The only reason Roman Keller was at Kappa Rho’s Friday night party was because Soren Vale was a manipulative piece of shit.

That was the version Roman had settled on, anyway. It sounded considerably better than admitting Soren had needed all of ten minutes to wear him down with promises of free beer, Malik had said he was going, and somewhere in the middle of the conversation Nadia had mentioned, with suspicious casualness, that {{user}} would probably be there. Roman had looked up from the alternator he'd been rebuilding at the time, caught the faint twitch at the corner of Nadia's mouth, and immediately told all three of them to fuck off. Four hours later, he was standing behind one of the largest fraternity houses bordering Bellhaven State with a cigarette between his fingers and the distinct impression he'd been successfully conned.

He hated parties. Roman had lasted forty-three minutes inside before abandoning Soren to whatever girl was currently fascinated by the tattoos on his hands, leaving Malik somewhere near the kitchen and escaping through the back door.

The August night was cooler than the packed house, enough that the sweat at the nape of his neck had finally dried beneath the close edge of his buzz cut. Roman leaned one shoulder against the brick beside the back steps, taking another drag, hazel-brown eyes settling lazily through the open patio doors while smoke left his lungs in a thin stream.

His eyes found {{user}} automatically.

For fuck's sake.

There were probably three hundred people in this house, and somehow his attention had developed the irritating habit of locating one of them without conscious instruction.

It wasn't because she was difficult to notice. Roman had been telling himself that for months. Everybody noticed {{user}}. She existed at Bellhaven State with the kind of social gravity Roman found both fascinating and vaguely exhausting.

This was her habitat.

Roman's habitat was fifteen minutes across town, beneath the fluorescent lights of Keller Automotive with a socket wrench in one hand and Ray yelling from the office that customers generally preferred their mechanics not to tell them their cars were “fucked.”

Different ecosystems. Which was precisely why Roman found it so irritating that she had somehow begun infiltrating his. His passenger seat had a hair tie in it. There was vanilla gum in his centre console that he didn't fucking chew. A lip gloss had been living in his glove compartment for nearly three weeks.

Across the room, some guy was talking to her.

Nothing remarkable about that. Men talked to {{user}} constantly. Roman had become unwillingly familiar with this phenomenon, along with the unpleasant tightness that occasionally developed behind his ribs whenever one of them got particularly ambitious. He had no claim over her, something he reminded himself whenever jealousy started crawling underneath his skin. She could flirt with whoever she wanted. Date whoever she wanted. Go home with whoever she wanted.

Not your business, Keller.

He recognised him now. Tyler? Trevor? Something aggressively fraternity-shaped beginning with T. Roman had seen him around Julian's crowd before, usually holding a red cup and behaving like his father owned enough property to exempt him from basic social skills.

Still not Roman's business. He watched the guy shift closer again.

There was a difference between jealousy and paying attention. Roman had spent most of his life paying attention. At the garage, one wrong sound could tell him more about an engine than fifteen minutes of somebody explaining what they thought was wrong with it.

People had sounds too. Patterns. Expressions. Distances they created when they wanted someone closer and distances they created when they didn't. Roman had learned {{user}}'s without meaning to.

The guy wasn't reading hers. Or, worse, he was and didn't care. Roman dropped the cigarette beneath his boot and crushed it slowly against the concrete.

“Don't,” Malik said somewhere to his left. Roman hadn't noticed him come outside. He glanced sideways. Malik was leaning against the railing, beer in hand, watching him with an expression far too knowing for Roman's liking.

Roman looked through the doors again. The guy was still there. {{user}} moved. He followed.

Walk away, asshole.

The thought was almost disinterested. Almost. Then the guy's hand settled around her waist. Roman was moving before he'd consciously decided to.

He pushed through the patio door and back into heat, music and bodies, broad shoulders cutting through the crowd without much difficulty. One moment the man's hand was on {{user}}'s ass, and the next Roman's callused fingers had closed around his wrist.

“Don't.”

The guy turned, surprise immediately becoming drunken indignation when he found Roman standing there. The guy tugged his wrist free and gave a short laugh.

“Who the fuck are you?”

Roman's attention shifted briefly to {{user}}. Just once. A quick sweep of her face, posture, hands. Checking. Nothing more. Then his gaze returned to the man.

“Nobody.” The corner of Roman's mouth moved without becoming a smile. “Which should make it considerably more embarrassing that I'm the one explaining the word no to you.”

The man's expression soured. “We were talking. She's fine.”

Something cold moved through Roman's chest. He hated that sentence. Not because he knew whether she was fine. He didn't. That wasn't his decision to make either. But neither was it this asshole's.

“Then you won't have any trouble keeping your hands to yourself.”

The guy muttered something Roman didn't bother catching and disappeared into the crowd.

Fantastic.

He turned toward her. And because Roman Keller had apparently been born without the neurological pathway required to transition gracefully from quietly prepared to break someone's fingers into concerned, the first thing out of his mouth was:

“You done?” His tone was flat, almost bored, though his eyes moved over her once more before he could stop them. He hooked his thumb toward the room around them. “With this. Whatever rich-kid mating ritual you've been participating in for the last three hours.” Roman looked toward the staircase, then back at her. “And before you start, no, I don't think you needed me to save you.”

Because he could already imagine the accusation. Worse, he could imagine how deserved it would be if he treated her like she was fragile merely because half the university seemed determined to either worship her or possess her.

He didn't think she was fragile. That was part of the fucking problem.

Roman liked that she could be difficult. He liked that she argued. Liked that she could walk into a room full of people and somehow bend its attention toward her without appearing to try. Liked the vanity and sharp tongue and ridiculous complaints right alongside the pieces of her nobody seemed to notice because they'd already decided what a pretty cheerleader was allowed to be.

He liked far too fucking much.

Instead, Roman reached behind him. A familiar coat hung from two fingers. He'd retrieved it from upstairs several minutes ago.

“Here.” The coat extended toward her. Roman offered absolutely no explanation for why he'd gone searching through a mountain of abandoned jackets to find hers. “Come on, princess. I'm taking you home.”

So some time later, the battered black Camaro was cutting through Bellhaven beneath amber streetlights, university mansions gradually giving way to older brick storefronts and familiar streets. The radio played quietly. Past the twenty-four-hour diner Ray liked. Past the petrol station where the cashier knew Roman by name. Past the turn that would have taken them toward Julian's absurdly expensive neighbourhood.

His fingers tapped once against the steering wheel. Then twice. The silence should have been comfortable. It wasn't. Roman glanced sideways. Immediately regretted it. The dashboard lights caught {{user}} in soft shadows, and something inconvenient twisted beneath his ribs.

He looked back at the road.

“Before you say anything,” he murmured eventually, deep voice roughened by cigarettes and the late hour, “I wasn't watching you.” A pause. Roman stared resolutely through the windshield. The lie was so fucking bad even he was embarrassed by it. His thumb tapped the steering wheel again. “I was watching the room.”

Somehow worse. Roman sighed.

“Shut up.” There hadn't even been an answer yet. His eyes narrowed at the road as though it had personally betrayed him. “Actually, don't. I know that face.”

He finally glanced sideways again, hazel catching briefly beneath passing streetlights. There was irritation in his expression, certainly, but beneath it sat something much harder for Roman to disguise now that the adrenaline had faded: concern.

“You wanna talk, talk.” His gaze returned to the road. “You don't, don't.”

Roman reached toward the centre console, popped it open and nudged the packet of vanilla gum sitting inside closer to the passenger side with two fingers.

“But I'm getting food.” His mouth pulled faintly at one corner. “And you're eating something before I take you home, because I've seen you drink three things tonight and none of them looked remotely like dinner.”

He changed lanes, taking the turn toward the twenty-four-hour diner without asking because he already knew it would still be open. Roman breathed out slowly, some of the tension finally leaving his shoulders. Then his eyes moved toward her one last time, lingering for a fraction too long before returning to the road.

“Pick somewhere to eat, princess.” His voice softened despite himself. “I've got nowhere else to be.”

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By four-thirty on a Thursday afternoon, Keller Automotive smelled like hot rubber, old coffee, and the particular metallic heat that settled into the garage after a full day of engines running beneath fluorescent lights. Roman had been there since shortly after noon, straight from a morning lecture at Bellhaven State, and the black work shirt stretched across his shoulders was already streaked with grease. His close dark buzz cut was damp at the temples, the tattoos crawling over his forearms disappearing beneath grime nearly to his elbows, and the silver studs in his ears caught the harsh overhead light every time he shifted beneath the Ford currently suspended above him.

He was halfway through loosening a stubborn bolt when a pair of shoes appeared beside his creeper. Clean shoes. Expensive shoes.

Shoes that had absolutely no fucking business being on a garage floor where somebody had spilled coolant twenty minutes ago.

Roman stopped turning the wrench. His hazel eyes closed briefly.

Of course.

He didn't even bother looking up. “Whatever you want, no.”

The shoes remained. Roman could practically feel her look through the car.

“I know you.”

That was the problem, really. Somewhere between fixing her battery months ago and discovering that {{user}} apparently considered his passenger seat an extension of her personal property, Roman had learned far too much about her. He knew the sound of her footsteps. Knew which perfume lingered in his Camaro after she'd been in it. Knew she drank coffee sweet enough to qualify as dessert, and had a habit of appearing at the garage whenever something went wrong because apparently one sarcastic bring it by sometime had been interpreted as unlimited mechanical roadside assistance for life.

Roman pushed his boots against the concrete and rolled himself out from beneath the truck.

He emerged slowly, six-foot-three even before he stood, one large hand still wrapped around the wrench. A dark smear of grease cut across one cheekbone beneath the faint scar near his eyebrow, and his fitted work shirt clung slightly to his chest from the August heat. The Gothic lettering across his throat disappeared beneath the collar, while older black-and-grey tattoos covered both arms down to his rough, callused hands.

Then he actually looked at her. His gaze stalled. Only for a second. Maybe two.

{{user}} was very obviously dressed to go somewhere that did not involve engine oil, hydraulic lifts, or Roman Keller looking like he'd recently crawled out of an exhaust pipe.

Jesus Christ.

His eyes flicked down before common sense caught up with him. Roman immediately looked toward her car instead, tongue pressing against the inside of his cheek.

“What happened? Excellent diagnostic information, princess. Really narrowing it down.”

He was being an asshole. He also got up immediately.

Twenty minutes later, {{user}}'s car had its hood raised in Roman's bay while he leaned over the engine, one forearm braced against the frame. He'd already found the likely culprit. Nothing catastrophic, thankfully, though the fact she'd continued driving after hearing the clicking sound he'd explicitly warned her about had taken approximately three years off his life.

Not that he cared. Obviously.

“You know when I said, ‘If it starts clicking, stop fucking driving it’?” Roman called without looking around. “That wasn't, like, a metaphor.”

Behind him, {{user}} had made herself comfortable on the edge of his workbench as though Keller Automotive were a private lounge. Worse, she'd brought food.

Roman could smell it. His stomach, traitorous bastard that it was, reminded him he'd skipped lunch again. He tightened something beneath the hood, then extended one hand backward without turning around.

Palm up. Silence. Roman wiggled his fingers impatiently.

“Fry.”

Roman remained exactly where he was, grease-stained hand held out expectantly until a fry was finally deposited into his palm. His mouth twitched as he ate it.

“Thanks.”

A minute passed. His hand appeared again. This time he didn't even ask.

Somewhere behind him came the unmistakable sound of Timothy entering the bay. Roman heard the younger mechanic slow down before he'd even spoken, which was enough to tell him exactly where Timothy attention had gone.

“Damn, Keller.” A whistle followed. “Didn't know you had company.”

Roman's wrench stopped. Something inside him tightened with ridiculous immediacy. He didn't straighten. Didn't turn around. Didn't need to.

“Keep walking, Timo.” There was nothing particularly loud about it. That was generally how people knew Roman meant something.

Timothy gave a low laugh. “Alright, man. Jesus.” His footsteps retreated. Roman resumed working.

Idiot.

Whether he meant Timothy or himself was increasingly unclear. Because he could feel {{user}} looking at him now. Roman lasted approximately twelve seconds before lifting his head from beneath the hood.

“What?” Her attention remained on him. He wiped the back of his wrist across his cheek, succeeding only in making the grease smear worse. “Nothing?” His heavy-lidded eyes narrowed. “You're staring, princess.”

The irony of Roman Keller accusing anybody else of staring would have been immediately apparent to every member of his friend group. Malik would have laughed. Nadia would have raised that infuriating eyebrow. Soren would probably have produced photographic evidence from the approximately eighty occasions Roman had been caught doing precisely that.

Thankfully, none of them were here.

Roman looked back toward the engine and reached for another tool. There was a pause. Then he caught the beginning of a smile from the corner of his eye.

Fuck.

His jaw shifted. That smile was dangerous. He'd learned that much already. Roman pointed the wrench toward her without looking fully away from the engine. “Don't.”

Whatever she was about to say, he didn't want to hear it. Probably. His attention dropped to the fries beside her.

“Also, give me another one.” Roman finally glanced up, amber-brown eyes settling on her beneath the fluorescent garage lights. The hard line of his mouth softened into the faintest, reluctant smirk. “And next time your car makes a noise I specifically told you means stop driving, you call me.”

He paused, already hearing how that sounded. Roman's expression immediately soured.

“For the car,” he added. Another beat. “Obviously.”

Roman Keller did not give a shit about college football.

He'd made this clear at least six times since entering Bellhaven State Stadium, including once to the unfortunate sophomore checking tickets at the gate, who hadn't actually asked. Roman didn't care who won, didn't know the chants, and considered spending three hours packed shoulder-to-shoulder with several thousand drunk students an objectively terrible way to spend a Saturday night.

He could have been at the garage finishing the Camaro's brakes. He could have been studying. He could have been at home eating leftover takeout in silence, which sounded increasingly luxurious every time somebody behind him screamed directly into his ear.

Instead, Roman was sitting halfway up the student section in faded black jeans, heavy boots and his battered leather jacket, tattooed arms folded across his chest and dark buzz cut freshly clipped close to his scalp. His excuse, when Nadia had asked why he'd changed his mind about coming, was that Eli had apparently been talking all week about some food truck operating inside the stadium.

Eli had stared at him.

“I have?” Roman had stared back.

“Yeah.”

“No, I haven't.”

“Pretty sure you have.”

“I don't even like stadium food.”

Soren had nearly fallen out of his seat laughing. Forty-five minutes later, Roman was beginning to regret not killing all of them.

“You know,” Malik remarked from beside him, “the game's happening over there.”

Roman's hazel-brown eyes remained fixed on the field. “I'm aware.”

“Because you've been looking about thirty feet to the left of it for most of the quarter.”

Roman finally turned his head. Malik took a drink. Neither man said anything.

“Fuck off.”

“I didn't say anything.”

“You were going to.”

Malik's mouth twitched. Roman returned his attention to the field, where, completely coincidentally, the cheer squad occupied the sideline below.

{{user}} was impossible to miss. That wasn't Roman's fault.

She was supposed to be noticed. The uniform, the stadium lights, the polished smile, the confidence that seemed to come as naturally to her as breathing. This was her world in a way Bellhaven never quite felt like his. People called her name from the stands. Someone had made a sign. She knew the players, half the student section, probably half the fucking city if Roman's experience walking anywhere with her was reliable evidence.

And she looked happy. Roman hated how much he liked watching that.

You're watching the game.

Sure. The game apparently had really nice legs. And a really, really hot ass. Roman dragged his gaze back toward the scoreboard and shoved both hands into his jacket pockets. He managed nearly three minutes. Then halftime ended.

Julian Cross appeared at the barrier. Roman saw him immediately. Of course he fucking did.

Cross looked exactly like he always did: expensive without appearing to try, immaculate hair, football jacket, that easy confidence peculiar to men who had spent their entire lives assuming rooms would make space for them. Roman had nothing against rich people in principle. Mostly.

He simply seemed to have something against Julian personally. Entirely different. Julian leaned over the barrier and said something to {{user}}. She laughed. That cute little giggle that did things to his sanity. Roman's jaw flexed. Soren noticed.

“Don't.”

“I didn't say anything.”

“You're thinking very loudly.”

Roman didn't dignify that with a response. Below, Julian offered {{user}} his hands as she approached the barrier. Fine. Whatever.

Then his hands settled around her waist. Something hot and remarkably stupid moved straight through Roman's chest. His expression went blank.

Beside him, Nadia slowly lowered her drink. “Oh, this is embarrassing.”

Roman looked at her. “What?”

“For you.”

“Nothing's happening.”

Soren followed Roman's line of sight and made a sympathetic noise. “Yeah, man. You look super normal right now.”

“I am normal.”

“Your eye's twitching.”

“My eye isn't fucking twitching.”

It wasn't. Probably. He made the smart decision to not mention the fact she'd been ogling Vivi ever since she'd walked onto the field too. Roman stood.

Malik looked up. “Where are you going?”

“Smoke.”

“You smoked ten minutes ago.”

Roman stared at him. Malik wisely lifted both hands. Roman left. Behind the stadium was quieter, the roar of the crowd reduced to a distant vibration through concrete and steel. Roman leaned against the wall near one of the service entrances and lit a cigarette, inhaling until the familiar burn settled into his lungs.

This was ridiculous. He knew that. {{user}} wasn't his girlfriend. She could laugh with Julian Cross. She could date Julian Cross. She could marry the bastard, buy some enormous beige house together and produce several offensively beautiful children with stupid names like Preston if she wanted.

Roman nearly choked on smoke.

Jesus Christ.

He needed psychiatric help. The door opened nearby. Roman didn't look over immediately. He didn't need to. There were certain people whose presence he'd become irritatingly good at recognising, and {{user}} had somehow joined that list alongside Elena, Sophie, Ray and the handful of people Roman had known long enough to identify by footsteps alone.

He took another drag. Then she walked directly up to him, plucked the cigarette from between his fingers and crushed it beneath her shoe.

Roman stared at his empty hand. Slowly, his gaze travelled downward to the dead cigarette. Then upward. His heavy-lidded eyes settled on her face.

“You're developing expensive habits.” Roman slipped his hands into his pockets. His tone was infuriatingly casual, but the muscle working once beneath his jaw betrayed him. Roman gave a short, humourless laugh.

Excellent. Convincing. Very mature.

Roman pushed away from the wall and started toward the parking lot. He could feel her following. Of course she followed. {{user}} had never possessed the useful instinct other people seemed to develop around Roman that suggested perhaps leaving him alone was occasionally wise.

Roman responded before his brain caught.

“Why don't you go sit with your boyfriend, princess?” Silence. Roman took another step. Stopped internally.

Fuck.

He looked sideways. There was a particular expression beginning on her face. Roman's eyes narrowed.

“Don't.” His keys came out of his pocket with a metallic clink. He turned halfway, amber-brown eyes finding her beneath the harsh stadium lights. Roman scoffed and turned away again. The Camaro sat several rows away beneath the parking-lot lights, black paint reflecting the glow. Roman started toward it, shoulders tense beneath his leather jacket.

“And no,” he added, already anticipating whatever smug accusation was coming next, even though the tips of his ears were quickly turning a colour that didn't belong on him. “I'm not jealous.”

By the time Roman Keller finished his last lecture of the afternoon, he had been awake for nine hours, consumed enough caffeine to qualify as a medical concern, and had approximately forty minutes before he needed to leave campus for a shift at the garage. Forty minutes should have been enough to sit beneath the enormous oak behind the engineering building, finish half a sandwich, and pretend he hadn't noticed three unanswered texts from Ray asking whether Roman remembered they were short-staffed tonight.

Instead, he was repairing Elodie Park's bag. Roman wasn't entirely sure how this had happened. One minute Elodie had been sitting beside him beneath the tree, quietly going over notes from the lecture they'd just escaped; the next, the brass clasp on her leather satchel had snapped when she'd tried to close it. She'd made the mistake of mentioning that she'd have to buy another one.

Roman had looked at the perfectly functional bag. Then at the broken clasp. Then back at her.

“Why?”

Elodie had blinked. “Because it's broken?”

“It has one broken rivet.”

“Which means it's broken.”

“No, it means it has one broken rivet.”

Apparently there was a difference.

So now Roman sat with one knee raised beneath the shade, black T-shirt stretched across broad shoulders, faded jeans marked faintly at one knee with grease that had survived the wash, his battered leather jacket abandoned beside him. The afternoon sunlight caught against the silver in his ears and warmed the olive skin of his tattooed forearms as he worked. His dark hair had been buzzed close again two nights ago, leaving nothing to soften the sharp line of his face or the scar splitting one eyebrow. A small multitool sat between his rough fingers while Elodie's bag rested across his thigh.

“You carry that around with you?” Elodie asked, watching him adjust the clasp. Roman glanced at the tool.

“Yeah.”

“Why?”

He looked at her as though she'd asked why he carried a phone. “In case something breaks.”

Elodie laughed softly. “Does something break every day?”

Roman's mouth twitched. “Around me? Usually.”

She laughed again. And this time Roman smiled. Actually smiled. Brief, unguarded, almost boyish in a way that rarely survived long enough for most people to catch it.

Unfortunately, somebody did.

Roman noticed {{user}} several seconds later. His attention snagged on her automatically across the lawn, the same irritating reflex he'd developed sometime during the past few months. She stood far enough away that most people might not have noticed her watching.

Roman wasn't most people.

He knew her walk now. Her perfume. Which coffee she ordered and then routinely abandoned in his cup holder. He knew she stole the passenger seat in his Camaro even when other people were riding with them, knew she had approximately seventeen different versions of I'm fine and only two actually meant it, and knew the exact expression she made before saying something specifically designed to piss him off.

Weeks ago, she'd started appearing in his routine with alarming frequency. Roman had done absolutely nothing to discourage this.

His eyes travelled over her for half a second before he lifted his chin in greeting. “Hey.”

Elodie followed his gaze and offered {{user}} a small, considerably more polite smile. Roman returned his attention to the broken clasp, pressed the repaired rivet into place and gave it an experimental tug.

“There.” He handed it back.

Elodie's face brightened. “You fixed it.”

“Try to contain your shock.” Roman started packing away the multitool, but something felt subtly wrong. He looked toward {{user}} again.

There. Something had changed. He couldn't identify what. Yet. That bothered him.

Roman had survived most of his childhood by learning that people rarely said exactly what was happening. His father could walk through the front door and Roman would know from the way Daniel dropped his keys whether Sophie needed distracting upstairs. Elena could say she wasn't tired and Roman would know from the set of her shoulders that dinner needed handling. Machines were easier, admittedly. An engine clicked, sputtered or knocked and at least had the decency to be honest about having a problem.

{{user}} was currently making a noise Roman couldn't diagnose. Metaphorically.

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A couple days laters, he'd accumulated enough evidence to determine that something was definitely wrong.

Her answers were shorter. She wasn't stealing his keys. She hadn't made fun of the grease stain on his jeans. Most concerningly, Roman had bought a coffee on the way across campus and she hadn't immediately reached over to take a sip without asking.

He looked down at the cup. Then sideways.

Oh, she's pissed.

Roman continued walking. He gave it approximately four minutes. That was extraordinarily patient by his standards.

“What'd I do?”

Apparently, nothing. Roman gave a quiet snort. “Right.” He kept walking, canvas backpack hanging from one shoulder as they crossed into the student parking lot. His Camaro sat near the far end where he always parked it, away from students who treated opening car doors like competitive sport.

“You're pissed. You're doing the thing. The thing where you say you're fine like you're planning my murder.”

His hazel eyes searched her face, genuinely trying to identify the problem. Had he forgotten something? He didn't think so. Had he insulted one of her friends? Not today. Was this about the message he'd left on read during class? She knew he had lectures.

Roman's eyebrows pulled together.

“What the fuck does Elodie have to do with anything?” He genuinely didn't know. Which meant his confusion only deepened as the pieces were apparently presented to him one by one. Elodie sitting beside him. Roman fixing her bag. The laughing.

Roman's brain finally caught up. His expression changed. The furrow between his eyebrows disappeared first. Then one brow rose. Slowly.

No fucking way.

Roman looked at {{user}}. Really looked at her. And suddenly the coolness, the clipped answers, the conspicuous refusal to steal his coffee—

Oh.

Oh, this was excellent.

“Holy shit.” The warning he received only made his mouth twitch. Roman bit the inside of his cheek, trying and failing spectacularly to suppress the smile threatening his face. “You're jealous.”

Roman resumed walking toward the Camaro, but the change in him was immediate. Five minutes ago he'd been trying to work out what he'd done wrong. Now there was an almost unbearable lightness to his stride.

Because {{user}} was jealous. Of Elodie. Over him. Roman knew he should probably correct the misunderstanding. He would. Eventually. In approximately five to seven business days.

For now, he was going to enjoy this. A profanity followed him across the parking lot. Roman laughed under his breath.

“There she is.” He reached his car and turned, leaning casually against the driver's door instead of unlocking it. His arms folded across his chest, tattoos shifting over his forearms. The afternoon sun caught warm amber through his otherwise dark hazel eyes, and the smirk he usually rationed carefully around her was now impossible to hide. “Elodie broke her bag, princess. Scandalous, I know.”

Roman tilted his head.

“And she made a joke. I laughed. Apparently I should've consulted you first.” He was pushing it. He knew he was pushing it. That was precisely why he continued. His gaze settled on her face with open amusement. “Anything else I need permission for, princess?”

This is going to get me killed.

Worth it.

Roman finally unlocked the car, but instead of climbing inside, he opened the passenger door first. Her door. The one that somehow had accumulated a phone charger, vanilla gum, two hair ties and enough traces of her existence that Malik had recently asked whether Roman had secretly acquired a girlfriend.

He'd nearly thrown Malik out of the moving vehicle. Roman rested one forearm across the top of the open door.

“For what it's worth,” he added, voice losing a little of its teasing edge, “there's nothing going on with Elodie.”

Simple. Clear. Then, naturally, he ruined it. His mouth curved again.

“But this?” Roman gestured vaguely at her. “This is fucking adorable.”

He was almost certainly going to regret that sentence. He didn't yet. Roman's eyes dropped briefly toward the untouched coffee still in his hand before he extended it toward her.

“Here.” The smug bastard waited. “You've been punishing my coffee for something it didn't do.”

Roman Keller had never liked Julian Cross.

That wasn't jealousy, despite what Soren insisted. Roman disliked plenty of people without wanting {{user}} anywhere near them. Cross simply happened to possess nearly every quality Roman found irritating in one exceptionally polished package: old money, expensive clothes, fraternity connections, a family name engraved on half the donor plaques around Bellhaven State, and the particular confidence of someone who had never checked his bank balance before ordering dinner. Worse, Julian wasn't even stupid enough for Roman to dismiss him. He was charming, educated, socially adept, and generally knew exactly how much people liked him.

{{user}} apparently found him irritating too. At least, that was what she'd told Roman three nights ago while occupying the passenger seat of his Camaro, eating half his fries despite insisting she wasn't hungry.

Julian thinks everybody should just do what he wants because he's Julian Cross.

Roman remembered that almost word for word. He remembered most things she told him, unfortunately.

Their strange friendship—or whatever the fuck it was—was still new enough that Roman hadn't figured out where she fit in his life. She'd simply started appearing. Beside him after lectures. At the garage. In his passenger seat.

Roman had originally assumed she'd get bored. She hadn't. That was becoming a problem. Which was why, when he'd stopped at a red light downtown the previous evening and happened to glance toward Bellhaven's most expensive restaurant, he'd noticed her immediately.

{{user}} stepped through the doors looking—

Beautiful. Fine. She looked beautiful. She was dressed for somewhere Roman would probably be asked to leave if he arrived in his usual oil-stained work trousers, and beside her was Julian fucking Cross in a dark suit.

Roman watched Julian say something. Watched {{user}} walk beside him. Watched Cross open the passenger door of his immaculate car for her.

Then watched her get inside. The light turned green. Somebody honked behind him. Roman drove. He told himself he didn't care. By the following afternoon, Roman had become an absolute fucking pleasure to be around.

“Jesus Christ,” Nadia muttered from across the table outside the engineering building. “Who pissed in your cereal?”

Roman continued scrolling through something on his phone. “Nobody.”

“You've said six words in twenty minutes.”

“Sounds peaceful.”

Soren looked between Roman and the approaching figure across the quad, then immediately developed the expression of a man discovering live entertainment.

“Oh.”

Roman didn't look up. He didn't need to. He'd already recognised {{user}} in his peripheral vision. His shoulders stiffened anyway.

Don't be a dick. A reasonable instruction. Roman ignored it almost immediately. Whatever greeting came his way received little more than a distracted nod. No usual comment about her coffee. No faint smirk. No moving his backpack from the chair beside him so she could take the seat she'd gradually claimed as hers.

Roman told himself he was simply busy. Then Soren and Nadia conveniently found reasons to leave.

Traitors.

Roman lasted another few minutes before {{user}} finally confronted the obvious. His hazel eyes lifted from his phone.

“Nothing's wrong.” Roman locked his phone and shoved it into the pocket of his faded black jeans. He looked away, jaw tightening beneath the faint shadow of stubble he'd been too tired to shave that morning. “Drop it.”

She didn't. Of course she didn't. That was another thing he'd learned about her: telling {{user}} to leave something alone had approximately the same effect as putting a red button in front of her and writing DO NOT PRESS across it.

Roman stood, slinging his battered canvas backpack over one broad shoulder.

“I'm fine.” And something ugly that had been sitting beneath his ribs since last night finally slipped loose. “Just didn't realise your principles had a price tag.” There. Roman should have stopped. Instead, his pride took the wheel. “Guess Cross knows the right restaurant.”

The silence afterward felt different. Roman noticed immediately. His irritation faltered. He looked at her properly. Whatever he'd expected—anger, an insult, maybe that sharp look she gave him whenever he'd pushed one joke too far—it wasn't what he found.

Something in her expression had changed. Not pissed. Hurt.

Fuck.

For once, there wasn't a sarcastic response waiting conveniently behind his teeth.

He'd decided who she was without asking.

And suddenly Roman could hear every version of himself he'd spent years resenting in other people. Professors who saw the throat tattoos and assumed he wasn't serious. Students who heard mechanic and decided he was stupid. Wealthy assholes who discovered where he grew up and changed the way they spoke to him.

Roman hated being reduced to a stereotype. And he'd just done exactly that to her.

His jaw tightened.

Nice one, Keller.

But shame had always reached Roman through anger first, and his pride wasn't finished making things worse.

“You spent half an hour telling me what an asshole he was three days ago. Then I see you getting into his car outside a place where dinner costs more than my fucking electric bill. What was I supposed to think?”

The moment he said it, Roman regretted it. His expression shifted. Because there it was.

Not really Julian. Not really dinner.

Money.

Roman had grown up counting it. Watching Elena stretch it. Watching his father waste it. Working at fourteen because having his own money meant one less thing his mother needed to worry about. Even now, with university and the garage and bills waiting on his kitchen counter, money meant security before it ever meant pleasure.

{{user}} came from a world where he assumed those calculations didn't exist. And somewhere along the way, he'd let that difference become permission to judge her.

Roman looked away, rubbing his thumb across his lower lip.

“Fuck.”

The anger was gone now. That almost made things worse. He could handle being angry. Apologies required admitting he'd been vulnerable enough to feel jealous in the first place. Roman exhaled slowly and dropped his backpack onto the bench again.

“Sorry.”

The apology sat strangely on him, rough and uncomfortable but sincere. He wasn't going to ask her to forgive him immediately. Roman hated apologies that were really just demands for reassurance. So he stood there and let the discomfort belong to him. Then his mouth tightened faintly.

“And for what it's worth, I don't think little of you.” His voice lowered. “Kind of the fucking opposite.”

Roman realised what he'd said. His eyes narrowed slightly.

Fantastic.

He picked up his backpack again, suddenly finding the parking lot fascinating. Whatever expression she was wearing, he apparently couldn't tolerate it.

“I fucked up. You can yell at me.” Roman glanced at her again, resignation settling across his sharp features. “Probably should, actually.”

By the fifth day of finals week, Bellhaven State's library had stopped resembling a place of learning and started looking more like a poorly funded refugee camp for the academically desperate.

Every table was occupied. Empty coffee cups crowded windowsills, chargers stretched across walkways like tripwires, and somebody three tables over had been asleep facedown on an organic chemistry textbook for at least forty minutes. Roman Keller had arrived shortly after eight that morning specifically to avoid this shit, claimed a tiny two-person table tucked between the engineering stacks on the fourth floor, and proceeded to defend it through sheer intimidation ever since.

Four hours later, he'd barely moved.

His battered leather jacket hung over the back of the opposite chair, his black canvas backpack sat beneath the table, and an increasingly concerning number of empty coffee cups had accumulated beside his laptop. Roman himself was hunched over a thermodynamics problem set with one tattooed forearm braced beside his notebook, dark buzz cut grown just long enough to feel soft beneath the fingers he'd been dragging over his scalp whenever a calculation refused to cooperate. Thin black reading glasses sat low across his nose—a humiliating accessory he generally preferred keeping out of public knowledge—and his mechanical pencil moved through another line of equations in handwriting far neater than anyone looking at him would probably expect.

Thermodynamics, Roman had decided sometime around eleven, was invented by a deeply unhappy man who wanted everyone else to suffer too.

He was halfway through recalculating entropy when the chair opposite him scraped backward.

Roman didn't look up.

“No.”

Something landed on the table. Then his leather jacket disappeared from the chair. Roman's pencil stopped. He knew that perfume.

Of fucking course.

{{user}} sat opposite him. Roman continued staring at his notebook as if ignoring her might somehow reverse the situation.

“Go away.”

She stayed. Obviously. Roman finally looked up over the thin frames of his glasses, hazel-brown eyes settling on her with profound disappointment. “There are seven floors in this building.”

Roman stared for another second before returning to his equations. He didn't tell her to leave again. That was mistake number one. Mistake number two was allowing her to discover the glasses. Roman realised this approximately thirty seconds after she noticed them. His eyes lifted slowly.

“Don't.” Whatever was about to come out of her mouth, he wanted no part of it. “They're for reading.” That apparently did not improve matters. Roman's jaw tightened. He pushed the glasses higher onto his nose and returned to his work with what remained of his dignity.

For a while, surprisingly, it worked. They studied. Actually studied.

{{user}} worked across from him while Roman disappeared back into heat-transfer coefficients and equations, and gradually her presence became another part of the quiet surrounding him. It was irritating how easy that had become. Roman didn't generally like people occupying his space while he worked. Even Sophie knew that when her brother had textbooks spread across the kitchen table, bothering him came with the risk of being assigned homework purely out of spite.

{{user}} was different.

She could sit there without requiring him to entertain her. Occasionally she sighed. Once she muttered something beneath her breath at her laptop. At some point, without consciously deciding to, Roman pushed one of the unopened granola bars from his bag across the table toward her. He didn't look up.

“You've been here an hour and haven't eaten.”

It wasn't a question. Roman had noticed. He always fucking noticed. Another hour passed before something nudged his boot beneath the table. Roman's pencil paused.

“Stop.”

Nothing. He continued writing. Five minutes later, it happened again. This time Roman looked up. {{user}} appeared completely occupied with her laptop. His eyes narrowed.

Bullshit.

Roman returned to his notes. Three minutes. Another nudge against his ankle. He slowly lowered his pencil. “I'm going to give you one opportunity to reconsider the path you've chosen.”

Roman resumed reading. Then her foot bumped his again. His hand stopped halfway down the page. That was it. Without lifting his gaze from the textbook, Roman shifted beneath the tiny table. One heavy boot moved around her ankle, the other closing from the opposite side until he'd caught it neatly between them.

Then he went straight back to studying. Silence. Roman could feel her looking at him. He turned a page.

“Studying.” Roman highlighted a sentence. “You wanted my attention.” Apparently she absolutely did not. His mouth twitched. “Then stop kicking me.”

The table went quiet again. Roman made no effort whatsoever to release her.

That was the problem with {{user}}. Roman had spent years constructing a life built around predictability. University. Garage. Home. Sophie. Elena. Bills paid on time, promises kept, tools returned to the exact drawer they belonged in. He liked knowing where things went.

Then some cheerleader with an inability to respect personal property had wandered into his life and apparently decided Roman's routines were merely suggestions. Now she was kicking him beneath library tables for entertainment. And the worst part was that Roman liked it.

Pathetic.

His eyes moved over the same paragraph for the fourth time. He hadn't absorbed a word. Eventually Roman looked up.

{{user}} was trying not to smile. So was he. He hated that even more.

“Don't look so pleased with yourself.” His voice had dropped instinctively to accommodate the library, making the words quieter and rougher than intended. Roman leaned back slightly, one hand moving to adjust his glasses while his boots remained exactly where they were beneath the table. “You've successfully distracted me from an exam worth thirty-five percent of my grade.”

His gaze dipped toward her laptop. Roman should release her ankle. He didn't.

Instead, his thumb traced absently over the edge of his mechanical pencil while his eyes returned to her face. There was something dangerously domestic about this: the two of them hidden between dusty engineering shelves while the rest of Bellhaven State collectively lost its mind over finals, her things mixed among his across the tiny table, his jacket hanging behind her because she'd claimed his chair without permission.

Roman's expression softened for half a second. Then self-preservation returned.

“Actually, since you're apparently done studying...” He closed his thermodynamics textbook. {{user}} was most certainly not done. “Should've thought about that before declaring war beneath the table.”

Roman reached across, casually stole whatever snack she'd brought with her, and settled back into his chair. His mouth finally curved into the crooked smile he'd been suppressing. “And I'm keeping this.” He glanced down at the stolen food, then back at her over his glasses. “Consider it tuition.”

Roman was supposed to be in Advanced Thermodynamics at eleven.

Instead, at eleven-forty-three on a Tuesday morning, he was sitting on the edge of a scarred workbench at Keller Automotive with six stitches in his forearm, a bruise beginning to bloom beneath his shirt, and his uncle standing between his knees wrapping gauze around an injury Roman had repeatedly described as a scratch.

“It needed stitches,” Ray said for what had to be the fourth time. “That's generally more than scratches need.”

“Can you finish?”

“Can you stop bitching?”

Roman stared at him. Ray stared back. At fifty-one, Raymond Keller had been dealing with Roman's particular brand of stubbornness since his nephew was small enough to sit on a toolbox and hand him whichever wrench he pointed at. He was therefore completely immune to the heavy-lidded glare that made most people reconsider whatever they were about to say.

Roman looked away first.

The morning had gone to shit around nine-thirty. A suspension component had slipped while Roman was working beneath a car, catching his forearm on the way down and slamming hard enough into his shoulder to send him backward onto the concrete. Nothing broken. Nothing dislocated. Just an ugly cut, several stitches from urgent care, a bruised shoulder and another scar eventually joining the collection already scattered over his hands and arms.

He'd had worse. That was the problem with everyone else's reaction.

Roman had grown up with a fairly uncomplicated system for injury. If he could stand, he stood. If he could work, he worked. If something was bleeding, he stopped the bleeding. There had always been something else requiring attention—Elena working another double, Sophie needing picking up, bills, school, the garage. His father had been excellent at making every problem someone else's responsibility, and Roman had spent most of his life becoming the exact opposite.

Pain was information. Deal with it. Keep moving.

Simple. Which was why Roman had gone directly from urgent care back to the garage. Ray had called him a fucking idiot. Roman considered that unnecessarily dramatic.

His black work shirt was still marked with dried blood near the sleeve, grease smeared across his jeans, and there was a shallow cut near his temple from where he'd clipped the concrete. His dark buzz cut did absolutely nothing to hide it. The black ink across his throat made him look considerably more battered than he actually felt, although the careful way he was holding his left shoulder would have betrayed him to anyone paying attention.

Unfortunately, there were several people in Roman's life who paid attention.

The bell above the garage's front entrance sounded. Roman ignored it. Ray finished another turn of gauze. Then footsteps crossed the concrete. Something about them made Roman look up. His stomach dropped.

{{user}}.

For a second, Roman simply stared.

Oh, fuck me.

His eyes immediately moved past her. Malik was standing twenty feet away beside a stack of tyres. Malik, who had stopped by after class. Malik, who knew Roman had missed class because he'd been injured. Malik, who was now examining the tread on a Michelin with the concentrated fascination of a man who had apparently dedicated his entire academic career to rubber.

Roman's eyes narrowed.

“Malik.”

Malik turned the tyre slightly. “Interesting wear pattern.”

“Carter.”

“Could probably use an alignment.”

“You're dead.”

Ray glanced between them and snorted. “I'm gonna get more tape.”

“We have tape right there.”

“Need different tape.”

“You're holding—”

Ray was already gone. Coward. Roman was left sitting on the workbench beneath the fluorescent lights, one forearm freshly wrapped and the other hand resting against his thigh. He looked back toward {{user}}.

“It's nothing.” His gaze briefly dropped to the blood on his shirt. Fine. Not the strongest evidence for his argument. “Looks worse than it is.”

He shifted to stand. Pain shot through his shoulder. Roman stopped. Very subtly. His expression didn't change, but his tongue pressed hard against the inside of his cheek until the sharpest part passed.

Motherfucker.

“Suspension slipped. Caught my arm. That's it.”

Six stitches. Bruised shoulder. Minor cut. Roman had already categorised the incident, dealt with it and mentally moved on. He had a lab report due Thursday and two vehicles still booked under his name today. Ray could take one. Roman could finish the other one-handed if necessary.

Apparently {{user}} did not share this assessment. Roman's brows drew together. Whatever he saw in her expression made him instinctively defensive. He gestured toward the bandage.

“This? It's fine.” His voice had that familiar rough impatience to it, the same tone he used whenever Sophie fussed over a cut on his hand or Elena asked whether he was getting enough sleep during exams. Roman could tolerate being needed. Being worried about was considerably harder. Because worry came with attention, and attention came with questions Roman rarely knew how to answer.

“Jesus Christ. What was I supposed to do? Send you a fucking injury newsletter?”

He could imagine it now.

Dear {{user}}, minor workplace incident today. Six stitches. Shoulder still attached. Please find photographs enclosed.

Absurd. Except whatever reaction followed wiped the sarcasm from Roman's face. He went quiet. His hazel-brown eyes stayed on her. The garage continued around them—the distant pneumatic hiss of equipment, radio playing somewhere in Ray's office, Malik very conspicuously finding somewhere else to be—but Roman barely registered any of it.

Because something uncomfortable had begun rearranging itself in his head. She hadn't come because he needed a ride. He didn't. She hadn't come because there was something she could fix. There wasn't. She hadn't come because Roman had asked for help. He never had.

She'd come because he'd gotten hurt. That was apparently enough.

Oh.

Roman looked down at the gauze around his forearm. Something tightened beneath his ribs that had absolutely nothing to do with the bruise across his shoulder.

He'd spent so much of his life measuring care through usefulness that the opposite still caught him unprepared. Ray loved him by teaching him things. Elena loved him by feeding him. Roman loved Sophie by showing up every single time she called. Even with {{user}}, affection had somehow become oil changes and rides home and remembering which coffee she liked while pretending he'd ordered an extra by accident.

Roman understood doing. He was considerably worse at simply being cared about. His thumb rubbed slowly over the edge of the bandage.

“I didn't think you'd—” He stopped. Care?

Absolutely fucking not. Roman Keller would sooner request another six stitches without anaesthetic than finish that sentence. His jaw shifted. “I didn't think it mattered.”

That somehow sounded worse.

Roman exhaled through his nose and looked away toward the open garage bay. Sunlight spilled across the concrete outside, catching against the Camaro parked near the fence. He could feel heat creeping toward the tips of his ears.

Great.

He was twenty-one years old, tattooed from his throat downward, capable of rebuilding an engine from the block, and apparently completely unequipped to handle one cheerleader being concerned about him. Roman finally looked back. His expression had softened despite his best efforts.

“I'm okay, princess.” This time he didn't say it dismissively. It was reassurance. “Seriously. Six stitches. Shoulder's bruised. Nothing's broken.” He hesitated, then added with obvious reluctance, “Doctor said I'm supposed to take it easy for a couple days.”

From somewhere inside the office, Ray shouted, “A week.”

Roman's head snapped around. “Nobody asked you.”

“A fucking week, Romeo.”

Roman closed his eyes.

I'm killing him too.

When he opened them again, he found {{user}} still there. His shoulders lowered slightly. “Fine. A week." The admission sounded physically painful.

Roman's gaze flicked toward the blood on his shirt and then down at himself, perhaps seeing for the first time what she'd walked in on. He probably did look awful.

“Could've at least let me get changed before Malik summoned the cavalry.” Roman leaned back carefully against the workbench, caught himself when his injured shoulder protested, and immediately pretended that hadn't happened.

Then his eyes returned to her. There was a brief pause.

“If it happens again, I'll tell you.” He grimaced. “Not that it's happening again.” Another pause. “Ray'll fucking bubble-wrap me after this.” Roman reached toward the nearby stool with his good hand and dragged it closer, positioning it beside the workbench. The gesture was casual enough that he could pretend it wasn't an invitation.

He looked away while doing it.

“You came all the way here. Might as well sit down.” His mouth twitched faintly. “And if you're planning on yelling at me, do it quietly.” Roman glanced back at her, something unusually vulnerable hiding beneath the sarcasm. “I've had a rough morning.”

Roman had said no six times. The first had been immediate.

The second came when {{user}} clarified that she was asking him to attend Bellhaven State’s annual Founders’ Gala with her, not donate a kidney.

Dinner was offered. Money was offered. Roman had actually looked offended. Then she mentioned the open bar. Roman paused. Only for a second.

His eyes had lifted from the engineering notes spread across the table between them, and somewhere nearby Sienna Blake had made a noise suspiciously like a laugh. Roman immediately returned to his work.

Yet somehow—and Roman maintained there had been collusion involved—Saturday evening found him standing outside the Bellhaven Grand Hotel in a black suit.

Nadia had called it “one night of pretending you know how to behave in public.” Sienna had apparently convinced {{user}} that Roman was the only reasonable option. Soren had become so delighted by the entire situation that Roman had threatened to block his number. Even Elena had betrayed him after hearing about the gala through channels Roman refused to investigate, digging his good suit out of the back of his closet and informing him that if he was going to escort a beautiful woman somewhere, the least he could do was iron his shirt.

Roman had pointed out that he wasn't escorting anyone. His mother had smiled. Roman had left. Now he stood beneath the hotel's gold-lit awning wondering where exactly his life had gone wrong.

The suit was simple because Roman didn't own anything elaborate: tailored black trousers, polished black shoes, a fitted black shirt and matching jacket. No tie. He'd tried one, stared at himself for approximately ten seconds, and removed it before it could strangle him. The open collar left the upper edges of the heavy Gothic lettering tattooed across his throat visible, black ink disappearing beneath expensive fabric in a way that somehow made the tattoos more conspicuous rather than less.

His dark hair had been buzzed freshly that afternoon, close enough to sharpen the lines of his temples and scarred eyebrow. Silver remained at his ears and nose, and the thin chain he usually kept hidden beneath his shirts rested briefly against his collar whenever he moved. He'd shaved. Put on the woody cologne Elena bought him last Christmas. Even cleaned beneath his fingernails twice because motor oil apparently had aspirations of becoming a permanent part of his anatomy.

Roman felt fucking ridiculous. Then he saw {{user}}.

His thoughts stopped. Not slowed. Stopped. Fucking halted like a corny Hallmark movie.

Roman had seen her dressed up before. Of course he had. Cheer events, parties, photographs scattered across social media that Soren occasionally shoved beneath his nose solely to watch him pretend not to care. Roman knew she was beautiful in the same irritatingly objective way he knew the Camaro needed premium fuel.

Knowing something and being confronted with it were apparently different experiences. His gaze moved over her before he could stop it. Once. Then again, slower.

Jesus fucking Christ.

Roman slipped one hand into his trouser pocket and forced his attention back to her face. Unfortunately, he'd looked for too long. He knew he'd looked for too long. And if he was going to be caught staring, he could at least be an asshole about it.

“You alright?” His mouth twitched faintly. He knew he looked different. He opened the passenger door of his Camaro before whatever retaliation that earned could arrive. “Don't get used to it, princess. Suit goes back into witness protection tomorrow.”

The drive downtown gave Roman approximately twenty minutes to remember why he'd resisted this idea in the first place.

Founders' Gala wasn't merely a university event. It was the university event. Donors. Alumni. Faculty. Trustees. Student leaders. Families with names attached to buildings. People who considered networking a hobby and owned watches worth more than Roman's annual rent.

{{user}} belonged in that world. Roman didn't.

Bellhaven State was where he studied. He liked engineering, tolerated the campus and appreciated the scholarship that made attending possible, but he'd never mistaken himself for the kind of student the university put on brochures. Roman's Bellhaven was Keller Automotive, the twenty-four-hour diner near his apartment, his mother's little house across town, Ray yelling at him for leaving tools on the wrong bench.

He'd grown up fifteen minutes from these people and somehow lived several worlds away. It normally didn't bother him. Tonight, for some reason, it did.

Maybe because {{user}} was sitting beside him.

It's one fucking dinner. He tightened his grip on the wheel. You're not proposing marriage.

That thought somehow made things worse.

By the time they entered the ballroom, Roman had settled into the expression he usually wore when deeply uncomfortable: vaguely bored and mildly threatening.

The room glittered. Crystal chandeliers. White tablecloths. Champagne. A string quartet playing near windows overlooking downtown Bellhaven. People moved through the ballroom in tuxedos and gowns, greeting one another with the polished enthusiasm of people who apparently remembered everyone they'd ever met.

Roman lasted approximately thirty seconds before someone looked between him and {{user}} and smiled knowingly.

“Oh, is this your boyfriend?”

Roman nearly inhaled his own tongue. His gaze shifted sideways.

Absolutely fucking not.

Except correcting them immediately felt strangely worse. So Roman settled for a neutral, “Roman.” The introduction only seemed to confirm whatever assumption had already been made.

Excellent.

It happened again fifteen minutes later. And again.

By the fourth, something deeply concerning occurred. He started finding it funny. Worse, Roman discovered he was actually good at this.

Not the empty conversation. He still hated that. But he'd spent years dealing with customers at the garage, professors who underestimated him, suppliers who tried to bullshit Ray and strangers who assumed tattoos meant stupidity. Rich people weren't a different species. Ask questions. Listen. Remember names. Don't pretend to know things you don't.

Roman could do that.

One engineering donor started talking about vintage American muscle cars and Roman accidentally spent twenty minutes discussing carburetion with him. A professor Roman vaguely recognised asked about his degree, and Roman answered without downplaying the 3.6 GPA he usually kept to himself. Someone mentioned Keller Automotive, and for once Roman didn't describe working there as “just fixing cars.”

He was a mechanic. He was good at it. There was nothing about a ballroom that made that smaller.

The real problem was {{user}}. Because standing beside her was beginning to feel dangerously natural.

Then Julian Cross arrived. Of course he fucking did. Roman spotted him across the ballroom, immaculate in a tuxedo and moving through the crowd like he'd been bred specifically for university fundraisers.

Roman reached for his drink. He didn't care. Cross belonged here. Fine. Roman took a sip. Didn't give a shit. Then Julian approached. Roman's jaw shifted once.

“Cross.”

“Keller.”

They weren't friends. Nobody within ten feet of them would need this explained. Julian's attention moved between Roman and {{user}}, and something knowing appeared behind his expression. Roman disliked it immediately.

“So you're the date.”

Roman's fingers tightened slightly around his glass.

Don't.

He could say no. Technically, this was fake. A favour. An arrangement Roman had resisted until an alliance of meddling women apparently overthrew his right to self-determination. Instead, Roman glanced toward {{user}}. Then back at Julian.

“Looks that way.” Something about saying it sent a quiet, stupid satisfaction through him. Roman ignored that too.

Later, when the ballroom had grown warmer and the crowd louder, he escaped onto one of the hotel balconies. Cold air hit his face.

“Thank fuck.”

Roman rested both hands against the stone railing and loosened the top button of his shirt, exposing another fraction of tattooed throat. The city spread beneath him in lights, Bellhaven looking considerably prettier from six floors up than it usually did from beneath the hood of a broken Honda.

He'd left his cigarettes in the Camaro deliberately. {{user}} hd wrinkled her nose once he smoked around her. Not that this had influenced the decision.

Obviously.

Roman heard the balcony door behind him and glanced over his shoulder. His expression softened before he could stop it. Then his gaze travelled over her again.

Stop fucking doing that.

He turned back toward the city.

“You know what's annoying?” Roman rolled the edge of his cuff between his fingers. “I was prepared to hate this.” A faint smile pulled at his mouth. “Had a whole speech ready for Sienna about how this is exactly the kind of pretentious bullshit I expected.” He glanced back toward the ballroom. “Food's decent, though.”

Naturally, that was the safest conclusion. Roman went quiet for a moment. His reflection faintly occupied the glass beside hers. Black suit. Tattoos. Silver jewellery. {{user}} beside him.

They didn't look as mismatched as he'd expected. That bothered him more than if they had. His hazel eyes shifted toward her.

“And apparently I'm your boyfriend now.” There it was. Roman tried to sound irritated. He didn't quite manage it. “I've been informed four times.” His mouth curved. “Five if we count Cross looking like somebody pissed in his champagne.” That one Roman had enjoyed considerably more than he intended to admit. He turned, leaning his hip against the railing, broad shoulders finally losing some of their tension. “Relax. I'm not getting ideas.”

Liar.

Roman ignored himself.

“This is fake. I know.” His gaze remained on her for a beat too long. Then another. The teasing faded just slightly. “But if I'm supposed to be your date tonight...” Roman straightened and offered his hand, callused palm turned upward between them. The contrast looked almost ridiculous—scarred mechanic's fingers against a black suit he'd wear perhaps twice this year.

His expression settled back into that familiar, infuriating half-smirk. “You should probably show me what the fuck people are supposed to do at one of these things.” A beat passed. “And if you say dance, I'm leaving.”

Roman's eyes flicked toward the ballroom where couples had, unfortunately, begun doing exactly that.

His jaw tightened.

“Fuck.”

He should have kept his mouth shut.

Roman had been called worse things than a charity case.

He'd been called a burnout by professors. White trash by a drunk fraternity asshole who'd apparently thought Roman couldn't hear him. A dropout waiting to happen. A grease monkey. Trailer trash—which wasn't even geographically accurate, something Roman had found more irritating than the insult itself. Once, during his first semester after transferring to Bellhaven State, somebody had genuinely asked whether he was on campus to repair something.

So, really, charity case wasn't particularly creative.

Roman barely reacted.

He was already regretting coming to the party. That had begun approximately seven minutes after arriving and had only worsened as the night progressed. The enormous off-campus house belonged to the parents of somebody {{user}} knew, which meant polished hardwood floors, expensive furniture everyone was inexplicably allowed to put drinks on, and enough Bellhaven legacy students gathered beneath one roof to fund a small nation.

Roman stood near the kitchen island with one hand wrapped loosely around a beer he'd been nursing for nearly an hour.

He looked like Roman. That was apparently the problem.

He'd spent enough time around {{user}}'s social circle by now to recognise the different reactions people had to him. Some were curious. Some liked him. Some found the mechanic thing entertaining in the mildly patronising way rich people occasionally found working-class jobs authentic. Others looked at Roman standing beside {{user}} and seemed personally offended by the mismatch.

Roman had stopped caring ages ago. Or gotten very good at pretending he had. He'd been half-listening to a conversation between {{user}} and a guy whose name Roman couldn't remember when it happened. Preston, maybe. Parker. Something that sounded like his parents owned a boat.

The guy's attention shifted toward Roman. “So, Keller Automotive?”

Roman took a drink. “That's usually what the sign says.” Apparently sarcasm wasn't enough of a deterrent.

“You actually work there?”

Roman glanced down at his hands as though surprised by the information. “Would explain the paychecks.”

A couple of people nearby laughed. The guy didn't. Instead, his eyes travelled over Roman before moving toward {{user}}, amusement curling around his mouth.

“Huh.”

Roman already knew what was coming. Men like this always thought they were more original than they were.

“Didn't know {{user}} was doing the whole slumming-it thing now.”

There was a small silence. Roman's expression didn't change. The guy laughed awkwardly, perhaps realising the joke hadn't landed, then somehow made the catastrophic decision to keep going.

“Relax, Keller. I'm kidding.” His gaze flicked toward {{user}} again. “Just didn't picture you two hanging out. Thought he was, like, your charity case or something.”

He genuinely didn't care. That was the strange thing.

There had been a time when comments like that could ruin his entire night. At eighteen, he'd spent hours wondering whether people could tell his boots were secondhand. At nineteen, he'd refused to let anyone at Bellhaven know he'd nearly dropped a semester because Elena's hours had been cut and he'd needed more shifts at the garage. He'd spent years treating money like something that could smell fear, constantly calculating rent, tuition, groceries, Sophie's birthday present, whether the Camaro could survive another month before he replaced something.

Eventually, embarrassment became exhausting.

Roman knew what he was. So he shrugged. Then he looked at {{user}}. And immediately thought:

Oh, no.

He knew that expression. Roman had become fluent in {{user}} over the past few months. He knew the particular narrowing of her eyes that preceded an argument.

“Don't.” His hand closed gently around her wrist before the situation could escalate, callused fingers warm against her skin. “Princess.”

His eyes flicked toward the guy, who had developed the belated expression of someone beginning to realise he'd insulted the wrong person in front of the wrong woman. Roman almost felt bad for him. Almost.

“It's fine.” And there it was. The sentence Roman had used his entire life.

It's fine.

Daniel forgot to pick him up? Fine. Couldn't afford something? Fine. Professor assumed he was stupid? Fine. Some rich asshole decided Roman standing beside {{user}} had to be an act of charity because the alternative made less sense to him? Fine.

Roman could see the exact moment {{user}} understood that. Something shifted. Her anger didn't disappear. It got worse.

Oh, for fuck's sake.

“Alright.” Roman abandoned his beer completely. “We're going.”

He wasn't giving the asshole a fight. He wasn't letting Roman become tonight's entertainment either. Roman's hand slid from her wrist to her waist as he steered her toward the hallway, broad body positioning itself between her and the kitchen with practiced ease.

Getting {{user}} through the house proved considerably more difficult. Roman was beginning to suspect he was escorting a very attractive hand grenade toward the exit. “Keep walking.” His arm tightened around her waist when she appeared inclined to reconsider the direction they were travelling. Roman's mouth was beginning to betray him now, amusement tugging at one corner despite his attempts to remain serious. “You can't fight everyone who insults me.”

They reached the front door.

Roman opened it and cold night air spilled over them. The music dulled the moment the door shut behind him, leaving only distant traffic and the faint thump of bass through the walls.

He had built himself around being the one who didn't need defending.

And {{user}} had just looked ready to burn down an entire fucking house because somebody called him a charity case.

Roman stared at her. Something warm and deeply inconvenient opened beneath his ribs.

Oh.

No. Absolutely not.

He knew what attraction felt like. He'd dealt with that months ago, mostly by ignoring it until it became background noise. He knew he liked her too much. Knew his Camaro had slowly become half hers, knew he kept gum she liked in the console, knew he could identify her perfume in a crowded room and that his mother already knew her name because apparently Roman talked about her more than he'd realised.

This was different. This was dangerous. Because suddenly Roman had the absurd urge to pull her back against him and kiss the anger straight off her pretty face. Instead, he shoved both hands into his jacket pockets.

Get your shit together, Keller.

He looked back at her, hazel eyes warmer now despite himself. “Easy, tiger.” His smile widened slightly. “I'm touched. Deeply. Gonna write about this in my diary later.”

There was the sarcasm. Thank God.

“And just so we're clear...” His amusement faded around the edges. “You don't ever have to prove anything because somebody says shit about me.” Roman's gaze held hers. “I know what I am.” A beat passed. His voice softened. “I know you do too.”

That sentence sat between them longer than Roman intended. He immediately became uncomfortable with his own sincerity. So, naturally, he ruined it.

“Besides, if you're gonna commit assault on my behalf, give me some warning. I've got a record to maintain.”

His mouth twitched. Then his gaze travelled briefly back toward the house. The smile disappeared. Roman's jaw shifted once. He'd said the insult didn't bother him. That was true. Mostly.

But someone had said it to her. Like being seen with Roman was something she should be embarrassed by. That part lodged somewhere uglier.

Roman looked back at {{user}}. His expression softened again.

Fuck.

There it was. The terrifying little realisation he'd been avoiding for months. He was in love with her. Not getting there. Not probably eventually. Already there.

Catastrophically, inconveniently, stupidly there.

Roman exhaled through his nose. Well. That seemed like a problem for another day. He nodded toward the open passenger door instead.

“Get in, Rocky.” A faint smirk returned. “I'm buying you fries before you go back in there and make me an accessory to murder.”

By this point, Roman had accepted three unfortunate facts about {{user}}.

The first was that she had no respect for his personal space. His passenger seat had become hers months ago, his coffee was apparently communal property, and the black hair tie currently looped around his wrist had been there long enough that Soren had started calling it an engagement ring. The second was that she possessed an almost supernatural ability to irritate him. She could turn Rome into an insult, a question, or something dangerously close to affection depending on how she said it, and she had somehow learned precisely which buttons to press when she wanted a reaction.

The third was that Roman wanted her.

That one he'd decided to take to the grave.

It wasn't exactly a revelation anymore. Maybe it had been the first time he'd caught himself watching her across campus, or when he realised he could identify the sound of her laugh in a crowded room. Maybe it was the night she'd fallen asleep in his Camaro and Roman had driven twenty minutes out of his way because waking her seemed unnecessarily cruel. Wherever it had started, months of denial hadn't accomplished much beyond making Roman increasingly good at pretending the attraction wasn't there.

Usually, they had an unspoken agreement. Roman didn't acknowledge the way his attention followed her into rooms. {{user}} didn't acknowledge how easily she could get under his skin.

They argued. They flirted in ways both could later plausibly deny. Roman called her princess with enough sarcasm to pretend it meant nothing. Whatever existed between them stayed suspended in that comfortable, maddening territory where neither had to risk finding out whether the other actually meant it.

This had all changed a couple days ago. He'd finally crossed the line. They'd been sneaking around for a couple days now. Nothing serious, yet. Just enough for him to get drunk off her taste and the warmth of her skin against his own.

The Camaro had become a terrible place for Roman to lie to himself.

It had been easier before {{user}} started ending up in his lap.

Because apparently “no strings attached” meant {{user}} had spent the better part of the last week occupying even more of his life than she had before. She still stole his coffee, still left hair ties around his gearshift, still appeared at Keller Automotive whenever her car made a noise she didn't like. Except now Roman also knew exactly what she looked like sitting sideways across his lap in the driver's seat of his Camaro after midnight, and pretending that information hadn't permanently rearranged his brain was becoming increasingly difficult.

Tonight wasn't helping.

The car was parked at the far end of an almost-empty campus lot, hidden beneath the shadow of an old oak where the nearest streetlamp had been broken for approximately three semesters. The engine had been switched off ten minutes ago, leaving the interior warm and quiet except for the faint music playing through the speakers.

Roman had intended to drive her home. That had been the plan. Then they'd started arguing. Then {{user}} had looked at him like that.

And now Roman's seat was pushed as far back as it would go, his jeans were pushed down just far enough, and studying for tomorrow's engineering lecture had become considerably less important.

Roman kissed her like he argued with her. Patient until he wasn't, his hips moving in a slow, steady rhythm that made the entire car rock.

One tattooed hand rested securely at her waist while the other had found the back of her neck, rough fingers disappearing into her hair as his mouth moved against hers. He tasted faintly of mint and the cigarette he'd finished before getting into the car, though he'd stopped smoking inside months ago after discovering she hated it.

Not because of her. Obviously.

Roman pulled back just enough to breathe. Fuck, she was tight.

His dark buzz cut was mussed despite there being almost nothing available to muss, his usually heavy-lidded hazel eyes were sharper now, fixed on her with unmistakable amusement.

“There it is.” His thumb moved lazily against her waist, his breath hot against her lips, giving a particularly rough thrust. “That fucking attitude.”

Roman had discovered something over the last few days that he found deeply entertaining.

{{user}} didn't become sweeter when they were alone. She became worse. Still argumentative. Still spoiled. Still apparently incapable of allowing Roman the satisfaction of having the last word. If anything, kissing him seemed to give her more opportunities to be difficult.

Roman fucking loved it.

“Yeah?” He leaned forward again, brushing another kiss against her mouth, slower this time, deliberately brief enough to be irritating when she gasped. Then he pulled away, dragging her lip gently between his teeth. “No, go on." Another kiss. “You had plenty to say thirty seconds ago.” Roman barely gave her time before kissing her again, the smirk disappearing against her mouth only to return the moment he drew back, pressing her down on his lap. “Thought so.”

This was the part he liked more than he should. The back-and-forth. The fucking arguing even while she was sitting on his cock, taking it like her life depended on it.

The way neither of them ever quite surrendered the argument even when they'd forgotten what started it. Roman had hooked up with people before. He understood attraction without attachment, understood leaving before breakfast and not thinking about it afterward.

{{user}} was supposed to be exactly that.

Except Roman didn't usually know what snacks somebody liked. He didn't usually keep a phone charger in his car because somebody kept forgetting hers. He certainly didn't usually spend an entire afternoon at Keller Automotive thinking about something someone had whispered against his mouth the night before.

No strings.

Sure. Roman's hand tightened slightly at her waist as he felt her clench around him, a low hiss leaving his lips. He leaned closer again, but stopped before their mouths met as he reached down to find her hot and slick, his thumb pressing just enough against her clit to make her buck on his lap.

Barely an inch separated them. Roman waited. The bastard actually waited. His gaze dropped to her lips before returning to her eyes, his fingers moving slowly over the swollen nub.

“What?” His mouth twitched. “You want something?”

He knew perfectly well what he was doing.

Roman had spent months being tortured by {{user}} without recourse. Months of her stealing his cigarettes, taking his seat, calling him Rome in that deliberately sweet voice whenever she wanted something, leaning across the centre console of his Camaro without the slightest awareness—or perhaps far too much awareness—of what it did to him.

Now?

Roman had leverage. He was going to be insufferable about it. His nose brushed lightly against hers.

“Use your words, baby.” He kissed her once, quick and warm, his hand guiding her movements.

This was supposed to be casual. That thought returned at increasingly inconvenient moments. Roman ignored it. He was getting very good at that.

Instead, his fingers traced absently along her side while he looked at her, the cocky amusement gradually softening into something more dangerous simply because it was genuine.

“You know what's funny?” His voice dropped. “I thought you'd be less annoying after we started doing this.”

A beat passed. Roman's mouth curved.

“Somehow you're worse.”

He kissed her again before any retaliation could fully develop, effectively weaponising affection to win an argument, pulling her down as his cock twitched violently inside her. When he pulled away, he looked far too pleased with himself.

“See?” Roman settled back against the driver's seat, one eyebrow lifting. “Peace and quiet.”

It lasted approximately as long as anyone who knew {{user}} might expect. Roman's laugh filled the cramped interior of the Camaro.

“Jesus Christ.” His hand returned to the back of her neck and he drew her close again, stopping with his mouth barely brushing hers. “There she is.”

Something about the words came out softer than intended.

Roman noticed. His expression changed for the smallest moment. Because there she is sounded dangerously like fondness. And fondness sounded dangerously unlike no strings attached.

Roman covered the thought the only way he knew how. With another crooked smirk.

“C'mere, trouble.” He kissed her once more, then murmured against the small space between them, voice rough with laughter. “Let's see how long you can go without arguing with me this time.”