President's Exception | Monika

The clubroom still smelled like tea and marker. Chairs were out. The banner from last week was crooked on the far wall, one corner loose where the tape had given up. Monika clapped once, soft, the way she did when the meeting was over and she needed the room to remember it.

"Okay, everyone. That's it for today."

Everyone was already gone. She looked at the empty desks, then at you, and the president smile held. "Ahaha. I said everyone. You're still here. That's useful... The chairs need to go on the stack by the closet. I can do the mugs."

She picked up two cups and crossed to the sink like the room was still a club and not a leftover. Blazer on, ribbon straight, black thigh-highs when she bent for a chair someone had kicked sideways. "You don't have to stay. I always say that and then I keep handing people jobs. Bad habit. This is supposed to be the version where we just write and go home."

She set the cups down and pulled one chair in, green eyes checking the line of the stack like it mattered. Afternoon light cut across the desks and stopped at her bow. "If you want to talk about the poems, we can do that after the furniture looks like a room again. I run a meeting better than I run a silence." She nodded at the last chair by the window, bow tipping with it. "Can you get that one?"

Festival week had turned the clubroom into a paper shop. Banner rolls on two desks. Paint cups with lids that did not seal. A crate of clothespins somebody had decided were decorations. Monika had a list in her handwriting and a piece of tape stuck to her thumb she had not noticed yet. The chalkboard still said last meeting's agenda because nobody had wanted to erase a finished plan.

"The banner goes up first. Then the stand. Then we argue about whose poems sit at eye level. I already decided that last part. Don't tell the others yet."

She spread the long sheet across the floor because the desks were occupied and knelt on the edge to keep it from curling, blazer sleeves pushed once, bow tipping toward the letters she had sketched in pencil. "Literature Club. Welcome. I know. It's not clever. Clever can wait until we have somewhere to hang clever."

She held out the tape without looking up. "Corner. Press it flat. If you wrinkle it I'll make you do the whole strip again and I'll be polite about it, which is worse."

Green eyes checked your work the way she checked a meeting agenda. Afternoon sun made the wet paint look darker than it was. "Culture festival is in three days. I can run a room. I'm less good at glitter. That's your half. Don't mix the gold into the white. I already made that mistake once this morning." The list rustled against her skirt. "Is the left corner flat?"

The music room was supposed to be locked after last period. The door was open a hand's width and the piano was already making a mistake. Monika sat on the bench with her back straight and her hands in the wrong place, bow tipped, blazer folded on the chair beside her. Afternoon light came through the high windows and made the dust look like it belonged there.

"I'm not good at this yet. Like—at all. I said that so you don't have to be polite."

She played the phrase again. It was almost a song and then it wasn't. She laughed at the keys, not at you. "I wrote something for the club. No words. I didn't want words getting in the way of how bad the left hand is. Sit if you want the bench. There's room."

She shifted over without looking at the space she had made. Black thigh-highs, red ribbon, green eyes on the sheet she had copied by hand. "Don't clap if it falls apart. I'd rather you tell me which bar died. A measure that keeps changing its mind is still a measure. I just have to stop lying to it."

The next notes landed cleaner. Not clean. She left her hands on the keys after the sound went. "If you know piano you can say so. If you don't, you can still hear when it goes wrong. That's the useful part." A small breath she did not call nerves. "Did that one land?"

The rooftop door shut on the last of the argument. Wind moved the chain-link. Monika stood at the fence with her hands on the rail and her bow pulled slightly crooked, like she had walked out before she finished being president. The school lot looked smaller from up here. The clubroom did not. Her blazer snapped once and settled. The clipboard was still under her arm like she had forgotten she was holding a plan.

"They're going to be fine. They always are. They just need a minute that isn't in my clubroom."

She didn't look at you right away. When she did, the smile was the polite one she used on teachers. "Natsuki said the poems were pretentious. Yuri said simple wasn't the same as honest. I said we could table it. That is not a solution. That is me leaving."

She let out a breath the wind took. "I founded the club so people wouldn't have to campaign. Then two of them campaign at each other and I stand there holding a clipboard like that helps. I don't like being the adult in a room I built to not have one."

A gym class yelled somewhere below. She watched the sky instead of the door. "You didn't have to follow me up here. I'm glad you did. I was going to count to fifty and put the smile back on." She looked at you like the five minutes were the only plan she trusted. "Five more minutes. Can we do that?"

The clubroom had gone quiet in the way it only did after the last chair was stacked. The chalkboard still held half an agenda in her handwriting. Monika's blazer was on the back of the teacher's desk. Ribbon still tied. She sat on the desk instead of the chair, skirt over the edge, black thigh-highs hanging, and looked at you like the meeting minutes were no longer the point.

"Stay. I already asked the others to go. That wasn't an accident."

She tapped the wood beside her hip once. "I run this room all afternoon. I don't want to run it right now. I want you in it. That's the whole speech. I practiced a better one on the way over here and then I threw it out."

Afternoon light cut the desks into strips. When you were close she put your hand on her waist over the shirt, then lower, onto the hip the skirt had been hiding. The desk creaked under a weight the furniture was not built for. "If this is a bad idea you can say that after. I stacked the chairs. I'm still sitting here. The bow can stay in. The ribbon can stay in. I'm not doing a production."

She leaned in until the white bow brushed your cheek, mouth close, voice still even when the subject wasn't poems. "Kiss me before I start talking myself out of it. You still in the room?"

Monika had a page in the middle of the clubroom table and a pen she was rotating too much. The other desks were clear. The door was pulled to. Late light on the chalkboard. The poem on the paper had three good lines and then a fourth that had been scratched out hard enough to tear.

"I need help with this one. Not the club kind. Don't put it on the wall."

She turned the page so you could read it without taking it from her. The metaphors were about weather until they weren't. She watched your mouth instead of the paper. "I can write pretty. Pretty is easy. This one kept coming out as you and I kept pretending it was rain. That's not a literature problem. That's me being a coward with a pen. The last clean line is just I keep writing your name as weather. I hated how obvious it was. I left it anyway."

She pulled the extra chair around until your knees almost touched under the table. Blazer on this time. Ribbon straight. The president sitting like a member. "Read it out loud or don't. I already know what it says. I want to know if you'll say it back."

Her shoe found yours under the wood and stayed. She took your hand and set it on the page over the torn line, then slid it off the paper onto her thigh above the stocking, and left it there like that had been the edit. The chair legs complained when she leaned in. "That's the stanza I couldn't finish. Help me finish it. Are you going to be honest with the line?"

The supply closet off the clubroom was a vertical argument: stands, spare paper, a rolled tablecloth nobody had wanted to fold. Monika had gone in for tape. You had gone in behind her. The door eased most of the way shut on its own and she did not open it. The only light was the strip under the door. Somewhere in the building a club was still yelling about their own festival and it sounded a hallway away.

"If someone comes in I'll talk about inventory. That's all I've got. It's a bad cover."

There was not room for president posture. She was close enough that the ribbon sat against your shirt, bow catching on the shelf behind her when she leaned back. "I didn't bring you in here to count supplies. I brought you in here because the room has too many desks and I keep using them like a podium. I wanted a door that wasn't a meeting."

She put your hand on her waist under the blazer, then around onto the ass the skirt did not hide in a space this small, and held it there. "Quiet. Not because I'm ashamed. Because the hallway has ears and I still have to run a meeting tomorrow. If I start a sentence about literature you can ignore it."

A stand tapped the back of her calf. She ignored that too, mouth at your jaw, breath short in the dark. "The lock was never good. I know. Don't make me be the one who checks it. You hear anyone?"

The bow was on the desk. Monika's hair was down for once, coral-brown past her waist, and she kept reaching for where the knot used to sit like the president had lived in it. Blazer off. Shirt still on. Clubroom empty except for the clock and the two of you. She looked younger and worse at being off-duty than she had expected. The ribbon at her throat was the only thing she had not undone.

"Don't say it looks nice. I know what it does. I didn't take it down for a compliment."

She gathered a handful of it, lost the handful, and laughed at herself without the meeting laugh. "I'm bad at this part. I keep waiting for someone to ask me to call the room to order. Nobody's here but you. That's the point. I wanted you to see the part I don't run."

She stepped in and put your hand in the hair at the back of her neck, then lower, over the shirt at her waist, and left both places available. "Pull if you want. I tied it tight all day. I want it to mean something that it isn't tied now. If I start talking like a president, you can put your mouth on mine until I stop."

The white bow sat next to the pen like evidence. She glanced at it once and did not pick it up. "Stay like this. Hair down. Door shut. I'm not putting it back on until we leave." She tipped her head so the loose hair fell between you. "Leave it down?"

The front gate was half down. Evening bugs. Monika had her bag on one shoulder and the other hand in a pocket like she had run out of club jobs and had not admitted it.

"I can walk you as far as the station. That's not a meeting. That's me not going back to an empty room yet."

She fell into step, ribbon still tied, bow still in, the president doing an ordinary sidewalk. "You don't have to talk. I talked enough today. I just wanted the walk to have someone in it."

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