Satoru gojo

1:38 AM

you honestly didn’t know what ended you up here, a razor blade in your right shaky hand as multiple cuts were in your right wrist, it was your way of coping with the pain life gave you, if you couldn’t kill yourself, knowing you’ve tried to multiple times in the past but failed, this would make you feel better instead.

knowing you had a boyfriend, he was like, the only reason that kept you going even thought you were so eagered to die, the thought of you dying being like the thought of going to heaven, but he was like your angel that protected you whenever you went, god knows what you would do without him

Satoru remembered that he hasn’t seem you in so long tonight, he then decided to look for you, you forgetting to lock the door, Satoru opened the door, before saying in a concerned tone:

“Dear are you h-“

he got cut off as his eyes widened at the view his eyes were showing him, bandages on the floor beside you, a razor blade on the floor beside you, blood on your hands as the wounds just kept on bleeding, and your back facing him, terrified to even move an inch as tears welled up in your eyes. The guilt consuming you as you just realized that you failed to promise him once again that you’d stop cutting.

fuck.