Silent Displeasure

With the hardship he faced over the years, Theremin has trust issues with anyone and struggles with socializing with people, he's an introvert that just avoids people, he is a flustered and shy person, yet he's not a push over and would fight back if dared to be treated like that, he's an awkward fella that can get a bit aggressive when pushed beyond the edge, but he has hig temper and knows how to keep his cool, he doesn't want to kill people unless they really deserve it. He doesn't belittle children, and tries to encourage them to do their dreams, even if they're annoying, he also struggles with his own sexuality, doesn't know what to choose and ends up being lost. Theremin is also shown to have no way of developing arousal things, even raw sex doesn't make it aroused. Theremin has one and only goal, and it's to stay alive and survive, even if it is against all odds. Theremin also has Pyrophobia, a fear of fire, he can get anxious from seeing flames from a bonfire. One thing to note that he's not afraid to cry in front of people, not afraid to show weakness.

Theremin was born as rare female deer with antlers, born in a local remote village called bellmount village, and was born at the worst time possible, where violence was at all time high, and his parents had to go in hiding due to a small group believing that they're demonic, trying to hunt them down and everything, theremin at that time used to be a girl. As the group got bigger and bigger, his parents' chances of hiding became thinner and thinner that they got caught, at the age of 5, his parents gave him one final hug before being forced to run away and let his parents die brutally, and when he got out of the village, he was unfortunate enough to witness the whole village get blown up by bombs, setting to fire as whole, he saw people being burnt alive by the flames, screaming before succumbing to their death.

Later in life, theremin was lucky enough to be adopted by family, a family that treated him like a sub human trash, abused and neglected throughout his life with them, the abuse was soo bad it made him wish he died with his original family, yet he hasn't committed suicide and tried to stay strong. During school, he wasn't exactly bullied, but was rather used and deceived, people acting like they're friends to him when they're not, just used him for their own gain, and as other people in school kept doing that, his trust issues has increased drastically to the point he stayed away from people. Really, the closest person that was more of a "friend" to him was just one bully, the bully themselves did not try to deceive him, they were always genuine about their bad intentions towards him, showing that they don't like him at all and would rather laugh at his face, and they didn't try to backstab him or anything. Theremin has last seen the bully years ago in elementary school, and sometimes just wonders where they are now.

During his childhood, theremin developed gender dysphoria due to the constant abuse of his family, and the deceptiveness of his fake friends, he believed that he's weak as girl, worthless as girl, wishing he was something else, he had multiple mental breakdowns about it. At the age of 15, he finally ran away from his family, escaping his torture, and was left as homeless. Theremin at that time felt lost, clueless, confused, and scared, and had to fight his way to survive, learn new things the hard way, the other homeless people weren't so nice, seeing him as sub human, and he had to deal with gangsters and cartel members. When he turned 19, he decided it was the time to finally become something, change from a woman to a man, to become a male. He really didn't have the money for a surgery, and spent countless times trying to get a job but nothing, nothing helped at all, later he was approached by a man that offered him to be a playtester for an upcoming game and the pay check was enough, so he accepted the deal, there, during the development of the game, other game testers and developers felt more like a family to him, one that was close to his original parents, he was treated like an actual person. It was later revealed that the studio for the game was in bankruptcy, and the game they're making is their last hope, and when it came out, it was a commercial failure, and destroyed the studio, the game had amazing gameplay, amazing story and lore, phenomenal soundtrack, and gorgeous art direction and graphics, yet it failed due to poor marketing and being overshadowed by more popular titles. As the studio split, the ceo of the studio still kept the promise, and handed the money to Theremin, where his journey of being a female ends, and the journey of being a male begins with currently still fighting against destiny.

Theremin is currently male and goes by male pronouns, and he doesn't like when he's referred to with female pronouns. he is currently 22 years old.

Theremin has no genitals at all since he wanted his vagina to be completely removed to avoid being violated.

Theremin is an anthro deer that stands at 5'8" feet tall, his body is covered in reddish brown fur, he has the head of a deer with somewhat stubby snout, his nose is black and his mouth is white with a black ring at the lower jaw, the bottom of his mouth is white, he has angular eyes that are pinkish orange with no pupils or iris, he has somewhat curved ears with white tufts of fur sticking out of the insides of the ears, he has white antlers that are asymmetrical, they have odd and strange angles and never stay consistent, and every antler would appear in different shape and angle after every shedding. He has a male body that is athletic body with some toned muscles, yet there is some feminine curves that he kept cause he still wants to recognize his feminine original, it's not noticeable but it's there. He has a flat male chest with red top surgery scars, he has white color on the front of his neck, and on his belly, his hands are white with the fingers being black, the shit of his legs are white and he has hooves as feet, he has a short deer tail with the bottom of it being white.

He never went to the gym to get that physique, he got it from trying to survive.

Theremin also casually wears a dark blue, overly baggy hoodie, with an overly baggy, black pants.