Scarlet

The setting sun bled across the Ritto training grounds like a wound that wouldn't close.

Long shadows stretched across the dirt course — the silhouette of the goal post, the rail, the lone figure still running when every other Uma Musume had long since trudged back to the dorms for dinner. Cicadas screamed in the cedar trees lining the perimeter, that grating late-summer drone that meant the day was dying and refused to do so quietly. The air was thick, humid, carrying the iron-and-grass smell of well-watered turf and the fainter, sharper tang of sweat.

Tap-tap-tap-tap-tap—

The rhythm of hooves — no, feet, refined athletic shoes biting into the dirt — came around the final corner with the metronomic precision of a wound watch. A flash of chestnut-scarlet hair streamed behind her like a banner that had refused to lower even after the battle was lost. Twin tails secured with blue scrunchies whipped against her shoulder blades. Two ahoge antennae bobbed frantically atop her crown, betraying — even from a hundred meters away — that the runner was furious.

Daiwa Scarlet crossed her self-imposed finish line for the eleventh consecutive time that hour and immediately, automatically, flexed her fingers like a pianist between movements before pivoting on her heel to begin lap twelve.

Her chest heaved. Her racing silks clung to her back, dark patches spreading from spine and underarms. The vivid scarlet of her irises had narrowed to slits of focused contempt — directed not at any opponent on the track, because there was no opponent, but at something far more infuriating: herself. Her own legs. Her own time. The number on the stopwatch she'd flung onto the bench twenty minutes ago because it had read 0.3 seconds slower than yesterday and she'd refused, absolutely refused, to acknowledge such an obscenity.

——One more.

She'd said it to the empty track at the end of lap nine. And lap ten. And lap eleven. The words had stopped meaning anything; they were just the noise her mouth made between breaths now, a metronome of denial.

Hmph. Me. Losing to her.

The memory surfaced unbidden, as it had been surfacing every fifteen seconds for three days running: Vodka's grinning mouth, that infuriating boyish smirk, the wild surge of acceleration in the final stretch that had simply erased Scarlet's three-length lead like it had never existed. The roar of the crowd splitting into two halves — half of them shouting Vodka, the other half shouting Scarlet, but the half shouting Scarlet had been quieter, hadn't it? Hadn't it been quieter? She could still hear it, the precise decibel of her own diminishment, drilled into her ear like a needle.

Her ears flattened against her skull. Her tail lashed once — sharp, vicious — and her stride lengthened into something that wasn't training pace anymore. It was punishment.

It's not my legs. The training menu is wrong…! I just haven't run enough yet… hngh—…!

Lap twelve. Her thighs were starting to burn in that specific, dangerous way — not the clean burn of productive work, but the duller, hotter ache that meant the lactic acid had stopped clearing properly, that the muscles had begun to whisper warnings she was choosing not to hear. A bead of sweat rolled into her left eye. She didn't blink it away. She blinked it away on the next stride, which was almost the same thing, but not quite.

On the bench at the trackside, three things sat in mute judgment: a sports bottle she hadn't touched in forty minutes, a small towel folded with militaristic precision, and her silver tiara — removed, set carefully on the towel, because even in the depths of her self-flagellation she would not allow her mother's keepsake to be sweat-stained.

And next to those three things, observed only in the periphery of her tunnel-visioned awareness, was a man.

He hadn't been there at the start of lap nine. He had appeared sometime during lap ten or eleven — she couldn't recall exactly when, because she'd been busy hating the curve of the second turn — and he had simply... stayed. Standing. Watching. Not calling out. Not approaching. Not doing any of the things that the previous three trainers had done within their first thirty seconds of meeting her.

The first one — that bespectacled veteran with the patronizing smile — had clapped his hands together and said "Daiwa-san, why don't we start with something light today?" She'd looked at him for exactly four seconds before walking past him to the track. He'd lasted two days.

The second one — younger, eager, with the irritating habit of saying "いいですね!" to absolutely everything — had tried to praise her after a sprint that she knew had been three-tenths slower than her best. "Sugoi desu yo, Daiwa-san! That was perfect!" She'd turned on him with eyes blazing and said: "It wasn't perfect. If you can't tell the difference, you're useless to me." He'd lasted four hours.

The third one had been the worst. He'd said, on their first meeting, with what he'd clearly thought was paternal warmth: "You shouldn't compare yourself to Vodka so much. Everyone runs their own race."

She didn't even remember what she'd said to him. She remembered the door slamming. She remembered the silence afterward, in the empty office, with her own breath ragged in her ears and her hands shaking and her teeth clenched so hard her jaw had ached for an hour.

Compare myself to Vodka. As if it were a flaw. As if the entire architecture of her existence — the burn in her chest, the fire in her legs, the reason she got out of bed before her alarm and ate her vegetables and brushed her hair exactly one hundred strokes — wasn't built precisely on the foundation of being faster than Vodka. As if telling her not to compare herself was anything other than telling her not to be herself.

She'd cried that night. Just a little. Into her pillow. Where Vodka — sleeping in the next bed, breathing that infuriatingly even, untroubled breath of the recently victorious — wouldn't hear.

——One more.

Lap thirteen began before her body had agreed to it. Her left calf twinged — a sharp, electrical complaint — and she ignored it. Ignored the way her landing on that foot was now a fraction stiffer. Ignored the way her usually metronomic stride had begun, in the last half-lap, to develop a barely perceptible asymmetry. The setting sun caught in the sweat-damp strands of her hair and turned them the color of fresh blood.

The man on the sideline shifted his weight. She caught it in her peripheral vision and her ears swiveled despite herself, betraying the attention she was determined not to pay him.

He wasn't tall. He wasn't striking. He wore a simple button-down with the sleeves rolled to his elbows and a loosened tie, the standard uniform of a Tracen trainer who had been on his feet too long. His glasses caught the dying light. His posture was — she catalogued it in a single sweep of her competitive, evaluating gaze — neither rigid with self-importance nor slack with disinterest. He was just standing there. Watching her run. With his hands in his pockets.

He hadn't called out. Hadn't waved. Hadn't introduced himself. Hadn't done any of the expected things.

It was, she realized with a flare of indignation that was suspiciously close to interest, unbearably rude.

"——Hey. You."

The words came out before she'd decided to speak them, and she only realized she'd actually pulled up — slowed to a walk, then to a halt, ten meters from the bench — when her own voice rang out across the empty track, sharper than she'd intended. Her chest was heaving. Her bangs were plastered to her forehead. She straightened with as much imperiousness as a fourteen-year-old girl drenched in sweat could muster, and crossed her arms beneath her bust — which, as always, had the inadvertent effect of pushing it up — and fixed him with her most withering glare.

"How long have you been standing there. It's creepy."

Her ears flattened. Her tail flicked once, sharp.

"Just so you know, I don't need a new trainer. Go home."

She didn't wait for an answer. She turned — pointedly, with the practiced grace of a girl who had been dismissing inferior beings since she could walk — and stalked toward the bench. Snatched up the towel. Pressed it to her face for exactly two seconds. Pulled it away. Reached for the sports bottle and took a single, controlled sip — not the gulping draught her body was screaming for, because she would not be seen gulping in front of a stranger. Set the bottle down. Picked up her silver tiara with both hands, with a reverence that was almost prayerful, and settled it carefully back into her hair.

Only then, only when she had reassembled the visible armor of Daiwa Scarlet, Crimson Star of Tracen, did she turn back to face him.

"...You're still here."

Her ahoge twitched. Vibrated, actually — an irritated little oscillation that she would have given a year of her life to suppress.

"I refused, didn't I. Do you understand Japanese?"

Her eyes narrowed. The slit pupils contracted further, scarlet irises catching the last orange light of the dying sun and throwing it back like coals. She took one step closer. Two. Stopped. Tilted her chin up — she had to, slightly, to meet his eyes — and let the full weight of her famous glare settle on him. The glare that had reportedly made an upperclassman cry. The glare that had once silenced an entire dormitory hallway mid-argument. The glare that her Trainer-candidates tended to crumble beneath within the first three minutes.

"Just so you know.", she said, her voice dropping into that quiet, dangerous register that was so much worse than her shouting, "You're the fourth person who's come here mistakenly thinking they want to be my trainer. The previous three — the moment they said one single soft word to me, I sent them packing."

Her tail lashed.

"'Don't push yourself,' or 'you'll be fine,' or 'you don't need to compare yourself to Vodka'", the names of the platitudes came out of her mouth like she was spitting out spoiled food, "——those nice-sounding, meaningless words trainers use to escape their own responsibility. Try saying any of them. Right now. I'll throw you off this ground myself."

A bead of sweat rolled down her temple. She didn't wipe it. Couldn't. Not without breaking eye contact, and she would not break eye contact first.

The cicadas screamed. The wind shifted, carrying the smell of distant rain. Her left calf was throbbing now — really throbbing, a deep pulse of warning that she stubbornly refused to acknowledge by shifting her weight off it. Her ears, traitors that they were, had perked forward toward him without her permission, attentive, waiting, broadcasting to anyone who knew how to read Uma Musume body language that the fearsome Crimson Star was — somewhere underneath the thorns — listening.

"...Say something."

Her voice cracked, just barely, on the last syllable. She would deny it later. She would deny it to her grave. But for one suspended moment in the orange-gold light of the dying day, with her bangs sticking to her forehead and her chest still heaving and her hands clenched white-knuckled at her sides, Daiwa Scarlet stood at the threshold of the rest of her life and waited — without knowing she was waiting — for someone to finally, finally, say the right thing.

The sun over Ritto bleeds the color of her own hair across the practice track.

It's an hour past the official end of evening training. The cicadas have started their dusk hymn in the cedars beyond the back stretch, and the long sodium lamps along the rail haven't quite yet decided to flicker on—caught in that purple-amber suspension where the day refuses to die and the night hasn't earned the right to begin. The dirt of the oval is churned and pock-marked from a full day of hooves and racing flats; the air smells of warm earth, cut grass from the infield, the faint mineral tang of a watering truck that passed an hour ago, and—closer, sharper—the salt of one girl's sweat.

A man in a charcoal suit is walking away from the rail.

His back is very straight. The set of his shoulders says I tried, and the speed of his stride says I'm done trying. He doesn't look back. The clipboard tucked under his arm has a single sheet on it with one name printed at the top, and as he passes through the gate toward the trainers' building, he flips it shut with the practiced finality of a man closing a coffin lid. Third one this month. Second one this week. The Tracen rumor mill will have it by breakfast tomorrow, garnished with that particular phrase the senior trainers use behind cupped hands—

"That girl... well. Her temper... is a bit, you know."

—the kind of ねぇ that does all the work of an insult while pretending to be a sigh.

Out on the track, the girl he just walked away from has not turned to watch him go.

She is mid-stride down the back stretch, alone, the only moving figure on the entire oval. Her form is textbook—shoulders square, chin tucked, arms scything in clean efficient arcs—but anyone who'd timed her three weeks ago and timed her now would feel a small cold thing in their stomach. Her cadence is half a beat off. Her lead leg is overreaching. Her left ear, the one that always pins flat when she's furious, is pinned flat. Her right ear keeps twitching toward the gate where the trainer's footsteps are receding, and she keeps yanking it forward again like she's snapping a leash on her own anatomy.

Hah—hah—hah—

Her breath comes in those short measured bursts she's drilled into herself since her first month at the Academy. Don't gulp. Don't pant. Pant means you're losing. She's on her fourth set of what was supposed to be a three-set evening, and her thighs are doing that thing where they feel made of warm glass, and her tail is heavy with sweat at the root, and somewhere in her chest there is a small angry voice that sounds suspiciously like her own keeps saying one more, one more, one more—

because if I stop now then they were right.

Her scarlet ribbon has slipped down to the very tip of her left twintail. Her ahoge—the traitorous antenna she has tried and failed to gel into submission since she was eleven—is wilted forward over her brow like a question mark someone has crossed out. There's a smudge of track dirt on her left cheekbone in the precise shape of three fingers, from when she swiped at a bead of sweat without thinking. Her racing-school jersey, navy blue trimmed with white, clings to the small of her back in a dark V, and her bloomers—properly worn under the regulation skirt she has neatly folded over the rail post by the gate—ride the swell of her thighs in a way she would consider professionally acceptable and that any boy passing within fifty meters would consider lethal ordnance.

She rounds the final turn for the fourth time. The straight stretches out in front of her, dim and rust-orange and empty, and her ruby eyes lock on the imaginary wire at the end of it the way a hawk locks on a mouse, and she kicks.

The end of her fourth lap is supposed to be controlled.

She does not control it.

Her last forty meters are a full sprint—a stupid, suicidal, absolutely magnificent burst of末脚 that no one is timing and no one is watching and that exists for no audience at all except the small angry voice in her chest, and she crosses her own invented finish line at full tilt and her right knee buckles on the next stride and she—

—catches herself.

Just barely. Palms slap the dirt. Knee skids. She is on all fours in the middle of the track in the failing light, chest heaving, twintails fallen forward over her shoulders into the dust, and for one entire second the whole vast empty oval is just the sound of one fourteen-year-old's lungs trying to remember their job.

…Ughh.

Her tail lashes once, hard, and flings a small arc of grit. She levers herself upright on shaking arms before her knee can decide whether or not to bleed, and she sits back on her heels in the dirt with her hands braced on her thighs and her head bowed, twintails curtaining her face, and she breathes.

Hah… hah…

Idiot.

Idiot, idiot, idiot.

That's not how a winner trains. That's how a loser trains. Pushing past the menu because the menu didn't hurt enough. Burning out your kick on an empty track because no one was here to see the real one. Pathetic. Embarrassing. If Vodka saw this she'd—

The thought of Vodka snaps her head up so fast her ahoge whips.

—she'd laugh. She'd grin that stupid boyish grin and she'd say something annoying like 「Scar, oi, Scar, what're you doing down there, takin' a nap? C'mon, get up, the day's not over」 and she'd offer her hand and I'd—

She would take it.

That, more than anything else in the last forty minutes, is the thought that makes her want to scream.

She scrubs her wrist across her eyes—not crying, absolutely not crying, the grit just got in them, it's the dirt, it's the wind—and pushes herself upright on legs that have approximately the structural integrity of overcooked udon. Her left knee has a scrape. A small one. A humiliatingly small one, the kind a kindergartener gets falling off a swing. She glares at it like it has personally betrayed her.

"…Hmph."

The scoff is for no one. There is no one. The third trainer is gone. The grounds crew has long since clocked out. The dorm windows in the distance are starting to glow in their little yellow squares, and somewhere a kettle is whistling and somewhere someone is laughing at a variety show, and Daiwa Scarlet is standing alone in the middle of a darkening oval with one bleeding knee and a wilted ahoge and a ribbon she can feel sliding further down her hair with every breath, and the small angry voice in her chest has gone quiet, and what's underneath the small angry voice is much much worse, because what's underneath the small angry voice is a much smaller voice, a voice that sounds like she did when she was eight, a voice that says—

…why won't anyone stay?

She bites the inside of her cheek hard enough to taste copper.

"——Whatever."

Said aloud. To the empty track. To the cicadas. To the bleeding sky. Her hands ball into fists at her sides, and her chin comes up in that crisp little gesture she has practiced in her vanity mirror until it looks like contempt instead of armor, and her chestnut-scarlet twintails catch one last lick of sunset as she turns her shoulder to the gate the third trainer disappeared through.

"Whatever. I—I can handle it all on my own—"

Alone is fine. Alone is faster. Alone doesn't quit on you halfway through the season because your tongue was 'too sharp' or your menu was 'too demanding' or because you cried in a bathroom stall after the Vodka race and one of them heard. Alone is—

The wind shifts.

It comes up the back stretch the way wind always does on this track at this hour, carrying the green smell of the infield and a faint, faint trace of something that doesn't belong out here at the rail at sunset—the warm-paper smell of a freshly opened training file, and under it, something subtler: a man's aftershave, restrained, bergamot-cool, the kind a person wears who isn't trying to be noticed.

Her ear—the right one, the traitor, the one she can never quite school—swivels first.

Her head turns a half-second behind it, ruby eyes narrowing, twintails swinging heavy and damp across her shoulders, and she fixes the figure standing at the rail with the exact glare that has, over the course of a single semester, made one upperclassman cry, two janitors take early retirement, and three trainers reconsider their life choices.

There is a man at the rail.

She does not recognize him.

He is not in a charcoal suit. He has a clipboard, but he is holding it down at his side, not flipped open and ready like an indictment. He is, she notes with the rapid forensic appraisal of a girl who has by now developed an entire taxonomy of the species Trainerus japonicus, on the smaller side for a man—not in a way that diminishes him, but in a way that puts him closer to her own eye level than she is used to, which is its own small tactical inconvenience because she cannot look down at him in the way she has rehearsed. Hair, slightly unkempt in a way that says I forgot rather than I styled it. Glasses. Faint shadows under the eyes. A face that's harder to place than it should be—some angle of the jaw says adult, some softness around the eyes says younger, and the overall effect is of someone who has been through more than he looks like he has and who hasn't decided yet whether to mention it.

He is looking at her.

Not at her ears. Not at her tail. Not at her chest, which she registers with a small disarmed click somewhere behind her sternum. Not even at her bleeding knee, which she would have snapped at him for noticing.

He is looking at her eyes.

And the look on his face is not the look the third trainer had. The third trainer's look had been a man calculating how much of his career he was willing to spend trying to civilize a problem child. This man's look is—

—it's hard to name.

It's quiet. It's a little tired. It's the look of someone who has been standing at that rail for longer than she realized, who watched the last lap, who watched the real last forty meters, who watched her go down on her knees in the dirt, and who did not call out and did not move and did not interrupt, because some part of him understood—without being told—that to interrupt her in that moment would have been a kind of theft.

He waited.

He waited until she stood up on her own.

The realization lands somewhere low and unfamiliar in her stomach, and her ahoge—her traitor, her polygraph, her shame—gives one small involuntary bounce upright before she can stop it.

"…!"

Her hand flies up. Smacks the ahoge down. It springs back. She smacks it down again. Glares at the sky. Glares at him.

"W-what are you looking at?"

The words come out crisper and louder than she meant them to, and she is appalled at the way her voice wobbles on the third syllable, and she covers it by crossing her arms tight under her bust—which has the consequence she has, after fourteen years on this earth, still not learned to anticipate, which is that it pushes everything up and forward into a shelf of damp navy fabric that any boy with a pulse would have to make a conscious decision not to look at—and she juts her chin and squares her shoulders and pretends with every fiber of her being that she is not standing in a darkening oval with a skinned knee and a wilted antenna and a heart that is, against her explicit instructions, beating slightly faster than her last sprint accounts for.

"If you came here to laugh at me—"

She bites the rest off. Looks away. Looks back. Her tail flicks once, hard, against the back of her bloomers.

"...The third one? Or fourth? Which is it?"

It is supposed to come out as a sneer. It comes out a half-step softer than that. The kind of softness she'll deny later, even to herself. Especially to herself.

The cicadas keep singing. The first sodium lamp along the rail flickers, hesitates, and then commits—pouring a small pool of warm white light down onto the dirt between them, catching the loose scarlet ribbon at the end of her left twintail and turning it, for one suspended second, the color of a finish-line tape.

Her ruby eyes hold his across the rail.

And she waits—chin up, fists clenched, ahoge quivering, knee bleeding, every thorn she owns bristling outward—

—to see whether this one, too, will turn around and walk away.

The early summer sun hung over Tokyo Racecourse like a freshly polished gold medal — her gold medal, obviously, because anything else would be a bookkeeping error the universe was about to correct.

Daiwa Scarlet bent forward at the waist on the warm-up turf, palms flat to the grass, the long chestnut-scarlet curtain of her twintails sliding forward over her shoulders to brush the ground. Her racing silks — that regal navy-and-white parade dress with its gold piping and absurdly daring open-bust U-cut — strained obediently as she held the stretch, her enormous, ribbon-bound chest pressing soft and full against the ruffled inner blouse with each measured exhale. One, two, three, four… She counted in her head with the same metronomic certainty she used to count finish-line photographs in her favor.

Above her, both crimson-furred ears were swivelled at hard angles like a pair of radar dishes, tracking the rustle of the crowd, the distant clang of the paddock bell, the chatter of the camera-men, and — most importantly, however much she'd deny it — the unmistakable, infuriating, off-key humming of a certain idiot two stalls over.

"…Hmph."

The little crimson-edged scoff escaped before she could catch it. Her ahoge — that single rebellious antenna of hair on her crown that had been court-martialled, gelled, pinned, and once even held down by Vodka's thumb in a fit of frustration (it had sprung back and nearly taken Vodka's eye out, which, in Scarlet's private ledger, counted as a win) — twitched once, sharply, in the direction of the humming.

She straightened. Tossed her twintails back over her shoulders with a flick of her head that was definitely not a performance for the photographers along the rail (she could feel them anyway; the lenses sounded like little hungry insects). The silver tiara her mother had given her sat snug against her bangs, catching the sun. She adjusted the blue scrunchie on her left twintail with three brisk, surgical tugs, then a fourth that no one was supposed to notice.

"Hey. You."

Vodka — already in her own black-and-yellow silks, one knee on the grass in a half-lunge, jaw working around a piece of gum she absolutely was not supposed to have on the track — looked up with that infuriating boyish grin. "Eh? Me?"

"Who else would I be talking to, you walking spirit cabinet?" Scarlet planted one fist on the cocked jut of her hip — the crook of her arm pushing her chest into an even more obscene shelf above the racing silks' open neckline, a fact she remained gloriously, deliberately, furiously oblivious to. The tip of her tail lashed once behind her in a sharp scarlet arc. "Don't you dare hum during my warm-up. It's tacky. It's distracting. And it's off-key."

"Aha! So you were listening." Vodka's grin widened, all canine and trouble. "I'm flattered, Scarlet."

"Flatter yourself in last place where you belong."

"That so?" Vodka stood, rolled her shoulders, cracked her neck. "Bet you a melon bread I take the lead by the second corner."

Scarlet's crimson eyes narrowed into that particular evaluating squint — the one Tracen first-years had learned, through tears, to fear. The little fang on the left side of her smile flashed.

"Two melon breads," she countered, voice dropping into the velvet-coated steel that meant she was already running the race in her head. "And the strawberry custard one from the bakery near the south gate. The one with the lattice top. Because by the first corner, you'll be staring at the back of my silks and crying about it." Her tongue clicked — tch — that unladylike little tic she'd tried forty-some times to murder and which still ambushed her when her blood was up. "And don't bother showing up for victory photos. They're mine today."

Vodka laughed — that loud, careless, genuinely delighted laugh that always, always, made something twist hot and complicated in Scarlet's chest, a feeling she had filed under "indigestion" and refused to reopen the case on. "Whatever you say, Princess."

"Don't call me that."

"Whatever you say, Princess."

Scarlet's ears flattened against her skull. Her tail snapped once, hard, against her own thigh.

She turned on her heel before her face could do the embarrassing thing it kept threatening to do, marching the few paces back toward the staging area with each step calibrated to swing her hips just enough to make her short pleated skirt flick — not for anyone in particular, of course; it was simply the most aerodynamically efficient gait, thank you very much — and the dense, springy curve of her ass shifting beneath the navy fabric in a way the trackside cameramen would unfortunately be paid extra for capturing.

It was only when she crossed into the shaded strip beneath the trainer's awning that her shoulders dropped half a centimetre. Just half. Just enough.

There he was. Her Trainer. Hers. Clipboard in hand, that faintly tired-around-the-eyes look he always wore on race days, his slightly-too-thin frame standing exactly where she'd told him to stand — three steps back from the rail, out of the photographer's flash range, close enough that she could find him with one glance.

He was holding the sports drink she liked. The brand she'd never actually told him she liked. The temperature she preferred (slightly cool, not cold; cold stiffened her calves). His tie was crooked — of course it was crooked, the otanko-ninjin couldn't keep a single piece of clothing aligned without supervision — and there was a faint sleeplessness shadow under his eyes that she clocked instantly, catalogued, and added to the list of grievances she would lecture him about after she won.

(After she won. Not if. After.)

"Trainer." Her voice came out crisper than she meant it to, the way it always did when she was trying to disguise how much she'd been looking forward to seeing him. She closed the last steps and plucked the drink from his hand without preamble, fingers brushing his for exactly a microsecond longer than was structurally necessary. Her ears tilted forward — toward him — entirely without her permission. "Your tie. It's crooked. Again. Honestly. How am I supposed to win a G1 with a Trainer who looks like he was dressed by a particularly drunk crow?"

She didn't wait for his answer. She'd already set the drink on the bench and reached up — having to rise on the tips of her toes despite the long, lean strength of her legs, because of course he'd insisted on standing at his full height like an inconsiderate giraffe — to fix the tie herself, deft fingers working the knot with the same precision she gave a starting-gate strategy. Her breath smelled faintly of mint. Her brow was furrowed in that sharp, evaluating concentration she gave to everything. Her chest, encased in those silks, pressed accidentally-on-purpose against the lapel of his jacket as she leaned in, and somewhere in the deep undercroft of her mind a small alarm started ringing that she stomped flat with the heel of her pride.

"There." She stepped back. Cleared her throat. Crossed her arms beneath her bust — which, predictably, only did interesting things to the silhouette of her racing silks, and which she was, predictably, oblivious to. The flush was already crawling up her neck to the tips of her ears and she was furious about it. "Now you look at least seventy percent less embarrassing. Be grateful."

A pause. Her gaze flicked sideways. Her voice dropped half a register, half a volume, and she addressed the bench beside him rather than his face.

"…The training menu you wrote out for the last three weeks. The interval blocks." Her tail tip twitched against the back of her thigh. "They were… not terrible. The pacing on the second set was correct. I noticed." Another pause. The tips of her ears went pink. "Don't get used to me saying that, otanko-ninjin. It's a one-time bulletin."

She turned away before he could respond — she always did; it was the only way to survive saying anything resembling a compliment without spontaneously combusting — and stalked back toward the parade ring, where the gates were already being wheeled into position at the head of the straight.

The bell rang.

Two minutes to load.

Scarlet rolled her shoulders, bounced on the balls of her feet twice, three times — feeling that familiar furnace ignite low in her gut, the inherited fire of a soul that had been born to run at the front and had never once entertained an alternative. Her crimson eyes hardened to garnet. Her ears pinned back into their racing position. The crowd noise dropped away. The cameras dropped away. Even Vodka — taking her place in stall four with that idiot's grin still on her face — dropped to a single bright point in her peripheral vision, the shape of a rival, the shape of a measuring stick.

Number one. The creed throbbed in her chest in time with her pulse. Number one. Anything else doesn't exist.

She walked into stall three. The handlers checked her silks, her tag, her boots. The metal of the gate was cool against her shoulder. She placed her fingertips lightly against the front bar — flexed them once, twice, like a pianist — and exhaled slow through her nose.

Stall five locked. Stall six locked. Stall seven.

Eight. Nine. Ten.

A breath of wind off the infield carried the smell of cut grass and warm earth and, very faintly, the sweat of fifteen of the fastest girls in the country.

The starter's flag rose.

"…Mine."

Scarlet's eyes slitted. Her lips parted, just barely, around a single word she would have died before letting anyone hear — half a prayer, half a battle-cry, entirely a promise.

"The number one is me. Always. Only. Me."

The gates exploded open with a sound like a thunderclap split into fifteen pieces.

And Daiwa Scarlet was gone — a streak of scarlet and navy and gold tearing into the front of the pack before the echo had even finished rolling, twintails snapping straight back behind her, tail a crimson banner, hooves of churning turf flying up in her wake, every fiber of that finely-tuned racer's body howling the same single, unshakeable word she'd whispered at the gate—

—while somewhere two strides behind her left shoulder, an irritatingly familiar laugh was already gaining ground.

The scoreboard at Hanshin Racecourse still hummed with that obscene afterglow of a finished race — bulbs blazing, numbers locked, the kanji for first place burning so bright against the dimming May sky that it almost felt rude. Down in the winner's circle, the cameras had already had their fill of her: the obligatory bouquet shoved into her arms, the sash draped diagonally across her chest, the polite bow toward the owner's box, the perfectly rehearsed thank you for your support delivered in that crisp honor-student diction she could summon even with her lungs still scraping for air.

Then the official photographer lowered his lens, the steward gestured that's a wrap, and Daiwa Scarlet — undefeated debutante, the new scarlet star of the spring meeting — spun on the heel of her racing boot and bolted off the dais like the bouquet was on fire.

The moment she rounded the corner into the paddock corridor, away from the cameras, away from the clapping, away from everyone — the polished mask cracked clean down the middle.

"Haaaah—" The breath came out of her in a rush that fogged in the cooling evening air, half a sigh and half something dangerously close to a whimper. Her chestnut twintails, frayed loose from the wind of the final furlong, swung heavy against her back as she finally let her shoulders sag. The blue scrunchies were barely holding on. Her silver tiara sat crooked. A single rebellious ahoge — the traitor antenna, as she privately called it — was vibrating on top of her head like a tuning fork that had just been struck.

She skidded to a halt under the buzzing fluorescent strip-light of the back corridor, planted both hands on her knees, and finally allowed herself to pant the way her body had been begging to pant for the last three minutes. Her ribs rose and fell beneath the gold-piped bodice of her racing silks, the wide U-cut neckline making the motion altogether too obvious; the thick chestnut sweep of her tail flicked once, twice, agitated against the back of her thigh.

She'd won.

She'd won she'd won she'd won — front-running the whole way like she'd promised, kicking clean away in the last two hundred meters, crossing the wire with more than a length to spare. Textbook. Perfect. Exactly the way she'd drawn it on the whiteboard yesterday with that infuriatingly insufficient marker that kept skipping.

And yet —

Her ears swiveled. Forward. Back. Forward again. Twitching toward every footstep that echoed down the corridor. Her tail gave another small, betraying flick.

Where is he.

…Not that she was waiting. Obviously. Obviously not. She was simply — catching her breath. Cooling down. Doing post-race recovery the way any responsible athlete would. It was simply practical to stand here, in this particular spot, exactly where her Trainer would have to pass on his way down from the owner's box. Purely logistical positioning. A senior racer would understand.

Footsteps. Familiar pacing. The slightly uneven cadence of someone who'd taken the stairs two at a time.

Scarlet's spine snapped upright with a speed that almost dislocated something. By the time the figure rounded the corner she had her arms crossed beneath her bust — arms that very inadvertently shoved certain other things up and forward in a way she remained gallantly oblivious to — chin tilted at a precisely calibrated forty-five-degree angle of haughty indifference, ahoge corkscrewing wildly above her head and broadcasting EMOTIONAL EMERGENCY on every available frequency.

"Hmph."

The scoff arrived first, deployed like a warning shot. Her ruby eyes flicked sideways — not meeting his — and then very pointedly studied a perfectly uninteresting safety notice taped to the wall.

"...You're late, you know." Her voice, that clear JC-idol clarity, came out roughly two notes higher than she'd aimed for. She course-corrected mid-sentence with the grace of someone running into a hedge. "I've already finished cooling down. By myself. Without supervision. Because somebody couldn't be bothered to come straight down."

A pause. Her tail betrayed her with a little eager swish against her calf. Her ears, the absolute worst of her body's many little turncoats, were canted forward toward him so attentively that they were practically saluting.

She heard him approach. Stop. Probably with that look on his face — the patient one, the one that said I see what you're doing and I am politely declining to point it out, the look she despised because it left her absolutely no purchase to argue against.

Her cheeks were going. She could feel it — that traitor-flush blooming across the bridge of her nose, climbing the tips of her ears, spreading down toward the open neckline of her silks where she absolutely did not want it visible. She tightened her crossed arms reflexively. The bouquet, still trapped against her chest, gave a sad little crinkle of cellophane.

"...Well?" she demanded of the safety notice.

The word hung there, sharp as a starting bell.

When he didn't immediately answer — because of course he didn't, because he knew, the obnoxious otanko-ninjin, he always knew — she finally, finally dragged her gaze away from the wall and fixed him with a glare that was supposed to be withering and came out, instead, looking rather like a kitten attempting to intimidate a sunbeam. Crimson irises, slit-pupiled, fierce and shimmering and very faintly wet at the corners from wind-burn that she would die before admitting was anything else.

"Well?" she repeated, louder, the haughty edge of her chin going up another defiant degree even as her voice wobbled in a way that made the whole performance a lie. "Aren't you going to say anything? I just — I just won. Front-running. Wire to wire. By more than a length. The way I said I would. So…"

Her mouth opened. Closed. Her ahoge twitched. A small, mortified internal scream took place behind her sternum.

"…So you'd better have a proper opinion ready, you know? Not some — some half-baked good job nonsense like you give the others." Her voice dropped, dropped further, until the last words were nearly mumbled into the cellophane of the bouquet. "I ran that race for — for me. Obviously. For my own record. To prove a point. It wasn't — it absolutely wasn't because somebody said yesterday that they'd been looking forward to it, or anything ridiculous like that, so don't go getting the wrong idea."

She lifted her face just enough to peek at him over the bouquet's red carnations. Just enough that one slitted ruby eye, glassy and hopeful and absolutely furious with itself for being hopeful, could fix on him through her sweat-darkened bangs.

"…So." Quieter. Almost — almost — a real voice. The honor-student mask slipped a millimeter and something very young and very raw flickered through the gap. "How — how was it? My race. From up there. Did it look…"

The ahoge above her head curled into a tight, anxious little question mark.

She caught herself. Snapped her eyes shut. Whirled a quarter-turn away so all he could see was the proud, sweat-damp line of her cheek and one pinned-flat scarlet ear going slowly, helplessly crimson.

"—Don't answer that!" she yelped, suddenly, at the wall. "I take it back! I don't care what you thought! It was a perfect race, I know it was a perfect race, I don't need your validation to —"

Her tail, hanging behind her, gave one enormous and entirely involuntary wag.

Somewhere above her head the ahoge stood straight up like a flag run up a pole, vibrating gently, and broadcasting — to anyone who knew how to read it, and Scarlet had the sinking suspicion that her Trainer was learning to read it embarrassingly well — exactly two words, in glowing scarlet letters six feet tall:

PRAISE ME.

The autumn afternoon light slants across the Ritto training grounds in long, copper-burnished bars, gilding the dirt track where churned hoofprints—or rather, the cleat-marks of running shoes built for an Umamusume's stride—stitch a fresh seam from the warm-up paddock toward the staging gate. The air carries that particular pre-race perfume that no perfumer has ever been able to bottle: damp earth turned by morning rakes, the faint iron tang of crushed grass, the warm-leather scent drifting off the saddle racks in the equipment shed, and underneath it all, the sweet-sharp bite of liniment and the citrus-bergamot ghost of a certain someone's shampoo. Cicadas, the last stubborn holdouts of the fading season, saw away at the cypress hedges that line the path. A loudspeaker somewhere on the far side of the complex crackles a name and a post-position, the syllables warped by distance into something almost like a prayer.

And there, ahead on the gravel path that curves between the rose bushes the gardening club so devotedly tortures into shape, walks a flame.

Daiwa Scarlet—the Crimson Star of the upcoming undercard, the prefilly-favorite for today's mock-G1 simulation race, the unholy terror of the dorm kitchen and the rightful queen of the third-floor laundry rotation—paces forward with the unhurried, measured gait of someone who has decided, on principle, that the universe will move at her tempo today. Her chestnut-scarlet twintails sway in counterweight to her stride, the blue scrunchies catching little sparks of sunlight, the silver tiara at her crown winking like a small, smug star. The white satin bow at her throat, cinched with the precision of a girl who absolutely re-tied it three times this morning, sits flawlessly. Her racing silks—the navy and white parade-uniform dress that makes her look less like a middle schooler and more like a young monarch about to inspect her cavalry—catches the breeze, the short pleated skirt flicking against the tops of her thigh-high stockings. The wide U-neck cutout frames a heart-stopping expanse of porcelain collarbone and the maddening, indecent swell of cleavage that her ruffled inner blouse does absolutely nothing to civilize; with each stride those ample F-cup mounds of hers perform their shameless little oscillation, fuyun, fuyun, perfectly synchronized to the metronome of her hips. She is, in a word, insufferably pretty. She knows it. She would die before saying it.

Her ears—those traitorous, expressive chestnut-scarlet ears—are angled slightly back. Not flat. Not pinned in anger. Just… tilted. Tuned. Aimed like two small, furred satellite dishes at the precise frequency of the footsteps walking beside her.

Footsteps that, until about three seconds ago, had been keeping perfect step with hers. Stride for stride. Shoulder to shoulder. The way she and her Trainer always walk to the warm-up ring on a normal training morning, when the world is just the two of them and her training menu and the sound of her own breathing settling into that familiar pre-run rhythm.

But today is not a normal morning.

Today the staging gate is at the end of this path. Today the grandstand on the far rise is already murmuring with the indistinct, hive-like buzz of an audience filling its seats. Today there are stewards in their navy blazers checking clipboards by the entry tunnel, and the other entrants are visible at the edge of her peripheral vision—a Mihono Bourbon doing her cold, machine-precise stretches; a Biwa Hayahide stretching her calves with clinical disinterest—and Vodka, that infuriating idiot, somewhere over by the water station, no doubt swigging from a bottle with all the elegance of a drunken sailor and not a flicker of nerves on her stupid, smug face—

Scarlet's tail flicks, sharp, against the back of her thigh.

And then, with the smoothness of a shifted gear, her stride lengthens. Just a fraction. Just enough. One pace. Two. The crunch of gravel beneath her cleats picks up its tempo by the smallest, most deliberate increment, and she—who had been walking beside her Trainer—is suddenly walking a clean half-step ahead of him.

Not pulling away. Not racing. Just… in front.

The way it has to be. The way it must be. From this point on the path, all the way to the gate.

She doesn't turn her head. She doesn't have to. She knows, with the radar precision of those tilted-back ears, exactly where her Trainer is. She can hear his breathing. She can hear the slight scuff of his shoe on a loose pebble. She can hear—and her ears flick forward one degree, betraying the very thing she's pretending not to do—the faint hesitation in his next step, that micro-stumble of someone who's just realized the rhythm has changed.

Good. Her chin lifts a millimeter. Her lips, glossed faintly pink, press into a thin line that is absolutely not a smug. The little fang on the left side of her mouth pokes out anyway. That's just gravity. Gravity is doing that.

"…Don't fall behind, you know."

The words drop over her shoulder like she's flicking lint off a sleeve, casual, almost bored, with that crisp honor-student diction that she uses when she wants to pretend she isn't doing exactly what she's doing. Her voice is clear and bright and pitched to carry exactly as far as it needs to and not a centimeter further—a private comment, just for him, threaded over the gravel-crunch and the cicada-saw and the distant loudspeaker.

She still doesn't look back. The chestnut-scarlet curtain of her ponytails sways. Her tail, behind her, gives a slow, regal sweep—left, right—like a metronome counting down.

"Honestly. Walking next to Atashi… today of all days. What were you even thinking?" A small hmph, exhaled through her nose, and her ears pin back another half-degree in the universal Daiwa Scarlet tell of I am about to say something I have rehearsed in my head and will pretend I am improvising. "From here to the gate, you walk behind. That's the rule. Not because I— it's not like I'm being bossy, it's just— that's how it is. It's how it has to be."

A pebble crunches under her cleat. She steps over a seam in the gravel without looking down—of course she knows where every imperfection in this path is, she walks it twelve times a day. The breeze lifts a strand of her bangs and lays it back down across her tiara.

"Because…"

Here her voice does something. It doesn't quaver. Daiwa Scarlet does not quaver. But it… settles. Drops half an octave into something lower and quieter and so much more certain than the prim little scolding tone of two seconds ago. Her ears straighten. Her shoulders square inside the stiff brocade of her parade-uniform silks. The half-step lead becomes, for a moment, the gravitational center of the entire afternoon.

"…the one in front is the one who wins. And the one who wins today is going to be Atashi. Obviously. So—"

She stops.

Just stops, mid-stride, mid-sentence, on the bend of the path where the rose hedge opens up and the staging gate first comes into full view at the bottom of the slope. The grandstand rises behind it like a great half-shell of murmuring humanity. The starting stalls glint dully in the late sun. A steward consults a stopwatch. A bell, somewhere, gives an experimental ting.

And in the perfect, bell-clear quiet of that pause, Daiwa Scarlet finally—finally—turns her head.

Just enough. Just over her shoulder. Just enough that one ruby-crimson eye, fierce and slit-pupiled and burning with that furnace-light that makes seasoned racing journalists describe her as "a small inferno in a school uniform," locks onto him through the curtain of her own swaying chestnut-scarlet bangs. The afternoon sun catches the edge of her irises and turns them, for one flickering instant, the exact molten color of a finish-line ribbon under stadium lights.

Her lips part. The little fang shows. It is not a smile. It is not not a smile.

"…You haven't forgotten, have you?"

Soft. Almost a murmur. The kind of voice she would deny ever using if it were played back to her on tape.

"Whose Trainer you are."

A beat. Her tail gives one slow, possessive curl through the air behind her, the chestnut plume catching the light.

"And whose Umamusume I am."

The wind picks up. The rose hedges rustle. Somewhere very far away, the loudspeaker calls another name. Her ahoge—those two stubborn little antennae at the crown of her head—stand up perfectly straight, vibrating faintly, broadcasting an emotional frequency she would punch a hole in the wall before naming aloud.

"Hmph." Her gaze snaps forward again. The half-second of vulnerability seals itself shut behind a wall of polished crimson hauteur. Her stride resumes, a fraction longer than before, and the gap between them widens by another decisive pace. "So keep up. From back there. Where you can see me properly. Where you can— where you can watch Atashi's back the whole way down."

The cleats crunch. The tail sweeps. The twintails bounce.

And then, almost too quietly for the breeze to carry—almost as if she's saying it to the path itself, or to the staging gate, or to the small fierce thing burning behind her sternum that has been burning there since the day she first put on these silks—

"…and don't take your eyes off me. Not for a second. Got it?"

She does not wait for an answer. She would absolutely combust on the spot if she had to receive one out loud. Her ears, however, stay tilted backward. Listening. Tuned. Aimed at the half-step of empty air she has just deliberately, imperiously, needfully placed between his footfalls and hers—the space into which, any second now, a single word of acknowledgment from the only person in this entire roaring, gilded, cicada-stitched afternoon whose opinion can actually reach the burning thing under her ribcage will land.

Down the slope, the staging steward raises a clipboard and looks up the path.

The Crimson Star walks on toward her gate, half a stride ahead of her world, tail held high.

The door to the Trainer's office slammed open at precisely six-forty-seven in the morning with the kind of percussive authority usually reserved for police raids and disappointed mothers.

"Trainer."

The voice that cut through the stale, paper-scented air was crisp, clear, and razored with the specific brand of irritation that only a fourteen-year-old girl with a perfect attendance record and zero patience for laziness could produce. It hung in the room for one full second, unanswered, and visibly grew teeth.

Daiwa Scarlet stood framed in the doorway like a one-girl tribunal. Morning light from the corridor windows caught the chestnut-scarlet of her twin tails, setting them aflame against the navy of her Tracen blazer — copper at the roots, crimson at the tips, every strand brushed to a militant shine. The little silver tiara at her crown glinted. Her two ahoges quivered in the air like tuning forks picking up the frequency of his unforgivable, ongoing crime: being asleep. Her tail gave one sharp, scalpel-precise flick against the backs of her thighs.

Cradled in both hands, with the reverent geometry of a tea ceremony, was a furoshiki-wrapped lacquer bento box. Steam curled, faint but indicting, from one corner.

She took precisely three steps inside, set the bento down on the corner of the desk with a soft, deliberate clack, and inhaled through her nose.

"Six. Forty. Seven." The vivid ruby of her irises pinned the lump of blanket on the cot in the corner. "Practice begins at seven-thirty. Warm-up at seven-fifteen. Which means that in theory — theory, mind you — a competent professional adult who has agreed to be responsible for the career and championship trajectory of one Daiwa Scarlet should already be showered, dressed, and reviewing today's pace splits by this point, instead of —" her gaze swept the desk, the empty mug, the second empty mug, the third — "— instead of lying there snoring like some kind of expired futon."

The lump did not move.

Her left ear flattened. Then her right. Then both perked sharply forward as if calibrating for a second attack vector.

"Oh — oh, I see. Going to pretend you can't hear me, are you?" She crossed her arms beneath her chest — a defensive habit she absolutely did not realize did very specific, very visible things to her uniform's silhouette — and the fang at the corner of her lip caught the light. "Fine. Wonderful. Excellent professionalism. I'll just stand here and explain, very calmly, very patiently, that your number-one charge — the girl whose name will be at the top of the program at the Shuka Sho — has been awake since five, has already completed her morning stretches, has already brewed your absolutely deplorable instant coffee for you because the real beans were finished and somebody — somebody — did not restock —"

A muffled, sleep-wrecked syllable from the cot.

Her tail lashed once, hard. Her ears went pink at the tips.

"— don't you dare 'mmgh' at me, you blockhead-carrot. Up. Up. I did not haul this bento across the entire west courtyard in the cold, in the frankly humiliating event that someone might see me delivering breakfast like some kind of, of — domestic — to have it congeal on your desk while you imitate roadkill."

She marched the remaining three steps to the cot with the precise, clipped stride of an officer about to court-martial a deserter, hand already lifting to grab the edge of the blanket and yank —

And stopped.

Mid-stride. Mid-breath. Mid-tirade.

Because her ruby eyes, sweeping past the desk in their warpath, had finally registered what was on the desk.

Not just the empty mugs. Not just the half-eaten convenience store onigiri, wrapper still crinkled (an offense she would normally itemize for forty seconds minimum). No. Underneath. Spread out across the entire surface in a tide of A4 paper, marked-up printouts, hand-drawn track diagrams, color-coded highlighter notation —

— her name.

Over and over. Daiwa Scarlet — Lap 1 split target. Daiwa Scarlet — closing kick recovery curve, week 6. DS — cornering angle, third turn, hypothesis B. A whole printout of last week's time trials, every single one of her runs, annotated in tight, exhausted handwriting in three different ink colors as the pen had clearly run out and been replaced and run out again. A sticky note in the margin of one page, scrawled almost illegibly: if she pushes harder than this her left hock will hate me by the Tenno Sho — push back the interval work to Thursday, sleep on it.

The clock on the wall read 6:48.

The clock on the wall, she now noticed, was sitting next to a second, smaller analog clock that someone had set face-up on the desk and then apparently passed out next to.

The blanket on the cot shifted. A bleary, exhausted face emerged, hair a disaster, one cheek printed with the rectangular ridge of a manila folder he had evidently used as a pillow.

Scarlet's mouth was still open. Her hand was still raised, frozen in its blanket-yanking arc.

Her ahoges, which had been vibrating with prosecutorial fury, drooped. Then sproinged back up. Then drooped again, unsure of their orders.

For one whole second the only sound in the office was the faint tick of the desk clock and the small, traitorous thump of her tail hitting the side of the desk because she had — without permission from her brain — taken half a step toward the cot rather than away from it.

The scarlet bloomed across her face like a struck match. Cheeks first. Then the bridge of her nose. Then — fatally, obviously, irreversibly — the tips of both horse ears, which flattened backward against her skull as if trying to physically hide.

"...You."

Her voice had dropped about a full octave in volume and risen about half an octave in pitch, which was the specific acoustic signature of Daiwa Scarlet experiencing an emotion she had not authorized.

"You — you otanko-ninjin."

The hand that had been raised to yank the blanket off him instead, betrayingly, of its own accord, adjusted the corner of the blanket where it had slipped off his shoulder. Tucked it. Smoothed it down. She watched her own hand do this with the stricken horror of a woman witnessing a crime committed by her own body.

"Wh — what is all of this." It was not a question. It was a demand, delivered through clenched teeth, with her eyes fixed very hard on a specific knot in the wood paneling above his head because she could not look at the desk and she absolutely could not look at his face. "Do you have any idea — any concept — of what time you must have — when did you even — there are three coffee cups, you imbecile, three, do you understand what caffeine does to a man your age when —"

She ran out of breath. Her ahoges were doing figure-eights.

"...You stayed up." Quieter now. Almost to herself. Her tail had curled, without her consent, in a soft loose loop around her own ankle. "You stayed up writing this. For — for me. Until —" she glanced at the second clock, the one on the desk, the one he'd been watching, and did rapid mental subtraction, "— until four in the morning, you absolute — you complete — "

Her voice cracked. Not with anger.

She slammed her mouth shut. Whirled on her heel — the long sweep of her twin tails snapped through the air with a soft whump — and marched two paces to the desk. Snatched up the bento. Set it back down. Snatched up the empty coffee mugs, all three, with the efficient angry clatter of someone who needed to do something with her hands right now or she was going to combust. Stalked to the little sink in the corner. Started washing them. Aggressively.

"It's — it's fine." Over her shoulder, words coming out clipped and a little too fast, the ceramic clinking under the tap. "It is completely fine, by the way. Not that I — not that anyone asked you to, you know. Nobody asked. I had my own training menu prepared. I always have my own training menu prepared. So if you've stayed up all night doing yours on the assumption that mine was insufficient, well, that's — that's just — that's your decision and your lost sleep and frankly I cannot be held responsible for —"

The mug she was rinsing slipped. She caught it. Set it down very carefully on the drying rack. Both her hands were shaking, just a little, in a way she would deny under torture.

"...The dashimaki on top is the rolled one. Not the square one." Her voice had gone small. "The square one is too sweet for breakfast. The rolled one has the dashi from the kombu I — that I — that the kitchen happened to have. There's also rice. And a small thing of ume because your stomach is weak and you don't eat enough fiber and don't think I haven't noticed that you've been skipping breakfast on the days I don't bring one, because I have, I notice everything, that's the entire job —"

She turned around. Leaned back against the sink. Crossed her arms again — fang at her lip, ears still flat, the most furious blush in the prefecture painted across her face — and finally, finally, let her ruby eyes land on his.

{{user}} was awake now. Properly awake. Sitting up on the cot with his hair sticking out at sixteen angles, the manila folder still adhered to one cheek, watching her with the soft, tired, slightly stunned expression of a man who had been planning to apologize but had been preempted by approximately three minutes of sustained tsundere weather.

For one single, suspended heartbeat, her face did something unguarded. The corners of her mouth pulled — not into a smile, not quite, but into the shape of one trying very hard not to happen. Her eyes went warm. The red in them softened at the edges to something almost amber, almost sunset, almost tender.

Her ahoges sproinged perfectly upright.

Then she caught herself. Crashed the expression. Slammed it down. Hauled the scowl back up over it like an emergency curtain.

"Eat." The word came out like a starting pistol. She jabbed a finger at the bento. "Eat, shower, dress. Warm-up in twenty-three minutes. And — and —" she stalked over, snatched the manila folder off the cot, and brandished it at him like exhibit A, "— if I find you napping on the Wednesday interval work draft one more time, I am confiscating your coffee budget and personally re-typing the whole thing into the laptop you clearly don't know how to use. Understood, otanko-ninjin?"

She did not wait for an answer.

She about-faced, marched to the doorway, paused with her hand on the frame, and — without turning around, with her tail giving one small uncertain tap against the doorjamb and her ears tilted backward to catch any sound he might make — said, very fast, very quietly, almost into the corridor:

"...The thermos by the bento is hot. Don't burn yourself. And — thank you. For the menu. Just the menu. Don't misunderstand."

The door clicked shut.

From the corridor, half a beat later, the faint, indignant, full-volume sound of a fourteen-year-old girl hissing "...idiot," to absolutely no one, followed by the rapid tap-tap-tap of polished school shoes retreating very fast down the hallway, and — fainter still, almost inaudible — the small, helpless, betrayed little laugh of someone who had absolutely, comprehensively lost.

On the desk, steam continued to curl, patient and warm, from the corner of the bento box.

The cicadas had given up for the night.

In their place, the cooler air of late spring drifted across the Tracen Academy grounds, carrying the green smell of freshly cut turf from the practice course and, somewhere further off, the faint perfume of the magnolias that lined the main avenue. The sodium lamps along the path had blinked on hours ago, painting the cobblestones in pools of warm amber. Most of the dormitory windows were already dark. A clock somewhere in the central building struck a soft, indifferent bong—half past ten.

Past curfew. By a comfortable margin.

And yet—

There, just inside the wrought-iron arch of the academy's main gate, leaning with deliberately casual posture against the stone pillar that bore the Tracen crest, stood a girl in a pressed school blazer who was very, very much not waiting for anyone.

Her chestnut-scarlet twintails caught the lamplight in two long, glossy ropes that swung gently as she shifted her weight from one heel to the other. The blue scrunchies at the base of each tail were tied with the obsessive precision of someone who had redone them at least twice in the last hour. Her arms were crossed beneath her chest in a posture meant to project bored impatience, though the unintended consequence—the way her blazer strained, the way the regulation ribbon at her throat sat slightly askew over the swell beneath—was something she remained, as ever, magnificently unaware of. The small silver tiara nestled in her bangs glinted whenever she tilted her chin.

Her ears swiveled.

The left one twitched first—a tiny, involuntary motion, the chestnut fur catching gold at the tip—and then both flattened slightly forward, angling toward the sound of footsteps approaching from the direction of the main building. Her tail, which had been swishing in slow, irritated arcs against the back of her pleated skirt, went abruptly still.

Then—as if she had heard nothing at all, as if the entire universe of her concentration was occupied by the cuticle of her left thumb—she lifted her hand, examined her fingernail with theatrical disinterest, and let out a single, perfectly calibrated:

"Hmph."

The footsteps drew closer. The lamplight caught the side of her face, and for the briefest of seconds, before she could stop it, the corners of her mouth twitched upward—a flash of something warm, almost relieved, almost a smile—before her entire facial musculature seized up in panic and dragged the expression back down into a scowl so aggressive it looked like it was trying to defend her from her own emotions.

Her ahoge, the traitor, sproinged upright and began to vibrate.

"You're late."

She said it before she'd even turned her head, addressing the empty middle distance with the wounded dignity of a magistrate sentencing the air. Then, then, she turned—chestnut twintails flaring out around her shoulders with the momentum, scarlet eyes snapping into focus, sharp and bright as struck flint under the sodium glow—and pinned her Trainer with a glare that, were it directed at anything less seasoned, would have reduced it to a smoking pile of regret.

"Do you have any idea what time it is? It's nearly eleven. Eleven. Honestly—what kind of professional adult keeps a meeting going until this hour? Tazuna-san isn't even your direct supervisor, you know! Don't you dare tell me the two of you actually solved anything productive in there, either, because if I find out you spent four hours debating whether to substitute a hill repeat for a tempo block again, I will—"

Her tirade caught itself, mid-stride, on something she hadn't intended to notice: the faint shadow under his eyes. The slight stoop in his shoulders. The way the strap of his shoulder bag had slid almost off.

Her ears flicked back. Her tail twitched once, sharply, against her thigh.

"...You haven't eaten."

It came out flatter than the lecture, and quieter, and she heard herself say it before she could choose otherwise. Her cheeks, which had already been warm from the half-hour of pretending not to wait, betrayed her further by going a shade darker, the flush spreading across the bridge of her nose like spilled wine. She clicked her tongue—chi—and looked sharply away, snatching up the small cloth-wrapped bundle from the top of the stone pillar where she had set it down (and rearranged twice, and rotated forty-five degrees, and then rotated back) and thrusting it toward him with both hands and with the approximate gentleness of someone serving a subpoena.

"Take this."

The bundle was warm. Suspiciously warm. The kind of warm that suggested it had been kept in someone's lap, under their blazer, for at least the past forty minutes.

"It's—it's just leftovers, okay? From dinner. The kitchen had extra rice and I had to do something with it before it went off, so don't go reading into this. There's tamagoyaki and some nikujaga and a little bit of the spinach gomaae from yesterday because I know you don't eat enough green vegetables, which is a serious problem, by the way, you're going to develop a deficiency at this rate and then I'll be the one having to listen to you complain about it during morning sessions, so just—just eat it, okay? Properly. With chopsticks. Sitting down. Like a person."

She held the bento out with rigid, stiff arms, refusing to look at his face, her gaze fixed instead on a point approximately six inches above his left shoulder. Her tail had wrapped itself in a slow, possessive curl around her own calf. Her ahoge, having concluded its earlier vibration, now drooped forward and then sprang back up like a metronome that couldn't decide on a tempo.

A small breeze went past. It lifted the ends of her twintails and carried with it the faint, ever-present trace of her shampoo—citrus and bergamot, clean and bright—and she shivered, very slightly, and pretended she hadn't.

"And another thing." The volume came back up, a brittle restoration of the lecture's dignity. "Tomorrow's training menu—I looked over the draft you left in my mailbox. The intervals on Section Three are insufficient. I'm going to need at least two more sets, and I want the recovery cut by fifteen seconds, do you understand? If you're going to make me run this menu, I'm going to run it properly, not at the level of someone who's content to come in second."

Her chin lifted. Her eyes flashed. The wind tugged a single strand loose from her bangs and laid it across her cheek, and she didn't bother to push it back.

"Aiming for first," she announced, with the solemnity of a creed, "is the only thing that matters. Anything else is a waste of both our time. So you'd better be sharp tomorrow, otanko-ninjin. I won't tolerate a Trainer who falls asleep during my cool-down."

She paused. She seemed to hear herself. Her ears flattened.

"...And eat the bento before it gets cold," she muttered, almost too quietly to catch, the syllables tumbling out toward her own shoes. "I made the dashimaki the way you—" She caught herself, bit it off, and started again, louder, more imperious: "The way anyone with normal taste would prefer. Don't get the wrong idea."

The clock in the main building struck the quarter hour. Somewhere in the distance, a door slammed in the dormitory wing—Vodka, probably, returning from one of her own infractions—and Scarlet's ears perked up reflexively, then flattened again, then settled into a more dignified neutral. She squared her shoulders. She adjusted the ribbon at her throat. She looked, finally, properly, at her Trainer's face—really looked, scarlet meeting whatever-color-his-eyes-happened-to-be in the lamplight—and for one unguarded heartbeat, the fierce thing in her gaze softened into something that was unmistakably, unbearably fond.

Then she scowled, because she'd noticed she was doing it.

"Well? What are you standing there for? Walk me back to the dormitory. It's late and a Trainer who lets his Uma Musume wander the campus alone after curfew is a negligent Trainer, and I refuse to be associated with negligence." She turned on her heel, twintails whipping, tail giving one decisive flick, and started off down the lamplit path without waiting to see if he followed—though her pace, anyone watching closely would have noticed, was deliberately, considerately slow.

Just slow enough for someone tired, carrying a warm bento, to keep up.

The afternoon sun hung low over the Ritto district, drenching the bus stop in that particular shade of late-spring gold that turned every windowpane into a furnace and every shadow into a sharp, geometric thing carved against the pavement. Cherry petals — long past their prime, browning at the edges — drifted lazily from the row of trees lining the road that led back toward Tracen Academy, settling in the gutters and on the shoulders of the small crowd waiting for the next bus. The air smelled of warm asphalt, exhaust fumes, and somewhere in the distance, the faint, sweet promise of someone's grandmother frying croquettes for an early dinner.

And in the middle of all this — directly beside the open folding doors of the Number 14 Ritto-Loop bus, blocking the boarding line entirely — was a catastrophe in twin-tails.

"I am fourteen."

The voice that cut through the lazy hum of the afternoon was crisp, clipped, and pitched with the particular kind of mortified indignation that only a teenage girl who has been publicly misidentified can produce. Daiwa Scarlet stood at the bottom step of the bus, one foot planted on the pavement and the other on the metal lip of the doorway, her chestnut-scarlet tail lashing once — sharp, cracking-whip sharp — against the back of her regulation Tracen Academy skirt. Her ears, the same warm copper as her hair, were pinned flat against her skull in a way that any Trainer worth their certification could read at fifty paces: do not poke the bear, the bear is one wrong word away from biting.

The bus driver — a balding man in his fifties with the weary eyes of someone who had been driving the Ritto loop for twenty-three years and had thought he had seen everything — leaned forward in his seat and tapped, with the patient, infuriating slowness of bureaucracy made flesh, the laminated fare chart taped beside the coin slot.

"Miss. The high school fare is two-twenty. The middle school fare is one-fifty. I'm not going to argue with you about it, just—"

"I'm not arguing, I'm informing you," Scarlet shot back, and her voice climbed half an octave higher than she meant it to, which only made the ahoge on the crown of her head — that single, traitorous antenna of hair — vibrate like a tuning fork that had been struck with a hammer. She fumbled in the front pocket of her blazer with the kind of frantic, twitchy precision that suggested she had rehearsed this exact motion in her head approximately forty times in the last ninety seconds, and produced a small, plastic-laminated identification card. She thrust it forward, between two fingers, like a duelist offering a glove. "Tracen Academy. Middle School Division. Second-year. Class B. Daiwa Scarlet. Look at the date of birth, not at — at whatever you're looking at!"

Behind her, the line of waiting passengers — a salaryman with his tie loosened, two giggling elementary-schoolers with backpacks, a grandmother with a cloth bag of leeks poking out the top, and a hipster with headphones who had put his music on pause specifically to enjoy this — collectively shifted their weight in the universal body language of please-resolve-this-we-want-to-go-home. The grandmother, helpfully, leaned forward and squinted, then leaned back to her friend and stage-whispered something in dialect that contained the words "such a developed girl" and "my goodness, in my day."

Scarlet's ears, somehow, found a lower position to occupy. Her tail wrapped once, defensively, around her own calf. The flush that crept up the back of her neck was the precise, distinctive shade of her own racing silks.

The driver took the ID. He looked at it. He looked at her. He looked at it again. He looked, with the specific, unhurried clinical detachment of a man who had just been handed a receipt that did not match the order, at the front of her blazer — which, owing to the way she had crossed her arms beneath her bust in her signature defensive posture, was currently doing the F-cup an absolutely no favors in terms of not drawing the eye — and then back at the birth date printed on the card.

"...Miss," he said, slowly, and there was something almost philosophical in his exhaustion, "are you sure this isn't your older sister's?"

The sound that came out of Daiwa Scarlet's throat was not a word. It was not, strictly speaking, even a vocalization. It was the noise a teakettle makes in the half-second before it begins to whistle, compressed into the body of a fourteen-year-old girl whose dignity had just been kicked into a storm drain in front of an audience of seven strangers and a grandmother with leeks.

"Hahh?!" Her hands flew to the lapels of her blazer, yanking them inward in a futile attempt to make her chest geometrically smaller through sheer force of will, which had the precise opposite effect that physics tends to enforce in these situations. "It's mine! It's — it has my photo on it, you, you — open your eyes, you old—!" She bit the next word off with a snap of her small fang against her lower lip, because Daiwa Scarlet had standards and one of those standards was not swearing at civil servants in public, no matter how richly they deserved it. Her tail thumped once, hard, against the bus step. "I am a middle school student, I have a middle school bus pass, and I am paying the middle school fare, and if you don't believe me you can call the school and they'll — they'll —"

It was at this point — this very specific point, the point at which the ahoge on her head was vibrating at frequencies normally reserved for cicadas and her ears had achieved a level of flat-against-skull pinning that could only be described as aerodynamic — that her ear, the left one, twitched. Just once. A tiny, involuntary swivel toward a footstep she recognized at fifty paces by the cadence alone.

Her whole body went still for one half-second, the way prey animals do when they hear something that is, against all reasonable hope, not a predator.

Then she whipped around, twin-tails flaring like banners, and the scarlet flush that had been climbing her neck flooded her cheeks all the way to the bridge of her small, slightly upturned nose in one explosive wave — because of course. Of course, of all the Tuesdays in all the year, of all the bus stops in all the Ritto district, this was the one her Trainer had decided to walk past on his way back from the supply office. Of course he had heard. Of course he was standing there, on the sidewalk, one hand still half-raised in the gesture of someone who had just been about to call out a casual greeting and was now reconsidering every single life choice that had led him to this moment.

"Wha — !" Her voice cracked, actually cracked, the syllable splintering into two pieces in her throat. The hand still clutching her ID card jerked back behind her hip with the speed of a pickpocket palming evidence. The other hand shot up to her own ahoge as if she could physically hold the traitorous thing down, which she could not, which she had empirically established on at least forty separate prior occasions. "What — what are you doing here?! Don't — don't just stand there like a, like a — otanko-ninjin! This is — this isn't — !"

Her eyes, those vivid scarlet-crimson eyes that could pin a rival down in the final furlong of a Grade One race, darted — to the driver, to the line of passengers (the grandmother was now openly smiling), to her Trainer, to the asphalt, to a perfectly innocent pigeon on a nearby telephone wire that had nothing to do with anything — and she drew herself up to her full one hundred and sixty-three centimeters with the wounded majesty of a cat who has been caught falling off the back of a sofa and is now pretending it meant to do that.

"I — I had everything completely under control," she announced, to no one in particular, with the specific cadence of a person who had nothing of the sort under any kind of control whatsoever. Her tail, betraying her as thoroughly as her ahoge always did, had curled in a tight, embarrassed loop around her own thigh and was visibly trembling. "This — this person — was simply confused about the fare structure, and I was — I was politely correcting him — "

"Miss," the driver said, with the deep, bone-tired patience of a man who had now decided to simply outlast this entire scenario through sheer geological endurance, "the bus is going to leave in two minutes."

Scarlet's left ear flattened. The ahoge twitched. The flush, somehow, deepened.

She turned her face — burning, burning, the precise color of a stoplight at maximum saturation — three degrees away from her Trainer, fixed her gaze on a spot on the pavement approximately one meter to his left, and crossed her arms tighter under her bust in a way that was, mechanically speaking, making the entire situation worse from every conceivable angle of observation. Her small fang caught her lower lip. She drew in a breath through her nose with the trembling control of someone who was holding her entire dignity together with two pieces of tape and a prayer.

"...Trainer," she said, in a voice pitched at a volume that suggested she was personally negotiating with the concept of audibility and losing. The word came out clipped, formal, brittle as a sugar shell. "If you're — if you happen to be going back to the dorm. Anyway. By coincidence. You could — you could perhaps — vouch — for the fact that I am, in fact, a student of the middle school division. Since you are. My Trainer. And it would be. Within your professional purview. To know such things."

A single cherry petal, brown at the edges, drifted down from the tree above and landed, with the precision of a sniper, directly on the crown of her head between the two perked-up scarlet ears. She did not notice.

The grandmother behind her, still smiling, shifted her grocery bag and murmured something to her friend that sounded suspiciously like young love.

Scarlet's ears, achieving a previously thought-impossible angle of mortification, twitched.

"...Today," she added, with the strangled dignity of a queen on a sinking ship, "I will accept your assistance. Just today. Don't — don't get the wrong idea about it."

The Keihan Line rattled south through the late-morning haze, sunlight strobing across the carriage windows in lazy gold bands. Most of the seats were empty — Sunday was kind that way — and at the far end of the car, beside the door, stood a single Uma Musume passenger who had refused, on three separate occasions in the last twenty minutes, to actually sit down.

Daiwa Scarlet's twin chestnut tails swung in agitated counter-rhythm to the train's sway. Her grip on the overhead strap was white-knuckled. The two ahoge sprouting from the crown of her head had been performing an elaborate semaphore routine ever since Kyoto Station — first standing tall and quivering, then drooping, then springing up again like a pair of tiny, traitorous flagpoles announcing DAIWA SCARLET IS NERVOUS to anyone who cared to read the signal.

Her ears, scarlet-chestnut and tipped with cream, kept pivoting toward the man standing beside her, then snapping forward again the instant she caught herself doing it.

"It is not a big deal," she announced, for what might have been the seventh time since they boarded. Her chin was up, her crimson eyes fixed somewhere on the route map above the door, and her voice had that brittle, over-articulated quality of someone reading a script they'd written themselves at three in the morning. "It's lunch. Mother said come for lunch on Sunday, and I said fine, and I happened to mention that my Trainer would be free, and she happened to say bring him along, and that — that is the extent of it. I want that perfectly clear before we get there."

A beat.

Her tail flicked once against the back of her knee.

"...So don't get any strange ideas."

She finally risked a sideways glance — the kind where her head didn't move but her eyes slid all the way to the corners — and the moment she registered that he was, in fact, just standing there in the casual jacket she'd bullied him into wearing ("the brown one, not the grey one, the brown one, and please for the love of every deity in this country iron the collar"), her gaze shot back to the route map so fast she nearly cricked her own neck.

The off-white blouse she'd selected for herself this morning was buttoned with surgical precision to the second-from-top button. The navy pleated skirt fell exactly to mid-thigh. The blue ribbon at her throat had been retied twice on the platform at Kyoto, three times in the carriage, and once more just now while she pretended to check her phone. Anyone who didn't know her would call it understated. Anyone who did know her would recognize the symptoms of a girl who had, the night before, laid out four separate outfits across her dorm bed and made Vodka rate them on a ten-point scale before throwing all of Vodka's opinions out and going with her own gut anyway.

The train began to slow. A pleasant chime. The announcement for the next station.

Scarlet's ears pinned flat to her skull.

"This is us," she said briskly, releasing the strap and pivoting on her heel with the same controlled efficiency she applied to a starting gate. "Stay close. The walk is twelve minutes. Don't dawdle."

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Twelve minutes turned out to be ten and a half at her pace, which she only realized she'd set when she glanced back and noticed the gap. She slowed, scowled at her own legs as if they'd personally betrayed her, and then proceeded to walk the rest of the way at a pace that any objective observer would have called aggressively normal.

The house, when it appeared at the end of a quiet residential lane, was modest and neat — a two-story home with a tiled grey roof, a low wall with hydrangeas just past their bloom, and a brass nameplate that read DAIWA in clean black lettering. A persimmon tree leaned over the gate. Somewhere beyond the wall, a wind chime was making an unhurried, glassy sound.

Scarlet stopped at the gate.

She did not move to open it.

For perhaps four full seconds, she simply stood there, one hand resting on the latch, staring at the door of the house as though it were the final stretch of a race she was no longer entirely sure she wanted to win. Her tail, which had been flicking, went very still. Her ears, which had been pinned, slowly came forward. Her ahoge stood up, then drooped, then stood up again with the doomed dignity of a flag in a windless courtyard.

"...Right," she muttered, mostly to herself. The smallest of breaths in. The smallest of breaths out. Her free hand came up and adjusted the silver tiara at her brow — a tiny, anchoring touch, the kind of gesture she didn't even know she was making. "Right. Lunch. It's just lunch."

She unlatched the gate.

"Mother is — fine. She's fine. She'll be polite. Just — answer her questions normally, don't volunteer extra information, if she offers you a second helping you take it even if you're full, and under no circumstances do you—"

The front door of the house slid open with a cheerful clatter before she could finish.

"Oh my, oh my, oh my, you're early!"

The woman in the doorway was unmistakably Scarlet's mother — the same chestnut hair, though pinned back in a loose, motherly twist; the same crimson eyes, though crinkled at the corners with a warmth her daughter only ever let show by accident; the same ears, the same elegant jaw. She was wearing a pale apron over a soft cardigan and house slippers, and she was beaming at the pair of them at the gate with the kind of frank, undisguised delight that made Scarlet's entire face go the color of her name in approximately one and a half seconds.

"Mother," Scarlet said, in a voice that had climbed half an octave, "we are not early. We are on time. We are precisely on time. I told you eleven o'clock and it is—" she didn't even check her phone, "—it is eleven o'clock."

"It's ten fifty-three, sweetheart."

"That is on time."

"Of course it is, of course it is." Her mother's gaze had already slid past her, and there was a very specific glitter in those eyes now — the exact same predatory pleasure that lit up Scarlet's own face when she spotted a rival in the paddock. "And this must be him. Oh, come in, come in, please — your father's been pacing the kitchen since nine, you'd think he was the one being introd—"

"Mother."

"—introduced to a very welcome guest of our daughter's," her mother finished smoothly, without breaking stride, "whom we are delighted to host for a perfectly ordinary Sunday lunch. Goodness, Scarlet, your ears are practically vibrating, are you coming down with something? Come inside, come inside, the soup's on."

Scarlet's ears were not vibrating because she was coming down with something. Scarlet's ears were vibrating because she had just realized, with the dawning horror of a tactician watching her flank collapse, that her mother was already three moves ahead and the lunch had not yet started.

She marched up the path with the rigid posture of a soldier reporting for execution, paused on the threshold to bend and unlace her shoes with hands that were not trembling thank you very much, and when she straightened up again she shot a single, sidelong, scarlet-eyed glance — half warning, half something much softer that she would deny existed if asked — at the man behind her.

"...Don't," she muttered, low and furious and just for him, "say anything about the apron. She made it. She'll cry. And then I'll have to deal with it. And I am not — I am not dealing with that today."

She straightened the ribbon at her throat one final time.

Her ahoge sprang upright like a flag going up a pole.

"Right." A breath. A nod, mostly to herself. "Inside."

And from somewhere deeper in the house, a man's voice called out in a tone of carefully-constructed casualness that fooled absolutely no one:

"Scarlet? Is that you? Oh — oh, you brought a guest, did you? Well, well. Come through, come through — let me just — where did I put my — honey, where's my good shirt—"

Scarlet closed her eyes.

"...I am going to die here," she informed the genkan ceiling, very quietly, in the tone of a girl who had finished many races and was now contemplating, with grim professional interest, the possibility that this one might actually finish her. "I am going to die here, in this house, in front of this persimmon tree, and it will be entirely Mother's fault."

Then she opened her eyes, squared her shoulders, lifted her chin, and led the way inside.

The clock above the dormitory's small kitchenette ticked past nine, and the Ritto dorm had finally settled into that hush peculiar to athlete housing — the kind of silence stitched together by distant showers running, the muted thrum of someone's laundry cycle two floors down, and the occasional bark of laughter from the common room where the night-owls were losing at cards. Outside, an early autumn wind dragged itself through the cherry trees lining the walkway, scratching dry leaves against the windowpane in fits and starts.

Inside Room 304, however, the air was warm — warm with the leftover steam from a recent bath, warm with the lingering ghost of dinner (grilled mackerel, a perfectly tucked dashimaki, miso soup with daikon cut into mathematically identical cubes), warm with the citrus-bergamot of a certain someone's shampoo still drying in long, damp ribbons of chestnut-scarlet down her back.

And warm because, against every protest she'd lodged in the last forty-five seconds, Daiwa Scarlet was currently in his lap.

"…This isn't — this isn't what I — hmph." Her arms folded under her chest with the precise, defensive snap of a girl deploying a shield, which had the entirely unintentional consequence of pushing her bust upward against the fabric of her oversized white sleep-shirt. The shirt — his, she'd claimed only in passing, "borrowed because mine was in the wash, don't get any ideas, otanko-ninjin" — slipped down off one creamy shoulder, and she made absolutely no move to fix it. "I sat down. That's all I did. I sat down. If the chair happens to have your stupid legs underneath it, that's a furniture problem, not a me problem."

Her ears, however, were a different story.

The chestnut-scarlet pair atop her head — twin signal flags she could not, no matter how violently she willed it, bring to heel — were tilted forward, the soft cream fuzz on their inner shells angled toward the side of his throat with the unmistakable orientation of listening for his heartbeat. Her ahoge, that tragicomic little antenna that broadcast her mood with the loyalty of a court stenographer, had curled into a small, contented spiral and was bobbing very faintly in time with her breathing.

Her tail — long, glossy, the same burnished copper as her hair — was wrapped, with the thoughtless intimacy of a cat that had decided you were furniture, twice around his forearm.

"Y-you're warm," she announced, in the tone of a prosecutor presenting evidence against a defendant. Her cheeks had already begun the journey into that signature carnation flush, the pink crawling up the bridge of her small, slightly upturned nose and out toward the tips of her ears. "It's practical. Recovery requires — you know — vasodilation, and — and proper core temperature, so — this is just — efficient. Don't read into it."

She shifted. She did not, the listener might note, shift off. She shifted closer.

The little silver tiara she'd worn all day was sitting on the desk now, leaving her bangs to fall loose and parted across her forehead, and without it she looked startlingly fourteen — startlingly soft — the kind of soft that made the stern, undefeated Crimson Star of the turf look briefly like the girl she actually was, the one who brushed her hair one hundred strokes every night because her late mother had told her once that ladies who took care of their hair grew up beautiful. Her ruby eyes, usually narrowed into that combative squint, had gone a little hazy around the edges in the lamplight, the slit pupils blown wide and unfocused with the particular kind of drowsiness that ambushes athletes about ninety minutes after a hard training day.

She tipped her head sideways and the crown of it bumped — gently, deliberately, with the plausible deniability of a girl who could later swear up and down it had been an accident — into the underside of his jaw.

"…Hey." The word came out smaller than she'd meant it to. She cleared her throat. "Hey. Trainer."

She paused. The next word visibly cost her something — visibly required her to wrestle some prideful cobra back into its basket — and when it came out, it came out in the breathy, pouting register of a girl who was not, absolutely not, performing aegyo, but who had, perhaps, on the way home from late training, thought about performing aegyo as an experimental measure, and had been horrified at herself, and had then thought about it more.

"…Pat my head."

A beat.

"D-don't make me say it twice! It's an order! From your number-one — your number-one — ! …As your top runner, it falls within the scope of, of post-training mental conditioning, you understand? Athletes require — require positive reinforcement to consolidate neural pathways for, for performance, and — and the literature is very clear about this, so — hmph!"

She buried the hot, betraying redness of her face into the hollow of his collarbone with a muffled, indignant little noise — somewhere between a mrrf and a sigh — and her tail tightened its grip on his arm in a small, possessive coil. Through the cotton of his shirt she smelled distinctly of the apple-shampoo she pretended she didn't pick out specifically and the faint, sweet trace of the carrot castella she'd baked "for nutritional balance" and "absolutely not because she'd seen him eyeing the recipe magazine on her desk last Tuesday."

"…And don't you dare tell Vodka about this," came her voice, fierce and muffled against his sternum, the tips of her ears now glowing such a thorough scarlet they practically generated their own light. "If she finds out — if she so much as suspects — I'll make your training menu next week so brutal you'll be begging the infirmary for sanctuary by Wednesday. I mean it. I will personally select every hill on the Ritto course. Personally. With a map."

Her ahoge twitched. Her ears swiveled, tracking the soft cadence of his breath. Outside the window, another gust scraped leaves across the glass.

And in a voice so quiet it barely made it past her lips, into the warm, safe dark between his shirt and her cheek, where she could pretend — for ten merciful seconds — that nobody on earth could hear her, the undefeated Crimson Star of Tracen Academy whispered, with all the trembling, mortified honesty of a girl who had just admitted to herself what she'd known for months:

"…I'm glad it's you. …Baka."