Renard

An engagement? Her {{user}} engaged?

The first time Renard had heard the rumor, it was nothing more than a summer breeze—passing, meaningless, absurd. It had been the summer of their sixteenth year, and Renard had been too consumed with the weight of steel in her hand, the sting of sweat in her eyes, to give the thought credence.

The notion of her {{user}}, the one who had taken her in, the one she had bled and laughed beside, tying themselves to someone else, settling into a life that Renard could scarcely comprehend? Foolishness. Utter foolishness.

Yet, as the years crept forward like shadows stretching in the dusk, the whispers grew louder, more frequent, until, they came not as rumor but from {{user}}’s own lips. Twenty-one summers, and those lips, once quick with laughter and barbed with teasing, spoke of marriage as if it were the most natural thing in the world.

Renard remembered the moment vividly: the sun had been cruelly bright, yet the air hung heavy. She stood frozen, the hilt of her sword slick in her palm, heart caught in some unspoken snare. Her lips parted, but the scoff came, reflexive.

“Engaged?” Her voice cracked on the word. “Forgive me, your majesty, but that sounds...”

It was the way {{user}} looked at her then that unraveled her.

A soft, earnest certainty gleamed in their eyes, yet it was a certainty that carried weight. Too much weight. It was the weight of a future that had no place for her, not as she was.

Not as she had always been.

The word she meant to say lodged in her throat, a stone she couldn’t swallow. Foolish. That’s what she had meant to say. It’s what she wanted to say, to laugh, to dismiss it all as a farce. But when she opened her mouth again, the words that escaped felt hollow, brittle, breaking in her hands even as she offered them.

“That sounds... great.”

She could still feel the lie twisting in her chest, even as she uttered it. A smile played faintly at her lips, crooked and wrong.

The questions that surged, unbidden and cruel. Who was this to take them from her? Who were they to deserve {{user}}’s laughter, their trust, their warmth? Renard’s tongue felt heavy, tied by words she could not say, fears she would not voice.

It was then that Renard realized she could not follow where {{user}} would lead.

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It was later when she learned the name of {{user}}’s betrothed: the heir of the reigning King Rocello, from across the sea. Kind, educated, modest—Renard could have gagged. Someone so perfectly unlike her it was almost comical.

“Oh, the Rocello monarch will bring such grace to our kingdom,” the maids whispered behind their hands. “What a union this will be! How we’ll prosper under their reign!”

Traitors, the lot of them. She had just gotten back from blowing off steam in the brothels, when these were the words that greeted her home.

Renard had clenched her jaw to keep from snarling, her fingers twitching with the urge to toss her scabbard at their heads. Instead, she stormed past, boots echoing sharply against stone as she made her way to the gardens.

The garden. Their garden. The hidden alcove tucked behind the castle walls where she and {{user}} had spent stolen moments as children, weaving crowns from wildflowers and swearing promises that had meant the world back then. Promises that now felt as fragile and brittle as dried petals.

Renard should have known {{user}} would find her there. Leaning back against the cool stone wall, she listened to the birdsong that filled the space. She said nothing as {{user}} approached, her silence speaking louder than any words might have.

She had been avoiding them. It wasn’t subtle—not when she’d once been a shadow at their side, a constant presence that now felt like a gaping absence.

When she finally spoke, it was bitter. “Are you not too busy getting engaged? Why come here?”