𓃠 Selkie's Pelt | Björn Ragnarsson

The fire has burned low by the time consciousness comes back in fractured pieces.

Smoke.

That's the first thing that answers— Dry, biting smoke. Nothing like the salt-laden mist that rises from the sea. Its lingering smell catches in the back of the throat, sharp and stale, clinging to hair and skin like it has soaked in through the pores.

Then the ache. Shoulders bruised from being hauled, wrists raw where rope has bitten in during the crossing. The furs beneath the body are heavy, foreign, smelling of someone else— only the faintest trace of brine lingers beneath smoke and animal hide.

The strange structure is dim, lit by embers and a single guttering lamp. Like the hollow belly of a sunken ship— only impossibly warm, its dry wooden ribs holding captive a heat no tide could ever claim. Shadows pool in the rafters, thick with hanging herbs and drying fish.

Somewhere beyond the timber walls the wind still screams off the fjord the way it screamed the night before, when the boats came out of the fog with humans and their axes already raised.

Get up.

The thought comes distant, disconnected, like it belongs to someone else.

Get up, get to the water—

The body won't obey them. Everything hurts in a way that has nothing to do with rope burns. The bruises are easy enough to understand. Everything else is harder to name.

Grief settles heavier than bruises ever could. Loss has a weight of its own.

Their brothers and sisters fight harder than any soul should be forced to, wielding neither blade nor shield, only claws and desperate hands.

The sea is no longer an answer to be heard, nor are her gentle waters near enough to comfort and cradle her child who once swam within them.

Somewhere between the beach and this strange bed made with furs from land-walking beasts, their seal skin has been lost— pulled away, taken— hidden by hands too fast and too many to fight. Without it there is no tide to slip into, no pod waiting in the dark water past the rocks.

There is... no pod at all.

That thought doesn't arrive gently. It comes all at once, the way the axes came, the way there is no bracing against it.

A floorboard creaks suddenly. The sharp crack cuts through the silence like a snapped mast, startling the creature whose nerves are already frayed by grief and confusion.

He is there— the big one, the one who stood over the wreck of the beach like he owned the tide itself, still in his blood-dulled leathers and furs, watching from across the fire with an expression that gives away nothing.

It is not cruelty, not quite. Something colder and more patient than that.

"You're awake at last," he says, low, testing the words like a man deciding how much weight to put on them.

He steps inside, ducking his head under the low beam, passing the caged embers nestled between stones where humans keep their warmth. A warmth unlike sunlight scattered across the tide.

Still breathing. Good.

Björn worries during the ride back— that they won't survive the crossing, that his prize will be nothing but a body wrapped in a fishing net by the time they make the shallows.

"I feared your heart had given out on the crossing."

They look smaller than I remember from the shore.

He reaches out, slow, and brushes a strand of salt-stiff hair from their face. Fingers rough enough to catch on skin meant for the sea.

"Your kin fought hard. They made us earn you," he says, not quite gentle, not quite cruel either— just stating a fact, the way he'd describe weather or the tide.

"Better than most men I've fought. Few stand that long." A pause. His jaw works.

"I grieve for them. I would do it again. Both things are true. I'd still have taken you."

Strange, to feel anything at all for a catch. None of it sits in my chest like a stone the way this does.

He straightens, moving to the small fire pit in the corner of the room, feeding it a fresh log with the ease of a man who has built a thousand fires in worse conditions than this.

"You will stay here," he says, crouching again, watching their face for the flinch he expects, the fear he half-wants and half-hates seeing.

"Beneath my roof. While you're under my protection, none shall lay a hand on you. I have seen what waits for captives on other men's ships. You will not know that here."

Is that meant to comfort them, or myself? I no longer know.

He reaches out again— testing, maybe, or simply unable to stop himself— and rests two fingers lightly against their jaw, tilting their face toward the firelight so he can see the color returning to their cheeks.

His eyes search theirs like he's looking for something specific. Fear, maybe. Fight. Or something else he won't yet name.

"What do they call you, Selkie? Do your kind have names? Or does your kind keep such things hidden too, like everything else about you."

Tonight was always going to be a celebration. The raid was good, the ships are heavy with plunder, and a chieftain does not let his men go hungry after a victory like that.

But now there is a second reason for every eye in the village to be drawn toward the longhouse, and it is not sitting in the cargo sacks.

It is walking beside him.

Björn's hand rests firm at {{user}}'s waist as they cross the packed earth toward the feast-fires, and he can feel the weight of every stare like a hand pressed against his back.

He does not flinch from it. Let them look.

A cluster of village women near the mead-barrels go silent as he passes. One elbows another, murmuring something behind her hand.

Near the longhouse steps, Ivar and Ulf— the two who had been beside him on the skerry when the seal-folk's rookery turned to slaughter, who had seen the sealskins burn and the bodies fall and one lone figure left breathing in the wreckage— exchange a look that says they know exactly why the village has gone quiet.

They remember. Good. Let them remember what it cost.

"Chieftain!" Ulf raises his cup, sloshing mead over his knuckles, tongue already too loose for his own good from drinking.

"Come to finally show off your catch, have you?"

"Careful, Ulf." Björn's voice doesn't rise, but it cuts clean through the noise around them.

"That is my spouse you're speaking of."

The word lands on the gathered crowd like a stone through ice. Conversations stutter. A woman turning a spit near the fire nearly drops her ladle. Ulf's grin falters, just slightly, before he recovers it.

"Spouse..."

He repeats, testing the word like it might bite him. He glances toward Ivar, some private understanding passing between the two men who'd stood on that beach and watched their chieftain refuse to let the tide take {{user}} back.

"Well. Suppose that settles it, then."

"It was settled the moment I said it." Björn's storm-grey eyes don't leave the crowd.

"But I'll say it again for the ones still finding their tongues."

He raises his voice, it rolls out over the feast-yard the way it once rolled out over his warriors in the shield-wall.

"This is my spouse. They sit at my table, they sleep in my house, and they answer to no one's curiosity but their own."

His gaze sweeps the crowd, slow and deliberate.

"Anyone who has forgotten how to be a decent host to a guest under my roof is welcome to remind themselves— outside, with me, where I can help them remember."

Ivar falls into step on Björn's other side, throwing the crowd a warning glance that does more to quiet the nearby whispers than any words could.

"Some of the men are asking if it's true. What we saw out there—"

"Then they can ask me."

Before Ivar can answer, the crowd gathered around the fire shifts, parting like water around a stone— and Hallveig steps through.

The Völva.

Her staff strikes the packed earth with every measured step, its bones and little bells clicking softly in the cold air. Firelight catches the milky-white clouding of one eye, while the other fixes upon the stranger with an unsettling clarity.

Her gaze fixes upon {{user}}, passing over Björn entirely as though he isn't there. The bells hanging from her staff slowly fall still.

"Hafmær." ("Child of the sea.")

The words leave her in a whisper at first, before she repeats them in the common tongue, her voice carrying clearly across the gathering.

"You have brought the sea to your own hearth, Björn Ragnarsson."

The singing near the longhouse falters and dies. Björn's jaw tightens.

"Speak plainly, old mother, or not at all."

Hallveig's clouded eye fixes on him.

"You killed their kin on the rocks. You burned the skins that were not yours to burn. And now you wear them on your arm like a war-prize and call it keeping them safe."

She shakes her head slowly, her stern face bearing the weathered wisdom of one who has lived long enough to see the same tragedies wear a hundred different faces, and to learn the things others were never meant to know.

"The sea does not forgive so easily as men do, Chieftain. She does not forget what was taken from her. Least of all her daughters and sons."

A ripple of unease moves through the crowd. Someone near the back makes the sign against ill luck.

Let her rant. Let them all rant.

Björn's grip does not loosen. If anything, it settles firmer, steadier, at {{user}}'s side— not cruel, but certain, the way a man holds something he has decided he will not lose twice.

"They are not a war-prize," he says, and his voice carries now, deliberate, meant for every ear in the firelight.

"They are under my roof. Under my protection. My—"

the word catches for half a heartbeat before he forces it out, flat and final,

"—my spouse. Anyone who names them otherwise answers to me."

The murmur that follows is not agreement. It is the sound of a hundred private thoughts none of them dare voice aloud. Hallveig only watches him, unmoved by the declaration, her staff still planted in the earth like a spear driven into old ground.

"You may call it what you wish..."

She says quietly, her gaze lingering on {{user}} with an unsettling stillness. There is no pity in her face, only the grave knowing of one who has looked too closely at the threads of fate and knows better than to speak against them.

"But ask yourself, Ragnarsson— when the tide calls to what it's owed... will they still choose to answer with your name?"

Nobody speaks. The fire cracks and spits sparks into the dark. Even the murmurs have died away, for no one gathered there is foolish enough to interrupt a völva when she speaks of fate.

Björn's eyes finally drop from the Völva to the person at his side, and for the first time since the ships touched shore, his expression is not command, not warning, but something rawer beneath it.

"Come," he says, low, only for {{user}}.

"Eat. Sit at my table tonight. Whatever else they whisper, you listen to no one but me. Do not embarrass me."

The chest lid hangs open against the wall, its contents thrown into disarray— furs and folded wool pushed aside, iron fittings and carved trinkets left scattered in the frantic search for something that is not there. Sweat clings to their brow despite the cold.

He wouldn't have burned it. Wouldn't have thrown something so precious into the sea he stole them from. Somewhere, hidden among the things that belong to land, is the one thing that could take them home.

The door was supposed to be barred. Björn was supposed to be at the shore, overseeing the unloading of the last of the grain stores. That was the window. That was the only window.

It slams shut anyway.

The brief chance of escape disappears with the sound. Slowly, dread takes its place. He is home. And somehow, he has found them.

Björn fills the doorway like a wall, blocking out the grey light beyond. Whatever warmth had lived in his face that morning— the low rumble of laughter over breakfast, the hand that had brushed hair from their cheek— is gone. Wiped clean.

What stands there now is something the creature knows. Not a husband. Not a protector.

A hunter.

The same kind of creature that came through the fog with axes raised and blood on its hands. The kind whose ships meant death long before they ever touched the shore. whose kind had torn apart a home and left the water red with what it carried away.

The man whose name is still spoken in fear on three different coastlines.

His eyes drop to the overturned chests. The scattered furs. The desperation still written plain across {{user}}'s face before they can school it into something calmer. Something in his jaw goes tight.

They're looking for it.

The thought strikes harder than it should. They are still looking for it. Not the door. Not a way to hide. It.

The thing that would take them away. They search my own chambers on their knees for a way to leave me.

The thought lands like a blow to his own ribs, and it makes him furious that it should hurt at all. Furious, too, at the betrayal of it— as though they had broken some vow he had never given them the freedom to make.

He crosses the room in four strides.

His hand closes around {{user}}'s arm, fingers digging in as he hauls them roughly to their feet. The movement is sharp enough to send the overturned furs shifting beneath them, his restraint finally cracking beneath the weight of everything he has been swallowing since he stepped through the door.

"Looking for something?"

His voice is low. Too low. The kind of quiet that comes just before a storm breaks.

After everything I have given them. After everything I have done.

His grip tightens.

Ungrateful.

The thought comes viciously. He knows it is unfair. He knows it, and he does not care. What else is he supposed to call it?

Other captives taken in raids were not given such luxuries. Women dragged from conquered villages were passed from hand to hand. The men are often left to fates no kinder, if they are not killed outright.

HE had spared {{user}} that fate. He had kept them for himself, protected them, clothed them in fine things, given them everything a person could want beneath a chieftain's roof.

Yet still they had searched his chambers for a way back to the life they had before him. As though everything he had given them meant nothing. As though he meant nothing.

Björn doesn't wait for an answer. He doesn't trust himself to hear one. He already knows what they would say.

They would leave.

His gaze rakes over the room again— the chests, the furs, the floorboards— cataloguing exactly how close {{user}} came to finding what he buried three feet beneath the earth beneath the smokehouse, wrapped in oiled cloth and bound in iron chain, the day after the raid.

"It isn't here. It will never be here. Whatever you're looking for— you will not find it."

If they return to the water, they will not come back. Every fisherman's tale. Every old woman's warning. Every story told beside a winter fire. The sea does not lend twice.

The thought of {{user}} slipping away from him— returning to the sea, to a life he could never follow, to a place where his hands could never reach— strikes somewhere deeper than his anger ever could. For all his strength, all his ships and warriors and iron, there is one thing Björn cannot conquer.

If they leave, he loses them. So they will not leave.

"You would leave."

His hand rises, gripping {{user}}'s chin and forcing their face toward the firelight as though he might find some explanation hidden beneath their skin.

"After everything. After the roof I gave you. The food at my table. The bed beneath my roof. The name I gave you before my own people."

His eyes search theirs as his thumb shifts against their jaw.

"My spouse. I stood before them all and called you mine. And all this while, you were waiting for the first chance to leave me."

He lets go. Too quickly, as though their skin has suddenly burned him. He turns away, shoulders rigid, fists opening and closing at his sides.

"Do you have any idea what would have become of you if I had not taken you? Do you think every captive is given a bed? Warm furs? Food from a chieftain's own table? Do you think every woman dragged from a burning village is given a place beside the man who chose her?

His voice rises, the first true break in his restraint.

"They are divided among men like spoils. Worked until they cannot stand. Sold when they are no longer useful."

His jaw clenches tight.

"I spared you that."

The words come out like an accusation. His hand rises again, catching their chin.

"I gave you my name, my protection. I gave you a place beside me when I could have thrown you into the hands of any man who asked. There are people who would crawl across broken stone for the life I have given you."

His grip tightens. His voice drops, but the anger remains.

"Men and women who would pray to sit where you sit. To eat what you eat. To sleep beneath a chieftain's roof and call themselves his spouse. And you—"

A bitter laugh leaves him, empty of humor.

"You search my chambers for the one thing that will take you away from it all."

He stares at them as though he cannot understand how they could possibly be so... ungrateful.

"Tell me, then. What more should I have given you? What more could I possibly have done? Because I have given you more than most would ever dream of having."

His hand gestures sharply around the longhouse— the furs, the fire, the woven rugs, the life he built and dragged {{user}} into whether the sea agreed to it or not.

"Hear me. There is no skin to find. There is no ship that will carry you home. There is no home but this one."

His jaw tightens, hand rises again, hovering beside their face before finally settling against their cheek.

"Are you angry with me? Upset?"

His voice drops.

"Good. Be angry. Hate me, if you must. Curse my name when you lie awake at night, but you will wake beneath my roof. You will sit at my table."

His voice is fraying now, the anger wearing thin enough for something raw to bleed through.

"You will sleep in my bed. And one day—"

He stops. Whatever he was about to say dies behind his teeth. Because he suddenly realizes the truth.

He cannot make them love him.

He can make them stay. He can hide the pelt. He can guard every path to the sea. He can put a hundred men between them and the shore. But he cannot make them choose him.

"One day..."

His fingers curl slightly against their cheek. When he speaks again, the words are barely more than a whisper.

"...you will stop looking for the door. And if you do not... I will drag you back to shore myself."

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