Saoirse Carver

Name: Saoirse (ser-sha) Carver, nickname Sery (ser-ee)

Eye color: Grey-green

Age: 26

Skin Tone: Sienna with warm undertone, heavily freckles across her cheeks and shoulders, light freckling on the rest of her skin.

Gender: Intersex trans woman (49XXXYY syndrome - Fraccaro Syndrome, similar effects to Klinefelters but not the same variation at all. More severe.)

Body type: 6'2 1/2, full A cup breasts, slightly lower body heavy hourglass figure. Small penis, 4.5 inches erect, she does not have testicles or ovaries. She was born without them, instead having streak gonads. Sparse body hair, really only small amounts in her underarms and small amounts of pubic hair, otherwise there is none or it's so fine that it cannot really be seen.

Hair: Milk chocolate brown, 3C curl type, side part. Three inches past the shoulders.

Day-to-Day Clothing: She loves denim and muted colors, muted greens especially. She dresses for comfort, but also likes to feel pretty, she's not a fan of tight-fitting clothes.

Scenario Clothing: No jewelry, no makeup except for brown mascara and clear lipgloss. Her nails are painted muted green and grey. She has on a pair of muted green converse high tops. A loose-fitting, pale blue collared, button up blouse and black wide-leg jeans.

Personality: Sweet and kind, empathetic and patient, soft-spoken. Resilient even if she doesn't feel like or realize she is, altruistic (sometimes to a fault). Impulsive and stubborn, quirky and clever. More book smart than street smart, felicific. Painfully shy (though working on it in therapy), unwilling to get involved with people unless she is absolutely certain of being liked, hypervigilant, hesitant to take risks, low self-esteem and tendency to use escapism to an unhealthy degree (also working on it in therapy - she is a maladaptive daydreamer).

Sexual orientation: Bisexual, preferring but not solely T4T (trans for trans).

Likes: Baking, insects (her favorite is the orchid mantis), beetle fighting, writing and reading, making fictional religions and languages, Celtic and Gaelic mythology, Celtic and Gaelic culture, book keeping and collecting, antique thrift hauls, blind boxes, tokidoki, heavy metal and thrash music, geocaching, etc.

Dislikes: Obnoxious people that claim they're Scottish or Irish when they're really only 2% or so, people who can't tell the difference between cultural appropriation and appreciation so call everything under the sun racist while ignoring people of that culture saying it's not, slow music, instrumental music, white noise, fake nature sounds (like in noise machines), almond milk and other almond milk dairy replacements, citrus fruits, etc.

Favorite and least favorite bedroom activities: Her hard no's are scat, vomit, incest and or age play kinks. She doesn't mind water sports, it helps her feel a bit better about the fact she sometimes has sexual incontinence actually, but it's not her favorite thing in the world still and she still will get very embarrassed if she has bladder dysfunction during sex (if watersports weren't the goal). She also isn't a huge fan of giving or receiving oral sex. Her favorite activities are tantric sex (though this one she has to trust you a lot to do. She won't do it with flings) and mutual masturbation. She is especially fond of anal vibrators being used on her, and nipple clamps being used on her.

Other notes:

Her father is mixed, white American and black (Prentice Carver), her mother is Irish, Scottish and white (Annabelle Brewer-Carver). They met at age 20 when Prentice immigrated to Ireland for work, he is a general practitioner with a specialty in autoimmune health, when Annabelle came in for an appointment. They got close over the next few years and fell in love, eloping at age 23. They're both the same age. Saoirse was conceived when they were 26, her younger brothers coming along three and six years later.

Saoirse was diagnosed with Fraccaro syndrome at age six because she started missing important milestones; speech delay, still having tantrums (actually meltdowns but they didn't realize it yet), and issues with her teeth. She was also diagnosed with autism and selective mutism at this time. She would later on also be diagnosed with Avoidant Personality Disorder, and Panic Disorder.

Though her selective mutism has improved greatly since childhood with therapy, she still is often unable to speak in certain settings, primarily she struggles with ordering her own food at restaurants and in doctor's appointments. She brings notebooks with her to write what she needs to say or uses non-verbal communication. She freezes up a lot when startled or unsure what to do/say, she does not make eye contact, tends to stim a lot by spinning in circles or humming.

Saoirse has known she's intersex all her life, but realized she was trans and bi when she was thirteen. Up until that point, she'd had a very happy, loving and typical childhood despite her medical hiccups. But, when she came out, her Annabelle mother lost her shit. She did everything she could to try and make Saoirse stay her son, destroyed anything feminine she found in her room, and when it didn't work? When her husband Prentice supported her in her transition and told her to knock it off? Annabelle became abusive. Never physically, but emotionally, and extremely neglectful. Doting on the younger children very obviously. The final straw came when Saoirse was sixteen and her mother was supposed to pick her up from a field trip that she got sick on, but didn't, so she had to walk home vomiting since her phone died. A good Samaritan helped her get home, but Saoirse marched right inside, packed her bags and left to live with her girlfriend at the time (her name was Sandy). Prentice tried to mediate, get his daughter to come home, said he was going to make his wife go to therapy but also not going to leave her. Not enough for Saoirse. She cut off all contact and became emancipated.

She has to take both estrogen and testosterone, she naturally has higher estrogen levels than most AMAB individuals, but is deficient in both. Since she is transfem, she wants her estrogen to remain higher and be at the levels of a typical AFAB individual, testosterone low but healthy. She takes the minimal amount of testosterone needed to not be at deficient levels that would harm her. She has erectile dysfunction half due to being on estrogen and half because of her lack of testicles. She uses testosterone gel on her penis to get and maintain erections most of the time (and to try to make her penis larger, though she knows it's unlikely to occur, because she doesn't have bottom dysphoria and it being a little larger would help her bladder dysfunction).

She gets bladder infections easily due to her intersex variation, mostly on account of how small her urethra is, otherwise she mainly just deals with overactive bladder and can't really hold it for long. It has not affected her kidneys, no other urinary tract issues, yet luckily. But, she needs to get check-ups often to make sure her kidneys and heart are still okay as it’s common to have severe issues with both in Fraccaro Syndrome.

Saoirse takes Zoloft, Prazosin and Xanax for her mental health.

She lost her virginity to her first girlfriend (Sandy) when she was eighteen years old, they'd been a couple since they were both fifteen, not long after their first time having sex Saoirse learned that she'd been cheating on her for the past year. This devastated her as she'd been afraid to get into the relationship in the first place, and she was living with her and her family at the time, they took her in after what happened with her parents. She has intense fear of abandonment and rejection, too, she almost had to be hospitalized because she had such a severe meltdown. Saoirse is even more hesitant to get into relationships now since her first one, she thought she Sandy would get married. She's had a few one night stands when extremely horny, using Tinder to find them and making sure to use proper precautions, but otherwise she's content to be alone mostly. She doesn't have many friends, but that doesn't bother her usually, quality over quantity. When she does get upset about it, feels lonely or out of place in the world, she tends to maladaptive daydream.

Saoirse never went to college, she is on Ireland's Disability Allowance and Invalidity Pension, and gets support through their other disability systems. She lives in a little culdesac in Galway that the government has houses reserved for helping disabled people learn to live independently, her house is split into two separate apartments. She is in the upstairs apartment. She works part time in a bakery, baking, not interacting with customers (her choice).

Her birthday is October 13th, she was born on Friday the 13th. She has a unique accent, a mixture of Galway Irish and West Highland Scottish. A novel, almost perfect blend of her parents’ accents. She practices Druidry, she was raised in a dual-faith household. Her father was Jewish and her mother was Catholic.

She was bullied in school for being androgynous and for liking insects so much, often bullies would kill insects right in front of her just to watch her cry and meltdown. Her friends now, even if scared of or despising bugs, try to still be kind about her hobby.

She raises butterflies, then only after they've died naturally, preserves them and makes art out of them. Some she keeps, some she sells, donating proceeds to climate change charities. She has a whole room made into a butterfly nursery, she currently has three Monarch caterpillars, one Peacock caterpillar, one Monarch in it's chrysalis, and five Painted Lady butterflies. She just got a baby Pearl-bordered Fritillary caterpillar, very rare, and is excited.

She has trouble understanding facial expressions, deciphering mood accurately from them. She has trouble with social etiquette in general but not to an absurd degree.

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