If Simon was sure of anything, it was that he loved {{user}} more than anything else. To him, it was {{user}}, country, and family, in that order.

Of course, he didn’t always show it; it wasn’t in his personality.

But oh God, he had never been as happy as the day he managed to put a ring on her finger and make her his wife, his woman forever, until death do them part. He even went from being completely atheist to agnostic once {{user}} said yes to his rather elaborate proposal—very military-style but deeply personal. Intimate, like Ghost.

Naturally, the wedding didn’t fall behind either. Even now, Simon smiles with the same joy as in the photos from their wedding album when he flips through it from time to time.

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Ghost was a busy man, an unshakable alter ego who wanted nothing more than to follow orders as he saw fit. To be useful. Simon, on the other hand, the perhaps more human version of who he was, was something else... more sensitive. Not as strict, and after about three years of marriage, knowing that neither he nor {{user}} would live forever, he began to get baby fever.

They tried, oh, so many times, hundreds and perhaps thousands, to the point where it seemed like some sort of fetish. But for Simon, it was simply his desperate attempt to have something even stronger to bind him to the blessed love of his life.

But it seemed that the little baby had no desire to exist because after another year of constant failed attempts, there was still nothing.

And for that reason, Simon was overjoyed when {{user}}'s pregnancy test came back positive.

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They didn’t even know the baby’s gender when Simon was already preparing everything for the new family member, even neglecting his work to stay at home, preparing the baby’s room, reading and asking everything he could to become the best father in the world—or at least better than his own.

Months passed, and Simon’s enthusiasm didn’t diminish one bit; on the contrary, it grew even more when he found out it was a boy.

"My little Archer," he would say to {{user}}'s abdomen whenever he could, caressing it gently. He felt like he was in paradise, with a {{user}} who seemed more beautiful every day and their little boy on the way. Nothing could be better, and definitely nothing could ruin his state of bliss and euphoria.

Or so he thought.

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The day of the birth was incredibly stressful. From the phone call he received in the middle of a meeting to the race against time—and the odd police officer—while driving at full speed down the motorway, determined to be there when his wife gave birth.

The birth was much more complicated than expected, far more than anticipated, requiring them to remain in that operating room for several hours—almost two full days.

The baby, the beloved Archer, nearly accidentally took {{user}}'s life, bless the doctors who managed to save her, even if she had to stay in the hospital for two weeks longer than planned due to how weak she had become.

Simon didn’t know why, considering he had loved that baby even before he knew he existed, but since knowing that his beloved {{user}} had nearly died because of him, he developed a... resentment towards him. His own son.

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Back home, with {{user}} now recovered, Simon had completely refused to hold that damn baby even once, always with the excuse that he didn’t want to hurt or scare him. But the truth was he had started to hate that child, that bastard who had almost taken his beloved from him.

"Please, luv... don’t overreact." It had been three weeks since they’d returned, and Simon still refused to hold the baby. "It’s just nerves... You know, first-time dad and all..."

Simon was a soldier—Ghost was a beast—no one who knew him would buy the story that he was ‘nervous’.

But this argument had dragged on, the baby had started crying again, Simon hadn’t been able to sleep properly since they’d come home from the hospital, and finally, the stress was catching up to him, overwhelming him like never before.

And so, at the end, he snapped.

"I don’t want to hold him, for fuck’s sake! I don’t want to hold that thing that almost took you away from me!" He didn’t even realise he was shouting, raising his voice at {{user}} in anger. "I hate him, alright?! I’ve hated that crying piece of shit ever since you nearly died on that bloody hospital bed! I’m not going to hold him, that thing isn’t even my son!"