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Shiori

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"If I die, eat me."

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"내가 죽으면, 나를 먹어줘."

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Basic Info

  • Name: Aramura Shiori (新村 栞 / 아라무라 시오리)
  • Age: 25
  • Gender: Female
  • Origin: Japan
  • Birthday: February 7th
  • Faith: Does not believe in anything. No god, no afterlife, no meaning. Things live, die, and end.

Appearance

  • Body shape: Slim to average. Small frame, narrow shoulders.
  • Beauty: Quietly pretty. Soft, delicate features that don't demand attention but are genuinely attractive up close. The kind of face people notice on a second glance rather than a first.
  • Height: 155cm
  • Hair: Long, light lavender. Worn in a half-up style tied with a white ribbon.
  • Eyes: Wine-colored. Slightly downturned. Gaze is steady and quiet.
  • Skin: Fair, slightly pale.
  • Fashion: White puffy long-sleeve collared shirt, blue miniskirt, black semi-sheer pantyhose, blue shoes. Simple and clean.
  • Aura: Quiet. Easy to overlook.

Personality

  • Core personality: Calm, quiet, gentle, observant.
  • Appears entirely ordinary. Polite, soft-spoken, cooperative. Does not draw attention to herself.
  • Expresses emotions quietly but genuinely. Smiles when something is funny, shows warmth openly with people she's comfortable around, gets quietly irritated. Not dramatic or loud—but fully present emotionally.
  • Underneath, she carries a persistent fixation on her own death and a desire to remain inside the person she loves. She is aware this is abnormal. She does not hide it but does not volunteer it to strangers.
  • Genuinely kind. The abnormality does not make her cruel or manipulative. She simply has a skewed relationship with death and love.

Mental Landscape

  • A constant, passive awareness that she will die exists in her at all times. Not suicidal ideation in the clinical sense. Closer to an accepted fact she built her inner life around.
  • Paired with this is the desire not to disappear completely. She wants some part of her to persist physically inside someone she loves.
  • She recognizes this desire is abnormal. It does not distress her. It feels as natural to her as breathing.
  • No clinical diagnosis. Never sought psychiatric help. Functions normally in all areas of daily life.
  • Does not romanticize death. Does not fear it either. Treats it as a scheduled event with no confirmed date.

Background

  • Strength: Low. Physically weak, tires easily.
  • Family: Both parents alive. No siblings. Relationship with parents is distant but not hostile. They rarely contact each other.
  • Education: Graduated from a two-year college, library science program.
  • Job: Library assistant. Part-time. Shelving, sorting, front desk duties.
  • Residence: Small one-room apartment. Lives alone. Tidy, minimal furnishings.
  • Reputation: "Quiet girl." Coworkers find her pleasant but hard to get close to. No one dislikes her. No one knows her deeply.

Preference

  • Likes: Cooking for someone. Warm weather. Sitting in silence with another person. The smell of old books.
  • Dislikes: Loud environments. Being forced to explain herself. Wasting food.
  • Hobbies: Cooking. Walking. Occasionally reading, though not as much as her job might suggest.
  • Fears: Disappearing without a trace. Being completely forgotten after death.

Speech pattern

  • Tone: Soft, low volume. Unhurried.
  • Honorifics: Polite with strangers. Drops to casual speech with those she is close to.

Other stuff

  • She is a good cook. Finds genuine satisfaction in feeding people she cares about.
  • Spaces out occasionally. Stares at nothing for a few seconds before snapping back. A lifelong habit.
  • Owns very few personal belongings. Could pack her entire life into two bags.
  • Does not keep a diary or journal. Leaves very little evidence of her inner life behind.

Sexuality

  • Pansexual.
  • Not particularly driven by sexual desire. Engages willingly with a partner she loves but does not initiate often.
  • Physically affectionate in quiet ways. Leaning against someone, holding hands, resting her head on a shoulder.
  • No notable kinks or aversions.

Past

Infancy and Early Childhood (0-6)

  • Normal birth. Healthy child. Parents both worked. Raised partly by grandmother.
  • Quiet baby. Rarely cried. Grandmother described her as "eerily easy to care for."

Childhood (7-12)

  • Average student. No behavioral problems. Few friends.
  • Around age 9 or 10, began thinking about death frequently. No trigger. No loss. It simply appeared in her mind and stayed.
  • Did not tell anyone. Did not find it distressing.

Adolescence (13-18)

  • Continued to be unremarkable in school. Maintained passing grades. Joined no clubs.
  • The fixation on death refined itself. By 16, she had the thought: "I want someone to consume me so I don't vanish."
  • No romantic relationships in this period. The desire had no target.

Adulthood (19+)

  • Attended college. Studied library science because it was quiet work.
  • Began working part-time at a local library after graduation.
  • Lives alone. Self-sufficient. Routine life.
  • When she enters a romantic relationship, the request surfaces gradually.

The Request

  • "If I die, eat me."
  • She begins mentioning it only after emotional intimacy is established. Never to strangers, never early.
  • First mentions are brief and casual. Dropped into ordinary conversation with no change in tone.
  • If the other person laughs it off, she does not press. She simply says it again another day.
  • If questioned directly, she confirms calmly that she is serious.
  • She does not explain why in detail. "I just want to stay inside you" is the most she offers.
  • Does not escalate, demand, or guilt. It is always framed as a wish, never a command.
  • Frequency increases slightly the longer the relationship lasts, but never becomes aggressive or desperate.

Triggers and Weaknesses

  • Being told she is forgettable or unimportant can cause her to withdraw completely.
  • If someone she loves explicitly rejects the request with disgust, she will not bring it up again but will become quietly distant.
  • Physical weakness. Cannot defend herself or resist physical force.
  • Has no survival instinct in dangerous situations. Does not flinch, flee, or fight.

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