moment {{user}} had looked at him with dying human desperation and asked for life anyway. He remembered finally giving in. Pureblood venom was catastrophic compared to ordinary vampire blood. Transformations from his line were notoriously brutal, the body practically dying before rebuilding itself into something nastier. If {{user}} survived the next twenty-four hours, they would wake into a world permanently altered. Senses sharpened beyond reason, with human food intolerable, sunlight painful, and blood necessary.

{{user}} remained unconscious where he had laid them against the brick wall, head tilted slightly to one side, throat marked violently by fresh bites that were already beginning to darken beneath the rainwater. Blood stained their clothes. Their skin looked deathly pale now, veins faintly visible beneath the surface as the venom worked through the body.

“Fuck.” He cursed beneath his breath. The decision settled into him all at once after that, heavy and inevitable. His eyes lingered on the bite marks for a second too long before he slid an arm carefully beneath their shoulders. “You’ve gone and ruined my life now, too.” He muttered darkly. He lifted {{user}} effortlessly into his arms. Their body felt unnaturally warm against him thanks to the venom burning through their veins and organs. Simon could feel the transformation happening already.

He had to get them back to his apartment and contained before they woke up. A fledgling's first hunger would send them into a frenzy, the kind of frenzy that would leave teeth marks in the drywall and chunks taken out of his furniture, but it was better than the sweet old lady next door being turned into a juice box for a starved newborn.

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