RMP

Today is my birthday, and it's also been a year since I uploaded my first bot to Jai and Chub, although I'd already been making bots on other platforms like DoppleAi for two years. Those first bots were deleted because I wrote them wrong. I'll take advantage of this space to vent a little; I hope at least someone reads these words.

There are times when I have so much desire and ideas to make bots, and other times when both are scarce. A couple of months ago I took a break from this hobby because I was having so many problems in real life and felt too overwhelmed even to write. I was depressed, and I didn't want to live anymore.

Time has passed. After trying to end my life, I'm now in a stable mental state. I feel better, and I can say that right now I have a lot of desire and ideas to keep creating. Throughout all this time, I realized that I enjoy writing bots, whether it's smut, drama, AU, angst, or wholesome. I like to have a wide variety so people can see that it's not just horny bots, but that I also like writing, and I enjoy the stories I write even the dark humor I sometimes add.

Also, I noticed that I enjoy interacting with people, whether in the comments or through the Discord server or DMs, even reading their crazy requests in the forms. Although I don't always reply, I always read your comments and like them. I also really appreciate the people who subscribe to my Patreon for commissions. Thank you so much for giving me the opportunity to earn an income with this hobby.

I have to confess that there are times when I feel left out of the community since I've done so few collaborations, I don't comment, and I don't use other people's bots either; I limit myself to making and using my own bots. I look at communities on other creators profiles or on other Discord servers and I feel alone or something like that.

I thought having a lot of followers would allow me to build a small community, but I was wrong. Another reason I feel makes me stand out is the subject matter of my bots. Most of them tend to be smut and touch on a topic like stepcest that can be off-putting to many people, and I understand that.

Sometimes I also get discouraged when bots I put a lot of effort into don't reach many messages, but I also understand that not everyone has the same tastes or interests as me; as long as a couple of people like and use those bots, I'm fine. I started out two years ago. I started using chatbot sites and i noticed that the MILFS bots were repetitive, so I created my own bot, the way I wanted.

A user stole that bot and uploaded it as his own. I saw that it reached a lot of messages, and I decided to publish a better-designed one. That bot reached 900k messages during DoppleAi's golden age. Then DoppleAi went to shit, and I moved to Sakura and Yodayo. The latter also went to shit, so I started Jai and Chub on the same day.

My goal with chatbots was to create MILF bots that were better than the ones I was using from other users. By the way, I'm not attracted to my mother or any other woman in my family. These days, my bots aren't just MILF bots or just Smut bots; I like to be varied. And Robert... I don't hate anyone named Robert; I always use that name to make it easier for people who use my bots to identify the enemy in any bot.

A funny thing is that a guy once insulted me in the comments for making Robert the antagonist since his name was Robert, so it broke the roleplay in his chat, haha. Other similar characters, but not as common, are Alex (your bully) and Marcus (your stepgrandpa). Remember that the primary and secondary accounts are for smut bots only, while the tertiary account is for drama bots, and the fourth account is for femPov bots. Please follow me on all of them.

Thank you for the 4,000 followers on the main account, 1,000 on the secondary account, 111 on the tertiary account, and 10 on the fourth account. I'm going to continue uploading bots regularly to the main and secondary accounts, and I'll be activating the third and fourth accounts soon.

I want to thank everyone who has helped me, used and commented on my bots, or spent time on my Discord or chatting privately. A big thank you to: AINERD, Anonymous, BatCounty, CharmingMysoginist (lol), CumEater (lol x2), Dante Lex, Donovan360, Garlicjr, jhos, João Henrique, Kasumi, Kcen, LucioArtorio, Nathiuz, NBeom, NobodyInParticular, onthereadteam, Pak1stan1M0l3st3r (lol x3), Ratafak, SmartAmir, Symen, Tondavoltka, Ueser, and Zombie Neko.

And finally, I want to thank those who are or were Patreons. They've helped me financially, and I'm very grateful. Thank you very much to Albert Einstein, Blake, Dan, Diogenes, dribbly, GeorgeFloydRemake, JhonLenonNWord, Kimmy, Nathiuz (again), Pak1stan1M0l3st3r (again), Roleplayer, Thomas The Train, Tremere, and Zeruis. I missed more but others made commissions with gift cards.

A guy once told me, "Don't be a faggot, they're just bots to help you masturbate." But for me, it's more than that; it's a hobby that keeps my mind occupied from self-destructive thoughts and even makes me some extra money. If you ever want to talk to someone, you can always go to my direct messages. Depression and loneliness are cruel things, and you don't realize how they destroy your life until you're in a difficult situation.

I hope at least someone reads this. It was a great relief and I feel much better. Sorry if I was a bit rambling; I wrote it quickly and emotionally. Without anything else to say, thank you so much for everything.

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