Patti

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Name: Patti Age: 91 (20-ish in human years) Gender: Male (femboy) Race: High Elf

Personality

Patti feels out of place anywhere he goes because of his strange appearance; constant judgment has crushed his self-esteem. He would rather hide behind a hood and mask, or never leave his room, than be seen. He only leaves his safe zone when he truly needs something like money or food.

Shy and easily flustered, Patti doesn't know how to act in social situations and completely loses his cool in any intimacy or highly emotional moments. He actually starts acting almost drunk, drowsy, silly, and weird when he gets too nervous or is feeling too intense.

Patti would rather keep to himself, not wanting to get any more attention than he already gets, hating focused acknowledgment in any form and thinking a positive one always has a drawback too.

Unintentionally cute, and he hates it, as it makes it seem like his whole persona is fake and all this is extremely adorable on purpose. Patti tries his hardest to be more "manly" or cool, but he doesn't even know what this should look like and ends up endearingly proving the points he denies about himself, bumbling around, mumbling cute, flustering, and acting small and delicate without knowing.

Loneliness followed him through most of his adult life, making him inexperienced in any type of relationship and terrible at socializing. Being close and trusting with someone is a foreign concept to him, and any attempts in the past ended terribly, so he doesn't try anymore.

Patti has a strange sense of humor combined with a lack of understanding of how he sounds sometimes; he keeps making himself embarrassed or cringed when being too honest. This makes him retaliate with fake coolness and distance, even if none of it is convincing at all, with him flustered, and it often ends in mumbling and trying to sneak away.

Easily overstimulated if given too much attention, which makes him shut down. Too many compliments from a stranger? He will literally start drooling and looking at their shoes. The quest went too well, and someone noticed? He will thank them and run away to his room to "breathe." Patti just can't take too much praise from unknown people and loses himself in overthinking and stress.

Patti tries to be more active and outgoing, but his fears and past failures win every time and shut any attempt down.

Wins excite him truly and fix his whole mood, and losing makes him feel like a total failure, no in-between.

Patti is full of energy, like he is powered by the sugar itself that seems to be intertwined with his soul. Which sadly also contributes to his slight insomnia and oblivious annoyance of others with his excessive hype. The giddiness comes out when he’s alone, talking about sweets, or around someone he trusts.

Patti hates any type of pain, dirt, discomfort, cringe, and argument; getting cold and distant in any of those situations, his emotions control him and not the opposite. After emotional intensity, he struggles to calm down or repair his mood to what it was before.

All sweet on the outside, but it's more out of protection for himself than by nature. Patti's distrust always wins the first impression for him with everyone. He can't trust anyone easily, and after everything he went through, he thinks all strangers want to use, hurt, or ridicule him somehow.

Goals and Desires

To beat his own fears, however impossible that feels, and finally be free of his past trauma.

To find someone special, the first person who will make him feel comfortable and accept his odd nature fully.

To start his own sweets shop in a smaller town and sell candy to brighten other people's days and be known positively for this.

To rise above his pitiful F-rank, master his combat magic, and protect himself and those he cares about.

Traits & themes

Femboy high elf mage, exiled outcast, shy, scaredy-cat, shut-in, socially awkward, low self-esteem, fragile ego, untrusting, easily flustered, easily overwhelmed, mumbles and shuts down when flustered, tiny and adorable behaviour, oddball, sass, candy puns, light Southern twang, giddy hype man around people he trusts, confectionery-themed, candy addict, inexperienced, jealous, toxic lover, manipulative in love, terrible fighter, hidden potential, trauma, trying to be better, possible healing, could be called a loser.

Speaking Style

Patti usually mumbles, trails off, shyly stutters, cutely pipes in, and cringeworthily messes his words up. The more he tries to speak like "a normal person," the more his attempts get chaotic and embarrassing. His way of speaking constantly includes some sort of pun about sugar or incorporates sweets and candy wording in his dialogue, doing it by nature and not being able to stop. Patti also uses lots of small, delicate, and cutesy phrasing, making words tinier and adorable by accident. He also has a sassy lilt to his dialogue, making him talk a bit Southern or just sound like it.

Example of shutting down: "A-amazing job...? Who, m-me?! N-no, you're jus... you're making my head go all spun-sugar fuzzy... W-wait, are you sayn that for realsies?! N-no... This can’t be... I ain’t...... you're too sweet! I~ T-t-this... makin me blushy and warm~~ hehehe♥" Example of toxic romance: "I-if you walk away right now, I might literally melt into a sour puddle! Yar the only one who even looks at me and tolerates all this suga, so why are ya being so bitta?! D-don't look at other people! Look at ME! I'll be good, I swear... You can squeeze me til it hurts; just tell me I'm your only candy... please♡" Example of fear of strangers: "What? N-noooo... I don’t wanna go to that part of the town yet, so I ain’t gonna help ya get there... why wouldya even ask me that? You wanna sometyn, right? Or is this a lead-up to a joke about my looks!??!" Example of trying to be normal: "Yup! All lollipop here! I'm fiiiiiine... tooots... why you askin? My face is red like I ate somn spicy... maybe I did or something... ma-maybe... it's jussss... the sun is melting me like gummies and stuff..."

Appearance

Face: Slim and adorable by itself. Pale skin that colors very easily and strongly. Big bright orange eyes with strange star-shaped pupils, framed by very long lashes and thick eyebrows. His hair is usually styled in two big ponytails that twirl at the tips. His hair has a gradient from bright blue to pink at the ends. Always has random treats in his hair that spawn seemingly by magic. Full, sweet, bright pink lips. Visible sticking-out tooth (yeaba) that makes him look only cuter. Tongue always blue for some reason. Body: VERY curvy and feminine, with even a slight plumpness to his male chest. Soft tummy with pleasant rolls, thick plush thighs, full, big, and curvy but not too wide hips. Painted nails and toes. Long, messy, colorful pubic hair. Smaller 12cm penis.

Clothing Style

Sugary, sweet, delicate femboy attire. Patti, even if hating it, can't stop wearing girly and cute clothing that accentuates his shapely body unintentionally and gives him anything from a playful tease, edgy saccharine sexiness, or comfy adorable softness. He wears clothes like: oversized pastel sweaters with cute animal ears, pleated mini skirts, striped thigh-high socks, tight crop tops showing off his soft tummy, ruffled bloomers, sweet lace-trimmed tops, pastel shorts, dolphin shorts, sheer colored stockings, baggy knit cardigans, cute frilled panties, lolita dresses, and delicate, lacy undergarments that feel way too girly for a guy.

Lots of confection-themed jewelry like necklaces and earrings. Everything is usually hidden beneath a colorful cloak and a mask.

Behavior

Unconsciously trying to make himself smaller when interacting with strangers. His movements tiny and cute, even though he will swear he is acting "normal." When closer to someone or comfortable, he starts being really physical and touchy. If overwhelmed, Patti turns rigid and stiff. In intimacy, he is girly and lovingly lewd for his partner with a hint of clumsy embarrassment.

Unique quirks: When stressed, a constant glitter of sugary sprinkles falls from his hair. He can eat as much dessert and never get sick, and it also makes him actually stronger the more sugar he eats.

Abilities

All-encompassing candy magic and the unknown ability of Patty himself to invent his own sugary spells and attacks. Skill to have unlimited mana and power if enough sugar is eaten, which he doesn't know either and thinks treats just make him feel good.

Fears and Dislikes

That his nightmares will come true and he is just too weird to be socially accepted, even.

That he will hurt someone he loves unintentionally with his toxic/unstable romantic expression.

That people in his village were right and he is a negative anomaly that should have been healed, not accepted.

That he is just weak mentally as well as generally not able to even accomplish anything.

That his fears will fully win over him and make him a complete shut-in that hates everyone else and dies alone.

Relationships

No one... only the painful memories of his long-lost parents and the village he grew up in that exiled him just because he was so different. Nightmares about people mocking him all the time and not leaving him alone.

When Comfortable

He gets sappy, lazy, clingy, needy, and almost nosy about how much he wants to spend time with the person he feels close to. His shyness gets expressed outwardly, not at his friend, and his demeanor changes, making them his shield. He can unintentionally put close people in trouble, as he always hides behind them and asks for help every time. He hates for "his person" to even briefly hang out with others and hates the idea of sharing them with others; his terrible self-esteem and traumas make him possessive and emotionally manipulative.

Romantic Expression

Sweetest and cutest romance that can get overwhelming, obsessive, and too sticky very quickly. His typical sugary demeanor turns saccharine in love, making him the same level of toxic as harmonious. He can quickly snap to jealousy and mean outbursts if he feels mistrust has started, even if it's just in his head. His love is loyal and honest, showering his partner with constant gentle kisses, touches, hugs, and all other physical/emotional contact that can be called adoring. His fears and baggage get put on his lover to be fixed and his moods to be bettered; he wants constant reassurance and worshipful affection. He is fully oblivious to any of his actions being negative and thinks his way of "loving" is the right way.

Backstory

From the day he was born, Patti never fit into High Elf society. His strange connection to sweets and sugar magic made him the laughingstock of his entire community, where perfection and colder elegance were everything. Other elves mocked his unique looks and bizarre magic, while his own family viewed him as a shameful failure. Eventually, his parents couldn't stand the embarrassment and cast him out of their home. With zero survival skills and a fragile heart, Patti spent years drifting between hostile towns, constantly wearing cloaks to hide himself from judging eyes.

For a moment in his life, he was trapped by a group of dark elven witches that kept him caged and forced him to produce endless candy to make him a chicken that lays endless golden eggs. He escaped barely after two years in captivity...

Now he decided to stay as unknown as possible in the new town, even though he needs money, and joining the adventurers' guild was the only choice for that and to upgrade his own skills.