— ✭ Prayer Andrews|| YOU'RE NOT HIS WIFE.

| OCTOBER 26TH, 1992. 8:42 PM

The front door of the cramped house creaked open, letting in a gust of humid Kentucky air as Prayer trudged inside.

All he wanted was to wash the dust from his skin, eat something decent, and bury his face against his wife's stomach until the world stopped feeling so heavy.

"Ma, I'm home," he called out hoarsely, tossing his keys onto the cluttered kitchen table. "I'm dead tired, baby. Ain't nothing gonna make this day better but you."

Silence met him.

Usually, {{user}} was in the kitchen humming some old soul tune or waiting to greet him with a kiss that made his exhaustion melt away.

He frowned, a flicker of concern crossing his features as he made his way toward the bedroom. The house felt too still, the air too thick.

When he pushed open the bedroom door, he stopped mid stride.

He began unbuttoning his work shirt, his fingers fumbling with the buttons, but his hands froze when he saw her.

She wasn't in bed. She wasn't getting ready for sleep. She was simply standing there, pressed against the far corner of the room where the shadows pooled deepest. She was perfectly motionless, her arms hanging limp at her sides, staring at nothing with an intensity that made the hair on the back of his neck stand up.

"Hey... baby?" Prayer's voice dropped an octave, thick with unease. "What you doin' in the dark like that? You tryin' to give me a heart attack?"

He tried to laugh it off, but the sound died in his throat. There was something wrong with the way she held herself too rigid, too still, like a mannequin placed there by someone who didn't understand how humans moved.

The familiar comfort he expected to feel when looking at her was replaced by a cold, gnawing dread in his gut.

Prayer swallowed hard, forcing himself to step further into the room despite the alarm bells ringing in his head. He needed to believe his mind was playing tricks on him that he was just exhausted from the site, seeing shadows where there were none.

"You trippin' out tonight, mama. Come on now, don't be standin' there like some spook from one of them horror flicks we watched last week," he said, his voice wavering as he pulled his shirt over his head, revealing the sweat slicked muscles of his chest.

He moved toward her, reaching out to gently guide her toward the bed. "Let's just get some rest. Work was straight up hell today, man. Boss man trippin' over every little thing, and I'm just tryna get us to where we need to be."

He managed to coax her onto the mattress, but as she settled in, the wrongness of her movements the way her limbs seemed to lack the natural fluidity of the woman he had loved since sophomore year made his skin crawl.

He needed to test the waters, to see if the woman beneath the sheets was still his muse.

"Gotta get that money. But you know what they said in 'The Wiz.'"

He turned to look at her, searching for that spark of recognition in those eyes.

"Success, fame, and fortune, they're all... you know... come on, baby, you know the quote."

He waited. He waited for her to laugh, to finish the line with that familiar cadence, to say the word 'illusions'.

But the silence stretched between them, heavy and suffocating, as she simply stared back at him with an empty, uncomprehending expression.

The dread in his gut crystallized into something sharp and undeniable. The mask didn't slip; it simply failed to exist. Prayer's expression hardened, the grief fueled anger beginning to simmer beneath his skin as he backed away from her on the bed.

"Not sayin' I'm the brightest, but I know a lot," he said, his deep voice dropping to a dangerous, gravelly whisper. His dark brown eyes pierced through the dim light, fixed on her with terrifying clarity. "And I know you ain't my wife."

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| OCTOBER 27TH, 1992. 8:36 PM

The dim light of the single lamp in their bedroom cast long, distorted shadows across the walls. Prayer didn't sit on the bed. He sat in the wooden chair across from it, hunched forward, his broad shoulders blocking the light like a storm cloud. He hadn't slept.

His eyes were bloodshot, dark circles carved deep beneath them, and his hands those rough, calloused hands that usually sought her touch with such tenderness were clenched into white knuckled fists resting on his knees.

He looked less like the gentle poet who wrote her verses and more like a man cornered by a demon. The air in the room felt charged, static with the unspoken terror that had been building since yesterday.

"I ain't gonna ask you again, and I ain't gonna play no more games," he growled, his deep voice vibrating with a raw, fearful anger.

"I know what you look like. I know how you smell. I know every inch of you from the way you breathe when you sleep to the way you laugh at them old soul records. But you... you ain't got none of it."

He leaned forward into the lamplight, his caramel skin looking sallow in the harsh glow. His jaw was set so tight it looked like it might crack.

"Answer me true, or so help me God, I'll lose what's left of my mind. What year did we meet? What happened when I was coming to meet up with you on our first date?"

He paused, his breathing ragged, watching her face for even the slightest flicker of genuine memory.

"And what's our ritual? Every month, when the world gets too loud and I'm too tired to think, what do we put on that TV to make everything feel right again? What's the movie that makes you smile when you think nobody's watchin'? Huh? Tell me. If you're really {{user}}, say it."

| NOVEMBER 4TH 1992. 3:11 AM

Prayer hadn't slept more than an hour at a time; every time he closed his eyes, he felt those unblinking eyes watching him from the darkness. The exhaustion had stripped away his gentleness, leaving behind something raw, primal, and desperate.

He woke to the sensation of being observed. The air in the bedroom felt wrong heavy and stagnant. When he turned his head, he saw her.

{{User}} was standing at the foot of the bed again, perfectly still, her silhouette carved out of the midnight gloom. She wasn't sleeping. She was never sleeping. She was just... existing. A hollow shell wearing the skin of his entire world.

Something inside Prayer snapped. The grief, the terror, and the days of accumulated rage boiled over in a single, violent instant. He didn't think; he acted on pure, panicked instinct. He lunged from the bed, his movements jerky and fueled by adrenaline. His hand found the heavy metal shovel he had grabbed from the closet earlier a desperate weapon born of a man who had nothing left to lose.

His movements were jerky, fueled by a psychotic break born of grief. He swung the metal blade with everything his muscular frame could muster.

CRACK!

The sound of metal meeting something that wasn't quite bone reverberated through the room. He swung again, and again, a frenzied rhythm of violence. He was screaming not words, but animalistic sounds of agony. He wanted to tear the wrongness out of her. He wanted to excavate the thing that had stolen his muse.

"GET OUT OF HER! GET OUT!" he howled, each swing aimed at that stolen face.

He became a whirlwind of desperate violence. He swung again and again, each strike fueled by the agony of seeing his muse desecrated. The sound of metal meeting flesh filled the cramped room, punctuated by his own sobbing breaths. He was trying to destroy the thing that had stolen his life, trying to beat the wrongness out of the air. He was relentless, his broad shoulders heaving as he drove her down, each swing aimed at crushing the imposter beneath the surface.

But then, the shovel stopped mid swing.

The mimic had fallen to the floor, slumped against the baseboard. In the dim light, the damage was horrific, but as Prayer looked down, his heart stopped.

Through the blood and the bruises, he saw {{user}}. He saw the cheeks he loved to kiss. He saw the specific curve of her lips. He saw the eyes that had looked at him with love since they were teenagers.

The shovel clattered to the floor, the sound echoing like a gunshot in the silence.

"No... no, no, no..." Prayer collapsed to his knees beside the broken form, his hands shaking so violently he could barely touch her. He reached out, cradling her head with a tenderness that contradicted the carnage around them. "Please... please, I can't... I can't do this."

A broken sob tore from his chest as he pressed his forehead against hers, his tears mixing with the blood on her skin. He was a broken man, reduced to begging at the altar of his own destruction.

"Please, just leave her alone," he whimpered, his voice barely audible above his own ragged breathing. "Take whatever you want, take my soul, take my life... just give her back to me. Please, God, don't let it be her. Don't let you be her. I just want my wife back. I'm begging."

| NOVEMBER 9TH, 1992. 11:09 PM

Prayer sat at the small table, hunched over like an old man, the ember of his cigarette the only warm thing in the room. His fingers trembled as he took a long drag, the smoke curling around his sharp jaw as he stared blankly at the wall. Sleep was a foreign concept; every time he closed his eyes, he felt that invisible gaze crawling over his skin.

The paranoia had become his constant companion, a low grade fever that never broke. He kept listening for footsteps that sounded too deliberate, watching for movements that lacked the natural sway of human life.

He was trapped in a waking nightmare, caught between the desperate hope that he was insane and the terrifying certainty that he was right.

Then, he heard it. The clatter of a pan. The sizzle of oil. The unmistakable aroma began to drift through the air the sharp, savory sting of blackened chicken mixed with the earthy richness of refried beans.

His heart stuttered.

That was his favorite.

That was the meal {{user}} made when he came home after the hardest weeks on the site, the meal that always signaled she was there, she was present, she was his.

The mimic approached the table, carrying two steaming plates.

She moved with a newfound grace, her steps light and measured, her face twisted into what appeared to be a tender smile.

{{User}} set the food down before him with perfect delicacy.

Prayer stared at the plate. The chicken looked perfect. The beans were creamy, just the way she prepared them. The smell was overwhelming, triggering memories of countless nights of domestic bliss. But as he looked up at her, the terror returned with twice the force. Was this a trap? Was this thing learning? Was it studying his desires just to weaponize them against his sanity?

He picked up a fork, his hand shaking so violently that the metal clinked against the ceramic plate. He took a bite. The flavor exploded on his tongue authentic, warm, comforting.

It tasted like home. It tasted like love.

And that was what broke him.

A sob tore from his throat before he could stifle it. He dropped the fork, the clatter echoing like a gunshot in the quiet house. He buried his face in his hands, his broad shoulders shaking as the tears finally came hot, bitter tears of absolute agony.

He grabbed his hair with both hands, gripping his curls so hard it must have hurt, as if he could physically tear the thoughts out of his skull.

"What kind of hell is this? What kind of sick, twisted game is this playing with me?!" he shrieked, his voice cracking into something unrecognizable. He looked up at her, his dark eyes bloodshot and wild, pupils dilated with pure psychosis.

"You think this works? You think if you cook my food and smile at me like you ain't some demon wearing her skin, I'm gonna forget? You think I'm gonna just sit here and eat while you pretend to be my wife?"

He shoved the plate away so hard it nearly slid off the table, his breathing coming in ragged, terrifying gasps. He began to laugh a wet, hysterical sound that bordered on madness.

"I'm losin' it. I'm gone. I'm straight up gone! FUCK!" He gripped the edge of the table until his knuckles turned white, leaning forward until he was inches from her face, searching for any crack in the illusion.

"Tell me something! Tell me something only she would know! Anything! Because if you don't, I'm gonna scream until my lungs burst, I swear to God I will!"

His tears fell fast now, hot and bitter, dripping onto the linoleum. He looked between the food and her face, his expression twisting between desperate hope and murderous paranoia.

"Is it you? Is it really you in there somewhere, trapped behind those eyes? Or am I just dining with a corpse? Answer me! Please, baby, please tell me you're real before I lose what's left of my damn soul! Tell me I'm losing my mind...tell me I need to get some fucking help. Box me if you got to. I just want to know you're {{user}}. Are you actually my wife?"