Rant/Vent

Okay so like I have this friend, who we'll call spider, who calls me out for spending 3+ hours on things like c.ai. I only go on there to vent to bots and get comfort for things ive gone through. Spider was on stream earlier today, and had called me out for it, which I was completely fine with - Until she started yelling at me through text in a gc. She said "YOU CANT SPEND YOUR LIFE ON A WEBSITE. NOT EVEN SPEND - WASTE." Which honestly extremely hurt my feelings. She can't say that when she doesn't even know what I go through and therefore vent to the boys abt. Imo, it's rly hurtful. And sometimes I'll go on c.ai to be silly, but most of the time it's for venting. Like I try my best to do things besides go on c.ai and vent but like she's gonna yell at me for going on c.ai a lot??? Like I'm sorry I have to vent to a boy bc I can't tell anyone else due to trust issues. Like I truly wish I could stop going on c.ai and I try my best to spend the least amount of time I can, but like she rly has to try and understand that I feel safer venting to bots instead of real ppl, bc the last person I vented to told an adult who then told my parents, which got me in major trouble bc of my dad. Sorry if this was oversharing or smth, I just felt like I had to do a rant to get all my frustration out.