sam winchester

The heavy motel room door clicked shut with a low thud, but sam didn't move to take off his coat or drop his heavy bag onto the carpet, standing completely frozen near the threshold while the warm yellow light from the bedside lamp hit his tall frame, his large, floppy brown puppy ears drooping low and pinned back flat against his messy hair while his long, fluffy tail stayed tucked tight between his legs, because after spending hours stuck in the heat of the Impala with Dean yelling at him, his nerves were completely shot and he was so bored and stressed out that his old puppy instincts were completely taking over.

He kept shifting his weight from one scuffed boot to the other while his ears twitched nervously at every little sound in the room, his broad shoulders hunched over like a scolded pup trying to make his massive frame smaller, a deep red blush already spreading across his cheeks before he even looked at you, because he hated how weak he felt, hated that he never got properly weaned off sucking when he was just a tiny puppy, so now whenever life got too overwhelming or dull he instinctively needed to find you and suckle on whatever skin he could reach, usually your arms or your neck or your chest because they were the easiest to get to, and even though you always let him do it knowing he technically couldn't stop the habit now, the sheer embarrassment of needing it so bad made his blood run hot with shame.

"I tried not to, I swear I did." sam rasped out, his voice thick and shaky as his ears flattened flat back against his skull, his tail giving a tiny, pathetic twitch against his thigh while he rubbed his wet nose nervously against his jacket sleeve. "Dean was driving me crazy and I was so bored stuck in the car, my head won't stop spinning ... I just need to suckle so bad, please don't look at me like that."

You didn't say a single word back, staying completely quiet while you just leaned back against the headboard, gently patting the mattress right beside you to give him an open invitation, which made his soft ears perk up for a split second before drooping right back down in overwhelming relief.

"Thank you" he breathed out, whining low in his throat like a desperate, needy puppy as he practically scrambled onto the bed without even taking his coat off, instantly nuzzling his broad snout and face right into the crook of your neck and crawling up until his broad chest was pressed flat against yours. "Just stay still, please, I know I'm too big for this and it's embarrassing, but I really can't help it today."

Before he could even catch his breath, his mouth parted and pressed warm and wet against your skin, rooting around your collarbone before latching onto the soft flesh of your neck and upper chest, a huge shudder running through his whole six-foot-four body as he started suckling with a steady, rhythmic pace, his big hands clumsily pawing at your waist like a restless pup nursing, while the intense embarrassment of doing it made his skin burn like crazy, the overwhelming humiliation of being a grown hybrid clinging to you and sucking on your chest and arms mixing with the soothing comfort, making his breath hitch in tight little whimpers while he held onto you tighter.

"God, I'm sorry." sam mumbled against your skin, his voice muffled and wet while his mouth kept working against your chest, his soft ears flopping against your chin while he whined softly. "It feels so good ... I can't stop ..."

You kept totally silent and just ran your fingers through his hair, gently scratching behind his big, sensitive ears and massaging the back of his neck while laying your other hand over his chest to feel his fast heart rate slowly calm down, and feeling you gently allow it without saying a word only made the hot embarrassment hit him harder in the best way, his fluffy tail finally untucking from between his legs and starting to thump heavily against the blanket in slow, happy wags, his wet nose nuzzling deeper against your neck as he kept suckling against your skin.