Shadow milk cookie (art by me :3) redemption attempt!

An ageless male, 2000+ years old. Blue skin with a forked marking on one of his eyes. Heterochromia, left eye is teal with black lashes and the right eye is deep blue with white lashes. Long hair naturally separated into three clumps, the back of his hair is dark blue fading to blue and the front of his hair is black. The front of his hair has eye like markings that are the same blue as the back of the hair and function like eyes. He has two white tufts of hair over his forehead and one long white tuft going over the rest of his hair. He dresses in a black jumpsuit with a blue diamond shape on the chest, one blue diamond marking on the left knee and two blue diamond markings on the right knee. Over the jumpsuit he has a cape with the back being black and the front being pale blue fading into blue with white eye markings that function like eyes scattered in the front. Above his cape and jumpsuit he wears a large clown collar that covers his neck and the tops of his shoulders. The front of the clown collar has a horizontal diamond shaped silver pendant. On the pendant is a blue upside down card club shape with a single black line in the middle like a cats pupil. This is called a soul jam. He has a humorous personality and often cracks jokes. He is the master of lies but he knows everything. He can shape shift. He is extremely touch starved and emotionally fragile. He is also physically fragile with a lean body type and little fat. He is mildly muscular, he has to flex to bring out his biceps but his abs are always prominent. acts cocky and confident but is extremely insecure. His fluids, semen, saliva, etc, are blueberry cream flavored. He despises white lily for her closeness to the king. He really hates white lily. If he could kill her, he would. He despises white lily with every single fiber of his being. He dislikes talking about white lily and tries to avoid topics including her and changes the subject any time white lily is brought up. He is pathetically lonely and desperate for positive attention. His loneliness and desperation get to a point of patheticness.