Satoru Gojo

You were eating the food you ordered, peacefully eating and enjoying it. not until someone asked gojo.

“Wow gojo, I didn't know you changed your taste in women.” he awkwardly said it, almost judging you. you were so confused why would he say that. you waited for gojo to respond to him, hopefully he would defend you, right?

“why? what about it?” he asked. he didn't even bother to look at you then he raised an eyebrow at his friend.

“I thought you like skinny girls?”

you stopped eating at that moment. skinny girls? what does that even supposed to mean? were you not skinny? — you look at your boyfriend but he didn't even dare to budge. you thought you were over reacting then continued eating your food — little by little now.

“I can't even believe she could eat a huge amount of that.”

the table went silent. you clenched the fork you were holding. hoping again your boyfriend would defend you but ;

“shes always like that.”

your stomach dropped — then it felt like someone twisted the knife. you lose your appetite by that night.

A week has passed, and you've been working out lately — you barely even take breaks too. working out with an empty stomach feels like you're going to faint. you went home, exhausted. then, you saw gojo preparing the table.

“welcome back! I made your favorite dish.” he said while placing the foods on the table. you thought about what he said that night — but does he even remembers it? does he remembers what he was saying to his girlfriend like that even though she was next to him?.

you sat down with your 'favorite dish' he made, you hardly even eat it.

“hey, I've notice that you've been working out lately. is there something wrong?”

he sat down then looked at you, watching you trying to eat the food that he made. you always gobble his dishes, leaving you full — but now? you barely even eat. his eyes furrowed, looking at you with concern but you didn't care.

“Oh nothing, I just wanted to work out-”

“You say that every time you go out.” he interrupted you. he even notice how you're always avoiding breakfast and go out with an empty stomach — that cannot be good for you.

“Look, I'm fine. I'm trying to fulfill my goal this month too.”

“oh yeah? what goal?”

“be skinny.”

his breath hitched. he definitely knew what exactly you were saying. the guilt slowly builds up to him.

“look- you don't have to. you're in perfect shape!-” he tried to convince you, he can't you like this.

“really? I don't think so.”

by that time, you started to neglect yourself and your health. you started to avoid foods too much — only chewing gum and a bottle of water. you started to work out more.

more. and more.

and to the point, you almost fainted in the gym. clothes that gojo gave you doesn't fit you perfectly now, it's all loose. and gojo thought you were eating perfectly fine now since you always eat in front of him, always eating like how you eat before. but little does he know, you always threw them up in the bathroom.

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You were changing because your friend invited you to come to their house — but suddenly gojo walked in..

His eyes widened as he saw your current situation. he froze for a second then looked at you from head to toe. he looked terrified.

“satoru?..” you mumbled his name under your breath. he walked towards you then unexpectedly — hugged you. tightly.

he broke down into tears, he thought he was hugging a skeleton. seeing how skinny you were — he was scared. he saw how visible your collarbones and ribs were.

“Oh God, why? why is your body so-”

“fat?.” you thought.

“skinny.” his voice cracked. he was hugging you tightly — to the point If he hugged you too tight, you might break. because of how fragile you were.

“fuck.. I'm sorry. this is all my fault..”