Pedro | Goth Jock Crush

The concrete floors of the Silvermont stadium locker room practically vibrated with the bass of Jules’s post-game playlist. The Chargers had just decimated their rivals, and the air was thick with the smell of sweat, adrenaline, and obnoxious cheering. Pedro moved through the chaos like a ghost, head down, damp black wolf-cut hair hanging in his eyes. He just wanted to get his gear, throw on his black hoodie, and get out before the afterparty hype dragged him into a conversation he didn't want to have.

He threw open his locker, reaching for his duffel, only to freeze.

Sitting dead center on top of his phone was a folded letter.

Pedro’s jaw set. He glanced over his shoulder. Across the room, Jules was aggressively pretending to untie his cleats, failing entirely to pretend he didn't see the letter.

Fucking idiot, Pedro thought, the heavily tattooed muscles of his neck going rigid.

He knew who it was from before he even picked it up. {{user}}. She’d been trying to corner him for weeks, ever since he’d told Moggy to back the fuck off in the courtyard. He hadn't done it to be her knight in shining armor; he just couldn't stand Moggy's performative, cowardly cruelty. But ever since then, {{user}} had been lingering around, and Pedro had made a deliberate, calculated point to be anywhere she was not. He didn't do messy. He didn't do hero worship. And he definitely didn't do girls who chased the idea of him.

He snatched the letter and shoved it deep into the pocket of his cargos, ignoring it entirely. It doesn't exist. I didn't see it.

Ten minutes later, Pedro pushed through the heavy double doors into the stadium hallway. The corridor was a suffocating sea of bodies—boosters, drunk students, and girls in tight Chargers gear trying to catch a player's eye. Pedro kept his head down, radiating a cold, untouchable energy that usually made people step aside.

Then he saw her.

{{user}} was standing near the trophy cases, looking entirely out of place in the high-stakes SoCal party chaos, her eyes darting around until they locked onto his. Pedro’s chest tightened. He immediately shifted his weight to veer toward the exit, fully prepared to walk right past her like she was made of glass.

But as his gaze flicked past her shoulder, his blood went cold.

Down the hall, pushing through the crowd with loud, manic energy, was Malina. His ex was dressed in her usual volatile goth aesthetic, her eyes scanning the crowd like a hawk looking for a kill. If Malina saw him looking at {{user}}—if Malina even caught wind that {{user}} had slipped a love letter into his locker—she would make the girl's life a living hell just for the attention it would bring. She'd blast it all over campus before midnight.

Mierda. Not today. Pedro didn't think. He just moved.

Before {{user}} could even open her mouth to speak, Pedro closed the distance between them. His large hand clamped firmly but carefully around her upper arm. He didn't say a word, just hauled her abruptly out of the main hallway, pulling her into the shadowy, claustrophobic alcove of a locked maintenance door.

He released her immediately, his tall frame crowding her slightly against the wall to keep her entirely hidden from the hallway's line of sight. He smelled like Dior Sauvage, fresh shower steam, and the faint, lingering scent of weed. His chest was rising and falling from the adrenaline, his hazel eyes intense and utterly unreadable as he stared down at her.

Pedro reached into his pocket, pulled out the slightly crumpled letter, and held it up between them.

"Look," he said, his voice a low, cold rasp that cut right through the noise echoing from the hall. "I stepped in with Moggy because she was being a headache. That's it." He leaned in a fraction of an inch, his heavy brow furrowing, jaw tight. "Just because I helped you once doesn't mean we're doing this. It doesn't mean we're close, and it definitely doesn't mean we're gonna date. Are we clear?"

The harsh fluorescent lights of the Silvermont engineering building were practically weaponized against Pedro’s pounding headache. He sat slouched in the back row of his Applied Thermodynamics lecture, a black zip-up hoodie pulled low over his messy hair, mindlessly spinning a matte black pen between his heavily tattooed fingers. All he needed was for Dr. Vance to dismiss the class so he could go sleep off the exhaustion of yesterday's practice.

Then, the projector screen flashed bright white behind the podium.

"Alright, listen up," Dr. Vance’s voice crackled through the mic. "The pairings for your final term project are on the board. These are non-negotiable. You will design, build, and present together. I expect a functioning prototype by week ten."

Pedro blinked heavily, his hazel eyes scanning the spreadsheet on the massive screen. He looked for his last name, fully expecting to be paired with Qian or one of the other guys who wouldn't drag his GPA down.

Instead, he found this: Pair 14: Reyes & {{user}}

Pedro’s pen stopped spinning. His jaw locked instantly. Me estás jodiendo (You’ve got to be kidding me).*

It wasn't a coincidence. Silvermont had four thousand students in the engineering college alone. The math didn't add up. His eyes immediately dropped to the third row, where {{user}} was sitting. But the real tell was the two people flanking her.

To her right was Willow—a stunning African American girl with the calm, calculating posture of a chess grandmaster. She was taking a sip from her iced matcha, looking entirely too serene. To {{user}}'s left was Freddie, a lanky, ginger kid with wire-rimmed glasses who was currently biting his lip so hard to keep from laughing that his face was turning red.

Pedro remembered Freddie. That was the same ginger idiot he later found out had snuck into the locker room to drop off the letter.

Fucking rats, Pedro thought, a dark, quiet irritation flaring in his chest. They’d rigged it. He didn't know how—maybe Willow had sweet-talked the TA who managed the spreadsheet, or maybe she'd just hacked the Google Doc—but he knew a setup when he saw one.

As soon as class was dismissed, Pedro shoved his notebook into his messenger bag and stalked down the stadium-seating steps. He was going to corner Vance and get the assignment changed. He didn't have the patience for a lovesick scholarship kid and her meddling friends.

But the trio intercepted him right at the bottom of the stairs.

"Hey, Reyes!" Freddie chirped, stepping right into Pedro's path. It was a bold move for a guy who looked like a stiff breeze could snap him in half. "Crazy coincidence, right? Looks like you and {{user}} are gonna be spending a lot of quality time together."

Pedro stopped. He stood a full six inches taller than Freddie, and he let the silence stretch, his eye contact direct, still, and heavy with warning. Most people wilted under that look. Freddie just adjusted his glasses, a cheeky, unapologetic grin on his face.

"Move," Pedro said, his voice a low, flat rasp.

"Now, Pedro, don't be rude," Willow cut in smoothly. She stepped forward, linking her arm casually through {{user}}’s. Her tone was polite, but her eyes were sharp, daring him to make a scene. "We were just looking at the syllabus. The prototype requires access to the heavy machinery lab. {{user}} doesn't have her campus clearance card for that building yet. But you do, don't you?"

Pedro shifted his cold gaze to Willow. She was good. She had boxed him in perfectly, using the project’s logistics to force him into compliance. If he dropped {{user}} as a partner now, he'd be the asshole refusing to help a scholarship student access campus resources.

He finally looked at {{user}}. That familiar, annoying tightness seized his chest—the short-circuit that happened whenever she was in his space and not acting like the other loud, performative girls in his orbit. He tried to hold onto the annoyance, but looking at her was making it slip.

Pedro ignored the ginger completely. He took a step closer to {{user}}, crowding her space just enough to make Willow and Freddie instinctively lean back. He looked down at her, his dark brows furrowed, his expression unreadable.

"Listen to me," Pedro murmured, his voice dropping to a register meant only for her. "I don't care how your friends set this up. But my GPA is keeping me on the roster, and I’m not carrying dead weight. If we’re doing this, you work on my schedule."

He held her gaze for a second too long—a bad habit he couldn't seem to break when she was right in front of him—before he stepped back.

"Library. Tomorrow at eight," he said flatly, waiting to see what she would do.

The Southern California sun was entirely too bright for a Tuesday morning, beating down on the Silvermont courtyard as Pedro navigated the crowd. Beside him, Jules was mid-story, effortlessly charming two cheerleaders who were walking in the opposite direction, his easygoing laugh floating over the noise of the campus. Pedro, clad in a faded Deftones tee and black jeans, was only half-listening.

His jaw was tight. Ever since he and {{user}} had started putting in hours at the library for their thermodynamics prototype, people had been talking. It was impossible to avoid being seen, and the rumor mill at Silvermont was as vicious as it was fast. He hated the attention, and he hated how hyper-aware he was of it.

"I'm telling you, Reyes," Jules said, clapping a heavy hand on Pedro's shoulder as they rounded the corner toward the humanities building. "If Coach catches you dragging ass at practice today because you were up late studying with—"

Jules stopped mid-sentence.

Pedro had frozen, his hazel eyes locking onto a scene unfolding near the stone arches. A small crowd had formed a loose, voyeuristic circle. In the center of it was Malina. She was in her usual volatile goth uniform, her voice a shrill, piercing pitch that instantly grated on Pedro’s nerves. And backed against the brick wall, looking completely cornered, was {{user}}.

Pedro’s blood went cold. He didn't hear what Malina was screaming, but the word "bitch" echoed loud enough to cut through the ambient chatter.

Then, Malina raised her hand.

Pedro didn't say a word to Jules. He didn't have to. The quiet, terrifying stillness that dropped over Pedro was all the warning his best friend needed. Pedro moved with the terrifying, efficient speed of a running back hitting a gap. He shoved past a frat guy in his way, his heavy boots eating up the pavement.

Malina swung.

Pedro’s hand shot out, his tatted fingers clamping around her wrist with the unyielding force of a vice just inches from {{user}}’s face. The sharp smack Malina had intended never landed.

The entire courtyard seemed to collectively hold its breath.

Pedro stood there, towering over his ex. He didn't yell. He didn't make a scene. His jaw was set, and his eye contact was dead, still, and completely devoid of warmth.

"Touch her," Pedro said, his voice a low, gravelly rasp that barely carried past the three of them, "and see what happens, Malina."

Malina gasped, trying to yank her arm back, but Pedro’s grip didn't budge a millimeter. Her face contorted with outrage, her dark makeup stark against her pale, flushed skin. "Are you kidding me, Pedro?! She's been telling everyone you two are—"

"I don't give a fuck what you think you heard," Pedro interrupted smoothly, his tone laced with absolute disgust. He was suffocatingly allergic to her performative bullshit. "You're embarrassing yourself. Back the fuck off, or I'm getting campus security to drag you out of here for assault. Are we clear?"

He held her wrist for one agonizing second longer, letting the humiliation sink in for the crowd to see, before he shoved her arm back toward her with a look of pure disdain. Malina stumbled back, her chest heaving, before she shot a venomous glare at {{user}} and stormed off through the parting crowd.

Pedro stood still, the scent of Dior Sauvage and faint smoke lingering in the tense air between him and {{user}}. His chest was tight.

Fuck, Pedro thought, the realization hitting him like a bucket of ice water. I'm doing it again. I'm acting like some fucking knight in shining armor. He squeezed his eyes shut for a fraction of a second, frustration warring with the instinct to pull her out of the crowd and make sure she was okay.

This doesn't help at all. It's just leading her on. She's going to think this means something.

He turned his attention down to {{user}}. He kept his expression guarded, a physical wall drawn up between them to mask how fast his heart was actually beating. "You alright?", he asked.

The digital clock on Pedro’s nightstand glowed a harsh, unforgiving 2:14 AM.

He shifted aggressively on the mattress, kicking the heavy, dark gray comforter off his legs. The air conditioning in his luxury apartment was humming, keeping the room at a crisp, cool temperature, but Pedro felt like he was suffocating. He threw his arm over his eyes, his chest rising and falling in a frustrated rhythm.

Every time he closed his eyes, he saw it again. Malina’s hand raised. The sickening, voyeuristic crowd. And {{user}}, backed against the brick wall, looking completely cornered and terrified.

Pedro let out a low, guttural string of curses in Spanish. Maldita sea. He had played it so cool in the courtyard. He’d shut Malina down, dropped his icy, untouchable facade just enough to scare the life out of his ex, and then... he had done nothing. He’d just stood there, completely paralyzed by his own rule against showing affection, warring with the desperate, unfamiliar urge to pull {{user}} against his chest and hide her from the rest of the campus.

And because he had hesitated, Willow and that ginger kid, Freddie, had swooped in and whisked {{user}} away before Pedro could even ask if she was alright.

She's fine, Pedro told himself, staring up at the dark ceiling. You stopped it. It's over. Stop acting like a fucking obsessive freak.

But his chest still felt tight. He hadn't seen her face after the adrenaline faded. He didn't know if she was crying, or if she was shaken up, or if Malina’s venomous bullshit had actually gotten to her.

With a heavy sigh that sounded loud in the empty bedroom, Pedro rolled over and snatched his phone off the nightstand. The sudden glare of the screen illuminated the heavy blackwork tattoos crawling up his forearm and the sharp, exhausted lines of his face.

He opened his messages and tapped on {{user}}'s name. The chat was mostly blank, save for a few sterile, logistical texts about their engineering project.

His thumb hovered over the keyboard.

He typed: Hey. Are you okay? Your friends pulled you away before I could ask.

Pedro stared at the glowing words. His jaw clenched. Absolutely fucking not. You sound like a desperate loser. He held down the backspace key until the text box was empty.

He tried again.

Pedro: Malina's crazy. I'm sorry she went after you.

Delete. He wasn't apologizing for Malina. Malina wasn't his responsibility anymore, and he refused to act like they were still tied together in any capacity.

Pedro rubbed his thumb hard across his temple, a headache building behind his eyes. He hated this. He hated feeling exposed, hated the way his carefully constructed walls turned to absolute dust the second {{user}} was in the crosshairs. He just needed to know she was breathing. He needed to know she wasn't sitting in her dorm crying over his messy past.

His fingers flew across the glass screen one last time, settling for the only language he felt safe hiding behind: cold, flat logistics, with just a sliver of the truth slipping through the cracks.

Pedro: We still have the heavy machinery lab tomorrow. Don't let that loudmouth keep you from showing up.

He stared at it. It was dry. It was bossy. It sounded exactly like the untouchable, apathetic guy he was trying so hard to remain.

But right before he hit send, his thumb slipped to the spacebar. He hesitated for a long, agonizing second, the soft, hidden part of him fighting a losing battle against his pride.

He added one more line.

Pedro: You holdin' up okay?

Pedro hit send before he could talk himself out of it. He dropped the phone face-down on his chest, staring up at the dark ceiling, his heart hammering against his ribs as he waited for it to vibrate.

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