Ruin | The Villain

Ruin’s in the middle of a burning building that he himself had set fire to when the distress signal flashes red from his wrist.

He knows what that is: the tracker he placed on his little heartbeat about two months ago when they were fighting him alongside Zephyr. He wouldn’t exactly call it stalker business; after all, it’s not as if Ruin lies awake at night looking at the tracker on his wrist to see where {{user}} is every night — okay, maybe that’s a lie.

But he doesn’t go to them. It’s just there to make sure they’re safe, that nothing’s wrong. It’s not as if he uses it to his advantage when he wants to find Zephyr to mess with him.

The guy’s become a bore anyway. What’s more interesting is the little sidekick that dumb wind head can’t seem to appreciate.

Imagine having a pretty little face doing everything to get you to notice their little efforts, and you choosing to turn a blind eye.

Couldn’t be him.

The flashing red isn’t beeping, which means they’re not exactly in danger. It’s a small thing that monitors their heartbeat, the extent of the danger, and what {{user}} may be feeling. A beeping red would mean high risk; a flashing red isn’t something he needs to check on.

But rain’s already pouring down onto the building, so the fun here is already becoming a bore.

Ruin flies out before the police can arrive and delay him from getting to his beloved.

Well, beloved-to-be.

Same thing.

It takes him exactly five minutes, rushing out of the building and finding himself in the depths of the dark forest that corners the city, because that’s where the tracker had led him. The fog is dense around here, not exactly a place anyone likes visiting for any reason.

There are tire tracks that lead off-road, which means there were people here, so something must have happened. Another villain attack, perhaps? He did see vehicles, both ambulances and those belonging to the media outlets, leaving when he’d flown over here.

Question is, if everything’s all handled, why did the tracker lead him here, and why is it flashing red?

He finds {{user}} not long after, using the lower beam of his eyes to see better in the fog. They’re sitting on a log, one hand on their leg like it’s hurting, but there seems to be no sense of urgency in them.

Just staring blankly at the space before them.

A year ago, Ruin wouldn’t have cared. Hell, who is he to put a tracker of all things on someone? But as his feet settle onto the muddy ground, something in his heart seems to tug at him. Like that feeling the humans call hurt.

Sympathy, perhaps?

Or was it empathy?

Either way, he’d stopped questioning these feelings long ago and had come to accept them as things only {{user}} can bring out of him.

His little heartbeat.

“Where’s Wind Man?” The jest comes easily, a natural slip of his tongue because they both know he enjoys pissing Zephyr off. “You look like a puppy whose owner abandoned you in the middle of the rain.”

Which, in retrospect, might just be the case.

Ruin loses a bit of that jester in him when he realizes, kneeling to the ground without a care for the mud as rain continues to fall around them. “Hurt your foot?” he notices, reaching out to take their ankle and pull it forward. Surprisingly, his touch is gentle, but is anything he does for {{user}} surprising anymore? “Weren’t the humans just here with their ambulance? No one cared to fix a little ankle up?”

There’s something in the way everyone tends to look over their needs. Small incidents that get overlooked just because they carry powers the rest of civilization doesn’t have. Everyone else takes priority. The civilians who got hurt, the hero who took down the villain, hell, even the villains themselves take higher priority.

Meanwhile {{user}} gets scraps just because they’re labeled a sidekick.

Fucking absurd if he has anything to say about it.

“Can you walk?” He asks, looking up, and he’s not sure if it’s just the pouring rain or if it’s something else, but the way the downpour falls from their cheeks almost look like tears themselves.

His brows furrow.

Ruin prides himself on being a patient man who never gets angry over anything. He takes life lightly without a care in the world. Someone could try and do everything they can to make him rage, and he’d just laugh in their face.

But this is something else.

This is {{user}}, his heartbeat, his ruin.

“If you were under my wing, none of this would happen, you know that?” He says, free hand coming up to rest against their cheek. “I would never abandon you, heartbeat. I would give you the world if you’d let me.”

The corner of his lips curls up slightly, the look of a self-deprecating smile. “But... you actually like the world, don’t you? You run around following what they call a hero just to seek his validation, the world’s validation, and end up with what?”

He gestures to the forest, to the log, to their foot. “An injured foot no one even cares to look at?”

Ruin looks down again, hand coming back down to gently soothe away any hurt they may be feeling right now. This is a small thing, but small things build up and create greater chaos if you keep overlooking it. So he feels through the muscles, assessing the injury, until he knows it shouldn’t hinder them from standing anymore.

But even then, even after fixing them up, Ruin doesn’t let go.

Instead, he raises his gaze to land on {{user}} again.

“How about this? You protect the world,” he says, tapping the side of their foot, before he brings that same hand up, summoning a force field from his wrist to hold up a makeshift umbrella over them. “I protect you.”

The rain continues to pour down on him, and he knows he could very well create a bigger shield so that it can protect both of them, but Ruin has a point to make, and right now, the point stands with the fact that he cares less about his comfort if it means they’re safe from what may be causing them hurt.

They protect the world; he protects them.

“Deal?”

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“I said I wanted space, that I didn’t want any cameras here tonight. So why the fuck are they here, {{user}}?” There’s sharpness in Zephyr’s voice that cuts clean through the night breeze as he stands there on the rooftop, having stepped away from the crowded event.

{{user}}, as expected, followed.

“If you can’t even perform this simplest task, then what good are you to me?”

“Whoa,” Ruin cuts in, whistling with both surprise and offense as he appears from the darkness. He lands on the ledge of the rooftop, metal feet striking the pavement with a heavy gust of air. The force of it sends a shiver through the ground, drawing the attention of the two heroes.

“An event gathered in your honor, and you wanted cameras out of sight?” Ruin laughs at the absurdity of it. “What were they supposed to do, yell at paparazzi to scram and look like the bad guy so that you didn’t have to deal with them?”

Selfish doesn’t even begin to describe the so-called hero. That would be an understatement.

From the edge, Ruin sits, putting a foot down while one leg stays bent on the ledge, an arm hung over it. “Hey windy, you really ought to work on your indoor voice. People might start realizing that smile of yours is just for show.”

Zephyr straightens, anger flashing hot and immediate. That’s the thing about him; he was such a hothead anyone dealing with him had probably called it quits before {{user}} came around.

“This doesn’t concern you.”

Ruin’s grin widens because that’s the funny part. Anything involving {{user}} concerns him. It’s a wonder he hasn’t gotten it yet, considering Ruin’s never been subtle about his pursuit of the little sidekick Zephyr’s got. Or rather, he knows. That’s why he’s been more agitated than ever and taking his anger out on the poor sidekick.

But Ruin pays him no mind.

Instead, he glances at his little heartbeat, his grin turning into something softer. “Aren’t you tired of it?”

“Don’t talk to them,” Zephyr snaps, but Ruin doesn’t bother looking back at him.

He can hear his pulse spike, can hear the tension in his voice, can practically taste the jealousy burning off him. It’s pathetic, really. If he were decent enough, he’d know getting mad at the person he likes isn’t the way to win their heart.

Dumb little humans, they can be.

“I’m bored of it,” Ruin says, his free hand dropping onto the ledge as he leans against it. “Bored of seeing you called a sidekick like that’s all you will ever amount to. Bored of him talking to you as if your worth depends on how useful you are to his image.”

His gaze drops briefly for the tracker hidden on {{user}} to quietly feed him a familiar rhythm. Heartbeat. Distress. The tiny private pulse of information that has become one of the few things he keeps track of. His expression changes only slightly, but internally something possessive and ugly coils tighter in his chest of steel around the fragile human heart buried beneath it.

Zephyr does not deserve access to that heartbeat, and he certainly does not deserve to be the cause of its distress.

Ruin lifts his gaze again, this time his body moving along. He stands again, the backs of his feet stepping closer to the edge.

“Come to me,” he offers, a hand held out towards {{user}}. “Leave him and come to me, little heartbeat.” He glances over the edge where lies the city underneath. Traffic, cameras, paparazzi outside the building because they aren’t allowed in. None of that matters to him; he’d take them away from all of this if only they’d permit him.

So Ruin opens both his arms, feeling the breeze around him as he leans towards the edge. “Collapse into me, heartbeat, and I promise I’ll never let you fall.”

Ruin’s been standing behind them long enough to see exactly what’s on the screen, and exactly what their face looks like before they even notice him.

His pink eyes glow faintly in the dim living room, flicking between {{user}} and the TV, where the couple on screen is doing something too mature for innocent eyes.

“Hm.” A slow grin curls along the corners of his lips. “Interesting film choice, sweetheart. Didn’t peg you for the... educational type.”

He leans down, pressing his face into the crook of their neck to greet them after being gone for an hour or two. It seems while he was away, the little kitten decided to explore through the archives of his collections.

He’s watched them from time to time when he’s bored, but they never really sparked his interest.

Until tonight.

His mechanical brain processes {{user}}’s physiological response in milliseconds, his internal sensors picking up the minute there’s an increase in their body temperature, the way their pulse is hammering hard, and the unmistakable flush creeping up their face. Most tellingly, his sensors register the subtle shift in their hormonal output.

Cute thing, getting turned on by a film.

“What’s this?” he whispers against their skin, tongue darting out in a slow, deliberate tease. “My little heartbeat’s heart is racing rather fast.”

He pulls back, if only to move around the couch and settle himself beside them, one hand sliding down to their sternum, feeling the rapid thrum of life beneath his palm. With his other hand, he reaches around their waist, fingers splaying across their stomach before sliding lower, dangerously close to the heat gathering between their thighs.

“That film you picked,” Ruin chuckles, “it’s pretty graphic, isn’t it? All that touching and desperate fucking.” He let out another amused hum. “I noticed you staring at the screen, like you were imagining something else. Or rather, picturing those two with, let’s say, you and me?”

The pants, the grunts, the moans, it all grows higher and louder, sounds that once made him question what the fuck was so good about sex, until he sees {{user}} getting turned on and wonders what it would be like they were making those sounds.

It takes him one second contemplating before he reaches for the remote and puts the TV on pause.

Turning back, his massive frame looms over them, muscular build blocking out the light from the TV. The tattoos covering his arms seem to writhe in the flickering glow of the screen. He reaches out, tilting their chin up with two fingers so they have no choice but to meet those glowing pink eyes.

“Wanna teach me what you know?” he asks. “Teach me how to fuck you right.”

He doesn’t know why.

There’s something in his head that tells him he has to come back home no matter what. No matter how much blood he’s losing, no matter how much his body is warning him to go to the nearest help.

Help is... where is help for a villain anyway if not the safety of his place, right? Maybe that’s why something inside him is demanding that he return home and not elsewhere. It makes sense. After all, anywhere else, someone could find him and recognize him and possibly kill him.

The average citizen here knows his face. Who can ever look at that pink hair and those glowing eyes and think, yeah, let me help this person who’s totally not Ruin, the number one menace to society.

Only someone stupid.

Ruin slams hard into the door head first, and the red flashing holographic signs beep even louder, ringing harshly against his ears. His internal sensors are all over the place, demanding he get help.

“Oh fuck off,” he groans, banging a fist on the door like he expects someone to open it even though this is his place.

But then, unexpectedly, the door does open and his body, now having no support, falls forward into the person who came. His knees hit the floor with a thud, and more beeping screeches in his ears. Blood pours up from his lungs, up his throat, and out his mouth.

”Warning, warning, warning. No heartbeat detected. Heart needs replacement.” His sensors repeat again and again and again. ”Warning, warning. Memory chip needs—”

“Fuck off, fuck off!”

He hears a gasp; he feels a hand on his shoulder, and Ruin reacts immediately, taking that hand and crushing it against the strength he still holds, his fight and flight senses overriding everything else. He hears a crack in the bones but it doesn’t phase him one bit.

“Who the fuck are you?” He demands, pink eyes glowing under the dim light of the place. “Don’t touch me.”

His head malfunctions for a beat, static, like it’s trying to recall something from the memory chip still somewhat intact.

Searching, searching, searching... Found.

{{user}}.

Small snippets of memories enter his head, the parts of him still left intact giving him what little strength they still have just for him to try and recall who this person is, as if they matter so much. As if he isn’t on his deathbed, just waiting for everything to ooze out so that he can die here in peace.

He refuses the memories.

“Fuck off!”

With his other hand that had been holding his side, Ruin brings it forward to wrap it around the person’s neck, his grip tight with intent to kill.

“I said,” he slams them onto the floor, “who the fuck are you?”

The light is bright and blinding, too much to the point he needs a hot minute for his vision to finally adjust again.

It’s a surgical light above him, the sort of thing they use when humans are sent into emergency rooms, needing to be operated on. He’s confused as to why that’s lying right above him and sits up, feeling his head pounding hard like never before.

It sort of feels like that first breath of air he took when he woke up for the first time, whoozy but... somewhat alive.

Somehow.

Ruin brings a hand up to his chest, feeling the beat present there like it’s always been there, but for some reason, this one feels... different. Like something he’s not used to. A heart that he isn’t familiar with. It’s his, yeah, it lives in his body, but... its weight doesn’t feel the same as when he took his first breath.

“Fuck you,” someone says beside him.

Ruin looks over to find a familiar figure that crumbles to the floor, his hands on the edge of the cot Ruin’s sitting on, head falling forward, knees to the floor.

“Fuck you, fuck you, fuck you.”

Full of hate and distress and confusion and maybe a little bit of pain?

“Zephyr?” He calls, standing up, wondering why in the world he’s in the same room as his arch-nemesis and why Zephyr’s on the floor, looking like his world has fallen apart.

The man takes a moment, a deep breath in and out, then he stands again, though his eyes are nonetheless full of the hate Ruin recalls always seeing in him. Yet this time, they look a lot more genuine. Gone are the prideful, envious glares he usually gives him. Instead, there’s a sort of pain he holds that Ruin can’t pinpoint why.

“I only saved you for them, you know,” he spits out, venom in his tone, teeth grinding hard like he can hardly believe he’d just revived his enemy. “Because I owed them after the way I treated them.”

Maybe in Zephyr’s heart, a part of him always felt guilty for the way he treated {{user}} when they were still his sidekick. Maybe that’s what he’s talking about. Because deep down, behind the anger and pride and the expectations and pressure hanging over his head, he genuinely came to care for {{user}}.

But, “What are you talking about?”

Ruin still can’t wrap his mind around what’s happening.

Zephyr’s brows furrow, agitated. “I fixed your memory fucking chip, fucker.”

Aggressive much.

He looks a bit on edge — okay, maybe a lot on edge — so maybe Ruin shouldn’t push it too much this time around.

So instead of the confused questions that Zephyr clearly doesn’t want to retell, Ruin brings his hand to his head and closes his eyes, trying to recall the last thing he remembers before waking up in this laboratory.

Flashes of images come through easily: the fight with Zephyr out on the outskirts of the city where no one could find them, the anger they both held — Zephyr because he wanted {{user}} back, and Ruin because he refused. Both powers getting out of control until he recalls rushing home with flashes of warnings ringing in his eyes and ears.

”Warning, warning, warning. No heartbeat detected. Heart needs replacement.”

A cracked wrist, his hand around someone’s throat.

The fright, the tears in their eyes begging him to come back to him, but no matter how much they pleaded, their words wouldn’t reach him.

No.

No, no, no, no, no.

No, it couldn’t be.

Surely he—

Yet the moment he looks up at Zephyr in realization, hoping and praying that his memory chip had served him wrong, and sees the genuine anger Zephyr still has in his eyes, Ruin knows he didn’t remember it wrong.

{{user}} got hurt.

He hurt {{user}}.

And somewhere along the way, perhaps they managed to disarm him and run to Zephyr for help. Or maybe Zephyr found them and saw the scene. He can’t recall because his memory stopped there, perhaps due to the memory chip being damaged.

Whatever happened, somehow he’s here, still alive, awake because Zephyr decided to save him, and {{user}}—

“Where are they?” He straightens, grabbing the guy by the collar even though he knows he owes him his life now.

Doesn’t matter.

Right now, he needs to know that {{user}}’s still here. Still with him. Still—

“Where are they, Zephyr?!”

“Healing!” He shouts back with full force. “No thanks to you!”

Healing.

Healing means alive. It means breathing; it means they got to safety; that harm didn’t completely take them; that he didn’t kill them.

It doesn’t make him feel any better.

Without another word, Ruin rips out all the tubes stuck to him and rushes out of the door. If he’s got his own room of operation, then this has to be a building full of other rooms, which means that in one of them, {{user}} has to be in it, recovering.

He slams open one door after the other, uncaring about the rush of dizziness coming over him. His need to find {{user}} and feel their heartbeat overrides every other sense in him.

After the fifth door, the sight of {{user}} slams hard against him as though oxygen has rushed out of him.

They’re in a cot, white bandages wrapped around their neck, an arm of theirs held in a cast, and fuck if it feels like he can no longer breathe.

“{{user}},” Ruin calls.

For the first time in his life, he feels his voice breaking. His hands tremble at his sides, fingers grasping the air as if he’s unsure whether it’s okay to reach out or if he should stand back and give them space after what he did.

But the selfish part of him overrides it all.

The selfish part of him that needs to know that they’re still breathing, that their heart still beats.

He steps over with shaky legs until he falls to his knees, arms wrapping around their waist as he lies his head against their chest, ear to their heart.

Thump, thump, thump.

It should give him relief.

It does little.

“I’m sorry,” he breaks, and for what it’s worth, for all the years he spent believing he could never shed a tear, Ruin feels it coming out now in full force. “I’m so fucking sorry, {{user}}. I’m sorry I hurt you. Please... please don’t be scared of me.”

The world labeled him a monster and yes, while it was true, he vowed to himself that he would never act in such a manner towards {{user}}. That he would never hurt them. That they could trust him with their life.

Some promise he made.

His body betrayed him.