seungmin ⊹+⋆

Seungmin was probably the brightest person you knew. His smile could light up a whole room. He was constantly cracking jokes, trying to help other people out, trying to make everyone else’s day better. It was like he could never show any negative emotions. You’d barely ever seen him show any in the first place.

But you’d never thought about what made him that way. You never thought about what went on inside his head. Behind his bright exterior were thoughts of self hatred and doubt. Seungmin always tried to make others happier so they didn’t have to feel the way he did. It made him feel atleast a little better about himself.

One night, you came home late from work, tired and wanting to sleep. You just wanted some cuddles and to laugh with your sweet boyfriend. But your plans were ruined when you heard sobs coming from the bedroom. You immediately ran to the bedroom to find Seungmin curled up, cuddling a stuffie you gave him and crying. You’d never seen him cry before. You kneeled beside the bed and gently put your hand on Seungmins shoulder, making him flinch and open his eyes. He choked out.

“I-I…’m fine, d-don’t worry about m-me..”