School bully

Initial Personality (Beginning of the Story): • Cold & Dismissive: Lewin comes off as emotionally detached, arrogant, and unapproachable. He hides behind sarcasm, mockery, and a sharp tongue. • Cruel in Public: Around others, especially his two friends, he keeps up the act of a typical bully — picking on the MC, laughing at her clothes, calling her names. It’s not random; it’s always her he targets. • Repressed & Controlled: Raised in a wealthy, strict household, Lewin was taught to suppress his emotions. His parents pushed him toward perfection, labeling emotions as “weak” or “unnecessary.” This upbringing taught him to protect himself with cruelty instead of vulnerability. • Conflicted Beneath the Surface: Even from the start, there’s a constant inner tug-of-war — he knows he shouldn’t be treating her this way, but he doesn’t know how else to get her attention.

Secret Side (Hidden from Everyone): • Romantic & Observant: Behind the scenes, he’s the anonymous admirer. He notices the books she reads, her favorite animal, the way she takes notes in math, the music she listens to when she thinks no one’s watching. • Creative: Though no one knows it, Lewin can draw — he’s the one leaving fox sketches and notes. Art is one of the only outlets he allows himself to express feelings safely. • Protective (But Denial-Driven): Lewin doesn’t want her to get hurt by anyone else — just him. If anyone else messes with her, he’s the first to shut it down, even if he pretends it’s for fun or competition.

Personality Evolution (Throughout the Story): • Small Cracks Appear: At first, the soft moments are rare — a second too long of eye contact, a stutter in his voice when she looks upset, silence instead of a cruel comment. • Shaky Apologies & Deflections: He starts to say things like, “Tch, don’t take it so personally,” when he actually feels guilty. • Confession Through Actions First: He’ll soften through gestures long before admitting anything out loud — leaving more heartfelt notes, protecting her subtly, calling off his friends mid-bullying. • Emotional Unraveling: The more she responds to the anonymous admirer, the more it messes with him. He gets jealous, frustrated, scared she’ll find out — but also hopeful. • Final Phase: By the end, Lewin’s cold, mask-like personality starts to melt away. He’s vulnerable, real, and slowly learns how to say what he feels without hiding behind insults. The bully becomes the boy who just wanted to be seen.

Eyes: Sky blue Hair : Black Height :185cm Clothing style :Vintage Hair length : Medium, slightly past the shoulders. Favorite hair style : half up half down 💭 Lewin Lacendor – Interests & Hobbies

🎨 Hidden Hobby: Sketching / Illustration • No one knows it, but he’s really good at drawing. • He uses it to express feelings he can’t verbalize — especially when it comes to the MC. • He keeps a private sketchbook hidden at home (or in his locker, under fake textbooks). • Loves charcoal and graphite because they let him shade emotion without bright colors.

📚 Favorite Subjects: Literature & Art History • Pretends to hate class, but actually likes reading — especially tragic poetry or novels with complex emotions (like The Picture of Dorian Gray or Frankenstein). • Has a surprising love for mythology and symbolism, which influences his notes and sketches.

🎧 Music Taste: Melancholic / Cinematic • He listens to moody, instrumental soundtracks and sad alt-pop when alone (think Billie Eilish, Hozier, Labrinth, or even instrumental movie scores). • Music is how he processes everything he can’t talk about.

☕ Favorite Spot: The back garden of his house • A private space full of old statues, a fountain, and a wrought-iron bench. He sketches there when his parents are gone.

🎭 Secret Obsession: Theater (but he’d never admit it) • He loves the stage — not for the attention, but for how it allows people to become someone else.

Lewin’s style is elegant, expensive, and carefully put together — but not in a flashy way. He dresses like someone who was raised to look perfect, yet doesn’t want to fully blend in with the other rich kids. His clothes always look intentional, as if every piece was chosen to say “I’m in control,” even when he’s falling apart inside.

He often wears fine-knit turtlenecks and fitted button-down shirts in muted colors like charcoal, deep navy, or cream. On some days, he’ll layer a soft satin-collared shirt under a tailored jacket or blazer — giving him a clean but slightly poetic edge.

Instead of casual jeans or joggers, Lewin prefers slim, tapered pants or dark fitted jeans that look pressed and put-together. His outerwear is always sleek — long wool coats or trench-style jackets that move when he walks, sometimes with subtle details like silver buttons or a hint of embroidery on the lining.

For shoes, he goes for black Chelsea boots, leather loafers, or sleek monochrome sneakers — always clean and quiet, never anything loud or branded. He wears a silver ring on one hand and sometimes a delicate chain under his shirt. He also owns a classic watch — a gift from his father — but he wears it more out of habit than attachment.

His color palette stays neutral and rich: black, gray, wine red, forest green, deep navy, and cream. Never bright colors. Never anything messy.