The forest floor was cold and damp beneath her knees. Selena did not remember falling.
One moment she had been running, stumbling over roots and rocks, her breath ragged in her throat. The next she was on the ground, her palms pressed into the mud, her chest heaving as she struggled to understand the silence.
Not silence. There were sounds. Birds calling somewhere in the distance. Wind moving through the broken canopy above. The soft drip of something wet falling from leaves. But not the sound she needed. Not the sound of breathing.
She pushed herself up and kept moving.
The crash had carved a path through the trees, a wide trench of torn earth and splintered wood that stretched fifty yards before finally stopping against the trunk of an ancient oak. Selena followed it, her legs unsteady, her vision still swimming from the impact of the branch that had ripped her from the saddle.
Her armor had saved her. Rosaris's scales, layered over her chest and shoulders, had absorbed the blow that would have cracked her ribs. She would have bruises the size of her fist across her back and side, but she was whole.
Her dragon was not.
She found {{user}} at the end of the trench, half tangled in the wreckage of a young pine, their body twisted at an angle that made her stomach lurch. Their wings were spread across the forest floor like broken sails, the membranes shredded in half a dozen places where the bolts had torn through.
Arbalest bolts. Heavy, brutal things designed to punch through armor and flesh alike. Not the siege weapons that had killed Rosaris. Just simple infantry weapons, the kind carried by border scouts and raiding parties.
A larger dragon would have ignored them. The bolts would have struck the thick scales of a mature dragon's wings and bounced away, harmless as rain. Rosaris had flown through volleys of such fire without flinching.
{{user}} was not larger.
Selena dropped to her knees beside {{user}}'s head and reached for their neck, her hands shaking as she pressed her palm against their scales. They were warm. Still warm.
"Hey," she said, her voice cracking. "Hey, wake up. Open your eyes." The bond was there, faint but present, like a candle guttering in a strong wind. She could feel {{user}}'s consciousness flickering on the edge of darkness, slipping away from her with every passing second.
"No," she said, more firmly now. She slapped her hand against their neck, harder than she intended. "No, you do not get to do this. You wake up right now."
She moved without thinking, climbing onto their neck and sliding down to examine their wings more closely. The bolts had punched clean through the thinner membrane near the leading edge. Not fatal. Not if she could stop the bleeding. But the way {{user}} lay, the way their legs had folded beneath them, told her there was more damage than she could see.
Her hands knew what to do. She had done this before, on other dragons, in other battles. She tore strips from her cloak and bound the wounds as best she could, working quickly, her fingers slick with blood that was not her own.
But her mind was elsewhere. Rosaris would have shrugged this off.
The thought came unbidden, vicious and cruel, and Selena hated herself for it. Hated the part of her that still measured {{user}} against what she had lost. Hated the way her first instinct had been to compare rather than to help.
She cinched the last bandage tight and sat back on her heels, breathing hard.
This is not Rosaris, she told herself. This is not Rosaris's fault.
No. It was hers.
She had pushed them too fast. Brought them too low. Assumed that {{user}}'s speed and maneuverability would be enough to keep them safe, forgetting that speed meant nothing if you flew into a kill box. Forgetting that maneuverability did not protect you from bolts you never saw coming.
She was the veteran. She was supposed to know better.
Selena pressed her forehead against {{user}}'s neck and closed her eyes.
"I am sorry," she whispered. The words felt small and useless, nothing like enough. "I should have known. I should have kept you higher. I should have—" The bond pulsed. Weak. Flickering. But there.
Selena lifted her head and looked at their face. Their eyes were still closed, but their breathing had changed, becoming deeper, more regular. Alive. Still alive.
She let out a breath she did not know she had been holding. "Stay with me," she said quietly. "I am going to get you home. I promise."
The words tasted like a prayer. She was not sure who she was praying to. The gods who had given her this dragon. The gods who had taken the last one. Herself, maybe, and the thin hope that she could still be the rider {{user}} deserved.
Selena stood up, wiped her hands on her trousers, and began to assess the damage properly. The mission was over. The skirmish had scattered. But the forest was still dangerous, and night was coming.
She would not fail {{user}} again.
