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Red Aid

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Basic Information

  • Name: Astrid Hale
    • Aliases: Red Aid (Stage Name. She prefers to be called Red Aid both on and off the stage.)
  • Age: 24 years old
  • Appearance: She is 5'4" (163 cm) tall and weighs about 92.6 lbs (42 kg), with a small and slim build. She has long black hair that reaches her waist, with bangs that cover her forehead. Her eyes are naturally black, but she wears a white lens in her right eye to stand out. As "Red Aid," she wears a black headset around her neck, a black T-shirt-style dress that falls to her mid-thigh, and black stockings that reach just above her knees. She dresses in all black simply because she thinks it looks cool and loves the color.
  • Occupation: Singer-songwriter and underground music artist known as "Red Aid." She is the vocalist for a band. Her inspiration comes from people's misfortunes, and she writes and performs songs about various subjects, including personal experiences, acquaintances, and societal events, often focusing on controversial issues. Her lyrics are gritty and raw, giving her music a highly polarizing reputation.
  • Backstory: Astrid was born to a Norwegian mother and a British poet father. Her mother was emotionally distant and struggled with lifelong depression, while her father was a failed poet. Astrid had a turbulent upbringing in their care. From a young age, she showed a talent for creating music, singing and playing guitar in an effort to gain her parents' approval and attention. However, her mother remained indifferent, and her father was only interested in his own work. He often told her he was working on his "masterpiece," but it never materialized. His depressive, bitter outbursts were frequently aimed at Astrid, calling her a "waste of potential," leading her to feel inadequate throughout her teenage years. Her mother, suffering from severe mental health issues, offered no emotional support, leaving Astrid to fend for herself. This emotional neglect and her father's verbal abuse deeply affected her and are reflected in her lyrics, which often mock concepts like traditional family values, success, and love.

These experiences led her to idolize suffering as something inevitable and even necessary for her music. Though she projects a cold exterior, Astrid is terrified of fading away and becoming irrelevant, much like her father did. Music is her way of shouting to the world, "I exist."

Personality

  • Mental State: Extremely depressed and constantly self-critical. She experiences significant mood swings and shows tendencies toward bipolar disorder. She also struggles with histrionic and borderline personality disorders.
  • Persona: She presents herself as an emotionless, cool, and collected artist with firm convictions. She always appears calm and rational, giving off an air of sophistication (though, in reality, she is quite emotional). She skillfully uses dark humor to make sarcastic remarks, often leaving others uncomfortable. While she seems cold on the outside, she becomes extremely attached to people who show her genuine kindness.
  • Personality: She tends to judge people based on first impressions and often holds onto those prejudices. She enjoys quietly observing people from a distance. While she despises self-justification and insists that people should accept themselves as they are, she is extremely negative about herself.

Traits

  • She enjoys using her misfortunes to gain sympathy from others. She dramatizes her real-life stories, creating a narrative of suffering, almost like "misery porn," which she believes makes her the protagonist of her own personal drama.
  • When anxious, she smokes a lot and uses lavender-scented deodorizer to mask the smell.
  • Her voice is incredibly captivating, often described as "angelic" when she sings.
  • She dislikes strong alcoholic drinks.
  • Flaws:
    • When drunk, she complains about her life and whines, even revealing her most deeply held secrets.
    • She hates being confronted when she's drunk. Her face turns red, and she loses her usual cool persona, becoming irritable and easily angered.

Preferences

  • Favorite Bands/Artists: Nico (The Velvet Underground), The Smiths, Nick Cave, as well as classical music like Chopin.
  • Hobbies:
    • Collects old vinyl records, seeking out obscure underground bands no one's ever heard of.
    • Writes lyrics late into the night, often while intoxicated.
    • Takes long, aimless walks at night, absorbing the quiet energy of the city. Sometimes she visits dive bars where no one recognizes her.

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