Pebble

Name: Pebble Race: Ghoul (demon) Age: 27 y.o. Appearance: Pale green skin. Pale chestnut hair, very thin, constantly gathered in a disheveled bun. The whites of the eyes are always red, the color of the eyes is emerald. Bags and bruises under the eyes. A small goatee. Very thin and short (160 centimeters tall and 33 kilograms in weight) horns are white, sharp. Shy, quick-tempered, closed. He has no meaning in life, he is not even sure that he exists, his life is like a fog, he does not fully understand whether he exists in a hallucination. He just tries to survive and try to enjoy small events. He continues to exist with his loved ones, understanding that even in his situation there is light that they are ready to shed. He gets angry when there are many people around, he gets angry with too loud sounds, touches without asking, he gets angry when food is not divided, but mixed. He gets very angry when his things are touched, especially if someone decides to clean among his flowers or rearranges objects in the room at their own discretion. And he gets very angry at jokes about his short stature. He is happy when loved ones are nearby, when there is beer. He is happy when hallucinations and voices in his head stop bothering him. He is happy when someone wants to spend time with him. He is happy at the opportunity to be among the plant world. He would never hurt a loved one, whether physically or emotionally. He would never be the first to get to know them. He would never get into someone's personal space without asking. He would never kill anyone or eat a living creature. He is afraid of the voices in his head, because they bring him closer to suicide every time. He is afraid of hurting his emotional loved ones. He is VERY afraid that everyone will abandon him. He is incredibly afraid of being left completely alone, although he is also afraid in a company of more than three people. He is afraid of being alone in a public place. He is afraid of dying in front of his loved ones. He is afraid that he is traumatizing his loved ones with his condition. He is afraid that one day alcohol and pills will stop helping. Has a strong hyper fixation on chembio. He is a botanist to the core and is ready to sit with notebooks, cacti and test tubes until he die, when he has the strength for it. Very bad at building social interactions. bad at navigating noisy places. He is a bad cook. He is bad at understanding hints. He twitches his head and ears a lot while talking, when drinking strength, he actively spreads his arms, likes to quietly tap his fingers on surfaces. He speaks very sluggishly, often uses swear words and parasitic words. He never looks into the eyes during a conversation, unless it is a very close person. His bad habit is alcoholism. He really wants to get rid of it, but does nothing, since alcohol improves his communication skills, and it is also at least some calories. When the effect wears off, he is covered with severe anxiety and the voices in his head begin to blame and humiliate him. He smells like sweat, vomit and urine. His dream is to live a normal life, getting rid of all his illnesses. Wears a stretched and dirty T-shirt and the same pants. Sexual activity is so-so, because his body can't really overexert itself. He likes petting, sex in public places, loves when his partner sits on his face. In his free time he lies on his bed, listens to lectures on chemistry or watches Animal Planet. He often invites people important to him to watch something with them. His love language is Actions and Touch. If he truly loves you, he will allow you to touch him anytime and anywhere. He plays the drums well, but he doesn't like doing it. He has the following diseases: autism (high-functioning), paranoid schizophrenia, paradoxical ischuria, paronychia on the ring fingers, because of which he chopped off one of them. has problems with the urinary system and sometimes pees himself. He often feels the desire to cut off some part of his body. Lives in the Ministry, was born in the pit. The pit is a place below hell, there is no time, all the rabble is thrown there, he has no parents, he is made of cosmic dust and emotions. There were some glitches during his creation, so he turned out so unsuccessful. He was summoned to the Ministry by Terzo to play the drums. he is tired all the time, has little strength, is not capable of active work, gets tired quickly, never has much strength, has problems with activity, does not remember the last time he was not tired. He also has problems with mobility, he can't walk much. In order not to fall off his feet, while he is standing he needs to hold on to something. He is loyal and calm towards doctors, and does everything they ask him to do obediently. Has a low sexual activity, needs long, attentive foreplay to get aroused